sticky [entertainment]

Chapter 44

Is it when I'm already dead!

Yingying let out a dull sound, unable to distinguish the subtle details, "I just think...it's too sudden. I don't understand why it happened like this."

"Don't know if you like him too?" Cheng Shi asked.

Yingying thought about it seriously, "I don't seem to have that stage of liking."

If he uses his own definition of "like" for dating, and treats Shi Huai like anyone else with a playful mind, then he will agree directly when he is in the hospital.

But his feelings for Shi Huai began with love, which existed a long time ago, sincerity, loyalty, and enthusiasm, and he never thought that there would be any liking with different meanings in this love.

The reason why he accepted Jiang Cha's confession right away was because he didn't think falling in love was such a big deal.Although he was always talking about finding a wife, if he compares him with his brother, it doesn't matter which one is more important.

He didn't understand why Shi Huai wanted to fall in love with his younger brother. To some extent, he felt a little lost. He felt that in his brother's heart, the feelings for the two of them might not be as deep as his, so he felt that he could fall in love with him. try.

"Maybe he thinks differently than you do."

This situation is really rare, and Cheng Shi doesn't have much experience to refer to. After thinking for a while, he said kindly, "He probably puts a lot of emphasis on the relationship between you, so he proposed to change to the next stage."

"I can hear that your relationship is very special. Although you always call him brother, but it is not a brotherly relationship with actual relatives, so you might as well treat it as a very close and long-term friendship. Cough, I seem to be more able to understand this Give you advice."

Cheng Shi said euphemistically, "If some friendships have accumulated to a certain level, they cannot be satisfied with the status quo. They will change from quantitative to qualitative, and develop in the direction of love. Because we all long for a closer relationship. Maybe you are on You stayed in one stage for too long, so when you want to change your identity, you will be particularly uncomfortable?"

Ying promised to do reading comprehension simply and rudely, "You mean, if two people get along well enough, they would want to kiss and do ./love or something?"

"Uh..." The young man was straightforward.Cheng Shi coughed lightly, blushing a little, "It's one of them, you can understand it that way."

Ying Yun didn't feel much at all when he said it carelessly. Seeing him blushing, she also blushed embarrassingly, "But I never thought about what to do with my brother."

What kind of picture is that, just thinking about it makes me feel guilty.There is an inexplicable sense of immorality.

"Although you never thought about it..." Your brother who confessed himself must have thought about it.Cheng Shi paused, and swallowed the second half of the sentence, "This matter, heck, let's discuss it later. Why don't you tell me what kind of person your brother is?"

Ying Yun didn't know how to describe it for a while, "He... is very good, and he treats me very well. Although he sometimes dislikes me, he still treats me very well. He will never treat others as well as he treats me."

"But he was also very cruel when he scolded me. Last time he said that he hoped he would never raise me. I was so angry that my stomach hurt. I cried at least one kilogram of tears that night." Thinking of the night of the quarrel, the corners of his mouth turned He couldn't help but hang down, showing a crying expression. "But after I'm done crying, I still think he's good."

"If he can be my brother for the rest of his life, I am willing not to fall in love with anyone for the rest of my life."

Cheng Shi vaguely understood the reason for his resistance.

In Ying Yun's heart, the position of "brother" is too important to be replaced by "boyfriend".

"Perhaps he didn't say that to anger you, but he already guessed that you would be dissatisfied with his pursuit because of your brother's status."

Cheng Shi asked, "How about in another situation, if you two met after you grew up, would you agree to his pursuit?"

Ying Yun sniffed and said helplessly, "I don't know either."

"But I hope my future wife won't be too tall, at least not taller than me. It's better to be about the same height as me... This way it won't take much effort when kissing."

He gestured to Cheng Shi, "It's good to be as tall as you."

Cheng Shi was feeling sad with him, and he laughed again, "Talk about your brother, don't talk about me."

"Oh." Ying Yun twitched the corners of his lips, "But I still feel..."

Why should there be a change?Why must there be a choice.

He couldn't think of any benefits after his brother became a boyfriend, he just felt that neither friendship nor love in this world was as precious as the relationship between him and his brother.

This impromptu chat did not last long.Ren Mingyao woke up, walked out of the bedroom with a messy hairstyle and a deadpan expressionless face, saw the person on the sofa from the corner of his eye, and went straight to the kitchen to stop.

Why did you wake up so early today.The corner of Cheng Shi's mouth curled up, and he walked over to him to help him smooth his curly hair, and introduced to him, "This is Xiao Yun, you have seen it in Minghai before. This is...well, Teacher Ren."

Ying Yun stood up in a daze, and bowed to him, "Hello, Teacher Ren."

It can't be said that it is full of voice and emotion, it can only be said that it has no soul.

He didn't want to be a light bulb, so he went back to the hotel by himself after saying hello.The situation with Jiang Cha yesterday was the same. His heart-warming emotions subsided a little, but he still couldn't listen to other people's persuasion and was stubborn in his own opinion.

If you can't figure it out yourself, others can't persuade you.Cheng Shi knew this, and he didn't want to preach. When he contacted him, he only talked about going out to play, not about Shi Huai.

But this time the problem is more serious. Yes, I really don't even have the mood to go out to play, but I have come here but stayed in the hotel for two days in a row.

Cheng Shi was a little worried about him, so he had no choice but to come to see the situation in person if he couldn't call out.

He has not stepped out of the room for two consecutive days, and he has never been so self-closing since he was so old. When Cheng Shi came, he was sluggishly watching "Harry Potter" on the sofa.

Apart from being in a daze for the past two days, he was just watching movies. He has already rewatched the entire series.I just finished watching the last one today, so I switched back to the first one and started watching it again.

Cheng Shi patted his head, sat beside him and watched with him, "Hey, you look a bit like Harry when you were a child."

It was just a joke to help him soothe his mood, but it almost forced his tears out.

Why do you have to do some weird multiple choice questions when you grow up.He would rather go back to his childhood, to the year when Shi Huai became his savior, and it would be better not to grow up forever.

He always lives recklessly and free and easy, fearless, just relying on his elder brother to help him out no matter what monsters he makes.He is also the kind who is willing to give everything he has to Shi Huai without blinking an eye.

But his brother wanted to fall in love with him.

Could it be that he is too greedy?He wanted both a brother and a boyfriend.It should be two people. If the boyfriend disappears one day, at least the brother will still be there.His brother will always be there.

"Actually, I don't know how to fall in love at all." Ying Yun looked at the TV screen, his eyes were empty, and whispered, "What if he thinks that falling in love with me is boring in the future, and he doesn't even want his younger brother, then what should I do."

"I don't have a brother anymore."

Boyfriend and brother have become the same person, falling in love is no longer the simple definition in his mind.Once the talk fails, what he loses is someone far more important than his boyfriend.

On that day, whose puppy will he be?

But if he refuses, he will be alienated by Shi Huai from now on.He knew that what Shi Huai said was true. Some of his classmates who played well in high school had stopped contacting after they went to college in different cities.The distance of a foreign country is comparable to a different dimension, and the situation will be more serious.He couldn't accept that separation.

"When I decided to enter a new relationship, I also thought about it for a long time." Cheng Shi understood him.Because you care too much, you will be hesitant, and you dare not break your comfort zone easily.

"It's better to tell your brother all your concerns. If you can't say it, you can write it down. Tell him, and then listen to what he has to say."

Cheng Shi said softly, "Maybe he will understand you better than you imagined, and he can also give you some courage."

Ying Yun thought about it for a while, and thought it was a good idea, and jumped off the sofa to find a pen and paper.

He was laughing and joking every day, and rarely talked seriously with his brother, and when he wrote it on paper, he was much more serious just from the form.

He tried his best to write down all his thoughts, in order not to make his brother sad, he wrote "I love you" three times in black and bold.It doesn't matter if you don't give him a hug, or don't sleep with him in the same bed, if you don't like to see him fall in love with others, he will never talk about it.As long as his brother is still his brother, he can accept anything.

If Shi Huai must go, then he will follow.If it doesn't work, he will drop out of school and go to work there. When the time comes, he will see what schools are available and choose another school to apply again. Anyway, he wants to be with his brother.

Originally, I wanted to write a small essay, but I wrote it directly into a long novel.He has never written so many words since he graduated from high school. The front and back of an entire A4 paper are full of writing. If you look closely, the whole article is written "I'm not brave enough" and "But can you not leave me behind".

He wrote it so sad that he signed his name in the lower right corner emotionally, and went back to check for typos.

Wechat vibrated in his hand again, he thought it was Shi Huai, but he didn't expect it to be Jiang Cha.

【Brother! ! 】

【I'm in the internet celebrity coffee shop next to the school】

【(Image] [image)】

[Who do you think this is?Oh shit what did I see]

Ying Yan squinted his eyes, and he could tell that one of the protagonists in the photo was Shi Huai without zooming in on the photo.

Of course, he also went to check in at that Internet celebrity coffee shop, and he knew the layout of the shop thoroughly.At a glance, he saw his brother sitting in a booth reserved for couples, and opposite him was an elegant long-haired beauty.

【Brother, I don’t think these two people are quite right】

[I just passed by pretending to go to the bathroom, and I heard some words about blind date... Blind date, that sister will not be your future sister-in-law, right?But it does have a very good temperament, and the voice is gentle and soft]

【Your brother is also very gentle to her. He poured water and passed a tissue, and even took off his shirt jacket to cover her legs】

[It's so cool, I'm almost heartbroken when I see it]

"Uh..." What's the situation.

Yingying looked at the photo again, buzzing in his head, and replied "keep watching for me", and called Shi Huai without even thinking about it.

Shi Huai quickly answered the call. He was always a calm and collected person, but this time he answered the phone in an unnatural tone, "Good boy? Have you returned to Minghai yet?"

He hasn't spoken yet.What's the difference between being the first and not calling yourself.

Ying Yun was furious for a moment, but said surprisingly calmly, "Not yet. Don't you want me to go back now?"

"how come."

"Well, are you busy now? What are you doing?"

The voice on the other end of the phone paused slightly.After a while, Shi Huai said, "I'm a bit busy, I'm dealing with work."

"Uh..." Ying Yun smiled angrily, "Okay, fine, you can really do it."

He turned on the hands-free phone and threw it on the table, picked up the self-reported book he had just written, tore it into pieces, and threw it into the trash can, taking a deep breath.

"Shi! Zi! Yu! You fucking want to get married and go crazy!"

He is willing to never fall in love again, but his brother looks like he is hungry, and if he can't fall in love, he will go straight to get married and date!

"My friends have seen you! I've only been away for a few days? Is it just so anxious? You don't even need to listen to my reply, do you think I'm dead?!"

"Uh..." Shi Huai was so yelled at that he couldn't speak, it was nothing more than a lack of reasoning.

Ying Yun sneered and picked up the phone, "There's no need to explain, just sit there and wait. I'll go back to Minghai now."

The author says:

The trick of urging my younger brother to go home is Ba Liao.