Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 1475

05988-Trust

Pei Douxing sat cross-legged on the snow, seemingly not knowing where to start, and after a long silence, he said, "Master told you about Xiaoxing just now, right?"

Me: "Well, a bitter love, you hold on."

Pei Douxing was stunned for a moment: "Huh?" The slightly raised tone made her bitter aura instantly fade away, as if she was in a play.

Then Pei Douxing came to his senses, found his speaking rhythm again, and brought some melancholy: "That's not important, I can admit that I have developed love for Xiaoxing, but that's not important, it's just my personal matter. Now The important thing is what Xiaoxing wants to do to Yunxia Sect and to other people besides me."

Pei Douxing: "She said she likes this world and wants to make this world hers."

Me: "It doesn't matter what I think, I also think about controlling the world from time to time, but in fact, even the sand school that claims to be built with me at its core often ignores me. What is Xiaoxing's cultivation?"

Pei Douxing: "How much did Master tell you?"

Me: "I introduced the first meeting between you and Xiaoxing, your long-term love for her, and her not being seen by outsiders. It is a general introduction, almost without any substance. If possible, I hope you can introduce your Putting the part that you are willing to tell me into the jade slip allows me to have an overall grasp of the situation."

Pei Kong sneered as if he couldn't help it.

Pei Kong: "Why should I bear it? I just laughed at you for pretending to be serious. You just want to listen to gossip, but you still 'grasp the overall situation'? Is it your turn to grasp the overall situation?"

Pei Douxing was willing to take the initiative to come to see me, and directly mentioned this matter, which shows that she has a certain degree of trust in my ability to handle this matter.

Pei Kong: "It may also be that others have already expressed their unwillingness to get involved, and only you can tell her the answer directly."

How can I have an answer that can directly... Huh?

"Hello, Lord Jian." Pei Bing greeted Pei Jianzhuo who we suddenly found him appearing, and the time when Pei Jianzhuo appeared was... when Pei Kong sneered.

Xiao Sui looked a little unhappy.

05989-approach

Mao Qiu: "Does Pei Jianzhuo have a special affection for Pei Kong? He seems to interact with Pei Kong more? More than with me, Pei Bing, and Pei Suilin."

Pei Jianzhuo smiled, and pressed his hand on the back of the big furball. The big furball suddenly turned into a small furball as if temporarily losing control over its own shape, and then the small furball was rolled into a ball by Pei Jianzhuo and put into Xiao Sui's arms middle.

Xiao Sui: "..."

Hairball:"……"

Why can you control the shape of the hairball?

Pei Jianzhuo: "I have no control, I just hope that it will become smaller at this moment, and then my hope is conveyed to you - the 'you' here refers to Pei Lin, you and all your soul connections - and then we hope Mao The ball becomes smaller, and the fur ball wants so, and finally the fur ball controls itself to become smaller."

hope?

Pei Jianzhuo: "It can also be called a psychological hint. I proposed a harmless behavior to you, and you will not resist it because you feel dangerous, so you will accept the hint of 'you can do this' without paying attention, and give it a try. actually did."

Is this also the case with Pei Douxing?No matter what Xiaoxing was planning, because all the information Xiaodou received proved that Xiaoxing would not cause harm to her and Yunxiazong, so Xiaodou obeyed?But since Xiaodou has fallen into a bitter love, it means that there is indeed something in Xiaoxing that makes Xiaodou feel uneasy, right?Doesn't that correspond to danger and resistance?

Pei Jianzhuo: "Resist one part, don't resist the other part. Take it apart to see. There is a part that can be eliminated." After finishing speaking, Pei Jianzhuo disappeared.

I looked at Pei Kong.

Pei Kong: "Pei Jianzhuo has nothing to do with me. I was created after he first appeared, and he was not prompted by me to appear."

But the time is also close.

Pei Kong: "Where is it close? It's been almost two years."

Not so much.No matter how long the retreat period and the initial cultivation base consolidation period after first rising to a small level can be counted as one point, when this point is over, the first thing you do can be regarded as something that happened during the retreat period Not far away.Whether the actual interval is two years, or 20 years, or 200 years, it is not far.For monks, the absolute time of the main world is not important. Each monk can customize a set of time algorithms, and use his own cultivation level as the scale.

Therefore, it is meaningless to find out how many years a monk has lived in the main world, and how old he is now. For that monk, these are just outside winds that have passed through his body, not the essence of a monk, and have little to do with the monk himself .The monk's time scale, when the monk becomes the world, will become the time definition of that world.It is different from the main world, but it also has its own stable time system.

Studying the world, learning the world, integrating into the world, breaking away from the world, forming a world of its own, is the world.

05990-ready

Not long after Pei Jianzhuo's human form appeared for the first time, Xiaoran started refining Pei Kong, so Pei Kong's refining plan might have unintentionally incorporated some of Pei Jianzhuo's... traits?So when Pei Jianzhuo reappeared later, he would pay more attention to Pei Kong who was like his younger brother—the adopted younger brother.

Pei Kong: "Adopt?"

Your direct refiner is Xiao Sui, and Pei Jianzhuo's direct connection partner is me, so Pei Jianzhuo came to you through the springboard of Xiao Sui.You are Xiao Suibao who came to be raised with us.

Pei Kong: "How did making it with your own hands become foster care?"

Sui: "Why? You still want to be Xiao Jian's younger brother?"

Pei Kong: "The scope of your jealousy is too wide."

Xiao Sui: "If you treat outsiders better than us in the future, I will also be jealous. Do you feel comforted by this?"

Pei Kong: "That depends on how you define 'good'. Am I treating you well now?"

Xiao Sui: "In order to survive, it's not bad to live under the fence and swallow your anger."

Pei Kong: "As long as you are happy."

Pei Douxing took out a jade slip and handed it to me: "This is what I have prepared. It goes through in detail." The hand he handed out was still hesitant.

I didn't pick it up right away, I helped her analyze it first: "For me, these details are a piece of information for analysis, or a piece of gossip that you can read and count; but for you, it carries your feelings. My analysis and indifference may hurt your feelings. Are you sure you want to give it to me? I suggest that as long as you still hesitate in your heart, don’t give it to me. Regarding safety issues, your master, ancestor and elder brother Already paying attention, I will not protect you better than them."

Pei Douxing shook his head, leaned forward slightly and put the jade slip into my hand: "It's not because of those reasons that I hesitate, but..." She thought for a while, and smiled slightly, "I'm a little embarrassed. The dark history of my fussing It's a bit embarrassing to be seen doing stupid things for love's sake. But that's okay."

Pei Douxing: "I want Master Lin to help me. Your perspective is different from Master and the others. I think it will be more...objective. Master and the others will judge from their own standpoints. The part outside the standpoint They don't care, but Master Lin, you will stand on the matter itself and spread in all directions, maybe you can find what I care more about."

05991-find

Me: "Only you can find the content you care about most."

Pei Douxing: "But I need some inspiration. I feel that I have been in it all the time, and I need someone to help me let go of my thinking and look at this matter from a different angle. It's not you who help me look at it, but I watch your thinking To find my own way of thinking."

Pei Douxing: "I saw the images of Uncle Lin and you in the federal universe and other worlds. I feel that you can adapt to those worlds and think outside the framework of those worlds. You won't let those worlds trap you. I I feel that I am trapped by Xiaoxing, she may have set me up, but that is still not the point, the point is that I followed her set and built a cage for myself, and I still can't find the key to open the cage. "

Pei Douxing: "I made the cage by myself, and only I can make the most suitable key. I'm at a loss as to how to make it. I want to find ideas from you, Mr. Lin, can you?"

Me: "If you can find it, of course you can. But my thinking often diverges so much that even I can't figure it out. You have to be careful not to be led astray by me. Otherwise, a cage has not been opened yet, and you will build a cage for yourself." Come out of a maze, your master must beat me."

Pei Douxing: "My master is reluctant to beat you? You are her favorite baby brother."

Me: "Your Uncle Mori is still your master's closest twin half, don't you beat me less? Of course, your master must beat me much less than her twin half, after all I have always Lower than her rank, according to Yunxiazong's rules, it is a violation for her to beat me up."

Me: "Generally, under the authorization of the master, the senior sister can arrange the homework of the junior on behalf of the master and punish the junior when the performance of the junior is unqualified. It is a pity that I have been taught directly by my master. My master did not give this right to teach. I have been delegated to his other disciples before, so my senior sister has no right to punish me, and her beating me falls within the scope of the Yunxia Sect's general rules: high cultivation is not allowed to bully low cultivation."

Me: "I sued her to the Disciplinary Department, and it succeeded. After that, if there is no good reason, she will not dare to bully me casually."

Pei Douxing: "But I think my master doesn't worry about the discipline department when he's emotional. And as long as she doesn't cause serious injuries to you, even if she hits you, she won't be punished too severely, right?"

Me: "This is a question of getting along with each other. When she is emotional, I will avoid her, or send her to her twin, or stay with my master, so the chance of being beaten is greatly reduced. And when she is not in the mood, she has no interest in hitting me, after all, I am too weak for her, and the fighting is not as vigorous as the daily training."