Under the clouds

Chapter 10

The sound of the pointer turning that had been ringing in his ears suddenly stopped, and Fang Mu fell into an unconscious darkness.

Li Enshi called out twice: "Fang Mu!"

Fang Mu bounced off the lazy sofa, panting violently like a fish just thrown ashore, the lining of his body was already wet with cold sweat, sticking to his body was very uncomfortable.

Fang Mu slowly came back to his senses, and turned to look at Li Enshi. The expression on Li Enshi's face was serious, and she raised her hand to turn on the headlight in the room.

The eyes suddenly brightened, and Fang Mu's mood improved a lot.

When Li Enshi woke up from the hypnotized state, she seemed to be contemplating something, and suddenly bumped into Fang Mu's inquiring eyes before fine-tuning her expression.

She quickly said to Fang Mu with a friendly attitude: "Come here first today, you look very tired."

Fang Mu's condition did not look very good, but he was still thinking about it. He stood up from the sofa and asked, "Do you know what my dream was like, doctor?"

Li Enshi raised her eyes and asked him, "You don't remember anything when you wake up?"

Fang Mu lowered his eyelids, not meeting Li Enshi's gaze: "Well... I only remember a little bit." After a pause, he hesitated, and then said, "I just don't know why I have such a dream."

"It may be caused by the subconscious mind, related to your real experience, or it may be the sensory stimulation of some film and television works you saw during the day. These are all possible."

Such an answer obviously didn't suit Fang Mu's wishes, he nodded slightly disappointed: "Oh."

Seeing Fang Mu coming out, Zang Lanbai looked at Li Enshi behind him with wet hair on his forehead, "It looks like he was bullied."

Li Enshi sighed silently, and then said, "Come in."

Hearing that Zang Lanbai was allowed to go in, Fang Mu, who was lowering his head, suddenly raised his head. Li Enshi didn't want to hide Lanbai in after chatting with him these few times.

Li Enshi must have something to tell Zang Lanbai, what will he say, is it about his dream, then why did he give himself such a foolish answer, but talk to Zang Lanbai.

Fang Mu wanted to stop something for a moment. The longer he was in contact with Zang Lanbai, the less he wanted Zang Lanbai to discover his abnormal side.

But in the end, before he even had time to grab Zang Lanbai's sleeve, he saw Zang Lanbai entering the room and closing the door.

He said, "Mumu, you go to the sofa and wait for me."

Fang Mu's heart moved, Mu Mu?All right.

Fang Mu no longer stood stubbornly in front of the sound-proof door. He walked to the sofa and saw a pile of pistachios that Zanglanbai had shelled.

Li Enshi seemed to be facing Zang Lanbai with some headaches, and Zang Lanbai really didn't often see this expression on Li Enshi's face.

After all, his senior sister is indeed very professional and has a good reputation in the industry. She has encountered many difficult patients in her practice for so many years.

"Don't put so much pressure on me. I know Fang Mu's condition may be very different from your previous patients. Take your time, okay?"

The comforting words that Zang Lanbai blurted out did not bring Li Enshi any real relaxation. She tapped her hand repeatedly on a professional psychology book, and stopped when Zang Lanbai's words fell: "Let me tell you the truth, I I hypnotized Fang Mu today, and he wanted to describe to me a dream he often had."

"And then? The hypnotic effect is not ideal?" Zang Lanbai knew that Fang Mu was a person with a very low sense of trust in others.

Li Enshi shook her head: "On the contrary, he fell into hypnosis very easily, almost as soon as I started it."

This surprised Zang Lanbai. Before he could ask the second question, Li Enshi continued: "I doubt that someone hypnotized him before me, and the frequency was very high. But even though he It is very easy to be brought into this hypnotic state, like opening himself and anyone can enter his inner world, but his inner world is very chaotic, he can't figure out the logic, and the bystanders can only see a piece of it. Chaos looks like unconnected images."

Li Enshi took out a piece of paper on the table, on which were written the words in the dream that Fang Mu just described with a black pen.

"Monster." "Black water." "A cat as huge as an island."

No matter how professional Li Enshi is, she will not be able to deduce the representative meaning behind these images without knowing Fang Mu's past experience at all.

"Besides, he was under hypnosis, and in his dreams, it seemed that his limbs were entangled by the monster he said. When he was struggling all over his body, his hands and feet were still in the same position as before, as if he was bound by something. If he hadn't experienced Similar to the sex in bed, it is very likely that he has experienced kidnapping or..."

Zang Lanbai immediately continued: "Or lived in a mental hospital, and was tied up by hospital nurses with restraint belts when the illness broke out."

Li Enshi glanced at him, Zang Lanbai replied: "He was in a nursing home with me before, and he disappeared before I was discharged from the hospital. I met him at the auction house when I came back here."

Li Enshi suddenly opened her eyes wide: "Zang Lanbai! Why didn't you tell me about this in advance."

"What's wrong?" Zang Lanbai asked.

With this expression again, Li Enshi felt a burst of powerless shortness of breath. Zang Lanbai might not think it was a big thing, he might not even think that Fang Mu is currently so neurotic, anxiety disorder accompanied by schizophrenia What is the serious problem of anxiety disorder and the physical symptoms of anxiety disorder that can appear at any time.

Li Enshi stared at Zang Lanbai who seemed to be in a very normal state, as if she felt that his symptoms were more serious than Fang Mu's. She reached out to support the table and forced herself to focus on Fang Mu's affairs first.

Things have become very difficult for her to make a choice. She is a doctor after all. She needs to evaluate Fang Mu's mental state, and she also needs to start from Fang Mu himself to balance his mental state, so as to prevent him from being stimulated and his condition worsening. .

Going back to the past is the key to unraveling the mystery of Fang Mu's past, but how can tearing the wounds of the past ensure that Fang Mu's situation will not get worse.

It seems that the current conservative method is to let Fang Mu look forward, don't think about it, think about the past, forget it if you can't remember it clearly, even if you live in chaos, it is better than falling into the abyss of pain.

Zang Lanbai looked at Li Enshi who was lost in thought, and after a while, smiled and said: "I told you not to be so stressed. Isn't he in a much better state than a month ago, and he will be in the future."

He patted Li Enshi's shoulder, as if to comfort her, then he stepped forward and said, "Fang Mu should wait, we still have a concert tonight, so let's go first."

As soon as Zang Lanbai pushed open the door, Fang Mu, who was sitting in front of the corridor, stood up instantly as if some button had been pressed.

"Wait in a hurry?" Zang Lanbai walked up to Fang Mu, and found that a small pile of pistachios on the table had been eaten, and he said, "You look a little unwell, do you want to go home?" Rest, the concert can be another day."

Fang Mu saw that his eyes fell on the pile of pistachios on the table, and he piled up the pile of dried fruits with both hands with an embarrassing face.

"No, Mr. Zang, I'm fine."

He looked up at Zang Lanbo and said this.

The two had dinner in a private room in a newly opened Thai restaurant.

Before entering the concert hall, Zang Lanbai handed Fang Mu a cup of hot cocoa, while he brought a cup of coffee himself.

The heating at the concert was fully turned on, and Zang Lanbai took off Fang Mu's scarf and hung it on his arm.

About 20 minutes later, Zang Lanbai felt his shoulders sink again. He slightly lowered his eyelids and found that Fang Mu was not asleep.

This concert was obviously appreciated by Fang Mu. When he walked out of the theater after the end, Zang Lanbai could still hear Fang Mu who was walking beside him humming the closing tune just now.

Inexplicably, Zang Lanbai recalled in a trance, Fang Mu repeatedly playing the figure of the painter on the piano at home with his bare feet.

Zang Lanbai thinks Fang Mu is very playful, like a small animal, very soft. When playing on the tripod piano worth millions at home, the feeling that slips through Zang Lanbai's heart is probably seeing the little animal he raises treat him The feeling of playing with toys at home after letting go of guard.

It was like a wonderful sense of satisfaction.

This is really wonderful, just because the other party plays his piano, Zang Lanbai can get such a novel emotional experience from it.

Just when Zang Lanbai was immersed in this ethereal feeling, Fang Mu, who was humming a concerto beside him, suddenly stopped.

Someone stopped in front of them, it was a girl in her early 20s at most.

Her eyes stared at Fang Mu without blinking, her eyes were bright, and she shouted to Fang Mu with unbelievable surprise: "Are you... Are you Fang Yumu!?"

This strange-sounding name exploded in the ears of the two of them like a thunderbolt, as if someone had hit Fang Mu in the head, making him lose his mind, and his whole body fell backwards, throwing him back to the place where a spotlight hit him. on stage.

It seems to be the sound of the camera constantly shooting, pairs of eyes that seem to eat people, screams, and flashing lights.

The red curtain turned into a blood-colored river wrapped around Fang Mu's neck like life, making him unable to escape, the head began to spin under his feet, don't shoot!Stop shooting!Please don't shoot!do not look at me!do not look at me!

The sharp cry resounded through Fang Mu's mind, and he finally got his wish and fell down, hitting the back of his head on the ground. He saw colorful fireworks rising continuously, the kaleidoscope was broken up and fell on the ceiling, and Fang Mu's sight was blocked. Filled with large patches of color.

He couldn't see anything else.

Zang Lanbai chased Fang Mu all the way, who had a panic attack because he was called "Fang Yumu", covered his ears after uttering a scream, and ran away like someone begging for his life behind him.

He turned around, and finally stopped in a small alley where the sound of footsteps disappeared.

Zang Lanbai Mingming finally heard the voice and stopped here, but this small alley is a dead end, the end of the alley was sealed off, and the door shop on the left was also closed.

Just when Zang Lanbai walked to the end of the alley and turned back, he wanted to go out and search in the alley next door, when he suddenly saw a large metal trash can at the entrance of the alley.

It's a godsend, Zang Lanbai thought to himself, no way, but when he got there, he lifted the lid of the tin trash can, and saw squatting inside, with a wormholed vegetable hanging on his head When Ye's Fang admired him, he still couldn't help but gasped.

The breath sucked in his chest was slowly exhaled. After Zang Lanbai made a movement, he reached out and took off the vegetable leaves hanging from Fang Mu's head, and said in his mouth: "Look at this poor little green vegetable." .”

After Xiaoqingcai was taken down, Zang Lanbai looked at Fang Mu, who was squatting in the trash can and couldn't come out, and called him: "Fang Mu? Come out, shall we go home?"

Fang Mu stared blankly inside and didn't respond.

Zang Lanbai pondered for a moment, then called softly: "Puppy?"

After the sound, the man inside finally raised his head slowly, meeting Zang Lanbai's gaze.

"But...but I should stay here." The puppy shrank himself into the garbage dump.