give you warm light

Chapter 26 Give You Warm Light

The year in the countryside is very leisurely, with heavy snow on the ground, three feet of freezing, no farm work, and no work to do.What the two brothers do every day is peel peanuts or shave corn at night.Then burn some firewood to warm up, and go to bed early.Sometimes the brothers will also imagine the future, these times are always beautiful and full of sunshine.

Shao An saved some money, and was planning to buy a tractor before, but now he is torn between working in the city and farming at home.

"I still think to buy a tractor, wait for the busy farming to come back, and then go out after the busy work. There is no delay on both sides."

"Don't be in such a hurry." Shao Gan knows the hard work of doing farm work, "I don't need to spend money at school now, and I get paid for working in the canteen."

"That's not a long-term job. When you say no, it's gone."

The old cat crawled in from the outside and jumped onto the bed. Shao Gan lifted the first layer of quilt and let it crawl in. After thinking for a while, he said, "I can't afford a house, no one will say goodbye to (you)."

"You study outside and don't come back. If I go to work outside in the future, I won't come back. What's the use of building a house? Let the civet cat live?" Shao An is very clear about Shao Qian's future, but he is full of doubts about his own future. confused.He doesn't know what the people who will live with him in the future should look like, or even what kind of character they should be.

The old cat in the quilt made a comfortable sound of "purr purr", and Shao Gan was pressed comfortably and warmly through a layer of quilt.Thinking of an old cat living alone in a new house, he smiled, and suddenly felt sad again.

It is impossible for their family to have four generations under one roof or three generations under one roof.If parents are still there, grandparents are still there... how can there be so many ifs in the world.

"You? Did you have sex with girls?" Shao An asked.

"What? How can I have such leisure time?"

"Well, study hard and don't mess with those messes. Wang Yongshuai (the eldest son of the village chief's family) has only been at school for a few days? He just talked about his partner like others and was punished by the school. The village is quick to gossip, and there is no one to hide. Lian He Everyone knows exactly who the girl Wang Yongshuai is in the hut with, Deception is innocent!" After a moment's pause, he added, "You can't do this, the ones who suffer are the female students!"

Female students and all other female intellectuals have a sense of sacredness and mystery in Shao An's heart.Like their mother, like the teacher Sun Min who bought him pancakes.And dating girls at school, in his mind, anyone who is not sure that he can marry someone is playing hooligans in the open and should be severely punished.

"No one likes me." Shao Gan smiled, "There are a lot of handsome people in the class. Do you still remember the little guy we met on the day we went to report? He is more likable than me."

Shao An tried to recall for a while, "That little doll?"

"No."

"That doll is very cute."

Here, the day ends with a peaceful conversation, but not all families can end the day in such a peaceful and warm way, just like Mr. He's family.He Dong didn't go home since the holiday, he only called back, saying that he didn't want to go home and was going to work outside.

He Weiye and his wife were a little at a loss about the sudden change of their good son. At first they thought it was a rebellious period, but this rebellious period came a bit late and took a long time.He Weiye went to school and squatted for two days, but he didn't even see his son's face.Parents are naturally anxious if they don't see their son, but there is really nothing they can do.

Speaking of it, the two of them still want to save face. After searching in private for a few days, seeing that they couldn't stop anyone, they simply let him be alone for a while.And where is He Dong hiding?When He Weiye drove to the school to look for him, he wandered alone in the park in the deep winter.Because it snowed heavily shortly after the holiday, there were not many pedestrians in the park in Xiangcheng.He Dong hunched his neck and sat on a bamboo chair under the plane tree, smoking a half-lit cigarette, looking like a ruffian.So much so that the uncle who cleaned the snow in the park looked at it several times when he passed by, but since the man was not in tune, but he had been sitting there without causing any terrorist incidents, he did not interfere.

He Dong came to the right place.He had heard that the park was a place where those kinds of people met, and when it got dark, people really came to stroll around one after another.He Dong didn't look up, he didn't know whether it was a man or a woman walking past him.Maybe it's not like what he heard, it's just the young couple out for a walk.However, when a lighter appeared in front of him, He Dong, who hadn't eaten all day, couldn't help but tremble.

A trembling voice said, "Do you want a fire?"

He Dong fumbled and threw the cigarette butt dangling in his mouth into the snow, reached into his pocket with his red fingers from the cold and found a new one, and lit it to the lighter.He didn't know why he was sitting here, or even why he pointed a stranger's lighter at the cigarette in his hand. In fact, he didn't even lift his head, but kept the original posture, with his elbows resting on both sides. Knees, Hara sat there with an airs.

The man stood in front and waited for a while, then sat next to him a little awkwardly.It seemed like a long time had passed, and it seemed that it was only a moment, a hand that was trying to control the trembling slid onto his thigh.Looking at the hand on his thigh, He Dong found that this man had a nice hand with long, slender fingers and clean seams.Under the grayish-yellow light, one could see that the first knuckle of his middle finger was slightly protruding, as if he had a callus.It seems to be holding a pen for a long time, or doing a certain type of work that requires frequent use of fingers.He Dong finally looked up at him, and found that he was a very clean-looking man with slender eyebrows and eyes that were tentative and cautious.

He Dong hooked the corner of his mouth, "Come out to catch people?"

"How old are you?"

"Not as old as you."

"Well, I can see it." The man looked at him quietly, and said like an elder: "You are still a student, right? Why don't you go home for the holiday? Sitting here alone."

"Didn't I wait for you to come fishing?" He Dong curled up his mouth and wanted to laugh, maybe because he had been frozen for too long, his muscles were a little stiff, and he couldn't pull out a smile.

"Nonsense." The man's voice was soft, not harsh at all, but with a hint of a smile.

He Dong thought, he was touched by these two soft words.Someone once laughed and said when he was talking nonsense - nonsense.It didn't mean to blame at all, but it seemed to be explaining the fact that he was talking nonsense to someone close to him.But they are not close people...

He Dong felt cold, so cold that he couldn't stop shivering.He took a deep breath of the cigarette, looked at the few people wandering not far away, threw half of the cigarette under his feet and stomped it out, gritted his teeth while getting up and said: "Go to your place, I have no place."

The man hesitated, got up and took two steps, and couldn't help but ask again: "How old are you?"

"Let's go?" He Dong flipped his hair irritably, "I don't have time to chat with you."

The place where the man lived was not far away, and He Dong followed him through a corner of the city, passing through two deep streets, and entered an old residential area.The corridors are very narrow, and because of disrepair, the lights in the corridors are not on.The man walked in front and said in a low voice, "Be careful, the cement on the fifth step is a little off, so don't trip over it."

He Dong didn't make a sound, but his heart inexplicably felt a pinprick pain every time he went up the stairs.The moment the man opened the door to let him in, and closed the door with his backhand, He Dong suddenly thought of Shao Qian and his parents, and a surge of sadness welled up, almost wet his eyes.Why does he want to cry?Why do you feel this way?He Dong pulled his hair irritably, wanting to break something to release the heavy rock in his heart.

The man turned on the light, his eyes were locked on him, he tentatively raised his hand to touch his cold face, and asked in a low voice, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

He Dong turned his head away and shook off his hand, his stomach let out an untimely growl.The boy smiled, turned around and went inside, but after a while, there was the sound of oil cooking food.The fragrance lingered in, making He Dong lose his strength in an instant.

damn it!damn it!That's what I want!

The door was not locked, maybe the man gave him a chance to leave.He Dong stared at the door in a daze for a while, then turned his gaze and walked inside, found a stool and sat down.The man in the kitchen who was always watching this side heaved a sigh of relief, rummaged through the basket beside him for a while, found an egg and cracked it into the dough.

After sitting down, He Dong realized that there were a lot of books piled up in the man's room, and there was a black musical instrument box in the corner of the room.He Dong looked carefully at the sign, only to realize that it was a cello.

Soon, the man came out with a bowl of shredded pork noodles with vegetables and a poached egg on top.Although He Dong was hungry, he didn't gobble it up. In fact, he didn't have much of an appetite, but now he found it hard to swallow because of the inexplicable sadness in his heart.But no matter what, a bowl of noodles is still eaten.

The man put away the bowls and chopsticks, and when he came out again, he said, "I'll wash it."

He Dong didn't respond until the man came out of the bathroom and was still sitting at the table for eating.

it's too cold!

When the man tried to sit on him, He Dong thought, it's so fucking cold!People can't help but want to tremble.The man's kiss was small and broken, at first it was a temptation, and later it was a demand.He Dong let him kiss in a daze, until the hand reached into his waistband, and then he suddenly woke up with a trembling, and looked at the person in front of him with a slightly confused look, a trace of tyranny suddenly rose, and he overturned the man on the ground. On the concrete floor, the person jumped on it directly.

He didn't have much memory of what happened afterwards, he seemed to have gone mad and obsessed, trying to tear something up.The man under him wailed twice at first, and soon pouted his hips slightly to meet him. During this time, he wanted to turn around, but He Dong ruthlessly pushed his head to the ground.He Dong didn't talk about skills, he just sprinted like crazy, but so what?Sometimes a fierce word is better than too many fancy things.Power is the most fascinating.But he didn't last long, and soon stopped moving while leaning over the man who was basically completely dressed.

He Dong felt that he should leave, and that he should be crazy.Maybe he was really crazy, when the man panted heavily and hugged his neck and rubbed his face, telling him to go to the bed to warm up, he actually listened to his words and followed the man into bed.When the body slowed down, it sprinted into the man's body again, fiercely, exhausting all its strength.Even though the light was turned off, this time it was still backwards. He Dong held his head down paranoidly to prevent him from looking back.Because the movement was too violent, every time he rushed, the man's waist sank as if it was about to be broken, but he was satisfied in his groans and groans.

The orgasm came too fast, and when He Dong clenched his teeth and lay down on the man's body tremblingly, something seemed to shatter at the sound and couldn't stick together again.He Dong grinned in the darkness, but something wet flowed out from the corner of his eyes.

This night, He Dong seemed to be possessed and went crazy, as if he had completely given up on himself, as if he wanted to squeeze himself dry, as long as he could get an erection, he would immediately penetrate into the man's body and push back.When entering the man's body for the fourth time, it was already dawn.The man lay there on his side and looked back at him, smiled comfortingly, and said softly in a hoarse voice, "Don't be afraid."

He Dong paused for a moment, then turned into strength and smashed on the man.The pain had long been greater than the pleasure. The man was trembling in pain, but he gritted his teeth and did not make a sound to stop him. His body moved as he went deeper, and he only clasped his neck with his backhand and rubbed it gently, like comforting a lost beast.