Chapter 196 I miss you
Chapter 196 I miss you
When the bottle of drip was finished, Shen Ning woke up slightly, feeling a lot more comfortable in his stomach.
After thinking for a while, I suddenly felt that he was not omnipotent.
I thought I could last until the end, but I still couldn't hold back.
Now, he is completely different from normal people.
In the days to come, you really can't be so presumptuous.
Sometimes, it seems that he really wants to think about his physical condition.
"woke up?"
Ji Yun noticed it almost when Shen Ning opened his eyes, and asked immediately.
Shen Ning did not answer the question, looked at him for a while, and then said, "You have been guarding here all this time?"
"You are here, where can I go? If I leave, you won't be able to see me when you wake up, wouldn't you feel even more insecure?"
Before Shen Ning could speak, Ji Yun continued, "I don't know if others don't know you yet? I can't give you such a chance, so don't think about it."
"I don't care much about the past, and in the future, you don't want to escape from my side."
"This moment is my person, this life is my person."
"I don't know how to say love words, but I don't need to say love words to you."
"It's enough for you to know that I like you."
"I will never fall in love with anyone but you."
It is true that Ji Yun is not very good at talking about love, but when he got up directly, few people could resist him.
Especially Shen Ning, he liked this person very much.
Up to now, this mind has not changed in any way.
At this moment of thinking, he suddenly realized that no matter what Ji Yun said to him, he would think it was love words.
Because it is said from that mouth, so I feel satisfied.
"You say that, I don't know how to pick it up. It's a fact that I like you, and it's also a fact that I'm afraid that you will leave."
"There's nothing to hide. Anyway, I'm in front of you now. No matter what you say, I will feel very happy."
Shen Ning is a very easy to satisfy person, as long as Ji Yun's words are enough.
He can trust him unconditionally and give his whole self to him.
Even if it is life, there is nothing to be afraid of.
Because if you like him, you have to trust him wholeheartedly.
From the moment he came back, he knew that when you fell in love with someone, you would ignore them.
They don't care about the results, even if there are any problems between them, there won't be so many surprises.
Yes, he has no sense of security, he is afraid that Ji Yun will not be by his side when he opens his eyes.
Fear of turning around and all the results are nothing but a bubble.
So even when he was asleep, he held Ji Yun's hand and refused to let go.
It was because of this that Ji Yun didn't dare to go too far.
In the past five years, he owed Shen Ning, even if Shen Ning made trouble unreasonably, for him, he had to endure it.
At this time, even if he didn't say anything about the things he had committed, there would be no results, and what he thought in his heart was still to get closer to this person.
He just thought, even if he tried his best to do so many things, he could remember that the two of them were in love.
"Are you hungry, would you like something to eat?"
Shen Ning touched his stomach, shook his head, he did not eat less at night, but now, his stomach is not very comfortable, and he doesn't want to eat anything.
Ji Yun didn't force him, he wouldn't force Shen Ning to do what he didn't want to do.
What's more, after going through this incident, he should know how to take good care of himself.
It was really distressing, but I didn't know how to say it.
After a while, Ji Yun suddenly lowered his head, "In the days to come, can you take good care of yourself?"
"You are like this, how can I bear to let you go alone and go out to do business?"
If something happened to him if he was not by Shen Ning's side, no one could imagine what would happen.
He didn't even dare to think about it at all, afraid that he would face an unacceptable ending.
Shen Ning looked into Ji Yun's eyes with a very serious expression.
Even his heart softened.
"Okay, I promise you that's it."
"I didn't think you would care about these things before, but now I know, I guarantee that I will never drink again in the future, huh?"
"How about I promise you that, whether it's entertainment or anything, I won't drink."
Shen Ning's attitude is very good every time, as long as Ji Yun brings it up, he can immediately admit his mistake, but after admitting it, he can't guarantee that he won't do it again next time.
Shen Ning is such a person, so life is full of fun.
Ji Yun touched Shen Ning's head, "I'm serious with you, I don't want to live in fear every day, even if it's for me, okay?"
Ji Yun's tone was slightly raised, and Shen Ning immediately lost any temper, and his whole body softened.
"You've said that, what else can I do."
"I can't help but listen to you."
Shen Ning laughed helplessly, he really had nothing to do with Ji Yun.
He used to think that in front of Ji Yun, he could at least last a little longer, but now, he knew that it was just a one-sentence thing that could make him surrender.
Because that was his choice. Facing himself, the doomed person, he still wanted to pamper him.
Even if others didn't say anything, in his eyes, he did a lot of things in order to be able to accomplish all of this.
He doesn't need to do these things to prove his future, Ji Yun can fully understand his thoughts.
After waiting for such a long time, loving such a person is enough.
In this life, I have no regrets, and I don't need to make any plans for myself.
Everything he has experienced will be deeply remembered in his heart.
The appearance at that time is still clear, as for what he figured out, there is a lot of past hidden in it, and he may not need to care about anything.
But occasionally, he can even imagine that after so many things, he still chooses to do so.
The persistence in my heart is the same.
He won't give up his thoughts, just like he will never let go of his love for Ji Yun.
No matter how long you've been in love, or how long you've thought about it, it's better if you don't say a lot of things.
I have loved and hated before I know what I want.
Sometimes he wondered what he had been waiting for for so long.
At this time, they were able to understand that at that time, he was already thinking about these things.
What can be understood is that if Ji Yun is here, he will definitely be able to wait.
Whether it was in the past or now, what he can wait for is not that simple. He has done so many things in order to wait until this moment, so he can wait for it. Whether it was in the past or now, that warm feeling , yes there's never been much change.
All the things in the future are still waiting for the two of them to face together, so naturally they don't have to think so seriously.
Sometimes, he can only understand after waiting. At that time, he will understand if he can think clearly.
He never wanted to understand, let alone live so seriously, because in his opinion, all the waiting took time for him to see clearly.
And at this moment, he didn't seem to understand very well what would become of himself at that time and the choices left to him in the end.
"Let's sleep again, I will be more energetic later, and I will take you home."
Ji Yun knew that he didn't like this place, very much.
After all, with such bad memories, now, even he doesn't like it anymore.
Because Shen Ning, Aiwujiwu, would naturally hate this place just like him.
"it is good."
A smile finally appeared on Shen Ning's face. This night, he was really scared.
I'm afraid that Ji Yun will really get angry with him because of this matter, he doesn't know much.
In the past two years, he still doesn't know what kind of character Ji Yun has.
I simply thought about it, but I still couldn't put it here.
Many times before, although he pretended to be stupid, he was not really stupid. It's not like he didn't understand Ji Yun's affairs.
He also knew that in the past two years, Ji Yun's style of doing things was beyond what he could describe in a few words, but he always remembered that Ji Yun was a very vengeful person.
Basically, if you mess with him, there will be no benefit, this is a law.
As for why Shen Ning didn't dare to provoke Ji Yun, it was because of the person he liked.
His eyes are full of love, and his thoughts are all about him.
That's why I thought that I had done so much, not because I wanted to get his approval.
Rather, he felt that this was the right thing to do, so he wanted to bear all this.
Ji Yun picked up the phone, and didn't know what he was looking at. When he turned around and looked at Shen Ning again, his eyes became more gentle.
In this life, being able to have someone who stays with you is the most important thing in life.
Thinking back to that time, he thought for a while, what would happen if he really couldn't get it.
Thinking about it later, if he can't get it, then he might as well go wandering around the world, and then find a place when he is old, and the Qingdeng Ancient Buddha lived such a life, which is his best choice.
He should think about all the things he should think about, and he should not think about them, so naturally he doesn't care about so many things.
No matter how you think about it, forget it.
One second before he gave up, he regained his confidence, and only then did he know what he wanted in the future.
He didn't think about what else he could do, he just thought that in front of the person he liked, after thinking about it, it was still him.
Only when he looked back did he realize that what he wanted was so much, nothing more.
As for those fame and fortune, for me, there are not so many reasons.
Ji Yun found a more comfortable position for Shen Ning, and threw the phone to him to play with.
"Are you really not afraid of what's in your phone being seen by me?"
"Just look at it, it's nothing, I don't have any requirements for you, as long as you are happy."
Ji Yun really doesn't care so much, and never thinks about it.
His mobile phone is useless except for contact.
Moreover, few people knew his private number at all.
He is not afraid of others calling him at this time, it doesn't matter if he plays for Shen Ning.
"You really have a big heart."
Shen Ning just played a small game for a while, and then put it there, it's not interesting, it might as well be chatting with Ji Yun happily.
At least when you hear these things from his mouth, you will be very happy in your heart.
After so many years, there was finally a moment when he didn't have to think about anything.
He is willing to trust this person wholeheartedly, knowing that he will not do anything to him, and even more knowing that when the two of them chose to be together, they already knew what kind of disturbance there would be.
At the beginning, Shen Ning was not very clear about all this, but he always hoped that no matter what happened to him, Ji Yun would not leave.
That kind of insecurity, I don't know what I should do to change everything now.
All these stories, from the time they happened, may have been destined to end, but he has never seen it.
Such a thing has never happened to him.
But at that time, he could still handle it, but now, when it comes to Ji Yun, it's completely different.
That's not something he can let go of just by looking at it. No matter how he thinks about it, he still feels that all the past hidden in his heart seems to be nothing more than that, and it's all written on his face. .
When Ji Yun warmed up, almost no one else had anything to do.
One person can carry all the results without giving others a way out.
He said that before these things are over, he will not think about what kind of things he will experience today.
He really didn't need to make any preparations, because even if he had to face all this, there would be no waves in his heart.
I always do what I think in my heart, so I don’t have to worry about it so much.
If you lose, you lose, so you don't have to think about making excuses.
This is the point where he feels the most relaxed when he gets along with Shen Ning.
They are both people who don't care about it. After much deliberation, there seems to be nothing wrong with them. Although the personalities of the two of them are not very similar, the way they do things is still the same as at the beginning.
When he chooses to say those words, he should know what his plan is.
No matter how many thoughts he has, he can still figure out what everyone's decision will look like in the end.
When he doesn't want to look back, he needs to know from others that everything he did was wrong.
He would not accept such a result.
Thinking about it now, he really doesn't have that many thoughts about these things.
He didn't even know what kind of ideas he had in his heart when he was researching these things.
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