stay gold

Chapter 13

It was already dark when we got home, Gu Ren sorted out the things in the trunk and let Lin Ye go in first.

"Gu Ren," Lin Ye's voice came from the room.

"What's wrong?"

Lin Ye came out with the flashlight of his mobile phone on: "It seems that there is a power outage."

Gu Ren walked over with the cherries in his hand, and Lin Ye carefully illuminated the road under his feet with a flashlight.

"It's okay, maybe it's repairing the circuit, I'll call and ask." Gu Ren put the cherry in the kitchen, and took out his cell phone to make a call.

Listening to him on the phone, Lin Ye seemed to have no problem.

"It's okay, they said they will stop for about two hours and go change." Gu Ren hung up the phone and explained.

Lin Ye nodded and went back to the bedroom.

Gu Ren changed her clothes and came down from upstairs. Lin Ye's bedroom door was open, but there was no one inside.

Gu Ren walked around downstairs, but didn't see him.

Gu Ren went up the stairs again, only to find a little light shining through the crack in the door of the study.

Gu Ren opened the door and went in. Lin Ye was standing in front of the bookshelf, holding a flashlight as if looking for something.

Lin Ye turned his head when he heard footsteps.

"What are you looking for?" Gu Ren walked up to him.

"Book." Lin Ye replied.

"Shall I help you find it?"

"No need, just sit and wait for me for a while." Lin Ye took the mobile phone and looked for it slowly row by row by light.

Gu Ren sat in the soybean bag, watching his figure move slowly in front of the bookshelf.

Lin Ye was not looking for a book, but took out a book every once in a while and put it on the table until he found the last row.

From 1998 to 2018, there will be one book every year, a total of 21 books.

The name of each book is a place name. The earliest one in 1998 is called "Qinchuan", the one in 2010 is called "Hiroshima", and the latest one in 2018 is called "Siam".

Lin Ye picked up the latest "Siam" and turned to the last page.In addition to the date, there is an address on it.Lin Ye took a picture of the address with his mobile phone, then closed all the books and piled them into a pile.Then he walked over from the bookshelf and said to Gu Ren, "I've sorted it out, if you want to read it, you can take a look at it when you have time."

"Are these books?" Gu Ren asked.

"It's written by my father, one book a year." When Lin Ye said those two words, he was a little unfamiliar.And explained: "He's a photographer and he's a writer. He shoots well, but he doesn't write well."

Gu Ren nodded, and made room for Lin Ye by his side. Lin Ye should have something to say.

Lin Ye sat down beside Gu Ren, and quietly leaned against Gu Ren for a while.

"Gu Ren," Lin Ye leaned on his shoulder and said softly.

"Um"

"I still don't know how to tell you."

Gu Ren wrapped his arms around his back and hugged him: "Then let's not talk about it."

Lin Ye looked at those books and said, "Maybe you will know after reading those books."

Gu Ren nodded and said, "Okay."

Lin Ye held his hand tightly: "Let's watch it later, stay a little longer."

Lin Ye just now, for some reason, wants to covet his warmth for a while.

In fact, Lin Ye himself is not too clear about why the person who has expectations for everything in this world but never lingers, allows such a dragging existence like himself, no one can explain, Lin Ye can't explain, maybe that People themselves can't explain it.

Before going to Hiroshima, Lin Ye followed him to many places, staying only one year in each place, and then went to the next place. Lin Ye didn't like that kind of life, but that person never tired of it.

Until I went to Hiroshima, Lin Ye was left there, and with him was the book that person wrote every year, Lin Ye didn’t let himself think about why, after all, even Lin Ye’s existence itself has no reason .

Lin Ye knew that that person would still go to a new place every year, because a new book would arrive every year, and his new address was written in the epilogue of the book.

Lin Ye never thought of looking for him. It might not be his own decision about where to go or where to stay alone.Stay where you are, and leave when it's time to go.

Until he met Gu Ren, until Gu Ren left, Lin Ye felt that Hiroshima should be over.

So I wrote a letter to that person following the address, and that person arranged everything. For some reason, he also changed his name, maybe it was to facilitate the arrangement.

Lin Ye wanted to write a letter to that person, telling him that there was no need to send books over in the future, because they were no longer needed.

"Gu Ren, will we stay here?" Lin Ye asked.

Gu Ren thought for a while: "What do you want to do in the future?"

"Not ready yet."

"Then we will stay here until you make up your mind, and we will do it after you make up your mind." Gu Ren said back to him.

"Gu Ren." Lin Ye likes to call him by his name very much now, for some reason, he likes it very much.

"Um"

"Actually, you don't like being a teacher, do you?" Lin Ye asked.

Gu Ren smiled: "I don't like it." Then said: "But I still have to do it for a few years, after all, I have to help you write a graduation thesis."

Lin Ye smiled and looked up at him.

Gu Ren asked him: "Are you hungry? I'll go downstairs and make you something to eat. The gas is still available."

Lin Ye was actually not very hungry, but remembering that at noon, when he met Gu Ren, he should have just finished the meeting, and he probably didn't have time to eat, so he replied, "Okay."

Gu Ren thought for a while and said, "Let's eat noodles." Then he dragged Lin Ye downstairs.

The noodles made by Gu Ren are also very light, and Lin Ye also likes them very much.

The phone's light was not very bright, maybe it was hard to see Lin Ye's face clearly, Gu Ren fixedly looked at Lin Ye who was eating for a long time, until he finished eating the noodles in the bowl, and then said: "Go back to the bedroom to sleep at night. Bar."

Lin Ye nodded, "OK."

"My bedroom."

Lin Ye raised his head, and the lights in the room turned on all of a sudden. The light was very dazzling. Lin Ye raised his hand to cover his eyes, and didn't put it down for a long time.

Gu Ren walked over, leaned over and asked in his ear again: "Are you okay?"

Lin Ye lowered his hands, but his eyes were still dodging, whether it was from the light or something else.

Later, Gu Ren's face gradually became clear before his eyes, and Lin Ye nodded slightly.