1novels Chapter 16 ABO16
Chapter 16 ABO16
While Yan Ling was embarrassed, he was also faintly happy.
There has always been such a thin barrier between them, but now it seems that it has been broken a lot.In other words, he, Yan Ling, passively exposed more of his true self.
But obviously, Jiang Mian really has a crush on him now.
Yan Ling admits that he is actually sensitive in his heart, and always thinks more when thinking about things.But it was also because of this that he could definitely feel whether Jiang Mian's words and the way he looked at him...was sincere.
He's obviously foolishly exposed a whole host of weaknesses and flaws that could actually bring their relationship closer.
If he had known this earlier... No, even if he had known this earlier, Yan Ling felt that he might not be able to do it without the promotion of the susceptibility period.
He unconsciously rubbed Jiang Mian's waist, feeling the delicateness and warmth of his fingertips, but he still didn't dare to meet Jiang Mian's eyes.
Embarrassment was one thing, but fear and hesitation also haunted him.
Yan Ling didn't know what else Jiang Mian would ask him.
When will you ask him again?
Many abnormalities displayed during the susceptible period are worthy of questioning.
If the positions were exchanged, he himself would definitely figure out the meaning of those words.
Yan Ling closed his eyes and slowly tightened his grip.
He seemed to have made a lot of determination before he opened his mouth and said, "Is there anything else you want to know?"
Jiang Mian seemed a little surprised. After being quiet for a while, he rubbed his head again and said softly, "Yes, but do you want to say it?"
"...Mianmian," Yan Ling narrowed his eyes slightly, and said the title with some difficulty, "I don't know."
"I understand, you don't trust me." Jiang Mian smiled with curved lips.He can really understand.
He knew that he looked unreliable, and he might have hurt Yan Ling's heart early on.
For example, Yan Ling repeated "You don't like me" and "You are not worthy of being trusted" over and over again... Anyway, it is a good omen that Yan Ling will take the initiative to start the conversation at this time.
Yan Ling was taken aback for a moment: "That's not what I meant."
Compared with embarrassment, Yan Ling hesitated more about how to be honest.
Although he would often point out Jiang Mian's problems, in fact... he himself had a lot of problems.
"Then husband, will you tell me as long as I act like a baby again?" Jiang Mian raised her hand to hook Yan Lin's neck and said softly, breaking the gradually heavy atmosphere just in time.
Yan Ling didn't expect Jiang Mian to ask such a question, and after a moment of silence, he nodded seriously: "Maybe."
He felt that he needed to be forced to move forward in order to have the courage to speak.And...he was prone to follow Jiang Mian subconsciously.
And Jiang Mian was really excited to act with him.
In the next few days, Yan Ling was not only forced to repeatedly recall his shameful words and deeds during the susceptible period, but also was dragged into the bedroom by Jiang Mian with a smile when he returned home, all kinds of tossing.
While tossing and asking...it was obvious that he could barely speak.
Yan Ling leaned weakly on the edge of the bathtub, the redness in his eyes lingering.With trembling arms, he touched the back of his neck, which was sore. He didn't even want to look at Jiang Mian.
What misunderstanding does this person have about acting like a baby?
"Honey, tell me, okay? Is there anything else I haven't seen, huh?" Jiang Mian picked up the white foam floating on the water, and slowly wiped it on Yan Ling's shoulder, neck and collarbone covered with hickey marks, "OK good?"
Warm water droplets slid down the collarbone, Yan Ling froze, raised his eyes to stare at the innocent Omega in front of him, gritted his teeth with difficulty and said in a hoarse voice: "Not good."
I'm really speechless.
He has a sore throat.
So the next day, Jiang Mian changed his strategy.
"Husband, I used to be so spoiled with you before. I always accompany you wherever I go. I didn't even go to class." He took out his mobile phone and put it in front of Yan Ling, flipping through the messages one by one quite calmly, "Everyone They all thought that I was being bullied and was going to drop out of school, and my attendance rate was getting lower and lower!"
Jiang Yue sent him several more messages, saying that she wanted to come out to meet him, and even Cheng Feng came to ask him how he was doing recently, but he ignored him.
"Look, do I only have you in my heart and eyes? Recently, my social circle is almost zero." He complained to Yan Ling like a fool, his thick eyelashes flickering, as if hinting at something.
"...Yes." Yan Ling met the smile in Jiang Mian's eyes, and accidentally followed his words.
Yan Ling won't lose his memory after the susceptible period, he knows that Jiang Mian has indeed given a lot of patience to be able to stay by his side all the time.
He is also very happy to be pestered by Jiang Mian now.Then look backwards, if he didn't upset Jiang Mian in the susceptible period... would that mean something?
He closed his eyes, not knowing if he was deceiving himself or not, he took Jiang Mian's hand and sat down beside the bed.
"Ask whatever you want, I will tell you all." Yan Ling took a deep breath.
But at this time, Jiang Mian suddenly became cautious. He intertwined his fingers gently with Yan Ling: "Really? Don't force yourself."
Even if he would pester Yan Ling to act coquettishly, it was just for fun. It was about serious business, and maybe a mistake would affect the success rate of the mission.
"Really." After Yan Ling finished speaking, he even took the initiative to kiss the corner of his lips.
"Okay," Jiang Mian thought for a moment, then said softly, "Why did you ask me not to abandon you?"
"When I was young, my mother liked to threaten me with such words. If I was disobedient and my grades were poor, I would be thrown away."
This is a very reasonable explanation, but it is definitely not the case.
This kind of threat is likely to be commonplace for many children. Considering Yan Ling's character, it should not be still shadowed.
Jiang Mian stroked Yan Ling's fingertips, her voice became softer and softer: "Then... don't lock you up, what do you mean?"
Yan Ling pursed her lips for a moment to be quiet.
"I won't ask any more, it's okay. If you don't want to say it, then don't say it." Jiang Mian raised her hand to cover the side of his face, and gently touched it comfortingly.
"No, I should have let you know," Yan Ling seemed to have made up his mind, and slowly clenched his fingers intertwined with Jiang Mian. After a long silence, he said with difficulty, "My mother has a mental illness."
After finishing this sentence that has been pressed in my heart for a long time, I continued to speak, as if I suddenly became much more relaxed.
"Maybe you can't see it. But when I was young, as long as I made a small mistake, even if I was deducted a point or two in the exam, she would lock me up in the attic and starve me until I tried my best to reflect and admit my mistake." , or...crazy like her." Yan Ling said in a low voice, with a little haze in his eyes.
Jiang Mian recalled the character clue triggered by the first day they met because they didn't want to peel the shrimp.That's right, that's why Yan Ling doesn't like wasting food.
The only son of the dignified Yan Group, he spent his childhood in repeated hunger and confinement...
"Obviously I grew up in such a family, but several times I thought I was going to starve to death. Sometimes she deliberately punished me, and sometimes..." Yan Ling seemed to understand Jiang Mian's thoughts, and laughed at himself , "Sometimes, she got sick by herself and completely forgot about me. If it wasn't for the servant back then who couldn't stand it anymore and secretly stuffed me with some food, maybe I would really die in it."
He lowered his head, closed his eyes and said brokenly: "When I couldn't bear it and was about to collapse, she would grab my collar and scream loudly that you are not sick, you can't be sick. But when I Obedient and well-behaved enough, but she hopes that I am sick... Because of this, she will feel that she is not alone, and she can continue to curse me, curse me, and let me sink with her."
"Okay, Yan Ling, you don't need to say any more." Jiang Mian hugged Yan Ling tightly, stroked his gradually bent back, and kept kissing his forehead and side face.
He didn't want Yan Ling to analyze his shadow in such a detailed and specific way.That's not what he wants.
"You know what people say about me, Mianmian. Maybe I'm really sick, maybe it's a family inheritance. If I have offspring, I'll pass it on. I've always been afraid."
Yan Ling let Jiang Mian kiss him, with a bitter smile on his lips, but he kept talking: "To be honest, I was even relieved after getting married just because I met you... Now we don't even need an accidental pregnancy Worry."
"I am a sick and dark person, so how can I have the right to ask you to be honest with me? Mianmian, I can't even face myself, I have been avoiding."
That's why Yan Ling has always been extremely tolerant of Jiang Mian's doubts.Even if he was angry, even if he was thinking about it in his heart, he couldn't force Jiang Mian to do anything.
Because Yan Ling had no confidence in himself.Sometimes he was even afraid that if he really had a long talk with Jiang Mian, it would gradually involve his past affairs.
It wasn't until the susceptible period that Yan Ling couldn't control himself, and threw out the things that he had avoided for many years.He couldn't go on pretending it never happened.
[Drip—the mission success rate has increased by 30%, the key plot clue [attic] has been unlocked, reward points: 2000 points. 】
"Yan Ling, it's okay, it's okay." Jiang Mian didn't want to care about any tasks at all. He turned the system to silent, held Yan Ling's face in his hands and said seriously, "You're not sick, did you hear that?"
In a dark attic, without water, without food, cold and alone, forced to suffer from mother's madness...No one in this world should have to suffer these things.
Even after this, Yan Ling had to pretend to be strong enough to regain control of Yan's Group logically.If Yan Ling could have had a normal childhood in the beginning, perhaps his personality would not be what it is now.
This was not Yan Ling's fault at all.
Jiang Mian was angry and distressed.
Looking at Jiang Mian's rarely serious expression, Yan Ling's heart felt faintly warm.
He lowered his eyes and smiled, and said in a hoarse voice: "If I'm not sick, why would I want you to fuck me?"