1novels Chapter 36 Self-Awkwardness
Chapter 36 Self-Awkwardness
chapter 36
Meng Youcheng typed a few words, but since he wasn't satisfied, he deleted them all.
The incident was still a little awkward, and he hadn't offered an explanation, so he couldn't very well refuse the boy's invitation...
The man rubbed his head vigorously, looking somewhat anxious...
Xu Zaixing liked boys, a fact he had known for a long time, and the boy had once said that he already had someone he liked.
The boy's actions often caused him to overthink, and although he had tried his best to correct his thoughts, it was still to no avail...
He always felt that Xu Zaixing might like him.
"You're really something, Meng Youcheng..."
He scratched his head vigorously and muttered to himself, "So what if she likes guys? She's already said she doesn't like just any guy. Can you stop overthinking things?"
But what about restaurants catering to couples?
And what he said was a veiled implication that he liked me, wasn't it?
"No, no..."
"There must be something else going on. He's a wealthy and noble young master, and what am I? A lowly worker. How could he possibly be interested in me? He's not blind..."
"He must have meant something else. Stop overthinking it. Why are you so impulsive?!"
Meng Youcheng rubbed his face vigorously. "It must mean something else! Yes! He's so cute, how could he possibly be interested in a 30-year-old man like me?"
"A restaurant for couples...it must really be having a discount!"
wrong……
What is my purpose in coming here?
You're here to complete a mission, Meng Youcheng!
What the hell are you thinking about? Your sister's waiting for you at the hospital! Hurry up and finish your mission!
Whether I like it or not, once the mission is complete, I'll go back to the real world!
And they definitely just don't like it!
"I never imagined I'd be so foolish and prone to daydreaming! If my sister knew, she'd definitely laugh at me!"
"What are you talking about?"
Just as the man was filled with regret, Mo Chengyu suddenly said, "What are you muttering to yourself? What's with all this nonsense? Who are you talking about behind their back?"
Just as Meng Youcheng was about to speak, the young man's phone rang...
Mo Chengyu glanced down, then looked towards Gu Jingyun's office and answered the phone...
The young man whispered, "Hey, what's up?"
Meng Youcheng was speechless for a moment...
You're crazy! I was going to explain!
……
It's 5:30, time to get off work.
The man stood up dejectedly and let out a heavy sigh...
I couldn't calm myself down all afternoon, and I actually laughed at my own lower body!
She really loves to fantasize about everything...!
Having read several domineering CEO novels, I'm actually fantasizing here that a domineering CEO will fall in love with me...?
Sometimes I really want to slap myself across the face and wipe all that stupid stuff out of my head!
Mo Chengyu, who was standing next to him, also stood up. "You Cheng..."
The man looked at him. "What?"
"You go home by yourself first today, I have something to do, I'll be back later..."
Perfect timing... I also have something to do!
I was just wondering how to tell you!
Meng Youcheng nodded and did not ask any further questions.
The young man ignored him, picked up his backpack, and left...
Meng Youcheng slumped heavily onto the stool...
Sigh, why have I become so pathetic?
Is it because I haven't been in a relationship for too long?
Even so, you shouldn't be fantasizing about young men, right? I'm a straight man, perfectly straight, why would I fantasize about boys?
Besides, he seems so innocent, yet I always get the wrong idea. If he finds out, he'll definitely think I'm brain-dead!
Just then, Gu Jingyun came out...
Young Master Gu glanced at Meng Youcheng, said nothing, and left...
The man watched his retreating figure and sighed...
When will they be together? When will I be able to leave this place? I don't want to stay in this world that always fills me with fantasies for even a second longer...
【Ding dong! 】
The man picked up his phone and looked at it...
[Xu Zaixing: Husband, why aren't you coming down yet? I'm waiting for you downstairs at your company!]
Meng Youcheng immediately stood up...
What are you doing?
He even came to pick me up in person?!
The man had just begun to fantasize...
He quickly interrupted, shouting, "Enough! Stop thinking about it! They didn't mean it that way at all...!"
Meng Youcheng packed his things and ran downstairs...
A black sedan was waiting downstairs at the company building...
The man frowned and walked over; sure enough, it was Xu Zaixing inside the car…
The boy wasn't wearing his glasses today, which slightly diminished his youthful charm, but it didn't matter much; he was still incredibly handsome.
He waved at the man, "Here!"
Meng Youcheng opened the car door and got in...
The scene was a bit awkward...
He hesitated, then remained silent...
Let me explain...
I should talk to him about the information, but how should I say it?
Xu Zaixing looked at the man without saying a word...
His gaze was gentle, revealing nothing, but he kept staring at him, making him feel somewhat awkward...
Meng Youcheng swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down noticeably...
"I……"
He asked, extremely embarrassed, "Is there something on my face?"
The boy moved closer, closer and closer, his gaze fixed on the man's face...
Meng Youcheng awkwardly clutched his shoe with his toes, his Adam's apple bobbing again...
Xu moved his brow slightly. "No."
"and you……"
Just as the man was about to speak, the boy leaned even closer...
What are you doing?
Could it be that he wants to kiss me?
Oh my god...
Should I avoid it or should I avoid it?
We should pretend we don't know...!
Just then, the boy reached out and tugged at the seatbelt next to him. "I'm going to drive. Aren't you going to wear your seatbelt?"
I……!
I'm such a pervert...!
I'm convinced! From this moment forward, Meng Youcheng, I declare you the most perverted and depraved person in the world, bar none!
What the hell was I thinking? All they wanted was to fasten their seatbelts, and I was thinking about kissing...
I'm absolutely insane!
"hehe……"
The man gave an extremely awkward, wry smile...
He hurriedly reached for the seatbelt, and in his haste, he accidentally bumped into the boy's hand...
His fingers were long and slender, his skin was very fair, but they were icy cold to the touch…
Meng Youcheng quickly withdrew his hand, "I..."
"Let me tie it for you."
Xu Zaixing stood up halfway, pulled his seatbelt over, and then fastened it.
"alright……"
The boy started the car and didn't say anything more.
That's really embarrassing...
It's like taking a dump in the street with your pants down. No, that's not the feeling. This kind of embarrassment comes from the inside out. He can't describe it, but he just really wants to find a crack in the ground to crawl into!
He had a relapse...
After examination, it was determined that he was insane with women!
Why is my brain so capable of such vivid imagination?
No...
We need to ease this awkward situation...!
The man looked up at the boy beside him, hesitated, and said, "You drive without your glasses, can you see clearly?"
Xu Zaixing turned to look at him, smiled, and said, "I'm fine, I'm alright..."
"That's good."
Ah!
It's so awkward sitting here!
He was so embarrassed by what he had just been thinking!
Fortunately, the other party didn't have mind-reading abilities. If Xu Zaixing had known my thoughts, he would definitely have thought I was having a mental breakdown!
Now he almost doesn't dare to look the boy in the eye...
Because I feel guilty!
Is it a weird quirk to always fantasize that he likes me?
Meng Youcheng muttered to himself, "I'm reminding you one last time, don't go for it! There's no way she'd like you. She might like guys, but she'd never be interested in a 30-year-old man like you! Understand?!"
"Brother, what are you saying?"
The boy looked at him with a puzzled expression, and the man quickly shook his head, "It's nothing."
Xu Zaixing thought for a moment and said, "Aren't you curious why I invited you to a romantic restaurant?"
what?
Could there really be a reason?
The man said awkwardly, "Yes, is there a discount?"
The boy smiled and shook his head. "Did you see Mo Chengyu and Gu Jingyun?"
"What do you mean?"
"They're right there. I want Gu Jingyun to invite Mo Chengyu over so they can get to know each other better. We can just watch from the sidelines and maybe have a meal together..."
"No other meaning."
No other meaning...
what……!
What was I thinking about just now?
I told you there must be a reason. You big idiot, you're still speculating and fantasizing. You even came up with a good way to reject someone if they confess their feelings.
I actually laughed at myself...?
How am I so awesome?
I was completely captivated by my own lower body!
Meng Youcheng scratched his head awkwardly, "Hehe..."
"Hey, husband, you're not thinking anything dirty, are you?"
"hehe……"
The man quickly shook his head...
Are you thinking dirty thoughts?
I've already gone astray and ended up abroad...!
After an awkward journey, we finally arrived at the so-called couples' restaurant...
Meng Youcheng got off the car nervously...
Right now, he has only one thought in his mind: if there were a hole in the ground, he would crawl into it without hesitation!
The boy also got off the bus. He took out his glasses from his pocket, hesitated, and put them on...
"You wear glasses?"
Meng Youcheng suddenly saw a glimmer of hope to avoid embarrassment. "Why weren't you wearing one while you were driving?"
[001 Commentary: Is it possible that you haven't misunderstood some things?]