Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

Chapter 189 Thorough

He is such a thorough person, but he doesn't have to think about anything.

When Nan Xiao was around, Shen Ning would not think so much.

He said that sometimes he didn't care so much at all, because he never thought about it.

But now, Nan Xiao is willing to tell him these things, and he is already very happy.

After being exposed to so many things, he felt in a trance that he couldn't rely on others for many things.

When it's time to rely on yourself, you should follow his own ideas.

As for the truth, he needs to find it himself.

Most of the time, what you get by relying on others is just a temporary solution to the problem, and his future has a long way to go.

He can't stay here, and he shouldn't even think about many things.

There are a lot of things that should be explained to him, Ji Yun has already said it very clearly, and the rest is up to him to do it himself.

I don't want to live in such a vague way forever. When he first came back, he told everyone that he wanted to live out his own style, even if everyone didn't approve of him, as long as he did what he wanted alright.

He has never thought about the so-called right or wrong, or even right and wrong, so he naturally doesn't think about it so clearly. Now he doesn't know what he should do to be the most correct.

No matter how many thoughts he had at the beginning, at this moment, he felt that his life was very tiring.

Ji Yun told him so many things, how much he remembered, and how much he left.

At this moment, is he still the same self as before?

Shen Ning had dinner at Nan Xiao's house, and then went back.

On the way back, he was always thinking about what he had done during this time, and what he had to admit was that he hadn't done anything.

He felt that everything was exactly as he thought, and he seemed to have lost his direction as he was already walking.

What he said should be something he did, but at this moment, it didn't appear in front of him at all.

Most of the time, following your own method is the most correct, even if you don’t do anything, at least you can live a more sober life.

But the reality is like this, which makes you sober a lot.

Do you really understand what you've been through?

If you don't understand, no matter how much you do, it will be meaningless in the end.

This is the result, whether you want to believe it or not, it will be there, leaving you with nothing to do.

He thought about the past a lot, and also thought about the past self, and then found that in many cases, he would rather choose to pretend that he didn't know anything, and use the original method to find the past self.

Shen Ning knew that it was a very difficult thing for him. During this period of time, he never gave up on anything. He also knew that when he came into contact with these things, he had seen many scenery in his eyes.

What he wants is never the past, but the person he wants to really care about from this moment on.

When Ji Yun was here, he still didn't know how to speak, but now that Ji Yun didn't know where he went, he was a little uncertain about his inner thoughts.

It should be said that he has not changed much.

Compared with the past, he is still that person, and he still has those thoughts in his heart.

Later, he met a lot of people and even a lot of things, which made him start to think about what he saw in his eyes when he did this.

No matter how much the past, as he thought, has not yet come true.

And at this moment, he was not sure whether to use his own method or someone else's.

In his eyes, there have been too many disputes.

I'm afraid that if I didn't open my mouth, I would have been noticed.

If he used this method, he would be able to know his future, and for a while, there shouldn't be such simple words.

He didn't want to spend so long recalling the past.

Shen Ning has always been telling himself that he can't go back to the past, no matter what he thinks in his heart between him and this person, he should act according to this idea when he should do something.

From the time he first came into contact with these things, he already knew that during the past journey, his life had not undergone any changes.

"No matter how many difficulties there are between me and you, I don't want to see you frown, so I will find a way to help you solve it."

"I don't know much, but it is related to you. I will study hard. In this world, you are the only one who loves me the most. I only have you as a family member. I am not willing to let you go like this." people."

Shen Ning looked at the sky, the vast galaxy, but he lost himself at that moment, he didn't even know what his original heart was.

It took him a long time to determine his position, and he dared to tell everyone that he thought so.

At this time, he began to doubt himself again.

He has done so much, does it really have no purpose?

His feelings are always right, so this time, what should he say.

His words have been clearly uttered, and what's more, he may never know what those people see in their eyes.

When they think, what they see in their eyes is the future or the present.

"I don't know what you will do next, but I can understand that since it is your decision, I will never oppose you."

"You are my world, and I will revolve around you all my life."

Shen Ning looked at the moon that had come out in the sky, how similar it was.

For a lifetime, only revolve around him.

Never stop, never feel tired.

That's it, he already felt very satisfied.

Many years ago, he was a person who was willing to do anything for him.

Now that we are together, it is even more so. You can have many thoughts, and even have many things to say to me, but from the beginning to the end, I only have one sentence that I want to say to you.

I love you.

The weight of these three words is very heavy, and they all know that when these words are not spoken, they will never understand what they are going to face.

If this is the case, he should understand that the root cause is that he has never stopped, so he has not had the opportunity to say this sentence.

Once, when he was young, he wished he could say these three words to Ji Yun every day.

But know, he doesn't like it.

When he finally had the chance, he became a little shy instead.

When he opened his mouth, he hesitated to speak.

It wasn't his fault in the first place, after all, it's been a long time, and he may not be able to regain the original feeling, so it's really not an exaggeration to have such an idea.

There are obviously more things he wants to touch than now, and he can even feel what the past is in the center of his eyes when he does this.

He has never given himself so many choices, when Ji Yun is here, he won't think about anything else.

He has his own judgment on this matter.

What is said is extremely true, it is the original thought, never think so clearly, or, when you decide all this, you can know that he has not just said a word or two after thinking for so long nothing.

What should be explained has already been made clear.

It seems that there is nothing to hide. After all, there are only a few years on him, and Ji Yun doesn't know about it.

When Shen Ning returned home, he saw Ji Yun.

Some surprises, but also some little surprises.

"You're back?"

Ji Yun glanced at him when he heard the words, "Isn't this my home? Why can't I come back?"

"No, I haven't seen you in the past few days, thinking that you will disappear for a long time."

When Ji Yun got busy, Shen Ning didn't dare to bother him at all, and didn't even dare to call him.

I was afraid of disturbing his thoughts, and he didn't think so clearly.

So much so that Ji Yun would often forget to call Shen Ning because he was so busy. It was originally a very gratifying thing, but he didn't know how to do it, so he completely changed his appearance.

"It's quite busy, but no matter how busy it is, I still have to come back. You are here, how far can I go."

"If there is concern at home, I will appear here."

Yes, Shen Ning thought about it in his heart, as long as he said, no matter how late, he would still wait for him to come back.

This is the pattern of their life, which has never changed in any way.

As always, it is still so exciting.

Since when did his world become like this, or, in his opinion, what is this kind of way to him?

If he said what he was going to do to change all of this, it was his original idea, and it still hasn't changed in any way.

In his eyes, all these things he came into contact with were related to Ji Yun.

I also know that when he comes back, he is the best he has ever seen.

"My channel is wrong, have you eaten?"

Ji Yun touched his stomach and shook his head.

"I wanted to wait for you to eat together, but who knew that you came back so late."

Shen Ning was a little embarrassed, he thought Ji Yun would not come back, so he was fooling around outside all the time.

After scratching his head, he said, "Well then, I'll make you a bowl of noodles."

It is fast and does not require any technical content.

He guessed that Ji Yun was also hungry, otherwise, he wouldn't touch his stomach.

Thinking about it, it takes a long time to do anything else.

It's still a bowl of noodles, it's a big deal to cut a few more pieces of beef in it.

Ji Yun nodded, and then turned his attention to the computer.

Shen Ning knew he was busy, but he was too busy.

Since he came in, neither of them said a few words, and it was over.

He was busy with whatever he should be busy with, as if he didn't pay attention to him at all.

Shen Ning was also very sad, but he couldn't say anything.

After all, Ji Yun's matter is more important, he is just a spectator.

Shen Ning couldn't understand many professional things about his company.

Sometimes, even if you are by his side, there are not many things you can understand.

He was thinking about how Ji Yun did it. Being able to look at those things is not only safe in the face of danger, but also with ease.

If it was him, it would definitely be impossible.

He is not very sensitive to these numbers by nature, even if he tells others, the result is still the same.

He is not suitable for watching such complicated things. Although he received the same education as Ji Yun when he was young, his talent is not very good. No matter how hard he tries, he can't compare to a talented person.

He already knew that Shen Ning was very talented in this area, so naturally he wouldn't argue with him.

In other words, without Ji Yun, Shen Ning would be considered a leader.

But if the two of them stood together, it would be completely different.

Ji Yun's talent is too high, many people can't match it.

What kind of ideas should he have, he is different from others.

I have been a very thoughtful person since I was a child. Even now, this change has not changed much.

As he said, he himself doesn't think about it that much.

Because he knows that some ideas are destined to be impossible to realize.

If so, why let yourself have so many expectations.

Even at the end, there will not be many things in his heart that he can have.

Apparently, they've all done the same thing and never been afraid.

The past that should be experienced seems to be vivid on paper.

Speaking of which, he didn't really like this way.

But there was no other way. Only after reaching this point, he could understand that after all, it was still the time before. When he hadn't reached the end, he could see that he had never really thought about anything.

If it were them in time, they probably didn't realize that they had done so many things.

Even if everyone has their own ideas, Shen Ning really knows exactly what kind of person Ji Yun is.

They are not willing to be dominated by this world, they will have their own ideas, especially in the journey they have experienced, they have just discovered that he has never been alone, and he can face all this alone.

It is impossible to say that he does not remember the many roads he has traveled, and even the things he has experienced together.

Later, they can have many opportunities to reorganize the time they have experienced together, but if that is the case, it may not be so easy, so let it go.

He is willing to sacrifice his entire youth for a decision of his own, even if he watches tall buildings collapse, he can still survive in the cracks.

People who are born like this will never think so much.

Even if everything, as he said, will become the past, but it will not appear in his heart.

Perhaps this is the last remaining attachment in his heart.

In his life, he didn't want to do much, but everything was related to him.