Chapter 111 Do you want to label Uncle Fu?
Chapter 111 Do you want to label Uncle Fu?
When Shen An woke up, he found that Fu Fengning was looking at him with his head on his side.
Shen An's sight, with the degree of sobriety, gradually saw the scene in front of him clearly.For a moment, Shen An thought that he had just had a dream.
In the dream, he seemed to dream that Fu Fengning had left, and when he came back, he was covered with an aggressive perfume smell. He also seemed to dream that he was standing at a very high place. He remembered that in the dream, his heart was very painful, and he seemed to be from a very high place. He fell from a high place.
I don't know if I fell to pieces.Because there was Fu Fengning's voice vaguely in the dream, that voice seemed to be far away, and it seemed to be saying to his ear: "It will break, it will hurt very painful."
Shen An couldn't think clearly for a while, he just felt a splitting headache, he looked at Fu Fengning with a little sluggishness and didn't speak.
Fu Fengning didn't sleep all the time, he kept guarding Shen An, watching Shen An sleeping, his dark eyes were filled with darkness, he watched as long as Shen An slept.
Until Shen An woke up, with a dazed look.Fu Fengning didn't dare to startle him for a moment, allowing him to open his mouth slightly and look at him in rapt attention.
Fu Fengning just slightly raised his mouth and smiled at him tenderly.
After a while, Shen An stretched out his hand, grabbed Fu Fengning's collar, and pressed his face into Fu Fengning's arms. His face was a little sickly red, and he spoke in a low voice: "Uncle Fu..."
"Uncle Fu is here."
Fu Fengning breathed a sigh of relief, and finally dared to make a move. He reached out and patted Shen An's back.
Shen An moved in his arms, her voice aggrieved: "I don't know if it's a dream. I dreamed that Uncle Fu left for a while."
Fu Fengning's eyes tightened, and there was a dull pain in his heart.Xindao Shen An really had a stress reaction just now, lost control of his mind, and lost his memory.He even wondered if Shen An had hallucinations when he stood blankly in front of the French windows.
Fu Fengning subconsciously hugged Shen An a little tighter, and said in a calm voice, "Talk to Uncle Fu? What dream did you have, is it fun?"
Shen An sniffled: "It's not fun, when I was dreaming, I seemed to be crying..."
Fu Fengning stretched out a hand to hold Shen An's face.He carefully looked at the expression on Shen An's face: "Still crying? That must be a bad dream. It's all right, don't be afraid, Uncle Fu is here."
Shen An thought of something, and asked again: "But it seems to be true..."
Fu Fengning didn't speak, but hugged him tightly.
He saw Shen An's knuckles clutching the front of his shirt so hard that they turned white, and felt the warm tears on Shen An's face wet his chest again.
Fu Fengning just hugged Shen An without saying a word, stroking his back.
As time passed by, Fu Fengning suddenly asked softly: "An An, do you think that Uncle Fu is only An An's? The kind of tagging."
Shen An subconsciously wanted to nod, but somehow she didn't dare to.
Fu Fengning lowered his head and smiled at him, and asked again: "Do you want to? Don't consider any other factors, just tell Uncle Fu, do you want to?"
Shen An moved slightly, but still didn't dare to speak.
Fu Fengning rubbed his head: "If you label Uncle Fu, Uncle Fu belongs to An An, why doesn't An An want it?"
Shen An's heart beat faster, and the hand holding Fu Fengning's lapel subconsciously pinched the soft cloth even tighter, his voice was as weak as a bee's wings: "What... what is... tagging..."
Shen An only heard that omega will be marked with alpha.
Never heard that omega can label alpha?But even though he was ignorant, his intuition told him that this was something extraordinary.
So he was cautious: "Can Omega also give...alpha marks?"
After he finished speaking, he regretted it. This is some nonsense without common sense.If it is spread out, it will be laughed at.
But Fu Fengning not only didn't laugh at him, but also explained to him seriously: "I don't know if other omega can label their omega, but An An can label Uncle Fu. Label "Fu Fengning belongs to Shen An". "
Shen An curled his fingers suddenly.
Fu Fengning looked at his nervous expression, rubbed his head comfortingly, and said softly: "In this way, the whole world will know - Uncle Fu's arms will only hug An'an; Uncle Fu's eyes will only look at An'an; Uncle Fu's eyes will only look at An'an; The uncle can only coax An An to sleep; he will only be infected with An An's pheromone, and no one else will be allowed to approach him; he will only patiently explain all doubts to An An, while others do not have this treatment; as long as Uncle Fu drives, the co-pilot will also Only An An can sit... There are many, many, as long as An An puts this label on Uncle Fu, the whole world will know that Uncle Fu is only about An An..."
Shen An stared blankly at Fu Fengning, unknowingly, tears wet the front of Fu Fengning's chest, it was soaked.
Shen An's lips moved: "I..."
Fu Fengning asked softly: "Good boy, tell Uncle Fu, do you want to?"
"But……"
Fu Fengning held Shen An's face, and gently dipped the tears on Shen An's face with his warm fingertips. His voice was bewitching and indulgent: "There is no but, An An, there is no but, only An An wants to. So tell me Uncle Fu, do you want An An? Do you think those things are just An An's privilege? No one is allowed except An An. Do you want to?"
Shen An only felt a tight string in his head, under Fu Fengning's light and slow twist, from precarious to suddenly broken.
At that moment, a white light exploded in Shen An's mind.
A feeling of being pampered and favored clearly spread through all his mind, at least at that moment——
His intuition, felt it clearly, was loved...
Like a child who longed for candy for a long time, but couldn't get it, and no longer dared to expect extravagantly, was suddenly held tightly in his hand and cared for, and brought him the sweetest and sweetest candy in the world... It was as good as another dream.
Shen Anyu choked up unknowingly, just because of being favored concretely at this moment.He tightly held the corner of Fu Fengning's clothes, fearing that the dream would be gone in the next moment: "I want to..."
Fu Fengning hugged him even tighter, and whispered in his ear: "Uncle Fu knows."
After that, Fu Fengning did not show much difference from before.
It's just that, as if he had obtained some special permission, he would kiss Shen An's cold fingertips more frequently when Shen An needed to respond.
Shen An felt that since he had two dreams in a row, his mouth has been very bitter for a long time, no matter how delicious the meal, no matter how delicious the soup and drink are in his mouth, there will always be a bitter taste.
How did he know that Fu Fengning had been injecting supplementary drugs into his meals on a regular basis and in the right amount ever since he suffered a brief nervous breakdown due to stress.
These medicines were specially formulated by Bern according to Fu Fengning's request.Fu Fengning is well aware that Shen An is timid, for the treatment of his mental illness, he has always taken the method of moistening things silently, if it is not necessary, he does not want to make him feel that he is sick.He is willing to spend many times, many times, to torture himself and spend more time.
The most frightening thing about desensitization therapy is that it is necessary to repeatedly expose the source of fear to the patient according to the level, and carry out interactive suppression step by step.In this process, with the help of guardians, medication and other means, the patient can develop resistance to the source of fear from the mental system and physiological instinct, and finally relieve the stress response and effectively desensitize.
So in this short week, Fu Fengning has watched Shen An face three tortures.He would hold Shen An tightly in his arms every time.
Once, Shen An didn't want to read and read the gossip on the Internet, but the treatment couldn't be interrupted until this point, otherwise, not only would it not be able to heal, but it would only add an unfathomable knife to Shen An's incomplete psychology. mark.
Fu Fengning endured the pain and created an opportunity, once again allowing Shen An to face the questioning voices of those defecting fans.
Fu Fengning remembered that it was raining outside that day, and the raindrops crackled the glass of the floor-to-ceiling windows.
And Shen An's breathing was disordered, and he threw the phone away like a snake and scorpion. Like a slippery fish, he hid himself under the table, crying out of breath.
The sound of rain outside the window mixed with his cries, making Fu Fengning's heart almost break.
He knelt down next to Shen An on one knee, pulled Shen An into his arms and coaxed him over and over again. He remembered that he said repeatedly: "Wait a little longer, wait a little longer, An An will know that this is not a big deal, It will pass soon. Don't be afraid, Uncle Fu is with An An. The turmoil on the Internet will subside, and those who spread rumors and those who try to humanize An An will be punished accordingly...An An will be safe, always will be, don't be afraid of these Believe in Uncle Fu, wait a little longer, the wind and waves will stop, and when the dust settles down, An An will see that the person who loves you is always there... like Uncle Fu...really, always there... An An must wait until When the wind and waves stop, you must take a good look... Those that are not buried by the dust will become An An's treasure, and all difficulties are a process of treasure hunting... Good boy... Believe in Uncle Fu..."
On the first night back home, Shen An was extremely sleepy.
Bourne got the news and came to collect Shen An's pheromone overnight, and talked a lot with Fu Fengning.
Bourne said that Shen An was even more miserable, just this unintentional remark made Fu Fengning tightly clenched his palms, his fingernails stuck into the flesh to pierce blood, Bourne was so frightened that he hurried to bandage him, but Fu Fengning waved his hand away.
It was only then that Bourne saw that there were several scars on Fu Fengning's palms, old and new.They were all scratched by their own nails.
Bourne sighed and shook his head: "You don't have to, I've seen it too much, and it will be much better when I enter the next course of treatment."
Even so, Fu Fengning still felt distressed.
Fu Fengning said that he was only transferred for a week off, but after returning to China, he stayed at home with Shen An for two days to recuperate.In the past two days, Fu Fengning called Father Shen for the first time.
Shen An also answered, and Shen An's father was respectful to Shen An on the phone, which made Shen An a little unaccustomed.
In the end, Fu Fengning chatted with Shen's father alone for a while, and Shen An vaguely heard Fu Fengning talking about "hukou booklet"...
On the morning of the third day, Fu Fengning held a video conference and distributed some tasks.
In the afternoon, after Shen An woke up naturally, he personally matched a set of clothes for Shen An, saying that he would take Shen An to label.
This is the first time that Fu Fengning has brought up the issue of "labeling" since the topic last time.
Shen An almost thought that this incident was a dream, after repeated confirmation, Fu Fengning patiently told him that this incident was not a dream.
Shen An happily followed Fu Fengning to "tag".
But when he arrived at the place, Fu Fengning turned on the co-pilot and took him by the hand to pick him up, Shen An was stunned.
Because he followed the direction of Fu Fengning's so-called "labeling building" and saw three bright characters——
"Civil Affairs Bureau."
The author says:
Uncle Fu, what did you say that you are coaxing and deceiving... (pointing)
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