give you warm light

Chapter 27 Give You Warm Light

This year's snow seems to be extraordinarily large and extraordinarily heavy.Since the holiday a year ago, it hasn’t fallen again, but the snow didn’t cool down, and the snow didn’t melt away until the New Year’s Eve.After finally waiting for the sixth day, when Mo Tong was about to contact Shao Gan for a visit, it suddenly snowed heavily again.At first, I was still flustered, but when I woke up the next day, I found that the whole city was buried under the white cotton quilt.

According to the agreement, Shao Gan thought that it was about time for Mo Tong to come, so he prepared baskets and ropes, and when he came, he would build sparrows in the snow to play.I also went to the field to collect more firewood, and then I will burn a lot of fire to warm up the house.It's just that he didn't wait for the news to come, so that he hugged the old cat and sat under the quilt every day, making people lazy.Sometimes I was really bored, so I took the old cat to the field to see if any hares got into his trap, or took the basket to the snow to try to catch one or two cuckoos, but always There are more sparrows than cuckoos.

Mo Tong met He Dong on that snowy night.

The school was closed a long time ago, so He Dong just found a small hotel to live in.What I do every day is just wandering the streets of the city.Sometimes I just sleep in a small hotel for a day and a night, and occasionally I am really bored, so I go to a man's house to find something to eat, and vent my desire by the way.The man's name is Zhang Qile, and his occupation is closely related to his name. He works as a cello and guitar teacher in a piano store.The man is also surprisingly gentle, even if He Dong is such an unreliable person, he has never been bored or rejected.It's not easy for such a person to find a partner, let alone someone as young as He Dong.Maybe that's enough for him.

He Dong didn't know what he was doing. He was 18 years old, and somehow he became what he is now.The purity and cleanliness he longed for in his heart has inexplicably turned into the most unbearable physical relationship today.When I met Mo Tong, the little guy was wearing a light brown fur hat, gloves of the same color, a puffy padded jacket, and a large hand-woven scarf around his neck that partially covered his face.Wrap yourself like a stuffed animal in a glass case.

Mo Tong went to the supermarket to buy water-milled Lantern Festival and rice wine.After eating dumplings for several days in a row, I was really bored.Mo Tong would rather order instant noodles than eat dumplings from the 27th day of the new year to the third day of the new year, and the trend continues.Today I suddenly wanted to eat Yuanxiao. Mother Mo had something to do and sent him out to buy it.

Instead of looking for Yuanxiao, Mo Tong went directly to the snacks area, touched the chocolates, dried fruits, and biscuits in the imported food area with his gloved hands, and finally turned around and stopped on a bundle of fruit skins.Alas, there is no way, Mo Tong thought to himself.Let them (dorm people) say go for it, I just like sweet and sour snacks.No one stipulates that this kind of snack can only be eaten by girls.

Mo Tong took six packs in one go, and then bought melon seeds, ham sausage, luncheon meat and other things.He had already figured it out, the ham sausage could be skewered by Shao Gan on an iron fire stick and roasted in the stove, and eaten when the oil burst out, it would be delicious.When he was very young, his grandfather baked ham sausage, steamed bun slices and sweet potatoes in this way. It was delicious, and his mouth is watering now thinking about it.

Mo Tong turned to the side when a person stood in front of him, but he didn't expect that person to follow suit.After going back and forth two or three times like this, Mo Tong slowly and lazily raised his head with the thick hat on, glanced at his eyes, happily took off the scarf on his face, and said with a smile: "Why did you come early, school hasn't started yet .Is Shao Qian here too?"

He Dong raised his eyebrows slightly, leaned on the shelf with his hands in his pockets, glanced at the things in his basket and said, "It's quite a fate, we can meet each other like this."

"It's not fate, I called you here with a powerful mind." Mo Tong giggled, "Where is Shao Gan?"

"who knows?"

Mo Tong was stunned for a moment, "Are you going back? Take me to Shao Gan's house, we made an appointment to play together during the annual vacation."

Inexplicably, He Dong became irritable again, kicked the ground and said, "I won't go back."

"Oh, what a pity." Mo Tong puffed up his cheeks and said in a disappointed tone, "I was thinking about letting Shao Gan take me to ski on the embankment, and it happened to be snowing heavily."

Mo Tong lowered his head and was depressed for a moment, then looked up again with a smiling baby fat face, he said with bright eyes: "Why don't we go skiing on the embankment together, Shao Gan said that it's very cold and we can go skiing on the Yellow River Go skating. There are wild ducks where the water melts."

He Dong didn't know where the anger came from, but when Mo Tong finished speaking, a wave of anger surged up instantly.Without even thinking about it, the corner of his mouth curled up and said: "I almost forgot, didn't you ask me what it means to be a hooligan? I said I will tell you when I have time, let's go, go out and find a place where there is no one."

Mo Tong's smile faded slowly, and the smile in his eyes turned into a wary look at him, and he took a step back uncontrollably.Maybe it was this step that poured oil on He Dong's burning little flames, making him burn instantly.He Dong almost half-coerced him to go to the cashier, stood behind him and watched him pay the bill, and immediately put his arms around his neck and turned away.Mo Tong struggled twice but failed, his lips were tightly pressed into a line.

He felt uncomfortable, and it could even be said that there was a faint fear in his subconscious.It seemed that He Dong was holding a knife in his hand, and could destroy something at any time, or cut open the peace that should have been there before.

The cashier was an aunt in her 40s. Seeing their posture, she hurriedly shouted: "Student, do you want to call your father over?"

Mo Tong turned his head, pursed his mouth, and said hesitantly, "No, this is my classmate."

When the two of them walked away, the cashier aunt sighed, "Nowadays, children don't learn well, and if they learn to steal money from those delicious and lazy things, they are all robbed by their classmates."

The cashier aunt thought about calling an adult to take a look, but when she turned her head, the two of them disappeared, and she sighed again.

He Dong turned Mo Tong into an alley, put the person against the wall and supported the wall with one arm, and surrounded the person inside.Staring at him condescendingly, his expression was a little cold.Mo Tong looked at him a little timidly, and bravely asked pretending to be puzzled: "What's the matter? Oh, I'm actually not very curious, it's okay if you don't say anything."

"Then how can I be worthy of meeting you today?"

"It's nothing to be sorry for, I'm not curious anymore." Mo Tong pulled the scarf and hid himself more tightly, leaving only a pair of black glass-like clean eyes twirling between the hat and the scarf, as if this would make him more Safety.Mo Tong wanted to find a safe topic, but in the end, under He Dong's expressionless face, he chose the most stupid beginning.He asked: "He Dong, did you not go home during the Chinese New Year? Did you not go to play with Shao Gan?"

He Dong suddenly roared and punched the wall, causing Mo Tong's eyes to widen in fright, and the plastic bag in his hand fell to the ground.The weighed Lantern Festival rolled out and immediately rolled into the slush that was trampled and dirty.

Shao Gan!Shao Gan!How dare he mention Shao Gan in front of him!

How dare he like Shao Gan!

He Dong gasped heavily.

How dare he remind himself that he likes Shao Gan!He should be destroyed!

He Dong loathes this pair of eyes that seem to understand nothing, yet seem to be able to see through everything!I hate this little boy who can be pampered by Shao Gan just by being coquettish!Boyfriend!

He Dong suddenly reached out and grabbed his hat and pulled it down, covering his wide open eyes.The eyelashes under the hat trembled violently, and finally closed obediently.Mo Tong was waiting, waiting for the breath that was almost close to his nose to go away.A smart child will never provoke a raging beast, and silence is the best way to avoid harm.

For some reason, Mo Tong remembered the story Shao Qian had told him about pretending to be dead in front of a bear.But the person in front of him is not a bear. In his heart, He Dong at this moment is more terrifying than a bear.Mo Tong sensed danger from his abnormal behavior.

The hot air on his face finally moved away slowly, Mo Tong remained motionless, standing tightly against the wall.He Dong raised his head to look at the sky, and scratched his hair irritably.He really should have ruined him, his innocent eyes.why not?

He Dong looked down at Mo Tong who was trembling slightly, kicked the wall violently, turned around and walked away amidst his trembling.But after a few steps, he turned back abruptly, biting his nose and panting heavily.He wanted to question - why the hell do you like Shao Gan!What qualifications do you have!I also……

He wanted to yell——those who like men are perverts!You are a fucking pervert too!

In the end, he just found out sadly that he was actually that pervert.

He Dong finally turned around and left, this time walking heavily.He discovered a fact, a fact that he has been unwilling to admit.This fact is so shameful, and this fact has something to do with Shao Gan.He took a path that he himself despised, just like what he accidentally saw in an unsent letter from his father, so shameless!To be cast aside like that!

Mo Tong stood in the cold wind for a long time, until his hands and feet were so cold that he almost lost consciousness, then slowly straightened his hat while trembling slightly.I looked around and found that I don't know when it will start snowing again.A layer of soft snowflakes fell from He Dong's footprints.Mo Tong slid slowly on the ground and reached out to pick up two Lantern Festivals. When he picked up the third one, he found that it was frozen on the snow.

This winter is really cold, Mo Tong thought.

When another pair of feet appeared in front of his eyes, Mo Tong trembled even more.The owner of those feet was wearing a leather jacket. He knelt down and reached out to touch Mo Tong's face. He said with a smile, "You look so good-looking. Why are you running here alone, little brother. Let's go, brother, I'm going to treat you to some mutton stewed noodles."

Mo Tong looked up in a daze. The man was stunned for a moment when he saw those dazed and beautiful eyes, and continued to coax with a "tsk" in his mouth: "Is it cold? Let's go, brother treats you to braised noodles."

With his support, Mo Tong stood up holding the plastic bag, screamed when that hand reached his face again, and threw the plastic bag heavily on his face with all his strength.While the man was covering his face, he rushed out, almost crying and screaming: "Bastard bastard! Die!"

He wanted to pick up a brick on the ground to smash the man to pieces, but the brick was frozen to death in the ice, and he couldn't dig it up.The man chased after him cursing, and Mo Tong screamed silently with tears all over his face, turned around and continued running.

He didn't know how long he ran, but Mo Tong didn't dare to stop until the surroundings turned into unfamiliar scenery.He looked back and found that there was no one in the alley except himself.He continued to run uneasily until he got on a main road and saw a group of pedestrians hurrying home, wrapped tightly, that he felt a little relieved.

Turning around for a while, he realized that he was lost in the city where he had lived since he was a child.Mo Tong wandered around in a daze for a long time before finding the public phone. When he picked up the receiver, he raised his hand and wiped his face, only to find that his face was wet.A woman passed by holding the child's hand, frequently turning her head to look at the boy who was silently crying until he gasped, as if he would burst into tears in the next second.

When Mo Tong dialed the home phone, Mo's mother's anxious voice immediately came from inside.

"Tongtong! Is it Tongtong? Is it Tongtong!?"

"Mom," Mo Tong wiped away tears and stabilized his voice, "I'm lost."

"Lost? Don't worry, look around for any shops? Why don't you look for the road signs, and I'll ask Dad to pick you up."

"Mom," Mo Tong finally couldn't hold back his tears, "Come and pick me up, I'm lost!"

Lost in the new year, his 15 years old should have continued the time of innocence and carefree.