1novels Chapter 44
Chapter 44
"Sister Man, did you know that Yin Xue committed suicide?"
Xu Jinman frowned, and asked: "Be clear, is it dead or failed."
Chen Bodao: "Not dead, not dead, she is in the hospital, what happened last night, Yin Xue is an orphan and has no relatives, because I gave her something a few days ago, the police said they were afraid that she would get emotional, so they called me Go...do you want to go?"
It is obvious that an affirmative answer is expected.Chen Bo didn't even think about it and said: "Mainly it's useless for me to go, she listens to you the most, if you go, don't mention suicide, she can jump up."
Xu Jinman didn't think this was funny. Yin Xue's suicide was surprising, but it didn't seem surprising.
Chen Bo's phrase "orphan" made her feel a little bit sad, but whoever grows up to be like Yin Xue and Yuanshen, who hasn't experienced inhuman encounters.
Upstairs, Xu Jinman sat on the wooden chair on the balcony.
Shen Shu came out of the shower, took a look and went back to the bedroom. After a few minutes, she opened the door and walked to the balcony, where she also sat on the wooden chair.
"She's pretty poor, too."
Xu Jinman said: "It's pitiful." It's also hateful.
For all the things Yin Xue did, she couldn't forgive any one of them.
"Are you going to see it?"
"No." Xu Jinman said.
Chen Bo sent a WeChat message, cut his wrists with a toothbrush that was worn flat, and was found in the toilet in the middle of the night, because his life was not in danger in time.But if she really went, she had a hunch that there would be many troubles in the future.
Although people are hateful, they are human lives.
Her heart is not a stone, there is always something to touch.
Forgot to turn off mute last night,
The sky is bright.
Xu Jinman was woken up by a strange phone call. She hung up once and only picked up the second time.
"Hello, is this Xu Jinman?"
"Which one?"
"I am a policeman from Rongcheng No. [-] Special Administrative Office..."
Xu Jinman listened to the words on the other end, rubbed the center of his brows, and sat up from the bed: "Which hospital?"
...
When Xu Jinman was about to leave, Shen Shu opened the door from the bedroom and came out.
She said simply: "I'm going to Rongcheng. Yin Xue woke up and jumped off the top floor of the hospital, wanting to see me."
Shen Shu was startled, and then said, "I'm with you."
"Aren't you going to meet the director this afternoon?" Xu Jinman asked.
Shen Shu had already turned around and entered the bedroom. One minute later, she changed into a simple dress and said, "Let's go."
In the elevator, Xu Jinman couldn't help but said that in fact, Shen Shu didn't need to go back and forth with her for more than two hours, and had to see the director in the afternoon.
Shen Shu glanced at the mirrored elevator door involuntarily. Inside, Xu Jinman was looking at her sideways.Shen Shu replied softly: "Zhou Pei is not here, you are alone, I can help if there is anything."
"Oh." She saw Xu Jinman curl her lower lip: "You care about me."
The moment she finished speaking, Xu Jinman suddenly turned her head and raised her eyes to meet her gaze in the mirror.
Shen Shu's eyelashes moved invisibly, her eyes did not move away, and she said slowly, "Can't we help each other?"
Xu Jinman nodded: "Miss Shen can say anything."
After a little separation, there is a slight pleasure in it.
The relief is fleeting.
The car drove in the direction of Rongcheng, and the closer it got, the more silent the car became. The police on the other side called twice to ask for the location.
It can be seen that the situation is urgent.
Rongcheng No.1 civilian hospital building.
Xu Jinman and Shen Shu were taken by the police to the stairs outside the top floor and explained the current situation.
Yin Xue had been on the edge of the top floor for forty minutes. She was straddling the outer wall, and she was very vigilant. The firefighters tried twice but were discovered by her, and she dared not take any more risks.
The police asked about the relationship between the two, and then said: "As long as she sees you, she will arouse her fierce resistance when others approach. We may need your cooperation to stabilize her and attract her attention, so that our firefighters can get close." personnel to carry out rescue work.”
Xu Jinman nodded, asked Shen Shu to stay at the stairs, and told her to put safety first, then Xu Jinman opened the door on the top floor.
There are three police officers on the top floor. In order to reduce Yin Xue's vigilance, there are two female betas.But Yin Xue never paid attention to what they said. Before Xu Jinman came, she only had one sentence - I want to see Xu Jinman.
After seeing Xu Jinman, Yin Xue's shaking legs paused for a while, and then continued to tap the wall with her heels, making a 'da da' sound.
She didn't speak, just smiled and watched Xu Jinman come over until Xu Jinman stood three meters away from her.
Less than half a month after the incident happened, Yin Xue seemed to be a completely different person, thin and out of shape, with scratch marks on her face and neck, and due to excessive blood loss, her face and lips were even paler.
"Manman, long time no see, miss me?" Yin Xue tilted her head, she had no strength and needed to support her body weight with her palms: "I miss you very much."
Xu Jinman looked at Yin Xue, her whole body swayed from side to side following the movements of her legs, and she was always in danger of falling.
Yin Xue had a keen mind and would look downstairs from time to time, so it was difficult for the firefighters in the windows below to find opportunities.The first priority is to get her down from there.
Xu Jinman's expression eased, and he said softly, "Really?"
Yin Xue was taken aback, perhaps she hadn't received such tenderness for a long time, she nodded with light in her eyes: "Really, I really want to, I'm going crazy thinking about it... You don't know, that special management office is really dark, Just like back then."
"At that time?" Xu Jinman took a step forward, making her focus more on herself.
Yin Xue: "Have you forgotten? You have forgotten everything I told you, right? You have that bitch, and you have forgotten everything. You don't love me...I know, you don't love me anymore, Xu Jinman! Why?! Why are you doing this to me!"
She was calm at first, then suddenly became irritable.
She shouted sharply, with complex hatred in her eyes, her hand pressed against the wall, the blood color almost dyed the gauze on her wrist red.She raised her body, furious: "Xu Jinman, tell me! Why do you love her?! I have done so much for you, I have ruined myself, and my life is all on you... for Seeing you, I am not even afraid of death."
She seemed to stand up while speaking.
Xu Jinman: "Yin Xue!"
Yin Xue stopped when she heard her cry, her eyes were red, and she said sadly: "Manman, if you come back to me, I can forget everything, I can pretend that Shen Shu doesn't exist, and I don't need to care about your marriage. , as long as you come back to me, don't abandon me, okay?"
Xu Jinman: "You come down first, we can have a good talk."
Yin Xue's state was very unstable, Xu Jinman's heartbeat was also in her ups and downs and emotions, she said: "Come down, let's talk."
"Manman, how long has it been since you visited Little Crescent Moon?" Yin Xue asked her for no reason as if she didn't hear her words.There was crying in the voice.
Xu Jinman was startled subconsciously, she had never heard of this name before.
Yin Xue's red eyes stared straight at Xu Jinman, and her high spirit seemed to calm down in an instant. After a while, she said slowly: "Then come here, come and pick me up...I'll go down."
As she spoke, she stretched out her hand towards Xu Jinman.
Xu Jinman calculated the distance, silent for two seconds, and stepped forward.
The policeman behind stopped her: "Wait."
Before Xu Jinman could speak, Yin Xue roared, "Go away!! You all go away!"
She is easily provoked.
Shen Shu was at the stairs, and the police on the platform brought a miniature camera. She could see Xu Jinman's back and hear her conversation with Yin Xue from the screen in the hands of the police next to her.
After Xu Jinman agreed, Shen Shu breathed a sigh of relief, and the eyebrows formed a hill.
Outside, Xu Jinman raised her hand to comfort her, as long as she grabbed Yin Xue's hand, she could easily pull her down.
Xu Jinman walked over carefully, Yin Xue waited quietly on the spot like a well-behaved child, the moment Xu Jinman's hand grabbed her, she showed an innocent smile.
Xu Jinman felt unwell and didn't have time to think, so he dragged Yin Xue down violently.
Yin Xue didn't resist, and was easily pulled down by Xu Jinman, but before landing, she reached out and covered Xu Jinman's breath with her wrist.
In just a short second, he was pulled away by the police who rushed over immediately.
Xu Jinman seemed to have sucked in something, and the blood vessels all over his body bulged out for a moment. This feeling is not unfamiliar.
But the reaction quickly faded away.
It was also at this time that Shen Shu followed someone and ran in through the door on the top floor.
"Xu Jinman!" She ran to Xu Jinman's side.
Yin Xue was grabbed by two people, her legs had no strength, and her upper body barely rose. Seeing Xu Jinman who got up, she looked at Shen Shu who was frowning slightly anxiously.
Suddenly he laughed like crazy.
"You don't care about anything anymore, do you? In your eyes, my mother is a joke! Everything I do is a joke! You just want to get rid of me, don't you?! Don't dream, I won't let you go , Xu Jinman, you will be entangled with me for the rest of your life... just wait and see! If you have the ability to imprison me for the rest of your life... otherwise, I will definitely make you regret it!"
Xu Jinman made a brief note and left with Shen Shu.
Her mood wasn't too bad either. Yin Xue always felt that there were traces of the several state changes, and she didn't know why her mind was so chaotic.
After getting into the car, Shen Shu asked from the driver's seat, "Are you okay?"
Xu Jinman originally wanted to nod, but suddenly there was a sharp tinnitus and nerve throbbing pain, as if someone was picking her head away with tweezers, her face changed, she covered her head and put one hand on the dashboard——
"What's wrong with you?" Shen Shu untied the security and bent over to help her.
The tinnitus blocked Shen Shu's voice, Xu Jinman's brain was buzzing, as if it was split from the inside, and he was trembling with pain.At first I gritted my teeth and then the pain was so painful that I couldn't even control my voice.
Like a moan.
Many scenes suddenly appeared in Xu Jinman's mind, the throbbing pain of the whip, the suffocation feeling in the water, the empty room with only her alone, panic, fear...
She shrank her body subconsciously, excluding all approaching.
"Xu Jinman, Xu Jinman..."
Xu Jinman pushed the person away fiercely, and in the next second, she felt that she was surrounded by warmth, and the person hugged her tightly, no matter how much she struggled, she did not let go.
She smelled a familiar sweet fragrance, which was very comfortable.
Shen Shu felt Xu Jinman's hands crossed behind her, getting tighter and tighter. Enduring the pain of being imprisoned, Shen Shu patted Xu Jinman's back lightly: "Don't be afraid."
"Xu Jinman, don't be afraid, I'm here."
Xu Jinman soon lost consciousness due to a headache, unable to lean on her shoulders, her cold cheeks and soft hair touched the skin on Shen Shu's neck.
She couldn't help taking a breath, but the comfort in her hand never stopped.
Shen Shu hugged Xu Jinman, and after a while, people from the hospital came over.
Because of Xu Jinman's Omega's special status, Shen Shu called Professor Qin first, so the person in the hospital was also a student arranged by Professor Qin, whose surname was Fang.
Xu Jinman's physical indicators were abnormal, showing signs of poisoning.
"This toxin contains stimulant ingredients, similar to psychotropic D drugs, but the medicinal properties are much more powerful. Fortunately, the amount is small and you can call in time..."
Shen Shu asked: "If you don't make it in time, will your life be in danger?"
Doctor Fang said: "Not really, but it may cause insanity and headaches, and if it is serious, she will go insane."
Simply put, a madman.
Shen Shu's hands and feet were cold, looking at Xu Jinman on the bed, she was only afraid.
Xu Jinman saw a white wall with heart-shaped cartoon photos hanging on it, a small pink bed underneath, and a small pink desk opposite the bed, beside the table was a four-year-old girl, tied Ball head, head shaking.
There are crayons of various colors on the table, and she is drawing.
The door opened, and it turned out to be Yin Xue...
The little girl raised her head: "Mother Yin Xue, look at my drawing. We are a family of three."
Yin Xue picked up the painting with red nail polish and handed it back. Behind her came another person. That person had the same face as Xu Jinman, and was the original body.
Yuanshen picked up the painting, lowered his eyes and looked at it, without emotion: "From now on, you are not allowed to draw pictures of three people! Don't call me mom, I am not."
"What are you doing?" Yin Xue went over and patted the little girl's aggrieved cheek, and said, "It's okay, the little crescent moon is very good, I like it very much. Next time, mom will bring you candy, okay?"
After the original body went out, Yin Xue came out, and the two had a quarrel.
"I gave birth to you because you said you wanted a child. Why should you be so ruthless? It was born for you anyway."
Yuan body said coldly: "You know how this daughter came here, don't you feel disgusted?"
Yin Xue stopped her: "I paid such a high price for you, is it disgusting in your eyes? I am an Alpha, and for your liking, I underwent such a dangerous sex reassignment operation, from an A to a weak O, in your eyes It’s disgusting in your eyes, right?! Xu Jinman, do you really have a heart?!”
"When did I have such a thing as a heart? I never said that I like Omega. It's because you are smart and you are willing. It has nothing to do with me... But I really like the way you lie down."
The original body lowered its eyebrows, looked at Yin Xue's flushed eyes, softened a little, held her cheek and said: "You only asked me to come because you knew that I was going to marry Shen Shu, and I was afraid that I would really forget you." , Don’t worry, even if I get married, we can still be together. But if you continue to mess around and do these useless things...it’s not cute. You know?"
...
Yin Xue left angrily, leaving the original body standing at the door. After waiting for a while, she pushed open the pink door and sat on the bed.
The four-year-old little crescent rubbed her eyes: "I'm sorry, I won't draw anymore, don't fight, it's my fault, uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu won't come to see me anymore? I'm sorry... woo woo woo”
Yuanshen looked at her with blank eyes for a while, then gathered a tissue from the stage, and carelessly touched her face, as if she was not used to this kind of behavior, her actions were very rude.
Little Crescent Moon's face was covered with red marks, the original body paused slightly, threw the tissue on the ground irritably, and said, "Don't cry!"
Little Crescent sucked in air, and retreated to the table in fear, panting, her whole face was flushed red, and her breathing was uneven.
Yuan Shen's expression softened slightly, and he said: "Yin Xue is your mother, I am not, family portraits are not allowed to be drawn again, I allow you to call me aunt, but you can't call me mother, remember?"
Little Crescent Moon nodded: "Aunt Manman, don't be angry, I, I remember."
Hearing the words, Yuanshen curled his lower lip in satisfaction, and took out another napkin and handed it over.Little Crescent looked at her in fear for a few seconds.
"There's snot all over your face, it's so ugly, wipe it off quickly."
Under her urging, the little hand took it.
Yuanshen got up and picked up the painting on the ground, two adults were on the side, and a child was in the middle, the crayons were very brightly colored, and the sun was shining on them.
The original body smiled again, and tore it off with a cold face: "Mothers are the scariest things in the world. They have long fangs and are man-eating devils. They will peel your skin and blood one bite at a time... I know better than my mother." What's more terrifying?"
Little Crescent shook her head in fear.
"It's her other half. It's just... well, like the two people you drew."
Yuan Bo said while holding the separate portraits of the two adults.
The hands under Shen Shu's palms trembled, and she looked, the person on the bed was frowning, sleeping very restlessly.
She couldn't help but think that what Xu Jinman had experienced might be worse than she imagined.
Such a good person shouldn't have gone through so much.
Shen Shu raised her hand and dropped her thumb, she didn't even realize how gentle her actions were.
Xu Jinman's skin was very smooth, like a baby's. With a little touch, the wrinkles smoothed out as if being ironed.
When she was about to retract, her wrist was tightly held——
Xu Jinman opened his bloodshot eyes, was stunned when he saw Shen Shu, turned around and found that he was pinching her hand, and then let go.
Shen Shu didn't respond, and asked her if she felt uncomfortable.
Xu Jinman said, "Headache, what's wrong with me?"
Shen Shu told her the whole process, and then said: "The police said it should be something on the gauze on Yin Xue's wrist."
"Should?" Xu Jinman wanted to sit up, but there was a drip in her hand, she gave up and said, "I felt a little bit at the time." It was like inhaling something, it was too short, and the reaction was not big, so I didn't pay attention.
Shen Shu said: "I didn't find gauze, there was no drug residue on my hands, and there was no evidence, so I can only say it should."
Her words were concise, and Xu Jinman immediately found the point: "Someone will help her deal with it."
Shen Shu: "Well, the surveillance didn't capture it, so I'm well prepared."
Yin Xue made up her mind to drive Xu Jinman crazy.
Hate from love.
It was a very terrible thing, and Yin Xue went to the extreme.
Xu Jinman didn't speak, she could feel someone behind Yin Xue's every movement, from the first time Yin Xue climbed onto the hospital bed, the matter of Emgrand, to the banquet, and this time again.
This man is very smart, and he never leaks water almost every time.
Seeing Xu Jinman lost in thought, Shen Shu got up and called Professor Qin.
Professor Qin entered the door alone with a list of indicators, looked outside the door, and whispered: "Miss Xu, this time is too dangerous, your alpha indicators are soaring, do you know that the period of restlessness is coming soon? Fortunately, no Trigger a stress disorder, otherwise this identity will not be able to be concealed."
Xu Jinman touched the gland: "I feel weird these days."
To be precise, the response of the gland recently has not been as great as before, and I even feel comfortable occasionally.
Xu Jinman found a less meng lang, but more accurate description.
Pain and happiness?
Professor Qin said: "Your pheromones have a high degree of matching, and you can attract each other and comfort each other. This is normal. You feel pain. Apart from the stimulation inside the gland, I now suspect that it is a stress disorder that is secondary to your differentiation. It also matters."
After speaking, I did a few more tests.
Yin Xue's medicine didn't damage the root cause, but there were some sequelae, such as physical fatigue, drowsiness, trembling hands, and low resistance.
"Be careful with low resistance, your restless period is coming, bring inhibitors with you."
After finishing speaking, Shen Shu came in with porridge and side dishes.
Shen Shu put the things on the table, briefly asked about Xu Jinman's physical condition, relieved a little, and said, "Please run so far."
Professor Qin waved his hand: "It's okay, it should be."
Shen Shu glanced at the report in his hand and said, "Can I have a look?"
Professor Qin handed it to Shen Shu, and briefly exchanged glances with Xu Jinman. Xu Jinman sighed. Ever since she saw the 'psychological appointment form' in Shen Shu's drawer, she became hesitant.
She had read the list just now, and Professor Qin remembered her earlier instructions, and this list was just for Shen Shu to read.So the above gender is written as Omega.
Shen Shu quickly scanned the list, her eyes stayed on Omega for a short while, and then handed it back naturally.
"That...Miss Shen, I'm embarrassed to say something, but can you please sign it for me?" Professor Qin said: "My niece said she is your fan, and she likes you very much."
Shen Shu was startled, then smiled and said, "Of course, thank you niece for me."
After she finished signing, she said, "This is the first time I've signed someone's autograph."
After the person left, Xu Jinman stared at Shen Shu for a while, that kind of happiness didn't show on the surface, but she could feel that Shen Shu was happy.
Xu Jinman couldn't help but smile, and soon remembered what he couldn't laugh anymore.
Even if she thought about it, she never imagined that Yin Xue would be a transgender Omega.
And... that child, Little Crescent Moon.
Xu Jinman's head seemed to be hurting again, she looked at Shen Shu beside her and yelled, there was a little guilt in her voice that she didn't even notice.
Xu Jinman pursed her lower lip: "I have something to tell you."
Shen Shu lowered her eyes and opened the porridge: "What's the matter?"
Xu Jinman said: "I may have a child."
Shen Shu: "..."
Xu Jinman pressed his forehead and corrected: "It was Yin Xue and I who had a... No, it was Yin Xue who gave birth to a child by herself."
She finally found the right words.
It was not a dream, just like the experience in Xu's family at that time, it was a fragment of the original body.
Very real, so real that it is no different from personal experience.
Shen Shu didn't have any reservations about this matter, Xu Jinman told her everything she thought of, after speaking, Xu Jinman looked at Shen Shu's reaction and said subconsciously: "It's really not my child."
That child was four or five years old, and the original body was still a pheromone-incompetent Omega at that time, so it was absolutely impossible to be hers.
Shen Shu: "I know, pheromones are incompetent and can't give birth."
Xu Jinman: "..." It's true, but it sounds like being questioned?
After Shen Shu finished speaking, she probably felt that it was not very good, so she took her time, lowered her head and continued to open the lid of the side dish, and said, "This child was not born by Yin Xue."
Xu Jinman calmed down and also thought of this.
Transgender Omegas cannot have children.
If it must be Yin Xue's, then there are only two possibilities, the child was born by Yin Xue and someone else, or Yin Xue used her pheromone to find someone to dy...