Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

Chapter 190

Yu Jiyun came to write a letter, saying that there is never any time left when the so-called white horse passes by.

He could understand that Shen Ning had been walking cautiously.

For fear of disrupting Ji Yun's deployment, most of the time, he dare not say anything more.

Shen Ning was born with this kind of person, as he said, he is not a person who would be immersed in the past a lot of the time.

He would rather think that he was still the naive person he used to be, he hadn't done anything, and then he had to face a long past, memories, and many unspeakable words.

All he had to do was to sort them out.

When Shen Ning was making noodles, his head was shaking. He shouldn't be thinking this way, but after walking for so long, he still hasn't figured out what he is willing to do.

After all, when two people are together, he needs to do more.

Don't let others see that his past has nothing.

After all, he has come into contact with so many people. Thinking about it, he still has some thoughts in his heart.

After the noodle was finished, it was brought directly in front of Ji Yun.

"Here is your beef noodles, eat it."

Ji Yun raised his head from the computer screen, looked at Shen Ning, and laughed.

"I have imagined such a picture countless times, but I never thought it would actually come true."

"To be honest, I don't believe it."

Shen Ning also laughed, "When you eat it in your mouth, you will believe it."

This joke, although not funny at all.

But they all know that it is too disagreeable to be able to get to this point.

I waited for many years before, all in the groping of each other, and never really dared to do anything.

What he wanted in the past was nothing more than that, before he spoke, he might have already seen it, and the future no longer belonged to them.

Especially when facing the person you like, you will feel unrealistic.

This is the human heart, and you will feel that everything is not true.

Want to be more greedy, want to get more.

Often at this time, if you can't control yourself, you will have inner demons.

Ji Yun took a bite of the noodles, and to be honest, they were not too cooked.

But he can't say.

It was rare for Shen Ning to make something for him to eat with his own hands, so he couldn't return this evaluation, otherwise what would happen if he didn't make it for himself in the future.

Thinking of this, Ji Yun dared not say a lot of things.

Looking at Shen Ning's gaze, it was also much gentler.

Falling in love with this person is what love is all about.

He didn't need to make any excuses for himself, nor did he need to explain anything.

When he faced this person, he didn't need to say a lot of things.

Shen Ning knew what he meant, and could even understand every decision he made.

In this way, Ji Yun doesn't have to bother to explain anything to him, and he doesn't have to think so much.

Feeling is one thing, but when you actually do it, you won't feel that there is any problem.

Most of the time, they are willing to immerse themselves in the past, especially if they don't think about how much they can have in the past when they do what they do.

In addition, deep down in Shen Ning's heart, it is estimated that he had to think about the decision for a long time, so he realized that the things they came into contact with together would never change much.

"Noodles, are they delicious?"

"Then do you still eat? Do you want me to cook you another bowl?"

Hearing Ji Yun's evaluation, Shen Ning seemed very happy, and in the next second he was about to rush to the kitchen.

Ji Yun hurriedly pulled him back, he really couldn't eat anymore.

This bowl of noodles itself is a lot, and it is not cooked.

It's hard to say a word, and you have to go against your will.

Another bowl, he might not know where to spend the night.

Although it was not the first time for Shen Ning to experience Shen Ning's ability, he had encountered this kind of thing once, and he even had the ability to resist it.

You know, Shen Ning's ability has been revealed since he fried the kitchen.

Although he is learning from Nan Xiao now and has improved a little, but there are some things in his bones that he will not change no matter what.

This is the scariest thing, they never know what their thoughts will become.

I simply feel that this is the beginning, and it is not the end yet, so when I say it, there will be almost no burden.

When Shen Ning heard what he said, she didn't force him to do anything.

It's fine to eat something, at least you can fill your stomach.

Ji Yun hugged the computer and looked at him for a long time, then narrowed his eyes slightly, and then said, "I always think you have the potential to be a chef, and you should study hard later, a child can be taught."

He didn't need to say anything else.

Most of the time, he is on the way of learning, and Ji Yun can still see this.

Shen Ning has always been very attentive, he learns what he doesn't understand, and asks what he doesn't know.

There has never been any trouble, and Ji Yun is very relieved to entrust him with many things.

There is indeed a needless relationship between the two people, and they both understand what's going on.

Maybe at the beginning, I didn't understand clearly, but when I look back, I will be able to know what I want.

In this kind of matter, he definitely has his own judgment.

"Then you are busy, I will continue to watch the movie."

Shen Ning and Ji Yun's daily life is like this, one watching a movie, and the other holding a computer to handle business.

It seems that there is no intersection, but there will always be eye contact.

They were all peeking at each other, and no one said anything, the kind of tenderness at night seemed to be in silence.

They all understand what they are doing, and they also know that everything they have taken over may be troublesome, but perhaps only by doing so, will they know that there will not be so many whys in his world.

Everyone is different, but in the end, there will be the same result.

As he said, no matter how much he did, it was normal. He didn't think about how much trouble he would bring to himself, let alone what was left of his past.

It's good to think about things like this once.

"Would you like to go to bed first?"

Ji Yun glanced at the time, it was already past twelve o'clock, Shen Ning was still nesting there, the movie was still playing, but his eyes were looking at him.

This is really unacceptable. You must know that most of the time, he can sit still because he has not met someone he likes.

Now being stared at by Shen Ning with such scorching eyes, wouldn't he be thinking about what to do.

"It's still early. I want to be with you. Besides, I'm not sleepy. You don't have to worry about me. You can deal with it as you like. It's fine for me to be alone."

Originally, I didn't intend to disturb him, but when I looked over, I could always meet his gaze.

This kind of thing didn't happen once or twice, Shen Ning was already very calm, and didn't have the consciousness of being caught peeping.

For him, he has to see it sooner or later anyway, regardless of what to do.

What's more, he is a person, when you don't care about me, I am happy alone.

When watching a movie, many pictures will appear in the whole person's head.

If you don't think about anything, you won't think about the future, and you won't do anything so clearly.

"But if you look at it like this again, I won't be able to bear it."

Ji Yun held his chin to look at Shen Ning, his eyes were full of undercurrents, and finally returned to peace.

Shen Ning lowered his head and fiddled with the skirt of his clothes, "Then don't bear it anymore, I didn't ask you to bear it."

He said it with an innocent face, and by the way, a calm face, you can't understand at all what he is thinking in his heart at this moment.

At least Ji Yun didn't understand, but the only thing he knew was that he and Shen Ning couldn't reach the last step.

Because of knots.

He hasn't untied his heart knot yet, and he doesn't know when he will be able to recover.

He has always seen the past clearly, but only that matter, he has the fear that he can never think clearly.

He was afraid of what he had done to hurt him, the same memory, no need to have a second time.

Knowing that there would be many surprises when he did this, he didn't dare to think about it at all.

It's just that he can't even have this idea, otherwise, he is irresponsible to himself.

He has too many feelings. After thinking for a while, he reorganized his thoughts and said, "I won't do it anymore. I will sleep with you."

Shen Ning likes his embrace, saying it will be very warm, so she won't have nightmares.

It's not that I won't do it, but I will do less.

"you do not need."

Before Shen Ning finished speaking, Ji Yun hugged him together with the quilt.

Shen Ning stopped talking, and nestled on Ji Yun's chest, pretending to be an ostrich.

He has no face, he doesn't want face.

He wants nothing.

However, it was too much!

Shen Ning thought so in her heart, but she was very greedy for this warmth.

Left his arms, not knowing what he was doing.

Like a lone bird out of the flock, unable to find its own direction.

Ji Yun carried him to the bed in the bedroom, rubbed his exposed hair, and asked softly, "Aren't you afraid of suffocating yourself?"

"Aren't you coming out to get some air?"

Only then did Shen Ning come out from under the quilt, his face turned reddish, his big watery eyes looked at Ji Yun, and he asked in earnest, "You really don't want it?"

Ji Yun raised his eyebrows, and replied without thinking, "I said no, go to bed early, do you want to stay in bed again tomorrow?"

"understood."

Shen Ning seemed a little sad, he had waited for this moment, but he had actually been waiting for a long time, he knew that Ji Yun was afraid.

Every time he tried hard, it was like melting a glacier, but without any results.

There will be a little spark in Ji Yun's eyes, with a tendency to start a prairie fire, and in the end, there is still no fluctuation.

Shen Ning tried again and again, but in the end they all ended in failure.

He felt that he had done nothing wrong. Between two people, only one person must stand up to break the deadlock.

But Ji Yun seemed to be escaping.

He didn't want to face this matter, nor did he want to think about it so much.

They all knew what was going on along the way.

But when you don't say it, you will never know what you think in your heart.

They may have different ideas about this matter, but Shen Ning doesn't understand why Ji Yun chooses to escape.

It was already so clear, why, in his eyes, he still couldn't make any waves.

He always thought that when two people fell in love, everything would happen naturally.

He didn't even need to think about it, but at the end he found that he was the only one who thought so.

In Ji Yun's head, it was always different from what he thought. He could see all the results, but he didn't know when he would be able to open his knot.

They all said that the incident was an accident, none of them took it to heart, so why did they pester them for so long, in the final analysis, it was Ji Yun himself who refused to give up.

Most of the time, he would rather let him do what he should do regardless of everything about him, even if he would get hurt.

At that time, no matter what you are facing, it is still the same, there is no need to measure anything, as long as your head is empty.

But now, he dare not think about it, especially dare not admit it.

He was afraid that all of this would eventually become a thing of the past.

Most of the time, he would rather face these things by himself.

But never take life so seriously. In this way, even if Ji Yun doesn't have to think about anything, he should know that his future will not be so clear.

But in this calculation, Shen Ning is not wrong.

He has been waiting for a long time, waiting for Ji Yun to let go.

But he seemed to have stayed in the same place all the time, without any preparations.

Using this method to tell him what is right or wrong is still different.

"I can not sleep."

After a while, Shen Ning said this sentence.

There is something hidden in my heart, how could I still be in the mood to sleep.

Simply, Ji Yun told him not to think so much.

But with this person by his side, he couldn't control himself.

Sleeping in the same bed, but with a different feeling.

Speaking of which, who would believe it.

What even Nan Xiao didn't know, he never told anyone, and he still had such a past.

He could tell that Ji Yun just didn't want to face it, and it didn't mean he didn't take responsibility.

It's just fear, what happened that time.

If he had known earlier, Shen Ning should not have told him all this.

At least, it won't be the case now.

In the dream, I will not be disturbed for so long.

The same thing, if it happens at the wrong time, will have different results. Although he knows it well, he has never tried it.

If it's about things that have passed, he won't think about those.

The people in front of them, they have made a lot of preparations.

It's the step that they can't take all the time, which is bothering them.

So it was, but it never went away.

There are as many expectations as there are wishes.

Today, none of them have materialized.

Shen Ning feels that Ji Yun loves him enough, and understands his thoughts very well.

But now, he can't force this person to do things he doesn't like, and hope that he can get out of the past.