Chapter 116
Chapter 116
Looking back on this slightly fantastical life, the three major crises that Downer can summarize have basically been settled.
The first time was the summer before rebirth when he was 19 years old. He died suddenly on the streets of a foreign land. With countless regrets, he was reborn;
The second time was when he was reborn and returned to the last few months of the kindergarten class. He rewrote the foreshadowing of countless future tragedies;
The third time was in the third semester of high school after rebirth. He almost parted ways with the bamboo horse again, but luckily he didn't miss it this time.
The future life is basically a brand new one.
The "Answer Before Rebirth" he held in his hand had already been flipped through to the bottom.
Donner didn't just "repeat" all the school years, he "repeated" his entire life—
The younger the question is, the easier it is to see through the answer, just like a college student redoing a primary school problem;
The more difficult the questions are in the late teens, the more difficult it is to answer them again, just like college students retaking failed subjects.
So those problems when he was a child, he easily solved them.
And the closer to his current psychological age dilemma, the more restrained he behaves.
He will be going to college next, and this will be his last year with the answers in hand.
Tang Na knew that even if there were answers, he might not be able to live smoothly in the last year; and in a future without answers at all, there would be more unsolved mysteries.
However, after being reborn, he has already laid the foundation.
Whether it's spiritual healing or the interpersonal relationship around him, what Tang Na regained this time can already give him enough confidence.
The unknown future can be scary.
But because of the support of people around him, Tang Na no longer felt afraid.
"What are you thinking?" Mo Li asked next to his ear.
"Thinking of the people around me." In the bedroom where only the night light was turned on, Tang Na lay down, staring at the halo formed by the warm light reflecting on the zenith in front of him.
"When people are by my side, do you still think about me?"
"Pfft." Tang Na, who was immersed in memories, was amused by this sentence, and turned his head to look at the other party, "Why are you so..."
"Ok?"
"funny."
"What did I say?" Mo Li frowned slightly, as if recalling what was wrong with what he said, "There is no logical problem?"
"No problem!" Donna smiled and went to pull Moli's hand. The teenager's fingers were clasped tightly, and the knuckles were pressed against each other, exchanging body temperature.
"So what the hell are you thinking?"
"I was thinking, I am so happy now!"
With just one sentence, Mo Li understood his possible mood and nodded clearly, "I am very happy. I will be even happier in the future."
"how do you know?"
"Take your pre-rebirth as a control group, and you will be able to observe your greatest advantage at this moment."
"Is it God's perspective?"
"It's you who have such a good boyfriend like me now."
"..."
Donna smacked his lips while suppressing a smile, leaving Mo Li with a half-disgusted and half-speechless back.
Seeing his reaction, Mo Li intentionally made trouble with him, and asked him what he meant while breaking his shoulders to look directly at him.
Being entangled by Mo Li, who became more and more childish after falling in love, Tang Na took his boyfriend's hand, kissed the back of his hand, and compromised: "Okay, okay, what you said is right!"
"Donal." Mo Li whispered his name.
"Yeah." Tang Na also responded seriously.
"We will live a happier life than before you were reborn." Mo Li directly explained his thoughts.
The lover sensed his own thoughts with just a few words, which made Tang Na feel more at ease.
While nodding in response, all the anxiety in his heart disappeared.
Mo Li held his hand tightly, "We will go to the same university and study different majors. After graduation, we will have our own skills and shine in our respective fields.
"The most important thing is that no matter what we're doing, we'll be together. We'll always be each other's fallbacks, and you won't be alone anymore."
Morley seldom speaks such a long paragraph.
Hearing his boyfriend's rare confession, Tang Na's heart warmed up, and he turned over and slipped into his arms.
"What's the matter?" Mo Li looked down and saw him crawling into his chest like a small animal, not getting up like a baby, afraid that he would cry, so he asked gently.
Tang Na rubbed his head in his arms and shook his head, "It's okay."
"Donald."
"what?"
"I'm going to kiss you."
Tang Na drilled deeper, "Kiss, just kiss, why tell me..."
Mo Li fished him out, wrapped his big hands around the back of his neck, and said in a hoarse voice, "Because you are cute. When you praise you, you will act even cuter."
"You... um." Before Tang Na could speak, his lips were sealed.
The hot-kiss burned the two young bodies slightly hot.
Only he knows how boring Mo Li is.
On the surface, the flowers of Gaoling are pure and pure, but in fact, whatever is thinking in the heart can scare people.
He clasped hands with him, kissing deeper and deeper.
The youthful bodies are ignited by each other's soul fires, and become hotter and hotter, and the more entangled, the more stalemate.
"Mo Li, please don't..." Tang Na's rationality on the verge of collapse forced him to withdraw from it.
He slightly pushed Mo Li away and looked at the person, but his thoughts were constantly pulled in the other's downcast eyes, "going further" or "forced pause".
"I know. We're underprepared, so I won't…"
The fire in Mo Li's eyes was extinguished a bit, and the fire melted into his sigh and sprayed on the young man's neck, the heat made him shiver slightly.
The two gasped for each other, their postures stiff.
It seems that they want to separate, but they are a little bit reluctant.
knock --
Just then, there was a knock on the door.
The knock on the door sounded like a step for the two teenagers. They immediately returned to rationality, sat up one after another, tidied up their clothes, and went to answer the door.
Mo Li moved a little faster than Tang Na, and opened the door first.
Standing outside the door was Mo Runan. Seeing the dim light in the room, he smiled teasingly, and then stuffed a small basket into Mo Li's arms.
"Mom, this is..." Mo Li hadn't had time to look down.
Mo Runan smiled and looked through the crack of the door, and smiled at Tang Na who came late, "Didn't Nana just celebrate his birthday a few days ago? I gave him some science knowledge. I think you may use it recently, I'll give it to you sooner."
"What?" Tang Na leaned over to look.
"Have a great night!" After Mo Runan dropped a blessing, he closed the door for them.
The two teenagers looked down into the small basket at the same time...
Then they were all overwhelmed by the safety manuals and safety supplies that were full inside.
I thought the person who knocked on the door was here to turn off the fire.
Unexpectedly, I threw a lot of gasoline and firewood into the already "high" room!
"I..." Tang Na recalled the knowledge that had been "popularized" before, and his whole body was burned red by the "gasoline firewood", "I didn't think that..."
Mo Li, who was holding the small basket, was silent for a moment, then suddenly turned to look at Donna.
Tang Na's heart palpitations, he was shy and timid, asked: "What are you looking at me for?"
Mo Li only looked at him deeply, and after a long, long time, he asked with a forbearing hoarse voice, "Then can I think about it?"
Everything is ready, even the east wind is not owed.
Tang Na really couldn't find a reason to refuse.
So this night, they not only "thought".
It's also a fact.
……
The next day, Mo Li got up as usual, and took the initiative to bring breakfast and lunch into the room separately.
By the time Tang Na was able to go downstairs by himself, it was already noon.
The grandparents of the Mo family were recently enrolled in a university for the elderly, so they obediently went to class and were not at home.
In the restaurant on the first floor, only Mo Runan was reading the newspaper, and the butler was cleaning.
Seeing the scene of "Mo Li wanted to help Tang Na, but Tang Na pushed him away forcefully and insisted on leaving by himself"...
Mo Runan in the restaurant raised the newspaper silently, pretending he didn't see anything.
"Godmother!" Tang Na still greeted her energetically, not noticing that his voice was hoarse.
Mo Runan put down the newspaper and immediately said: "Morning, afternoon... Good day. Nana, godmother will peel a pear for you."
"Thank you godmother!" Tang Na leaned closer to her, "Why did you specially peel the pears for me?"
Mo Runan replied calmly: "Moisturize your throat."
Downer: "..."
Mo Li: "..."
The two teenagers talked with Mo Runan downstairs for a while.
Not long after, the uncle housekeeper who had just finished going upstairs came over with a hesitant expression on his face.
"Young master..." The housekeeper stopped beside Mo Li, his eyes indicating that he wanted to take a step to speak.
Mo Runan said, "We're all a family, so if you have anything to say, it's fine to talk face to face."
"Then I said it face to face?" The butler hinted again.
"Say." Mo Runan said readily.
So the uncle housekeeper said to Mo Li: "Master, today is a routine cleaning day, so I went to your room just now..."
Mo Li: "Ahem... I forgot to mention, we can clean up by ourselves."
hum-
This is the sound of Donna's brain exploding.
Reminiscent of what happened last night, Tang Na didn't have any optimistic guesses about what the housekeeper might see after entering the room.
Sure enough, the butler continued: "This is not the most important thing. After all, this is normal."
Mo Li: "..."
"It's just that I want to remind you that although young people have good energy, but..."
"I see."
"Young master, you don't seem to understand."
"Ok?"
"I bought the contents of the basket. Normally, it's a week's supply. But when I went to see it, it was already empty."
"..."
"so……"
"We don't all...we..."
"Ok?"
"Forget it, it won't be like this next time."
If this topic doesn't end...
I'm afraid that in the Mo family today, there will be a scene where Donna's blood is spattered three feet because of shame and anger.
Snapped--
After listening to the conversation between the housekeeper and Mo Li, Mo Ru male rolled newspapers and slammed his son on the head.
Fortunately, it was just a newspaper. Although the sound was loud, it didn't hurt very much.
"Mom?" Mo Li covered his head, a little aggrieved.
"Look at you, eh? Why are you so ignorant?" Mo Runan reprimanded unceremoniously, "Look, you've broken Nana's bully."
All.bad.up.
Donner was so ashamed and angry that he wished he could go three feet underground, be sealed forever in the castle with his toes cut out, and never see the light of day again...
After squatting on the ground, holding my head and whimpering for a long time, I whispered: "Godmother, I'm not...'bad'...I'm just shy..."
"Forget it." Hearing what he said, Mo Runan spared his son, "As long as you two have a good relationship, I don't want to interfere with anything."
"It's good to know." Mo Li, who was dissatisfied with being beaten, muttered.
"Hiss..." Mo Runan heard it, and raised the newspaper almost to hit it again.
It was Tang Na who adjusted his mood, got up and coaxed Mo Runan with nice words, and Mo Runan calmed down.
Mo Runan patted the hand of the caring little Donna, and kept sighing: "If it wasn't for Mo Li, you would still be my godson."
"Have I changed now?" Donner asked.
"Of course! Now you are my son-in-law!" Mo Runan analyzed with him, "Compared to the relationship between 'godmother' and 'godson', we are now not directly related to each other, 'mother-in-law' The relationship with the 'son-in-law'..."
"Actually, it's okay not to think that way! Just look at the relationship between the two of us, you are still my godmother, and I'm still your godson!"
"No, no, no." Mo Runan shook his head, "You two are each other's number one pick, and my relationship with you must go through him. How about it!"
"Ok?"
"You are still my son-in-law." Mo Runan hugged Tang Na affectionately, and casually pointed to Mo Li beside him, "He will be my son-in-law."
Downer: "..."
Mo Li: "..."
"You don't want to?" Mo Runan asked.
Tang Na hurriedly replied: "Of course!"
"That's good! Baby, tell me if my son-in-law bullies you in the future!"
"Okay, godmother~"
"Hello? Does anyone care about the feelings of my own son who has been expelled from 'child status'?"
……
It seems that Morley's "promise" has been confirmed.
After going to college, Tang Na is indeed happier than before he was reborn.
During his college years, he no longer had to juggle between classes, tutoring and part-time delivery jobs as he did before his rebirth.
Downer and Mo Li partnered to open a cat cafe, and took advantage of the Internet to expand the side business.
Because of Mo Runan's precepts and deeds, Mo Li has excellent strategic awareness in business, and soon made a small improvement in the cat cafe series industry.
Because Tang Na is good at communication, he stayed in the store to deal with customers, and at the same time operated a social media account, and soon mastered the traffic password.
They have made some achievements in their careers, but they are not eager to make profits.
When the freshman summer vacation came, they did not choose to stay in the city where the university is located to continue working, nor did they return to their hometown to visit relatives.
The two choose to go together for vacation to a small seaside town recommended by Jiang Keke, where the sea breeze is cool, the folk customs are simple, and the environment is beautiful.
They go wild in the early days of the holiday.
They hugged, kissed, and left evidence of their love in every corner of the beach house.
Until one evening, the sun sets.
They sat on the shore, looking at the orange-blue staggered coastline, leaning on their heads and shoulders, their fingers clasped together.
Jiang Ke sent a video call at this time:
——"Good card!...I just said that this small town is good except for the bad signal...others!"
"Hahahahaha!" Donna moved the camera away, making sure both he and Mo Li could be in the shot.
Mo Li faced the camera and greeted the opposite side obediently.
—— "Why does Hua look so good? If only my two were so good!"
"Two?"
——"Here." Jiang Keke shifted the camera, revealing Xiang Bei and Qiu Tian who were playing video games behind them.
"Why are they here?" Tang Na asked with a smile.
——"I heard that I'm going back to China during the summer vacation, so I came here to bother me!"
After Jiang Keke said this, it seemed that the boys over there were dissatisfied.
Tang Na saw that facing the camera, Xiang Bei put down the game controller and walked towards Jiang Keke...
Then he didn't do anything, just squatted down and stared at her, like a large dog that has been wronged.
Seeing that Jiang Keke had no choice, she confirmed that Qiu Tian wasn't paying attention, raised Xiangbei's chin, and leaned over...
Baha kissed it!
Donner: "???"
Qiu Tian: "Damn! I'm still here!"
—— "I'll wash some cherries for you." After speaking, Xiang Bei blushed and fled the camera.
—— "Wash our pets too!" Jiang Keke ordered.
Tang Na was dumbfounded, "When are you guys?"
——"When I first returned to China." Jiang Keke replied with a smile while holding his chin, "At that time, I was doing summer planning with my classmates in the seaside town where you are. Seeing how caring he is, let's go with the flow!"
"You confessed first?" Tang Na was curious.
——"No, I forced him to confess."
"How did you do it?"
- "I said, 'You know I'm very proud, right? So when are you going to confess?' And he did."
"Jiang Keke!" Tang Na was so excited that he gave a thumbs up and praised repeatedly, "Your ranking is really high!"
——"It's easy to say, I will teach you some techniques of controlling your husband later."
"What husband... don't talk nonsense! What's the matter with the pet?"
——"Of course it's a ball! This single dog..."
Immediately, Qiu Tian scolded from the opposite side:
——"I wouldn't be your dog even if I starved to death! Neither can Tang Na's! If you eat dog food at his house, you will also eat dog food at your house! Grandpa, what's wrong with me! Concentrate on your career and have more money than you all..."
Immediately afterwards, it was suppressed by the north with cherry force.
Jiang Keke on the other end of the video covered his mouth and smiled, then turned around and said to Tang Na:
——"This small town gave me the courage to choose not to wait and be with him. Although I don't know why you are under so much pressure recently, I just hope it can bring you good luck."
Hearing what Jiang Keke said, Tang Na froze for a moment.
He admired in his heart: The witch is worthy of being a witch, and she can even detect this!
After the video call was hung up, Tang Na looked at Mo Li beside him.
His boyfriend was still looking at the coastline quietly, and the setting sun had plated beautiful golden patterns on his delicate profile.
At such a close distance, Mo Li pretended not to hear the topic of "pressure", and unexpectedly did not pursue it.
The other party didn't ask, and Tang Na didn't take the initiative to explain.
He and he continued to hold hands, looking at the sea calmly, enjoying this rare but rare leisure time with nothing to do.
Early success in career, smooth relationship, excellent grades...
Downer's college life this time has everything he dreamed of before his rebirth.
But he still has the pressure hidden in his heart——
That was the time of his death before his rebirth.
If it is said that "life and death are up to fate", then it is still possible for Tang Na to pass away at the age of 19 in Xia Ye in this life.
And today is the appointed date of death.
After all, rebirth is metaphysics that cannot be explained by science, so the saying of "a destined day" probably has a chance of existence.
He couldn't tell Mo Li the possibility of "he will die". If he couldn't tell Mo Li about it, he couldn't tell anyone either.
Tang Na felt restless alone, but he didn't expect that Jiang Keke would still notice the signs of pressure.
There should be no problem, right?he thinks.
After all, in this life, many things in his life have changed, so his life should also change naturally?
What's more, he has undergone a comprehensive physical examination, and his physical condition has always been very good, which is completely different from before his rebirth; now he is also very safe in the seaside town, and there will be no accidents.
However, even if 99% of preparations are made, human power is still small in front of 1% of fate.
At this moment, Tang Na could do nothing but wait.
Fortunately, Mo Li was with him at the seaside, and the two waited secretly for the fateful "judgment" together.
Even if the time is approaching the predetermined deadline, he does not feel tormented.
Until the last ray of the sun on the skyline sinks to the bottom of the sea, and everything on the seashore becomes a silvery blue mist.
The twilight moment of death before rebirth was finally over, and Tang Na calmly let out a breath, pouring out the burden in his heart.
This was the last hurdle of doom, and he survived it.
Every second from this moment will be his brand new life.
"Let's go, Mo Li!" Seeing that it was getting late, Tang Na stood up and pulled Mo Li to go back.
Mo Li followed him and stood up, but didn't move, just took his hand and asked, "Have you passed?"
"What's 'passed'?"
"That time."
The sky was clearly dark, but the color of the deep sea was clearly shaking in Mo Li's eyes.
The pain is hidden in compassion, but the color of affection is surging.
Those complicated emotions, accompanied by the night wind by the sea, washed every inch of Tang Na's skin.
He felt the shock of a stormy sea——
There is no basis for the time of death.
It can be big or small, it can be anxiety-inducing, or it can be dismissed as cranky.
Tang Na chose to treat it as the latter. He thought he was doing it without anyone noticing it, but he didn't expect...
Mo Li had already realized that he was worried about this matter!
No wonder Jiang Keke was able to keep silent when he mentioned "pressure" just now.
"How do you know?" Donna couldn't help asking.
"Stupid." Mo Li gently scratched the bridge of his nose with his fingers, "Xiangbei can find Jiang Keke through clues, but I can't detect your thoughts through clues?"
"I..." Tang Na was shocked and moved, his emotions merged into a complicated smile, "I thought you didn't know."
"I'm afraid that if I know it clearly, it will put you under double pressure in order to be sympathetic to my emotions."
So I didn't say it.
So during this time, I just pretended to be ignorant and guarded you.
This is what Mori didn't finish.
But Tang Na could read this superficial love from the other party's eyes.
"So..." Mo Li confirmed again, "Has that time passed?"
"It's over!" Tang Na clasped his hands tightly with his boyfriend, and said firmly, "My calamity is over. From this moment on, I will have a brand new life!"
The cold expression of the young man who had always been steady finally relaxed at this moment.
Mo Li let out a long breath, as if he had removed the heavy armor that had locked his limbs.
Realizing something, Mo Li suddenly asked: "Does this mean that you will no longer know what might happen next?"
"Yeah!" Donna nodded.
"Then I won't announce it in advance."
"Forecast what... um!"
Before Tang Na could react, Mo Li leaned over and kissed his lips directly.
In a completely unknown new plot, he created a memory related to himself for him in the first place.
In an unpredictable new life, they exchanged their first kiss with each other.
By the sea, between heaven and earth, in every day and night.
They will face every decision in the unknown life together.
He is his answer.
For every exam question in the future, as long as you are with each other, no matter how you answer it, you will get a full score.
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The author says:
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When the image of Nana flashed into my mind one afternoon, it brought the stories of his childhood and youth.
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