voice of the sky

Chapter 12: God

After a whole day of tiring bombing, my physical strength has long since returned to zero, but when I think of the sweet fruit at home... Her smile can always make me feel peaceful in my heart, and now I am used to the breath on her body, unless you hold her tightly Hold it in your arms, or you won't be able to sleep at all.

Looking at the faint light in the room, his heart was beating violently, and he stepped into the room a little faster.The light was a bit dim, and the only source of light came from the night light in the living room. It could be seen that she had already gone back to sleep in her room, after all, it was already past two o'clock in the morning.

Slowly opening the door, I saw the familiar figure lying on the bed facing me, the quilt rising and falling slightly with her steady breathing, I walked over softly, Tianqing seemed to be sleeping very sweetly.Looking at her cute sleeping face, he smiled unconsciously.

Let's take a shower first...the body smells of sweat.I was going to jump on it directly, but after smelling my clothes, I gave up the idea, turned around and went to the closet to get the underwear, grabbed the fluffy black nightgown by the side, turned on the bathroom light and walked in.

With the door closed, Tianqing quietly opened her eyes and looked ahead, tears slowly streaming down her face and crying silently...

How to sleep peacefully on such a chaotic night?

The sun shone thinly on my face, I frowned and wanted to reach out to block the light, but found that I was being hugged tightly by Jing. Her sleeping face was very sweet and beautiful, and her breathing was smooth.

If it was normal, I would definitely turn around and act like a baby in her arms, but after learning the truth yesterday, today's self has not made such a move, but still has the idea of ​​breaking free...

I obviously like Jing very much, but I have this feeling of wanting to struggle...why?

Just as I was staring at her holding her waist in a daze, Jing suddenly got up and said lazily, "Um... are you awake?" She rubbed her eyes, smiled and pressed me down under her.

"What's the matter?" Seeing that I didn't reply, I turned my head away from her.Jing lowered her head and began to kiss my neck, and then slowly kissed down, her skin felt numb along with her kiss, her body softened unconsciously, but her head suddenly woke up...

"Don't!" I pushed her away hard, and the tears flowed like this. Jing looked at me in astonishment, and then reluctantly said, "Why...why?"

Her incomprehensible eyes were full of hurt, my whole body kept shaking, I bit my lower lip hard, I didn't answer Jing's question, but I shrank into the quilt even more, hugging myself tightly, unwilling to give any more She saw crying faces.

I didn't mean to... Jing I'm sorry, I... why?She didn't...do anything, why, why...resisting crying, although many tears have flowed out, she still hopes to calm down her emotions.

"Xiaotian..." Jingxin said and slowly leaned over again. She was trying to comfort me, but when she reached out to wipe away the tears, I pushed her away again...

"Don't..." Crying, Jing quickly grabbed my wrists and pulled them up so that she could hug her waist smoothly, forcing me to face her eyes: "What's wrong with you? When you come back It's changed, can you calmly tell me what happened? Is it because Kai did something to you!" She said excitedly, her eyes were not only worried, but also hidden heartache...

"No, it's not..." Seeing the heartache in her eyes, I couldn't help crying intermittently.

Jing held me in her arms, she kept patting my back, and whispered many caring words in my ear to comfort me.The tone was so sweet that she was very doting, and she continued to comfort her without interruption, until I finally stopped crying, raised my head, and looked directly into her eyes.

"Hey, Xiaotian, what's wrong with you?" Jing asked worriedly, she wiped away the last tear, the heartache hidden in her eyes had long since disappeared, leaving only this uneasy emotion.

"Jing—why didn't you tell me!" I asked while pulling her arm, but Jing only frowned: "Tell you what?"

"Tell me, you are a priest! Priest Jesiana of Mengtara." I said it in one breath, and Jing stared with her eyes wide open, then stammered, "Me? I don't, I'm not... "

"Don't lie to me." Immediately interrupted her, looked at me quietly, she swallowed a small mouthful of saliva, and then said slowly: "How do you know?" The voice was very small, and it felt like her throat was very tight. Like thirst, and even a sense of guilt.

"Your necklace... I found it by accident yesterday. I was curious and went to the library to look it up. Why didn't you tell me!" Asked again, but Jing bit her lip before opening: "Why did you say it? Even if you know, so what..."

"Don't say no!" I never thought that there would be a day when I would yell at her. I was stunned and then continued: "You are a priest, a priest! And you are still Mengdala... This religious belief is the most important thing. Strong national priest, why didn't you tell me, and even have sex with me!"

"Could it be that priests can't like people!" Jing heard that angry reply, her lips were tightly closed, trying to calm her emotions: "So what if I'm a priest? Is it possible that a priest can only love God? I am I only like women and not gods, I only like you, a girl named Tianqing, isn't that impossible!"

She spoke excitedly, but I returned a very strong slap...

"Clerical officials, you can't marry or fall in love! Your canons are clearly written, and you can't have as much freedom as we do! If I knew you were a priest... I would never be with you !"

"Ah!" I screamed, and there was a severe pain in my shoulder.Because just after saying this sentence, Jing pressed me on the bed angrily, she gritted her teeth and looked down at me: "You...what's the reason! I'm a priest...you can't!"

"It was originally..." Enduring the pain, Jing pressed harder and harder, and finally she also cried, but she still refused to let go, so she pressed hard.

"Tell me...why not?" After several minutes of stalemate, Jing spoke again. Tears fell on my face, but I couldn't tell whether the tears were hers or mine...

After a long silence, she finally gave up on using violence, let go of her hand, and turned her back to me.At this time, I slowly got up, crossed my hands and touched her shoulders, looked at her back and said slowly: "Because... I don't want to hurt you..."

"What..." Jing didn't turn her head, she just asked lightly.

And I responded obediently, but in a very slow tone: "Because you are a priest... If you fall in love, you will be judged... Maybe you will lose your life because of it." After all, the reason why religion can remain holy forever is because of its Judgment, canon, obedience, are the most severe.And the deeper you get into religion, the higher the official position... Often breaking the precepts is not a problem that can be solved with one or two sentences.

But in Mengtala, the priest's seat is only one level lower than the Pope's. If Jing is discovered, what will happen?Because I am a commoner, at most I will be looked down upon by others, but what about her...?

What will happen next?

After listening quietly, she covered her face in grief and cried out.And I... hugged her from the beginning, tears also flowed down...