Alien space

Chapter 68

In a short time, Sheng couldn't recover his emotions.

He burst into tears, desperately trying to break free from Chen Jianchu, but he didn't have any more strength.

Chen Jianchu knew that it was impossible to calm him down with just a few words.

And he couldn't let Sheng jump down to find Qing's body.

No one knows how deep it is, let alone what lies beneath.Going down rashly, given their current situation, it is very likely that they will not be able to make it up, or they may be folded down.

"Sheng, I know the pain of losing a loved one. Of course, I don't say this to seek approval, let alone to say that I understand you, or to ask you to cheer up and wake up." Chen Jianchu still hugged Sheng tightly. , "Let's vent, as long as you are willing to find Qing later, you can do whatever you want."

The voice didn't answer him, and he was still crying. Gradually, he lost his strength and his body went limp.

If Chen Jianchu hadn't hugged him, he would have fallen to the ground.

"Chu, find a quiet place, let's talk."

The voice said so.

Before Chen Jianchu responded, he said again: "It will be over soon."

Here the grass is lush, the giant trees are entrenched, the moths are chaotic, and the light is weak.

Quiet environment, not soft grass.

He lay down on the grass, bending the long blades of grass.

Sitting beside him, Chen Jianchu raised his hand to stop anyone approaching.

Come over and have to retreat into the shadows stealthily.

The wind was blowing softly, and the grass made a movement of sand.

Chen Jianchu has been paying attention to the sound of no action.

At a certain moment, Sheng slowly opened his eyes.

"Human life is limited, don't you think it's scary?"

His voice was very soft, as if he was about to be blown away by the wind.

"It's scary when there are important people."

Chen Jianchu paused and said.

"One thing has always puzzled me."

Sheng's eyes reflect the canopy in the sky, the thin blue sky.

"We all have to die, don't we? Why? Why do you still have to struggle meaninglessly?" Sheng's voice was a little choked, "Isn't this more painful?"

Chen Jianchu didn't know how to answer this topic.

After all, survival is instinct.

A rational answer, he can't say it now.

"We can't do it, we can't do anything, we're just lambs to be slaughtered."

"I really..." Sheng raised his arms to cover his eyes, but his faint crying revealed him, "I'm really fed up with this kind of life."

The number of people around him gradually decreased.

In order to defend the territory, protect the clansmen, to allow more people to live, to leave this space that will be shattered at any time...

but……

"We have no hope at all..."

Chen Jianchu: "No, we still have time."

He shook his head heavily and said, "Chu, who has nothing to do with time, will not let us go."

Scatter?

Chen Jianchu's hesitation was sensed by voice.

He withdrew his arm covering his face and looked at Chen Jianchu with red eyes.

"Didn't Yan tell you?"

"I don't think so."

But he laughed: "If possible, I don't want to know about it."

"Is it related to the gap?"

If it is sunny, I still remember it vividly.

Everything is so traceable.

Chen Jianchu felt that he was about to touch the truth, but he flinched again, if it was really what he thought...

"Does Chu really want to know? Even if it will be very desperate?"

"Ah."

"We are nourishment."

Said loudly.

"Nutrition that doesn't stop at repairing the gap."

Even though he expected this result, Chen Jianchu's heart still trembled uncontrollably.

The so-called boundary self-help is the space self-help, in order not to be destroyed, the space activates the boundary.

The border has been trying its best to protect the undamaged space area, how can the already scarce space provide nutrition for the border?

"The existence of our species is planned."

At the beginning of the birth of the world, space has a system, just like the cells of the human body.

When the human body is destroyed, the cells will deal with these wounds, and the living things are like the cells released by the space, the two are similar with minor differences.

"We are all nutrients stored in space. When there is a crisis in space, our nutrients should play a role, and we will be absorbed and digested."

Sheng Sheng looked at Chen Jianchu sadly: "Am I really me? Why am I conscious? What is my consciousness? Are we puppets being manipulated? Survival of the fittest, survival of the weak and strong, survival and reproduction. Many times Reproduction is higher than survival. Is race continuation really that important? This seems to be the lifelong mission of all species. And only a few opportunistic, most capable males can have the right to reproduce. Why? Because it is to produce more nutrients Nutrients, for better quality of nutrients.”

"Why was it closed at the beginning? It was San, the God who created us and everything, imprisoned us in order to avoid the loss of nutrients."

Sheng Sheng withdrew his gaze, everyone was in pain, and no one could confide in them. After knowing these things, they could only bury them in their hearts.

"We are dying, Chu." Sheng looked up at the sky, expounding the facts, "Actually, we all understand that we cannot do without space. However, Yan is still looking for that illusory hope, and we are still looking forward to it."

Chen Jianchu was silent for a while, and said, "Have you confirmed it?"

Only the lips moved in the voice: "Do you still remember the supernatural power of Grandma Changji? This information was learned by Grandma Changji through some creatures and some methods."

Chen Jianchu didn't know how to answer.

Recalling what he said to Yan at the border, Yan's reaction.

It would be great if he could think of this level at that time.

But, thinking about it, so what?

"Don't worry about Chu." Sheng said, "You are not from the scattered space, maybe you will be fine."

Chen Jianchu pursed his lower lip and said, "I'm sorry, not only did I not comfort you, but I asked you to comfort me."

He smiled, unlike before, his smile was stiff and weak now.

"Like you, I'm dying."

Obviously have no desire to live, obviously question the meaning of living, obviously feel that living is like purgatory, but still linger on.

"Why didn't Chu commit suicide?"

"I committed suicide before, but I'm a coward. I can't kill myself. I can't completely blame my survival instinct." Chen Jianchu lowered his eyes and looked at the voice, "I pinned my wish on accidents and prayed for the god of death to come."

Sheng murmured: "At least you still have the courage to commit suicide."

Chen Jianchu: "Although I'm not qualified to ask you, I don't want you to commit suicide."

Various reasons.

The voice fell silent, avoiding the topic: "Does Chu like Yan?"

After the words fell, he turned his eyes and stared at Chen Jianchu's eyes.

The pupils are tightening, the rate of the beating of the heart is changing, and the flow rate of the blood is also changing.

Chen Jianchu's reaction was completely mastered.

"Don't you like Yan too?"

When the matter came to an end, Chen Jianchu still wanted to cover it up.

"My liking is different from your liking. Chu Ming knows that I can hear voices, but still keeps it from me?"

Chen Jianchu fell silent, and he didn't face Sheng anymore.

After a while, he asked, "When did you find out?"

"It's been a long time ago. Every time Chu saw Yan, the voice in his body changed. I don't want to find out."

Chen Jianchu sighed.

"So Chu is in the main space"

"No, I don't like anything."

Chen Jianchu vetoed it straight away, and afterwards, he couldn't help asking: "Don't you think I'm abnormal?"

"Well, it's a little abnormal." Sheng turned over and turned to face Chen Jianchu, "but these are not important anymore."

"We are all mortal species, why not feel comfortable?"

Chen Jianchu looked down: "Will you hate me?"

Sheng shook his head: "If all species were hermaphrodites, perhaps Chu would not have such distress."

Chen Jianchu twitched the corners of his lips.

"Does Chu regret it?" Sheng said, "I like Yan."

Chen Jianchu: "There is nothing to regret, if this is a mistake, then I am willing to make the mistake."

"Wow, that Chu is really affectionate."

The voice became brighter, with a smile on his face, which was different from before.

He promised Chen Jianchu: "Chu, don't worry about whether I will tell Yan or who I will tell. Don't worry, I will always keep the secret for you."

Chen Jianchu smiled lightly: "Thank you."

Lying flat on the grass again, he said, "I also want to thank Chu for listening to me. Now I feel relieved."

Chen Jianchu didn't answer, just looked at him quietly.

Said in a low voice: "It's over, Chu goes to help them clean up, you know, I can't help much now, and I also want to be alone for a while."

"you"

"Don't worry about me, come and go with me."

"Okay." Chen Jianchu, "If there is something to do, send me a voice transmission."

Nodding his head, he closed his eyes.

Chen Jianchu walked to the edge of the grass, and looked back at Sheng's figure.

He just lay there, as if asleep.

Came out from behind the tree, dejected.

It didn't finish what Chen Jianchu had entrusted to it, so it let Sheng run away.

Chen Jianchu didn't say anything about it, but said: "Don't do it again in the future."

Hearing that Chen Jianchu forgave it.

He came over and happily picked up Chen Jianchu and ran forward.

The dusk was deep, and the sky was full of crimson.

"Are you free?"

Chen Jianchu asked.

Finally just finished using the ability on a clansman: "Do you want to heal?"

Chen Jianchu shook his head: "Hey, he's seriously injured."

Finally: "What about others?"

Chen Jianchu: "Not here, come with me if you have time, if not, I'll bring him over later."

"I'll treat you first, and you'll bring him here later."

Finally, he handed Chen Jianchu a few bottles of medicine and said, "Give it to him first."

Chen Jianchu picked it up and left the end here.

The vines rolled, and the rare Qing appeared in front of Chen Jianchu.

The wind blew his long hair, and his feet were connected to vines.

He didn't speak, neither did Chen Jianchu, the two stood facing each other for a while.

Qing said: "Do you want to find a voice?"

Chen Jianchu: "Well, do you want me to do something?"

Qing: "No."

Chen Jianchu: "Then I'll go first."

"No need to go." Qing called Chen Jianchu to stop.

Chen Jianchu stopped and looked at him.

Qing said: "The sound was infected and left before the mutation occurred."

Chen Jianchu stood there without moving.

Qing went on to say: "I came to you to check whether you were infected by him. You are not infected. It seems that he has grasped his fate and separated from you as soon as possible."

Throughout the whole process, Chen Jianchu showed no emotion on his face, but the medicine bottle in his hand was about to be crushed by him.