Cross candy jar with stars

Chapter 21

After reading it, Qin Anpei accidentally remembered that a poem he had learned in the textbook was written by Su Shi.

She memorized it very well, but she didn't know anything else.Thinking of the words of Qi Yan and Tang Xu, on a whim, she spent a few days collecting all of Du Fu's poems according to age, and learned about his life.

Only then did she realize that behind the word "great", she needed to bear far more burdens than she had imagined.

She felt that she had many similarities with him.When he was a teenager, he was also addicted to having fun, and he also overestimated his status in the heart of his idol.

But the fact that she must admit is that in the second half of his life, Du Fu truly achieved "worrying about the world's worries first, and enjoying the world's joys later".

Thousands of years later, Du Fu will be as famous as the person he admires the most, why not himself?

Qin Anpei secretly made up her mind that she would use her best appearance to meet the person she most wanted to see.

"Even if I don't pay attention to you deliberately, there will always be a place in my heart for you. I can become mature for you, so that your position of me is no longer a child. One day, I will Let you know that your appearance has created a better me. When I grow up, sister."

She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, then exhaled, speaking to the air.

She stuffed a note in the star sugar bowl: Among thousands of possibilities, you are my only one.

That afternoon, she was sitting in front of the balcony, watching the sunset reflect half of the sky, and a ridiculous idea suddenly popped up in her mind-chasing the sunset.

She knew the result clearly in her heart.But in the face of romance, this reality was sealed in her head.She dressed and went downstairs full of anticipation.

She was in the middle of the path in the field not far away, chasing the golden glow of the setting sun, running recklessly without hesitation.

On the top of the snow-capped mountains in the distance, the clouds and mists are half-covered, forming a scene of "Bishan thorny clouds", and the sounds of frogs and birds singing are suddenly near and far away.

The heavy ears of wheat on both sides hang their heads, and are coated with a layer of gold yarn by the afterglow, which further highlights its brilliance.It forms a different style with the green lotus leaves in a curved pond in the distance.

When the wheat ear loses the setting sun, there is no shining golden light; when the setting sun leaves the wheat ear, there is no shining state.

Only by making the advantages of both parties more dazzling and improving each other can they become mutual support.

Qin Anpei immediately understood why Zhang Yang didn't accept the age difference.Because she can't provide her with the companion value that an adult needs.

It is theoretically feasible for an adult to fall in love with an inexperienced teenager, but the three perspectives are different and the ideas do not match. How can there be a long-term talk?

Teenagers don't understand the future plans in the eyes of adults, and adults don't care about the distant dreams in the eyes of teenagers.

When neither party understands, it is difficult to maintain a long-term relationship.

Chasing the sunset, Qin Anpei understood.

The final result was as she expected. She didn't catch the sunset, and it was impossible to catch it, but at least she had a direction to move forward, and she had gained a lot.

On the way back, the faith in her heart became more and more firm.She believes that through her unremitting efforts, she will become mature, and she will be a like-minded partner with Zhang Yang.

Since then, except for her daily code words, her life has been completely different.

She will insist on writing "Success Diary", strictly implement early to bed and early to rise, and set aside two hours for herself to read every day. There is also an extra project: write down the name that Zhang Yang once wrote in the notebook, over and over again.

10 minutes a day, and before she knew it, she lasted for two years.

The mobile phone vibrated at the side, and she was taken aback as she was concentrating on her studies. She picked up the video call and it showed that the contact person was Shen Anchen.

"Yan Pei, we haven't been in touch for a long time. How long has it been since we sisters got together? It's been a year and a half. Today Fang Zhou returns to China. If you have time, let's have dinner with the other sisters. "

Qin Anpei hesitated for a moment, then said, "An Chen, I still have something to do..."

"That's it... what about tomorrow?"

The anticipation on Shen Anchen's face disappeared in an instant, he was silent for a few seconds, and asked again.

"Tomorrow... I'm leaving..." Qin Anpei lowered his head and continued, "City B. It's possible, I won't come back... You study hard, I'll... forgive me for not being able to go with you, you guys Come on each other..."

Now the two of them stopped talking, and there was no sound except the sound of the air conditioner.

After a long silence, Shen Anchen spoke again: "Okay. If I have nothing to do, I will hang up first and take care of myself."

"Well, take care."

After hanging up the video, Qin Anpei fell into deep thought.

She and Shen Anchen had nothing to talk about.

At some point, when she insisted on self-improvement, she ignored those old friends.

Metabolism in the four seasons, hanging scenery and luck in the week, things change and people change, time passes and circumstances change.Perhaps it is the law of nature, as it should be.

She came back to her senses and called her sister Yu Huaijiang.

She asked when it was time, and then went out to pick up at the airport.

When she saw the person on the phone, as she expected, she was with Shao Fangzhou.

Qin Anpei handed them the gift she had prepared.And on the way back, she told them that she was going to leave this matter.

Shao Fangzhou didn't get along with them, so he parted ways with them early.

Yu Huaijiang and Qin Anpei walked on the road and chatted about changing their names.

Yu Huaijiang was picked up and raised by passing grandparents, and was only found later.The word "parent" is unfamiliar.

When she was just an adult, two old people left her forever.So she went to change her name, and changed her surname to her grandma's surname, which was given by herself.

They live on different floors of a community, and after entering the gate of the community, they return to their respective houses.

Qin Anpei packed her luggage, looked at the departure time on tomorrow's ticket, made a plan for tomorrow's time in her mind, and said goodbye to her friends in the group.

"I didn't believe it before, but now I have a deep understanding-time can really beat everything."

She saw that Shen Anchen's talk was written in this way, and asked the latter about the meaning of the talk in private, and the latter gave an answer after a while.

- In high school, the time is tight and the tasks are heavy. Our sisters are not in the same class, and we have less and less contact with each other. We live on campus, and we don’t often contact you.

Leaving everything to time will at least make you feel better.

-The trajectories of life are different, I hope we can meet again

- You have left one by one, how much of this friendship is left?

-you?

-Xu Xu said that her mother asked her to transfer to a well-known domestic school, obviously now she is much better than her peers.

- I'm leaving tomorrow, take good care of it

- take care of yourself and bye

She didn't know if she could see her again after saying goodbye this time.I just subconsciously felt that their fate was more than once, and they would definitely meet again.

She opened a certain writing software, read the full text of "Crossroads", and looked at the hype on the homepage, the article still showed "serialization", which had not changed.

She couldn't help being taken aback for a moment, and was lost in an instant.Recalling the little things about them, she was particularly glad that it was her honor to meet Zhang Yang.At least she thought so.

These days, in some respects, she has matured a lot. She is full of expectations and eager to show Zhang Yang this side.

At this time, she is still a child seeking praise.

There is no right or wrong in the eyes of a child, only what is good to him and what is not good to him.

No matter how Zhang Yang treats her, she still thinks about Zhang Yang in everything.This is also what differentiates children from other age groups.

The older we get, the more entanglements we get in our way of judgment.

When we are children, if someone treats us badly, we can run towards them without hesitation; but when we grow up, we will have to endure it because of the other party's influence and authority.

This is why children are so clear.When we grow up, we are polluted by more and more impurities, bowing our heads to all kinds of obstacles, so that sometimes, we are not as thorough as children.

Qin Anpei left the station and went to the restaurant first. As soon as she entered, a person in the corner attracted her attention.

The man was wearing a thick coat and a huge scarf, and his hat was even more unscrupulous, as if trying to wrap every inch of skin on his body.

In this season when everyone wants to take off their nakedness, she wrapped herself tightly.Even though the sweat was pouring down like rain from her head, she still didn't take any action.

Dressed like this in summer, it's hard not to attract attention.

Noticing that many people had noticed her, she lowered her head, looking flustered and terrified.

Even so, she still couldn't hide her delicate appearance.

The most prominent thing is the outline of her face. Even without makeup, the three-dimensional effect is still very strong.But at this time, she obviously didn't have enough aura to support her advantageous appearance.

Qin Anpei didn't want to go there at first, but the restaurant was so popular that there was only the seat next to that person left.

She took a seat there, quietly sitting across from that person.

What Qin Anpei didn't expect was that the man took the initiative to show her the phone.

She was taken aback for a moment before noticing the words on the screen: Miss, can you find another seat?I came here with my partner.If that doesn't work, that's okay, sorry to bother you, we'll come back later.

- when is your friend comingI can wait for you to finish eating

She looked at the dodging eyes on the other side, and typed a line on her mobile phone for the people on the other side to read.

The person in front of him lowered his head, frowned indistinctly, his eyes rolled wildly in their sockets, and the two hands on the dining table were tightly squeezed together, and he stood there in a daze, showing a look of bewilderment.

Qin Anpei stared at the person opposite, not knowing what to say to her for a moment.

The other party struggled alone for a while, then shook his head at Qin Anpei.

It seems she doesn't know.Qin Anpei muttered in a low voice.

The next moment, I saw the man lowered his head tearfully, his body twitched, and sobbed softly.

Qin Anpei was at a loss, he didn't know which sentence hurt her, and he didn't know how to comfort her.

When she was distressed, she heard the people around her discussing quietly.

"Hey, hey, look at her, is she the woman who was raped by that a few months ago?"

"It looks like it. How dare she come out?"

"It seems that Bo is sympathetic, so that it can be popular in the search!"

"That's right. She still dared to show her face after being like that, probably not rape, she must have provoked others first!"

"It's also possible that she seduced someone first, and then turned her back on him..."

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Such remarks have not stopped, and people around are talking about it.The girl opposite Qin Anpei put her hands next to her ears, and her hands were visibly shaking to the naked eye.She lowered her head so deeply that it almost touched the table.

Qin Anpei didn't want to pay attention at first.After all, in this place, she is not familiar with the place where she was born, and she can't find the master after being beaten, so how dare she stand up for others casually?

But listening to the more and more outrageous remarks in his ears, seeing the girl who was originally beautiful but now bleak in front of him, and seeing the fear and panic expression of the girl opposite as if seeing a murderous demon, Qin Anpei couldn't bear it anymore and pulled up. The girl turned and left.

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The author has something to say:

If you want to keep the beauty of a flower, then don't pick her off, let her bloom gorgeously in the sun.