Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 1474

05984-Fate

Sister: "Then Xiaodou returned to Yunxiazong, and saw the person in the mirror for the second time when she looked in the mirror in her own room in Yunxiazong. Then Xiaodou asked about the detection data of the defense formation of the sect when the person in the mirror appeared , the data shows that her part has not been attacked abnormally."

Old lady: "After that, every night, after dark, as long as Xiaodou looks at the mirror alone, Xiaoxing can see Xiaoxing. Xiaoxing said to Xiaodou, "The defensive array of Yunxiazong is not an obstacle to me, because I am you, you can go I can go anywhere, and if you don’t guard against your setup, you won’t guard against me.'”

Sister: "After Xiaodou told me about this, I found many people to study, but there was a huge obstacle: as long as there are other people around Xiaodou, Xiaoxing will not appear in the mirror. Only when Xiaodou is alone Xiaoxing will only appear when you are waiting and there are no monitors around you."

Sister: "I asked Dad, and Dad only said that it was Xiaodou's fate, and Xiaodou needed to solve it by himself. But Dad didn't even answer directly whether Xiaoxing existed. Shouldn't be discovered and avoided by Xiaoxing, right? If Xiaoxing really exists."

Old sister: "Because no one else can see Xiaoxing, even Xiaodou can't record it with a recorder. At most, we can only put her memory in the jade slip for us to see, and the image in the memory slip is still very hazy. , It’s like a vague dream, so many people, including me, suspect that Xiaoxing does not exist, and Xiaodou’s so-called seeing another self is just a fantasy after a long-term hallucination.”

Elder Sister: "However, Xiaodou's physical examination shows that there is no trace of illusion left on Xiaodou's body."

Me: "The physical examination can only detect hallucinations caused by external forces, but if the hallucinations are generated by demons, then they are part of the cultivator's own spiritual power system. If there is no sign of collapse in the spiritual power system, no abnormalities can be detected .”

Sister: "The inner demon is a possibility, but assuming that Xiaodou's cognition is correct, assuming that Xiaoxing is really herself in another world, then what kind of world is that 'other world'? The defense formation regards Xiaoxing in another world as being equal to Xiaodou in this world? Is it possible? Even another Shao Gangming in Shao Gangming's dream world can have the same authority as Shao Gangming in the main world ?”

Me: "Senior Shao's situation is really possible. Because the dream world exists in Senior Shao's body, it is a part of Senior Shao himself. Although there are still some integration problems for the time being, when Senior Shao enters the Demon League formation At that time, the Great Array Defense System of the Demon League would definitely not kick Senior Shao's dream world out of the Demon League while letting Senior Shao go. At most, it would kick the Dream World and Senior Shao together. As long as Senior Shao himself disagrees, the two will be Can't take it apart."

05985-Love

Old sister: "But Xiaodou didn't have a process of 'agreeing to let Xiaoxing blend with herself'. Before Xiaoxing first appeared in Yunxia Sect, Xiaodou didn't feel that the person in the mirror had any direct relationship with her .”

Me: "Did the several seemingly real and fake worlds I experienced in succession make you overturn the initial judgment of 'Xiaoxing is a demon affecting the result'?"

Elder sister: "Actually, I was skeptical when I made that judgment. Xiaodou's improvement in cultivation level is not unstable, but it is a very normal feeling of improvement for Yunxia sect disciples. Even if there is a demon, it is unlikely to reach the point." Go out of your own way. In terms of Xiaodou's life experience, she has never encountered a great ups and downs that made her demons so big. Even if her mind is heavier than her peers since she was a child, But it is precocious in the normal range, maybe not as much as Yuan Jing, let alone compared with Duan Yanzhou."

Me: "You haven't mentioned the love between Xiaodou and Xiaoxing."

Old sister: "That's scary to say. Whenever Xiaodou is alone at night, Xiaoxing will show her presence in front of her. From the beginning, she can only appear in the mirror, and later she can appear in all abilities. Things that reflect the human form appear on the surface, and now, they can appear as a three-dimensional human form phantom. A lot of alone time, plus Xiaoxing said that even when she did not appear in front of Xiaodou, she always looked at Xiaodou, Knowing all her actions, and even knowing all her thoughts, so Xiaodou began to soften after a period of defense, and regarded her behavior as a confidant, and then there was a sense of love."

Old sister: "I have never been in a serious relationship, so I don't know much about it, but is it really possible to have 'love' for a guy who is unknown and stares at me all the time? And it is from a high degree of defense to love. .Even if you can turn around, there must be an opportunity, right? For example, that guy saved his life."

Old sister: "If that guy didn't do anything, just stared at me, chatted with me in every possible way, refused to see all my relatives and friends, and never explained his origin, how could I let go of my guard against that guy? Even Xiaoxing It's not a demon or a malicious hallucination. I also think that Xiaodou was plotted against by Xiaoxing. However, Xiaodou doesn't look like she lost her mind because of Xiaoxing. The person who might help her find the answer discusses Xiaoxing's matter, Xiaodou is still defensive about Xiaoxing, but also has love."

Old lady: "Yuan Jing said that Xiaodou's expression when she mentioned Xiaoxing must be in love, just because Xiaodou knows that this relationship contains many hidden dangers, so Xiaodou is not hopeful about the outcome of this relationship, but she is still in love , perish in bitter love."

Me: "Have you communicated a lot with Yuan Jing recently?"

Elder Sister: "Looking at the surviving disciples of the Yunxia Sect, Yuan Jing should be the one who loves the most seriously and has the most emotional ups and downs. If I don't look for her, I might have to go to Yuelaoxian."

05986-Preparation

Me: "Where are Yan Gui and Duan Zhe?" Xie Qinwei didn't think about it. Although he is also very devoted to love, the direction of his investment is definitely not bitter love. He should always have a bottom line for his domineering spirit. Trust, I never feel that I will be dumped successfully.

Old lady: "Those two have always been in love with each other, and there has been an unspoken tacit understanding since the first time they were interested in each other. Moreover, they are both disciples of the Yunxia Sect, and their cultivation bases have always been similar, and their interests and hobbies are also similar. It’s okay to be in love, but if we talk about it, there seems to be no reason why we have to break up? Even if we can’t become a Taoist couple, it’s good to be a long-term lover. So it’s been smooth.”

Sister: "Love is not the point of this matter. The key is to determine whether this kind of 'love' is Xiaodou's choice from the bottom of her heart. Foreign body; and if this is Xiaodou's independent choice, then bitter love is bitter love, which is also an experience. Maybe it can increase Xiaodou's pregnancy rate in the future. It's not that the fertility rate of the old age line is significantly higher than that of the cultivation world Is the average just because they are passionate about being in love?"

Me: "But if no one else has direct access to Xiaoxing except Xiaodou, everything we know about Xiaoxing depends on how many clues Xiaodou has seen about Xiaoxing, and how much Xiaodou is willing to tell us. Is there any Have you considered the possibility that Xiaodou betrayed Yunxia Sect and prepared to lure wolves into the house? It wasn’t that her house was seized or her thinking was controlled by external forces, but that Xiaodou voluntarily betrayed Yunxia Sect and plotted against Yunxia Sect.”

Elder Sister: "Sometimes I really wonder if it's me or Senior Brother who is related to you by blood."

Me: "Oh, Eldest Brother has already arranged the precautions. Then, our next thinking and actions will be based on 'assuming that Xiaodou has told us everything she knows, assuming that if Xiaoxing wants to harm Yunxia Zongqi, he must first Successfully deceiving Xiaodou' is the premise. After all, if Xiaodou betrays the sect, then she will be dealt with directly. Xiaoxing's trace is still unclear, but Xiaodou is real. During the foundation building period, whether it is crippled, injured or killed It is a breeze for the Yunxia Sect."

Old sister: "If Xiaodou hears such words, she will definitely feel sad."

Me: "It's sad, but she should also be psychologically prepared. For example, if I become a medium that may harm Yunxiazong, I won't be surprised that Yunxiazong's disciples guard against me, and I will actively cooperate with this defense. Take precautions together. Treat the part of yourself that may cause harm as the self that is ready to be separated. If the separation is successful, it will not be me, but only the enemy. Do you need to be soft-hearted when dealing with the enemy?"

The old lady left angrily.

...What is she angry about?That expression is so obvious that there seems to be no possibility of misinterpretation?

05987-Myriad of melancholy

Xiao Sui: "I looked at her as if she was angry."

Pei Kong: "Although what you said is not wrong from a rational point of view, it is not easy to accept emotionally. Whether it is stripping part of yourself or being guarded by someone close to you, sadness is a normal feeling."

I didn't say not to make Xiaodou feel sad, but being sad can't delay doing business, right?If you put your mind on sadness so much that you ignore the clues and cause irreversible damage, then it is not a matter of sadness, but death is not a pity.So sadness must also be controlled within a reasonable range, right?

Pei Kong: "When you're sad, you have to consider whether it's reasonable or not? You have more materialistic thinking than me."

So do you have more confidence in yourself to 'live'?

Pei Kong: "Confidence? Probably as much as your doubts about yourself 'maybe not a living thing but an artifact'."

Hmm... Artifacts can become creatures, live or die, everything can be transformed, so there is no conclusion about the attributes.

Pei Kong: "You must not use your thinking mode to give psychological counseling to the current Pei Douxing. If you don't have any demons, you will have them out of your mind."

It was very appropriate for Pei Kong to say this, because Pei Douxing was flying towards me.The flying speed is relatively slow, especially after she can see me, it can be described as moving.If it weren't for the hovering function of spiritual power flying objects, if her speed is blown by the wind and snow of Jianxiu Peak, she doesn't know what will happen.

Pei Douxing finally landed in front of me, and greeted him first: "Uncle Lin..." There was no strength in his voice, and he seemed to be full of melancholy.

Me: "Sit first, let's talk slowly." Although there are no tables, chairs and benches here, you can only sit directly on the ice and snow, but you have also lived on Jianxiu Peak for a long time, although the old lady's peak is bald compared to Pei Feng To a lesser extent, but still the same uninhabitable style, you should get used to it.

Because they all have the surname Pei, and because the elder Pei Ji occupied the mountain first, the subsequent mountain tops with the Pei surname in the Yuanying period can no longer be called Peifeng, and they can only use their full names and add the word "Feng", or remove the surname and use the first name and "Feng". .In the future, when I reach the Nascent Soul stage, I can only use the naming method of my full name plus Feng, because my first name is also very common as a surname, and Yunxiazong already has a mountain named Lin Feng.Of course, if you Nascent Soul Transformation Stage want to give your mountain other names, no one will stop you, but it is not certain whether anyone will call it after you choose it.