Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

Chapter 194 You Know What You Are Doing

There was silence in the car, and the atmosphere suddenly became very strange.

At the beginning, he really didn't know what he was thinking, but Ji Yun kept suppressing his emotions.

He was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would hurt Shen Ning.

That was definitely not his original intention, and even though he said these things, he still couldn't wait for a result.

On the subject of drinking, he really said more than once.

But Shen Ning didn't seem to want to hear it.

The more this happened, the more he had no way to deal with Shen Ning.

Shen Ning waited for a while before opening his mouth, "Just this time, okay, I promise there will be no next time."

"I will definitely remember what you said in the future. Don't drink casually. It was really a little bit just now. I was a little happy to eat, so I forgot."

"Okay, don't be angry."

After Shen Ning finished speaking, he gently tugged at the corner of Ji Yun's clothes.

Sometimes, Shen Ning is like a child. When he acts like a baby, there is no way for people to refuse him.

Ji Yun was reluctant to lose his temper with him, and most of the time, he was reluctant.

Such a good person is by his side now, how could he still have the heart to talk about him.

After all, it wasn't because he went out that he took the blame.

No matter what, you can't talk about Shen Ning.

This is something Ji Yun has always remembered. If it were someone else, he might not think so clearly at all, nor would he be so serious.

In Ji Yun's heart, there is only such a person.

No one can replace it, and those remaining affections, before they are spoken out, he doesn't know what they want to do.

All the waiting, in the end, may be nothing but wishful thinking.

When it really came to that time, he had no idea what he should do.

Ji Yun thought about it for a while, and then drove after he calmed down.

Shen Ning's apology didn't seem to last long, it was over.

Because he clearly felt that his stomach was very uncomfortable.

The kind of overwhelming, but not wanting to vomit.

It hurts, but I don't know where it hurts.

There was cold sweat on his forehead, he could bear it at first, but then he really couldn't.

A hand suddenly grasped Ji Yun who was driving, unable to speak a word due to the pain.

Ji Yun stepped on the brake immediately, and when Shen Ning's hand reached up, he already noticed something was wrong.

it's too cold.

On weekdays, although Shen Ning's body is not very good, the temperature on his hands will never be low.

He stopped the car and immediately turned to look at Shen Ning.

"what happened?"

When I reached out to touch it, I found that his face was pale, and his whole body seemed to be fished out of the water.

His other hand covered his stomach, and he curled up.

"pain."

Shen Ning's articulation was a little unclear, but Ji Yun still heard it.

"Be patient, I'll take you to the hospital right away."

If it was normal, Shen Ning would definitely struggle to refuse when he heard these two words.

But now, he felt that half of his life was almost gone.

So he can only do this. Although he doesn't like going to the hospital, there is no other way at the moment.

Ji Yun almost drove the car to the maximum speed, no matter what the ticket was, he didn't care.

Shen Ning was in so much pain that he couldn't say a word, he didn't even know how he had endured until now.

It was as if he was dying, but he didn't open his mouth to tell himself.

When he arrived at the hospital, Ji Yun rushed into the door of the emergency room with his arms in his arms.

Fortunately, there was no one at night, so he laid the person flat on the hospital bed.

The person who came to see the doctor reached out and pressed Shen Ning's body lightly a few times. Shen Ning suddenly opened his eyes wide in pain, and almost struggled out of Ji Yun's arms and fell off the bed.

"Doctor, can you take it easy?"

Hearing this, the elderly Shengsheng suddenly turned his head to look at him, "Take it easy, if it doesn't hurt, then don't drink."

"Don't you know what your body looks like? Is that thing you should touch?"

"Stomach perforation."

"I really don't know what you young people are thinking. You know that you only have half your stomach left, and you still make such a terrible toss."

The more the doctor said, Shen Ning turned his head down.

At the end, Shen Ning could feel that Ji Yun's face turned dark.

Half a stomach!

These three words probably killed him.

The doctor prescribed the medicine for Shen Ning, put him on the drip, and scolded them for a while before going out.

Ji Yun didn't speak, but Shen Ning obviously felt that the atmosphere in the room seemed to be a bit colder.

It seemed that he was back in the car again, Ji Yun's appearance after he had just finished drinking.

Ji Yun waited until Shen Ning's complexion finally recovered some blood after halfway through the IV drip, and then asked.

"Half stomach, this is what you want to hide from me, tell me, what else do you not tell me?"

Ji Yun didn't let go of Shen Ning's hand, but his voice had already dropped.

If Shen Ning doesn't give him an explanation, there is no way to let this matter go.

Shen Ning lowered his eyes, thought for a while, and then suddenly said, "My stomach is not good, not because of drinking. Three years ago, I had a car accident."

"The glass behind him stuck into the stomach, so we had to remove half of the stomach."

"My body has also become not very good since then. You always say that I eat less because I really can't eat a lot."

When Shen Ning said these things, his eyes were already calm.

He doesn't care anymore, it's already a thing of the past, not to mention, he is living a good life now, why should he care about the past.

Of course, no one knew about this except Nan Xiao.

Originally, he didn't intend to tell Ji Yun, lest he worry about himself.

But now, it seems that there is no way to hide it anymore.

He had no choice but to speak out.

His eyes lost the brilliance they used to have, and that gloomy, hopeless gaze deeply hurt Ji Yun.

He still suppressed his emotions and continued to ask, "Why did the car accident happen?"

Shen Ning smiled reluctantly, "I saw a person, whose figure was very similar to yours, on the side of the road. I couldn't concentrate at the time, so I collided directly with the oncoming car."

"Speaking of which, it's my own problem. Of course, he was drunk driving."

"It could have been avoided."

But his reaction was a little slower. At that time, Ji Yun was all he could think about.

There is no time to think about your own problems, and when you find out, it is already too late.

In the last consciousness of the whole person, he was still wondering if that person was Ji Yun.

If it was him, it would be fine, and there would be no problems.

It's just that after thinking about it for myself, it's impossible for him to appear here after such a long time.

In the end it was just his own wishful thinking, that was Shen Ning's last thought before fainting.

When I woke up again, I was in the hospital.

Like a mummy, he spent several days in the intensive care unit and a long hospital stay before he was allowed to go home and recuperate.

That's why he hated the hospital, it's all bad memories.

Even though he is not very willing to think about it, it seems that there is no way to change all of this, so he can only accept his fate, but fate is not what he says and forgets at all.

He didn't accept his fate, and he didn't want to break the connection with Ji Yun.There are so many pasts between them, it's not just a few words.

Having experienced so many things, I have already gotten used to it. Many times, even if I can't get anything, I still have to ensure a good state.

That's the attitude he should have. From the very beginning, he didn't touch anything. At the end, he put everything down and still couldn't get what he wanted.

It was disappointment and despair.

He often looks out of the window alone, unable to see clearly what he wants.

Nan Xiao stayed with him for a long time before he gradually forgot about it.

"Aning."

All Ji Yun's anger turned into a long sigh in the end.

After all, there is nothing to do with him.

When Shen Ning was wandering outside alone, without a fixed place, he couldn't be by his side.

When he came back later, he didn't know that so many things had happened to him.

He doesn't know, doesn't know anything.

No matter whether it was Shen Ning who kept it from him, or whether he had heard nothing from him for so many years, at least on this point, he didn't do what he should do, so he was always thinking about what he missed.

Not just these five years, but his entire life.

After being exposed to so many things, I suddenly realized that I might have been wrong from the very beginning.

And it was outrageously wrong, he never imagined what kind of decision he could make at this time.

In his eyes, when he remembered these things, there were still so many emotions, and in the end, there was nothing left.

As he thought, these things should be experienced by him and Shen Ning together.

He is the one who is by his side.

No, if he was here, nothing would happen to Shen Ning.

But now, it's useless to say anything, things have already happened, he wanted to make up for it, but Shen Ning never gave him any chance.

He waited for a long time, and when he thought about it later, he still felt that those stories were not just because he thought they were right, but that at this point, they had nothing to do.

Even after experiencing so many things, Shen Ning still didn't choose to tell him.

What was the reason? He didn't have a clue in his heart.

It's just that he doesn't want to admit it, he feels that he is okay, and he still has a chance, but how did he know that some problems have long since changed.

Having met so many people and even so many things, he has never doubted the past.

I have never doubted him, but is this result really what he wants?

Hearing Ji Yun's sigh, Shen Ning started to panic first.

Hastily opened his mouth to explain, "It's all in the past, I've been fine for a long time, don't worry."

"Look at me now, aren't I still fine?"

"Really, nothing will be delayed. I have prayed to God, as long as I can always protect you, even if it costs my life, I don't care."

Before he could finish his words, he was directly blocked by Ji Yun's lips.

He dared to say anything, but Ji Yun didn't dare to listen.

The terrible things have never been beyond his ability to do.

Especially after going through so many things, the two of them have known for a long time. He doesn't need others to care about the feeling of mutual understanding, what is the purpose of his deepest thoughts.

Even later, when he walked around and finally found his own world, it may not be the same anymore.

There are too many things happening here, some of which can be said, some of which cannot be said.

But in the end, there doesn't seem to be any difference.

He didn't think about that before, but later, when he knew that Shen Ning was back, he couldn't hold back his heart no matter what.

He waited for a long time, but he could still feel what it would be like in the future.

"That's what you said, but you must feel uncomfortable in your heart. When you needed me most, I wasn't by your side."

Originally, Shen Ning could still drink, but once he came back, he didn't pay attention, as if he didn't protect it well, so he couldn't.

He completely forgot about it today, and he couldn't blame others for this situation to happen.

He will bear all the results by himself and will not cause any trouble to others.

He was originally such a person, no matter what he did, he never complained.

It's probably because of his character that he has a very good mentality until now.

It was a kind of despair after experiencing many things, without too much expectation for all things, let alone any illusions.

For him, life is nothing more than living one day at a time.

He doesn't have to think so clearly about anything, he just does what he wants to do, and he doesn't have to care about what other people think.

Although he thought so, it would be completely different when he arrived at Ji Yun's place.

After all, it was the first time he had confirmed his feelings, so he didn't want to let it go.

He loves this person, so he is reluctant to get hurt a little bit.

Ji Yun has always been very clear about things. This may not be his original intention, but now, he should start thinking about many things.

Otherwise, he would have no way to get out of his own world.

Probably, he will be imprisoned in it all the time and can't get out. After all, no one will care about such a thing except him.

Shen Ning's thoughtlessness is like a past, although he doesn't know it, but it can always affect his heart.

Five years was too long for him.