1novels Chapter 195 Can't You Take Care Of Yourself?
Chapter 195 Can't You Take Care Of Yourself?
Originally, Ji Yun was a person who didn't care about so much. After thinking about it, he felt that there might be a lot of things hidden in it, but it would be forgotten at any time.
Especially at this moment, he has already seen clearly what the result he wants is.
If it goes on like this, he should be more fully prepared.
Shen Ning held Ji Yun's finger with her non-injected hand, "I'm really fine, I don't care about anything, why do you care so much, I didn't tell you, no matter what , that’s all in the past.”
"For me, being with you now is the most important thing."
"No matter how many things I have experienced, for me, there are many things that can never be explained clearly in a few words. I also know that you have always been very uncomfortable in your heart."
"But I didn't say it to make you do this. If so, then I lost my original intention."
Shen Ning didn't have any great abilities, nor did he have too many ideas.
He just did what he was supposed to do, and he always thought and followed his own heart.
Later on, he suddenly didn't understand, and later on, he should have been a little more depressed.
After a long wait to no avail, he couldn't find his own direction, so forget it.
Those five years were not very sad, after all, he still came out.
During that time, it was indeed very dark for him, but it wasn't because he couldn't get out by himself.
Later, he realized what he wanted.
As long as Ji Yun is still fine, what does it matter.
This body has long been riddled with holes, and he has long since ignored it.
Most of the time, he would rather he hadn't thought about anything. Later, even if he left that place, but every time he recalled it, he realized that he was still waiting in the same place, and what he could leave was not is the ending.
At least now, he has seen the dawn of hope, and he is not without nothing.
Waiting here is the result.
He wants to see his future, no matter what difficulties and obstacles he encounters, in his opinion, it doesn't matter, when he decides to do these things, he has already thought clearly.
He has thought about all possible outcomes.
For the rest of the matter, what kind of changes will happen, he is very clear in his heart.
"I don't want you to always bear all this by yourself. You have grown up with me since you were a child. You know, I am very protective, especially for the person I like. I don't want to hurt him in any way, even if that Even if it’s me, it won’t work.”
Ji Yun has always seen clearly that he is not only very possessive towards the person he likes, but even if others want to hurt him, he cannot tolerate it.
In that person, he even counted himself in.
No matter what he thought at the beginning, before making this decision, he could realize that many of the following results, when doing these, he had to think more clearly.
Otherwise, wouldn't it be true that he was the one who hurt him the most.
Ji Yun didn't want the final result to be like this. The life between him and Shen Ning had just begun, and he didn't want it to end so quickly, and he didn't want Shen Ning to have no sense of security.
He never knew when, until now, as long as he saw Shen Ning, his heart would already feel very distressed.
She was reluctant to speak at all, and didn't even dare to show any troubles in front of him.
He was really scared and couldn't control his emotions.
I was also afraid that some things would be too much to say, making Shen Ning think too much.
Left and right are in a dilemma, but I still don't know what to do first.
After thinking about it for so long, he still chose to explain everything clearly.
Ji Yun knew that Shen Ning had concealed many things from him, but when he heard it today, he was still shocked.
That's not something he can turn pages casually after hearing it.
He will remember all this and keep it firmly in his heart.
In case it happens again next time.
Some results, he faced once, felt that it was enough.
If it happened again, his heart might be broken.
It was so heart-wrenching, just listening to it, already felt very painful, yet Shen Ning was able to bear it.
What kind of courage has brought him to where he is now.
"In the future, no matter what happens, remember to tell me, I will be with you."
"I don't want you to bear all this alone, let alone the future you see is different."
"I want you to be safe, even if you are by my side and do nothing, for me, I feel a kind of satisfaction."
"I don't need you to do anything, I just want you to be good."
In Ji Yun's heart, he really doesn't have too many demands on him.
Take care of yourself so that you can spend more time with yourself.
But even this is so difficult to do now.
He didn't believe it, he couldn't even protect a single person.
He had waited too long for this moment, and it didn't make sense for it to happen before anything was ready.
The result he wanted was not like this.
Although he thought for such a long time, he still couldn't understand that since he thought so, there would be such a result.
Ji Yun hugged him even tighter. At the beginning, he thought about the result a lot, but he didn't expect it to be like this.
He is not reconciled, he wants to protect this person, and he has never changed his mind.
It's just that he didn't know whether his expression was wrong or what, Shen Ning didn't seem to understand what he meant.
It doesn't matter to Ji Yun himself, but there are some things that need to be thought about after experiencing it, and it can't be settled in a few words, not to mention that in his eyes, he may not have seen so many things at all.
He has never thought about the future, let alone what he can do in the end.
After Shen Ning got the injection, his whole body improved a lot, at least it seemed that he was much more energetic.
He can still speak a few words with Ji Yun, and the cold sweat on his forehead is not much.
Ji Yun felt distressed, but he couldn't bear to blame him.
If he hadn't been greedy for drinking, there wouldn't be such an incident tonight, and of course he wouldn't be able to know so many things.
To him, what Shen Ning concealed was very important to him.
If he didn't know, he might really make a lot of right and wrong later.
At that time, he never gave himself a chance at all, let alone felt that what he did was right.
But after much deliberation, the problem here is not 01:30.
Shen Ning's thoughts are hidden too deep, he can never guess.
That person has a personality like a gourd, and he doesn't know how to tell him, so it will be very embarrassing.
Not everyone can understand what he wants when he sees this.
What's more, there are many things in his head every day, and there is really no way to do everything by himself.
Shen Ning broke free from Ji Yun's arms, turned around, raised his remaining hand, and touched his face.
"Do you know? When I looked at you at the beginning, I was thinking, why there are people like you in the world, who can make me sink with just one look."
"It was only later that I realized that you were sent by God to save me."
"Otherwise my life would have been dark."
"Without you, I don't even know what the meaning of life is. After waiting for so long and thinking about it for so long, I finally feel that this is what I want."
Shen Ning has always known what he was thinking. For him, the past period of time was very dark.
It was really difficult for him to get out of this story.
In the world without Ji Yun, I walked alone for a long time.
He has experienced darkness and thought about it for such a long time, so he will understand, whether it is right or wrong, he can see clearly.
So he is not waiting, because even he himself does not know when it will end.
He used to think that he had already made all the preparations, but when he really thought about it, he realized that it wasn't just a story to make up.
"I know, if you like it, then I will show it to you forever."
"Until you get tired of watching it."
Hearing this, Shen Ning shook his head, "Impossible, I will never get tired of seeing you in my life."
Shen Ning has this confidence, no matter what he wants to do, if that person is Ji Yun, his life will not end like this.
Like him is never a matter of a day or two, but knowing what he wants.
The reason for waiting for such a long time is that no matter what time it is, the relationship between him and this person cannot be wrong.
After thinking about it for a long time, he finally felt that when he fell in love with this person, he felt that everything about him was beautiful.
Will never forget, let alone give up.
Whatever you think in your heart, there will be a result.
Especially when I think of these things, my heart will become warm.
"I'll be with you. If you're tired, just sleep for a while."
After Shen Ning had said so many words, it was obvious that his spirit began to relax again.
Ji Yun changed him into a comfortable position and let him lie on the hospital bed.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, gently holding Shen Ning's hand that was getting an injection.
This is the person he likes, the feeling of regaining it after losing it is really good.
Fortunately, I didn't lose him, otherwise, what I lost would not be just such a little thing.
The temperature in the palm was a little cold, and Shen Ning hadn't recovered yet.
Ji Yun really had no choice but to just let him go, it was enough to put this person in his heart.
No matter who he faces, he can have this kind of awareness.
In this life, it will not change.
Every time he thinks about this person, he will feel that he has done so much just to make him happier.
Waiting for such a long time is just to embrace each other at this moment.
Only when you feel this warmth will you feel real.
He once thought about what his feelings were like, and he thought it was worthwhile to exchange five years for a lifetime.
Ji Yun doesn't care what other people think, especially he knows what kind of thing to do and when.
In his heart, when he recalled these things, he still felt that he didn't have to do it to be right.
But at least, he admitted that without Shen Ning, he would not be where he is now.
Shen Ning did a lot of things for him, which Ji Yun only found out later.
After he knew it, he knew how much this person loved him.
That feeling is not easy to come by.
I never thought that there would be a person who regards himself as his life.
For the first time, he felt that feeling.
There will be someone guarding me all the time, no matter when I turn around, there will be his figure, waiting for me all the time.
If there is no Shen Ning, the current self is still alone, still indifferent.
Facing everything, he doesn't have so many thoughts, that's the kind of person he is.
Ji Yun doesn't like to think about a lot of things, and would rather let all the problems go with the flow, and solve them when they can't go on.
He never took the initiative to do these things, so naturally he would not encounter so many things.
But even so, he still got what he wanted.
No one will admit this.
He is the real pride in life.
Shen Ning had already fallen asleep a long time ago, and looked quiet, once he had no attack power.
Asleep like a little sheep, people can't help but have a protective desire.
It was at that time that Shen Ning decided that in the days to come, he would often take care of this person and did so much just to want to be with him.
This time, no matter who objected, he would not just tolerate it.
Moreover, he will not just forget about what happened tonight.
Shen Ning can settle this glass of wine, but he can't.
Tonight, without that glass of wine, it would indeed be impossible to hear the truth.
But compared to the truth, he felt more sorry for what Shen Ning had suffered.
Seeing him in pain, I wish I could go through all this for him.
Ji Yun is not a good person, he knows this very well.
It's just that Shen Ning cares too much about him, every time the first thing he thinks about is his thoughts.
In this way, some things just have to be said.
Can't wait, can't wait, but it's just a matter of a moment.
And he was lucky, at least he didn't stay here all the time, he still loves and likes it.
This is what he always remembers in his heart. He doesn't need to tell others what he is thinking, and he can also be clear that in the future, the result he wants is definitely not this.
He had never encountered such a challenge in his life. It was only at this moment that he suddenly realized that his liking was not superficial. When he thought about it carefully, he realized that it had been buried in his heart inadvertently for a long time. , but has never been discovered.