After wearing cannon fodder slag A, the sweet favorite heroine

Chapter 105

There seems to be a gradual change between the beach and the sea. The wind surges from the deepest part of the sea, bringing the salty taste and humidity to the shore.

Xu Jinman's steps were slightly stiff, she moved her lips, but found that she couldn't speak a word as if she lost her voice.

Omega's figure was in the dim light, wearing a long red and white patterned dress, the hem of which swayed in the wind.

The beautiful peach blossom eyes are glowing with water, the eye sockets are red, and the tip of the nose is also red.

Although Shen Shu used to control her diet to maintain her figure, she was not too thin, but in just a few days, her palm-sized face has lost weight visible to the naked eye.

Xu Jinman's fingers trembled uncontrollably, and his heart ached.

As the cold wind blew, she saw Shen Shu shivering in the wind, Xu Jinman's eyes flashed, and she quickly took off her nightgown and walked forward.

He stretched out his hand over Shen Shu's slender shoulders, enveloping her completely.

Shen Shu was wearing high heels, and the two were similar in height. Xu Jinman held the edge of the nightgown tightly with her hands.

However, after a few days of absence, it felt like a long-lost touch, and she felt Shen Shu's body tremble slightly.

She looked into Shen Shu's red eyes.

Before the tears were about to fall, Xu Jinman's hand dropped along his shoulder, tentatively trying to hold Shen Shu's hand.

Shen Shu's hands were astonishingly cold, like ice.

From the beginning to the end, he only looked at her, without saying a word, nor refused, and his eyes were full of brokenness.

But Xu Jinman felt that the dullness in her heart was getting worse. She took Shen Shu's hand and walked towards the villa. Shen Shu still let her go and said nothing.

All the way into the front yard of the villa, the hall.

Auntie saw the two people enter the door, she retreated tactfully.

Xu Jinman took Shen Shu's hand, pulled her to the sofa and sat down, then bent down and poured a cup of hot water by the coffee table.

Turning around, she happened to see the tears rolling down Shen Shu's eyes when she lowered her eyes.

The water in Xu Jinman's eyes immediately gathered, she squatted down, put down the water glass with one hand, and wiped Shen Shu's tears.

She was like a dumb, sad and speechless.

Tears dripped on her fingertips, scorching hot.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Xu Jinman's voice seemed to have been ground by gravel.

However, Shen Shu cried more and more fiercely, her cry was very small, and she cried uncontrollably.

Especially when he saw the wound on Xu Jinman's neck, he could faintly see a hint of pink leaching from it.

Many people were arrested in Qucheng, and almost all of the Xu family were arrested.

She saw news on the Internet that some people posted photos of some criminals fighting with the police of the special management station. There was a lot of blood and it was very tragic.

I heard that someone else died.

Xu Jinman was also in Qucheng that night. When she thought of the danger Xu Jinman might face, the gunshots those people said, and the blood in those photos.

She is afraid.

During the whole day when Xu Jinman could not be found, this fear and uneasiness accompanied her all the time.

"Shu Shu, I'm sorry, don't cry." Xu Jinman was helpless, Xu Yincheng was right, from her point of view, it was for Shen Shu's sake.

But from Shen Shu's point of view.

She unilaterally decided to end it.

How much does Shen Shu's heart hurt?

She couldn't do anything except say sorry and apologize over and over again.

Shen Shu pulled away from Xu Jinman's hand and stroked her heart: "Xu Jinman, it hurts so much here, it really hurts. Do you know... I'm about to die of pain."

Xu Jinman's tears also fell, and she hugged Shen Shu tightly: "It's my fault, it's all my fault."

The two hugged for a long time.

Shen Shu was tired from crying at the end, and leaned against Xu Jinman's shoulder with difficulty breathing.

Xu Jinman let go of her, and gently wiped Shen Shu's tears with her fingertips: "Don't cry, your eyes are going to cry."

"Whether my eyes are bad or not, do you care? You don't care." Shen Shu said.

Shen Shu's skin is thin, Xu Jinman's cheeks turn into the color of roses even with the weakest force.

Xu Jinman feels distressed and guilty: "I care..."

How could you not care.

After finishing speaking, I found that the skirt above Shen Shu's knees was wet: "Why is it wet? Change clothes first, okay?"

Shen Shu obviously didn't have time to put on her coat before she went out, she just wore a dress.

The wind outside is so cold, I don't know how long it has been blowing.

The temperature downstairs was low, so Xu Jinman gave Shen Shu the nightgown and tightened it in front of her again.

Shen Shu looked at Xu Jinman's gentle and careful movements, and asked almost hoarsely, "Xu Jinman, do you really care?"

Xu Jinman's heart throbbed: "I care, I care."

After speaking, she looked at Shen Shu's bloodshot eyes, put one hand through Shen Shu's neck, and the other through the bend of her leg, and hugged her up.

"You'll catch a cold, go change your clothes first."

The villa has three floors, there is a home elevator, and there is also a spiral staircase next to the living room.

Xu Jinman carried Shen Shu into the elevator.

The light luxury style of the villa extends to the elevator, and the light is light.

Household elevators are slower than ordinary elevators and take 5 seconds.

Xu Jinman was standing in the elevator with Shen Shu in his arms, their eyes were entwined on the metal reflector, their breath was slightly heavy, as if they hadn't touched each other for a long time, they were shaking each other.

The valley of sentient beings spread like skyrocketing molecules.

Shen Shu's hand holding Xu Jinman's neck tightened slightly, and her fingertips moved away from Xu Jinman's wound to press Xu Jinman's skin.

Because of crying, Shen Shu's lips were more red than before.

Xu Jinman stared at the matte and plump lips, his throat was dry, and the moment the elevator opened, he dragged Shen Shu's back with his palm and lifted her forward, and lowered his head to capture Shen Shu's lips.

With lips and teeth entangled, Xu Jinman kissed out of the elevator, and Xu Jinman leaned Shen Shu sideways against the corridor wall.

After ten o'clock at night.

Except for the occasional sound of waves, there is only the rapid breathing in the corridor.

Shen Shu got off Xu Jinman's body and put her hand under Xu Jinman's collarbone.

Xu Jinman's heart ached from being pinched, and from the moment he grabbed Shen Shu's hand, the glands already had a tingling reaction, but Xu Jinman didn't notice it.

To be precise, she just followed the most primitive emotion in her heart.

That emotion weakened her response to the tingling.

Open the door.

Perhaps the subconscious Xu Jinman has not forgotten that Shen Shu needs to change clothes and should keep her body warm.

The glass of the bathroom window is translucent, and there is a bathtub next to the window. The upper window is half opened, and various small sounds from outside are mixed.

It's not noisy, but even the tide of the sea blows into the window.

If it is daytime, when there is sun, the dry sunshine and comfortable sea breeze will make everything beautiful.

But now, the air penetrated the two of them, as if their hairs were dripping with water.

Shen Shu leaned her back against the tiles, and the coldness made her shrink back.

Because of this movement, Xu Jinman slowly woke up from the daze...

Shen Shu felt Xu Jinman's pause, she raised her eyes slightly, and saw Xu Jinman's slightly frowning brows, she had seen such forbearance more than once.

Shen Shu half-closed her wet eyes and looked at the position of Xu Jinman's neck.

The glands are red and prominently bulged.

She knew that Xu Jinman had a stress disorder.

She also knew that Xu Jinman was forcibly controlling herself and was about to stop.

She grabbed Xu Jinman's slender waist and pulled him towards her. She moved closer to kiss Xu Jinman.

In the next second, Xu Jinman felt his body flipped, and he and Shen Shu actually switched places.

Her back was pressed against the wall, and her whole body was between ice and fire.

This kind of stimulation caused the alpha molecules in her body to go crazy, and she felt that the violent seeds were about to break through the suppression.

In the few days since she left Shen Shu, she didn't take sealants, and the stress disorder didn't attack for many days. At that time, Xu Jinman had the same or even more violent feeling of falling in the fitting room last time.

Shen Shu was in front of her, and she felt like she was about to explode.

Her teeth were clenched between her lips, her eyes were blurred, and she could see the darkness outside through the window.

It's like seeing lightning around the clouds.

Suddenly!

Lightning pierced the clouds.

Xu Jinman let out a low growl.

The moment she lost her mind, she pushed Shen Shu away violently.

She turned her body sideways towards the door, and it seemed that even a glance at Shen Shu could arouse her thoughts.

"Shushu, I, I can't..." Although Xu Jinman didn't make it to this step under complete rationality, he still felt that he was an asshole.

Even saying sorry is cheap.

Xu Jinman endured the pain, she couldn't hear the real voice, so she just pushed open the door of the bathroom, and took two staggering steps outside.

Like running.

"Xu Jinman!"

Xu Jinman almost fell to the ground, and she vaguely heard Shen Shu behind her: "Run after provoking, are you human?"

Xu Jinman licked her dry lips, her consciousness was being swallowed by the sweetness of omega.

"If I don't run away, I'm really not human anymore."

Before Xu Jinman left the villa, she was afraid that if Shen Shu left and could not be found, she left a phone call for Auntie Qing to take care of her.

She didn't run too far, she was by the sea next to the villa.

There is no medicine in the bag, she can only rely on time and other ways to relieve it.

She took off her shoes and stood in the sea water, the water splashed hard on her face, she raised her head to look at the dark blue sea surface, took a deep breath, trying to suppress the depression in her bones.

Xu Jinman stayed on the beach for an unknown amount of time.

The security guards patrolling at night even thought she couldn't think about it, so they came to comfort her.

When asked about the time, Xu Jinman realized that nearly three hours had passed before he knew it.

Before going out, he was still wearing the same set of pajamas. In such a cold wind, the heat in his body has not completely dissipated.

Fortunately, the tingling of the gland has been suppressed.

She touched her neck, the bulge remained the same.

In addition to the tingling and swelling pain from the stress, the patch on the wound was also wet by the sea water hitting his face just now.

Feeling a tide now.

Xu Jinman checked his mobile phone after waking up, but the villa aunt hadn't called, and Shen Shu was still in the villa.

But she knew that Shen Shu would be very angry if she pushed her away again and again.

Maybe he really won't forgive her again.

She really sucks.

Xu Jinman thought to himself.

At this moment, the mobile phone left by the beach vibrated, and it was an unfamiliar number.

Xu Jinman still took it.

"Miss Xu... why don't you come back?"

She is the aunt of the villa.

...

The sealant had little effect on her, so Xu Jinman still had an injection before going upstairs.

She hoped it would be of some use.

Shen Shu has too much influence on her, Xu Jinman knows that she may not be able to control her stress disorder even if she comes back now, but she has no choice but to come back.

As soon as you enter the door, you can smell the strong smell of alcohol in the room.

Xu Jinman took the lead to look at the person on the bed. Omega's back was facing her, her thin body was slightly curved, and the silk pajamas were thinly attached to her curves.

There were several empty red wine bottles on the ground, and the aunt said that she couldn't stop them, and she didn't dare to stop them.

The room was very quiet at first, Xu Jinman thought he was asleep, but then he saw the faint trembling of the back, and heard a whimper in the silence.

Her heart tightened instantly.

Walking to the bed, I saw Shen Shu's teary eyes, her shockingly beautiful face was full of tears: "Do you despise me that much? Would you rather look outside?"

Xu Jinman panicked.

She took out a tissue, endured the feeling of glands approaching, knelt down to help Shen Shu wipe away her tears.

"I didn't, how could it be?"

"You're drunk, sleep well, and I'll tell you everything when I wake up tomorrow, okay?" Xu Jinman didn't intend to hide it anymore.

Shen Shu cried too much today, so much that she wanted to reach out and slap herself.

"Don't cry, my heart hurts to death if I cry, it's my fault..." Xu Jinman said, "Honey, don't cry, okay?"

Shen Shu raised her hand and pushed her away: "Who is your wife!"

Shen Shu sat up sideways from the bed, her cheeks flushed, she suppressed her tears, but her eyes were full of injuries: "We're divorced! Xu Jinman, I'm not your wife anymore!"

Xu Jinman's eyes suddenly turned red.

Shen Shu murmured, "Did you forget the divorce you mentioned? We are divorced."

Body and heart pain intertwined.

Xu Jinman raised his hand to wipe away the tears on Shen Shu's cheeks, and Shen Shu opened her mouth: "Is the apology over? Will it stop hurting me when I apologize? Xu Jinman, you left me, you didn't want me anymore ..."

"I don't want it!" Xu Jinman hurriedly denied, "I didn't."

Shen Shu was so drunk, her arms were propped on the bed, her body was crooked.

Because of this, Xu Jinman knew that this was what Shen Shu had in mind.

She really broke Shen Shu's heart.

Xu Jinman: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's fine if you scold me and beat me... Don't be sad, and don't hurt."

Shen Shu's pain was a hundred times worse than letting her hurt.

She wanted to help Shen Shu, but Shen Shu lifted her hand again, trying to get off the bed, but she fell directly to the ground as soon as she hit the ground.

Xu Jinman quickly caught him with his eyes and hands.

Shen Shu leaned on her body, her cheek pressed against her neck.

Xu Jinman bit the tip of her tongue, her nose was wrapped in the smell of wine and vanilla, she heard Shen Shu whisper: "Is everything all right?"

Xu Jinman's eyes were dark, suppressing the unconscious restlessness and glandular perception of the body.Shen Shu was very drunk, but it was true that she was sad. She suppressed the thought and wanted to help him up.

Shen Shu straightened her upper body and slapped her on the heart: "You lied! You lied to me again?!"

Xu Jinman hummed in pain.

The consciousness reacted a little, and analyzed the previous sentence, saying: "I didn't lie to you, it's fine anyway, as long as you don't feel sad... Shushu, get up and go to bed first, okay?"

"Go to bed?"

"Well, okay?"

Shen Shu seems to have listened: "Go to bed, go, hurry up."

But because of the drunkenness, when the body is crooked, it will fall limp.

Xu Jinman directly picked him up, and before he touched the bed, Shen Shu pulled him down by the buttons.

Shen Shu squeezed Xu Jinman's lower lip, using all her strength, without showing weakness.

Xu Jinman couldn't bear it at this time, the smell of wine almost made her drunk.

Probably feeling that Xu Jinman wanted to get up, Shen Shu grabbed Xu Jinman's hand: "Are you going to lie to me again? Are you going to lie to me as you promised just now? You can do whatever you say."

"Yes..." Shen Shu's voice softened, and Xu Jinman could only coax her.

"Then don't move, Xu Jinman, don't move." Shen Shu's heart fluctuated: "If you move, I will ignore you for the rest of my life."

Although the tone was drunk, it was extremely firm.

So Xu Jinman panicked when she heard it, she felt that what Shen Shu said was true, and she really didn't dare to move for a while.

It was also during this gap that she felt her body sink, and she was overthrown onto the bed the next moment.

Then she saw Shen Shu take off the belt of the silk pajamas.

After spreading out.

Xu Jinman narrowed his eyes and swallowed hard.

She felt one hand being grabbed by Shen Shu, and then the coolness of the leather came from her wrist, and she heard the slight sound of the iron chain.

Looking down, Shen Shu has already raised her hand crookedly, and put the other end of the leather shackles on the left side of the bed, on the standing European-style carved column.

"Shu, shu...?" Xu Jinman moved his hand, and with the movement, the iron chain was slightly tightened.

Shen Shu: "Don't move, it will hurt."

Xu Jinman: "..."

Here's what was in the box that wasn't thrown away earlier.

But she didn't know where Shen Shu took it out. The next second, she watched Shen Shu take out another shackle from under the quilt, "No, you should hurt, just wait for me."

As he said that, he wanted to handcuff Xu Jinman's other hand——

Xu Jinman avoided that hand, wanting to get up and take off the shackles just now.

At the same time, Shen Shu's breath full of alcohol sprayed on her face: "You hide everything from me, are you stress disorder? Are you afraid that I will get hurt? You still dare to apply sealant? You dare to hit that kind of thing casually... you Just wait for me."

"...Shu Shu, you."

Shen Shu pushed her down, restraining her movements.

Shen Shu: "If you move again, believe it or not, I will slap you? I really, really know how to slap you."

"..."

Xu Jinman watched as Shen Shu took out another section of whip from underneath.

Folded up, the whip has a nice tail and a leather grip.

At this time, Xu Jinman can still think about it, it seems to be the same as the shackles on her hands.

But Xu Jinman still recognized it from his muddy consciousness. It was a gift from the manager of the racecourse to Shen Shu when he saw that Shen Shu liked it.

Xu Jinman couldn't bear the pain in her glands, the pheromones in her body were beating wildly, she was on the verge of falling.

Her hands were trapped in shackles, and no matter how much she reacted to stress, she could only be slaughtered.

She felt like she was really going to die today.

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