Reborn and returned to kindergarten as the boss

Chapter 38

Once it enters June, the time seems to be pressed on the accelerator button, and it will be the day of graduation in a blink of an eye.

Kindergarten children have no real sense of graduation, they should eat and drink, play and make noise.

Only adults will sigh and hesitate, and look at the carefree kids with a lot of thoughts.

The tree planting team is still at a fixed time, looking for Mr. Ding to make a weekly tree planting diary.

The small tree that was just planted not long ago has already sprouted in the photo, and there are faint signs of lushness in early summer.

And these children, like little trees, have grown a lot taller.

Because the weather is getting hotter in summer, children start to put on short-sleeved shorts or skirts.

After exposing the arms and calves, the traces of the children's bone growth seem to be more obvious.

When I first entered the park, all of them were sobbing and crying little Douding.

But now, all of them are big kids who can do manual work very well.

Because the children of the tree planting team had more contacts with Teacher Ding, the relationship became closer.

So when they saw the graduation book that the teacher had to make personally on the table, the children offered to help the teacher more actively.

Looking at the recent photos that were recorded from the time of entering the park to the June [-]st performance, Ke Ke, Shouhou and Qiuqiu were very excited. While pasting the photos, they also whispered to recall the scene at that time.

Downer and Mo Li formed another table as an "efficient" team.

Because he was transferred to the class later, Mo Li had very few photos and images, and there were no shared memories with other children, so Mo Li seemed very indifferent during the whole production process.

But as long as Donald finds a photo with Mo Li, no matter how small or blurry the image is, he will chatter and chat with others for a long time, which is to secretly make up for the shortcomings of the little bamboo horse.

A lot of photos have to be pasted into each child's gift book, which is a huge amount of work and cannot be completed at one time.

So during the break, Tang Na came to the office to find Teacher Ding again, wanting to continue to help.

The teachers in the office were not there, probably to maintain the order of the children between classes.

The half-made gift books were put away and neatly stacked on Teacher Ding's desk.

Tang Na moved a small stool, put it on the side of the table, and climbed up to reach a few gift books to continue making.

But on a notebook spread out on the table, there was a certain word that was so eye-catching that he couldn't look away.

dead.

Thinking that he had misread it, but it was impossible to pretend not to have seen it, Tang Na fixed his eyes and found that it was the diary of Teacher Ding that he had seen before——

On a certain page, the word "death" is densely written.

die die die...

dead...

Die die.

There is no other content, only red letters of different sizes and arranged in disorder.

Gestures were also chaotic, the words were forceful through the back of the paper, and the scratched fur pages seemed to have thorns, which hurt Tang Na's eyes.

He knew that it was a diary, a secret that he shouldn't flip through casually.

But Tang Na stretched out his hand uncontrollably and turned a few pages forward.

"Suicide", "boring", "tired", "despair", "humble", "secret love"...

All kinds of negative words seemed to jump out of the paper, floating in front of Tang Na's eyes, and then suddenly entered his eyes.

original.

It turns out that Teacher Ding...

Tang Na felt that his body temperature was gradually losing, and some of the dusty memories were awakened again.

I remember that during a certain summer vacation in primary school before rebirth, Donna, who had just become close to Mo Li, had a whim and made an appointment with Mo Li to meet his kindergarten teacher.

In the kindergarten, they are greeted by the principal.

When Tang Na asked about Teacher Ding's whereabouts, the director's expression froze for a moment, and then he stammered as if to escape, saying that Teacher Ding had resigned due to illness.

When Tang Na asked Mr. Ding what disease he had when he was obviously healthy, the director was so entangled that he couldn't help it, so he said with red eyes that it was depression.

At that time, Tang Na was still young and didn't know what depression was or how long it would take to recover from depression, so he asked the principal when Teacher Ding would come back.

The principal didn't answer directly, but just wiped away tears and said, you will meet a better teacher than Teacher Ding!

Donna never thought about it.

When he grew up, even yesterday, he thought that Teacher Ding was just suffering from depression and went to rest after resigning.

Now, I saw the clues in Teacher Ding's diary with my own eyes.

Recalling the director's teary eyes and evasive reaction at that time...

It turned out that Teacher Ding before his rebirth...

Self-killed.

Human life is very hard.

Donald has always felt that way.

Before his rebirth, he ran as hard as he could, and it was really, really hard.

But even though it was so hard, Tang Na never thought of committing suicide.

Tang Na couldn't imagine how sad it must be...

How can such a beautiful Teacher Ding choose to give up his life?

"Nana, you are here to help the teacher again!"

Hearing Teacher Ding's relaxed and cheerful voice, Tang Na knew that he should turn around and go to see the teacher.

But his body couldn't move, as if he had been cursed, he couldn't move at all.

"Nana? You..." Teacher Ding noticed the abnormality of the child, and approached suspiciously until he saw the diary on the desktop and the child's expression...

She suddenly suppressed her smile, closed the diary abruptly, and looked at Tang Na hastily, "You, did you see it?"

The moment the diary was closed, Tang Na's body seemed to be unsealed, and he regained consciousness.

He raised his eyes, wanting to see Teacher Ding's face, but found that his eyes were blurred.

He cried.

After being reborn, he cried for the second time.

"Nana, I'm sorry! I'm sorry..." Teacher Ding was terrified. He hurriedly carried the child off the stool, put him on the ground, squatted down by himself, and coaxed the child in his arms, "Teacher didn't know you could see I understand. The teacher should put away the diary. I'm sorry! I'm sorry!"

"Ugh..."

Tang Na wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, crying and howling overflowed.

He finally recalled why the child was always crying.

Because of the sadness he was experiencing now, his small body really couldn't bear it.

"Nana, what you saw was written by the teacher in the past! Really! The teacher showed you the new diary. The teacher's condition has really improved these days! I don't think so anymore!"

"Uuuuuuuu teacher, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..."

"I'm sorry Nana, I scared you! I'm sorry! The teacher really didn't think so, the teacher will stick to it..."

"No, sorry... woo..."

Halfway through the sentence, Tang Na almost choked on his own sobs again.

Teacher Ding let go of him and wiped away his tears, his own eyes were also red.

"Teacher," Tang Na sobbed, and raised his hand to touch Teacher Ding's temples, "You have lived a very hard life...you can't apologize to me anymore..."