Yarn in the pot

Chapter 24 23

Shen Motong never mentioned the key memory recovered that night to Cao Feng.

Afterwards, he had more and more dreams, some sweet and some awkward; when he woke up from the nightmare and was asked by Cao Feng, he always pretended to be perfunctory.

And from that day on, Shen Motong began to work hard in one direction - to study psychology.Because he became more and more aware of a fact: Knowing what happened in the past is not very helpful to the present, because probably even Luo Mingsha herself has never figured out why Chu Hu did such extreme and abnormal behavior.Otherwise, he would not have chosen to escape.

After reading countless books on psychology, big and small, Shen Motong finally had a little understanding of Cao Feng's situation.

Cao Feng also found that he was obsessed with psychology recently, and couldn't help asking him: "Why do you say that you can't calm down when you are called to cultivate immortals, but you are so focused on reading these books that you even forget to eat?"

Shen Motong smiled and said: "Because I find psychology is much more interesting than just sitting there in a daze... You can study it when you have time."

"I don't want it." Cao Feng refused straight away, "Recently, the village head has entrusted me with a lot of work in the village. I am so busy with work, how can I be as free as you, a secretary."

"Okay, cadre Cao is slowly busy~" Shen Motong didn't force her anymore.

Psychology is indeed a difficult and interesting thing.From this magical subject, Shen Motong understood many truths: for example, narcissism is not equal to self-confidence, and many people who behave extremely arrogantly are actually covering up their inferiority complex.Narcissism and low self-esteem are two extremes that can transform into each other.And if it is a truly confident and mentally healthy person, it is absolutely impossible to be like Cao Feng, or like Chu Hu, who has such a cold or arrogant attitude towards most people.In addition, whether a person is confident has nothing to do with how capable he is.A truly confident person knows how to be unconditional.Just like a young child, he doesn't know anything, but he can still be very confident.To be precise, the vast majority of children don't know what low self-esteem is. It is only with the growth of age that they will have more and more complex psychological burdens.

If a person bases his self-confidence on the basis of ability, then his self-confidence is unstable, and he is likely to deny himself at any time due to lack of ability in a certain aspect, and fall into inferiority complex.To take the simplest example, a student with outstanding grades may be confident for a period of time; but if good grades are a prerequisite for his self-confidence, he will immediately become inferior when he arrives at a place where there are many masters.Another example is that a person with good grades but poor communication skills will always have low self-esteem because he regards his communication skills as a prerequisite for self-confidence.

This is probably the case with Chu Hu.He must be very envious of Luo Mingsha's ability to get along with the gods in harmony.

Although he is a god of wind, he is far above Luo Mingsha in terms of ability and status, but deep down in his heart, he always has low self-esteem when facing Luo Mingsha.When Cao Feng faced himself, it was the same situation.

What's more, he was the one who took the initiative to pursue first, and Luo Mingsha and his own personality were not the type who would talk about love every day, and there was even a little awkwardness, so it's no wonder that he doubted the weight of this love all day long up.

As for the source of the initial low self-esteem, it is likely to be some defects in the early growth environment.Shen Motong didn't know what Chuhu experienced before, and he didn't want to get to the bottom of it—although Freud's psychoanalysis in the school of psychology pays much attention to childhood experiences, but now there are more and more practical schools of psychology It's about the present.

After basically analyzing these situations, Shen Motong began to make some concrete behavioral efforts.For example, although it makes me feel embarrassed every time, I still try to say "I love you" to Cao Feng as much as possible. If I say it a lot, I will gradually get used to it; another example is that he will encourage Cao Feng to socialize with other people more. , For example, people from their Cao family, such as Liang Hongjian, Mu Xunxiao, and so on.

With his efforts, Cao Feng is really changing day by day.

Finally one day, Shen Motong felt that the time should be basically ripe, and made a request to Cao Feng: "Take me to the Heavenly Court again! I will ask His Majesty to forgive my sins and restore my identity! In this way, I will We don't need to cultivate immortals, we can stay together forever!"

"...Ah?!" Cao Feng was startled, "Will His Majesty agree so easily?!"

Shen Motong smiled slightly, "Even if it may not succeed, at least try, right?" In fact, he is almost sure that it will definitely succeed.Now he finally understood what it meant when the Emperor of Heaven asked him if he wanted to come back.

"That... also makes sense." Cao Feng nodded, "Then let's try hard. But..." He hesitated again, "I've gone this time, no matter whether I come back or not, the people we know I'm afraid people will never see it... Are you willing?"

"For you, I am willing." Shen Motong replied firmly, "What about you? Are you willing?"

"I..." Cao Feng hesitated, "...Since you are willing, of course I am willing."

"Hehe..." Shen Motong was very happy about his hesitation.Because, unlike last time, he could finally say that he had nothing to miss, and just left.These are all the fruits of my hard work in the previous life. "Then let's go after we bid farewell to everyone."

"it is good!"

At noon that day, they invited all the good friends in the village to hold a grand farewell banquet.

Of course, neither Cao Feng nor Shen Motong told the truth, they just said that they would leave the village forever.

After all, they are still so young, and everyone can understand that they don't want to stay in this poor country, so although they are reluctant, everyone still expresses their blessings.

And there was one person who asked to go with them after the banquet.This person is Wei Lang who was also brought along last time.However, this time he proposed it on his own initiative.

"...I'm afraid there is no way this time... because we are not here to play this time, but to stay there forever... Hey!" Cao Feng sighed, "Xiao Lang, it's about time you learn to be independent."

Shen Motong said with a smile: "I think Xiao Lang has become more independent in recent years than before. He probably just feels reluctant to part with us."

"..." Wei Lang turned his head and looked at the rainbow in the sky with somewhat lonely eyes, "... I really can't help it, should I be with you?

Shen Motong followed his gaze subconsciously. "...!" The moment the rainbow came into Shen Motong's eyes, he suddenly felt excited—couldn't Wei Lang want to go to Heaven because of Cao Feng? ! "...Xiao Lang, tell me the truth, do you miss Big Brother Sun?"

"...!" Wei Lang blushed suddenly, "...Sun... Brother Sun? I just talked with him for a while..."

"........." Although the answer is negative, but Wei Lang's heart can't hide it from Shen Motong, who is already considered a master of psychology? "...Okay! I've decided! I'll go and ask His Majesty to make Xiao Lang a fairy!"

"...What?!" Cao Feng was taken aback, "How can you ask so much?! Isn't that good?! Isn't it a bit too much?!"

"It's not too much!" Shen Motong smiled confidently, "If His Majesty disagrees, I'll tell him, then I won't be a Flower God either!"

"...You want to threaten His Majesty?!" Cao Feng couldn't laugh or cry, "Mo Tong, are you serious?! Aren't you afraid that His Majesty will never let you go back to heaven in anger?"

Shen Motong smiled and said: "Then I'll come back and spend the rest of my life with you! What are you afraid of?"

"...I really admire you..." Seeing his confident look, Cao Feng knew that he was determined, so he had no choice but to obey.