1novels Chapter 152 That's Your Choice
Chapter 152 That's Your Choice
In the past, Ji Yun never thought about what he wanted to do.
But for Shen Ning, he is willing to be himself.
Even if it's crazy, he still has to live. For the rest of the time, he wants to pamper this person.
No matter it is right or wrong, as long as it is what Shen Ning wants, then he can give it.
Because since it is what he thinks, it doesn't matter what he does.
I still remember that at the very beginning, Ji Yun also didn't understand how this person's heart was decided.
And at that time, Shen Ning was not by his side.
He disappeared quietly without even sending a message. At that time, his heart was flustered.
After entrusting so many people and inquiring for so long, but there is still no news, I almost thought that he had disappeared in this world.
Only then did Ji Yun know what it means to be afraid.
For the first time in his life, he realized that if he was gone, there would be nothing left in his own world.
Alone, he suddenly understood why for so many years, there had never been any women by his side who could stay for more than three days and not have any relationship with them.
It's just because the person he saw in his eyes was always Shen Ning.
Others don't know about this relationship, but he knows it clearly in his heart.
When you will remember a person for a lifetime, you will know what you want.
If you don't get it, it will be the end.
And what it would be like if he got it, that was something he never thought about.
Now, step by step, it is almost realized.
However, Ji Yun felt that this road seemed to have been gone for a long time.
But Shen Ning never left.
Thinking about it this way, one would feel that his life has been wasted for so many years.
At that time, he didn't know how to love someone. If it didn't take him such a long time to learn this truth, maybe there are some things that don't have to wait so long.
He never thought about the future.
At least before Shen Ning appeared, he didn't plan for himself.
He even felt that all the right and wrong, in the end, was just a result deep in the heart of the whole person.
Later, no matter how much right and wrong there is, as long as he doesn't remember, there won't be so much future.
No matter what, it is also the result of my own thoughts. Speaking of it, I never let it go like this.
With such a mood, Ji Yun took Shen Ning all the way home.
In fact, Shen Ning really wanted to go back to the place where he lived, but he told Ji Yun several times, but he refused.
He said something righteously, he is here, it is convenient to take care of him.
Obviously everyone is already well, there is nothing to take care of.
In short, after much deliberation, Shen Ning was still not willing to reject him.
After all, Ji Yun is somewhat different to him.
Many things, he didn't know that he didn't succeed until he had done it.
But I knew from the very beginning that the loser would be me.
At this point, he never thought of any excuse.
At least doing so can make his heart more balanced.
When he got home, Ji Yun went straight into the house, hugged the quilt, and threw it to Shen Ning.
"what happened?"
"I know that you will definitely not go to sleep obediently when you come back. I will bring you a quilt so that you can watch TV on the sofa."
"I still have some company matters to deal with, so I won't accompany you to watch movies here, just call me if you have anything to do."
Hearing this, Shen Ning blinked, feeling that the current Ji Yun is really understanding.
It made him feel a little strange, but he didn't know where to start.
His behavior style is completely different from before. Shen Ning still notices his change. It's hard to say whether it's good or not.
It's just that I simply feel that such a life of mutual support is not easy to come by.
It took 15 years to get all of this, so naturally he will not give up easily.
No matter how many things happen in the future, in his eyes, it will not be as important as this person.
He is the only one who has let go of everything and can't let go.
Ji Yun washed some fruits for Shen Ning, put a bunch of snacks on the coffee table, and after finishing all of them, he sat down to the side holding the computer.
There was a desk in front of Ji Yun, which was not in this position originally, but in order to be able to accompany Shen Ning and see himself within his reach, Ji Yun deliberately changed the position.
Putting the desk here, although you can't stare at Shen Ning all the time, you can always see what he is doing from the corner of your eye.
Ji Yun thinks that this is very good.
In the past, he didn't stay at home very much, and felt that it was meaningless.
But now, he suddenly felt that this was also quite good.
He and Shen Ning got along like this, and there was no problem.
The person you like is by your side, you can ask him anything you want to say.
Don't be afraid of how many quarrels there will be between two people, it seems that after the hustle and bustle, everything is calm.
At that time, what I wanted most was nothing more than this.
No matter how much the past is, it doesn't matter anymore.
Shen Ning nestled in the sofa, watching the movie obediently, but did not turn it on very loudly, for fear of disturbing Ji Yun's handling of things.
She said she was watching a movie, but most of the time, Shen Ning was staring at Ji Yun in a daze.
Just looking at that person makes me feel like I own the whole world.
She never thought that one day, there would be such a result between her and him.
With so many futures remaining, it seems that they have never cared about what belongs to them.
He doesn't want to think so clearly, because he always feels that even if he lives in a dream that doesn't need to be ethereal, he still feels satisfied.
Shen Ning never wanted much, but others couldn't afford it.
Because he doesn't want anyone except Ji Yun.
Therefore, no matter how beautiful the scenery in this world is, in his eyes, it still cannot exchange his gaze.
It took him 20 years to prove that he couldn't forget this person, and he also knew that many things, at this moment, had already buried too many secrets in his heart.
The story never had to be told so clearly, because the two of them knew everything between them.
Only when we understand each other, we will find that even in the end, the result is still the same.
At that time, Shen Ning was thinking, whether it was in the past or now, as long as he could do this, looking at his profile from the nearest place would be his satisfaction.
At that time, Ji Yun never knew that Shen Ning's heart could be satisfied so easily.
He never knew that to him, his own happiness was far more important than himself.
At that time, everything they experienced left a deep impression on their hearts.
15 years of companionship is not just talk.
Familiar with every action, he knows what to do next.
When Ji Yun occasionally saw Shen Ning from the corner of his eye, he saw him staring at him in a daze. His heart was warm, so he didn't remind him that the movie was over long ago.
I don't know how long Shen Ning has been looking at him, anyway, as long as he is not bored, it doesn't matter if he looks at him for the rest of his life.
Shen Ning felt that Ji Yun was very handsome.
Different from others, he has a unique temperament, no matter how it is, it cannot be described.
It wasn't so obvious when I was young, but when I grow up, I can't hide it.
He was sure that there would be no second Ji Yun in this world, at least no one would make him so obsessed.
For the rest of my life, I just want to be by his side, no matter what, as long as he is good, that is my greatest happiness.
I still remember that when Shen Ning left, the only thought in his heart was that in Ji Yun's heart, he might be dispensable.
In this case, don't add so many troubles to him.
Wherever you come from, you can go back to where you came from, wouldn't that be great?
At that time, Shen Ning's thoughts were very real, but later he finally understood one thing, all the problems were because his thinking was too simple.
He never asked Ji Yun what he thought, and how he could make a decision for him.
Of course, if it wasn't for the past five years, the two of them might not be able to recognize their feelings at all, let alone what they would lose in the end.
There is always some regret, and there is no way to make it clear. In the days to come, no matter how much time you have, if you can't do it, there will still be no results.
Shen Ning never thought that there would be a day when the two of them would face so many hardships.
As always, he still understands, no matter in the past or now, the choice he wants is nothing more than this.
There is no need for others to admit anything, let alone the approval of others.
Being together is a lifetime. After thinking about it, isn't that causing trouble for myself?
What's more, he and Ji Yun, no matter which one, don't know how to imagine that they care about other people's thoughts.
Just follow their own happiness, no matter what they do, no matter how many results there are, they are all borne by themselves.
Don't think about what can be left after that, let alone understand what can be left to yourself in the future.
No matter how many stories there are, if they are not told, the result will be the same.
By the time Ji Yun finished handling the company's affairs, it was already midnight.
The movie stopped there long ago, Shen Ningwo fell asleep on the sofa.
Ji Yun walked over, squatted down, and looked at Shen Ning's sleeping face for a long time, only to find that compared to the person in his impression, he was much thinner.
But it looks better. I used to think that Shen Ning looked like a girl, but it was different.
It's really just like, because you can see many things from him.
He is not the kind who likes others to say that he is weak, and occasionally rises up to resist, but he always seems a little careless.
But for Ji Yun, he said exactly what he said.
Over the years, nothing has changed.
It's only now that Ji Yun understands, since then he has already started to like himself.
But he didn't mention a single word to himself, and he really didn't know what he was thinking.
Is it really good to bear all this alone?
Why didn't he notice this before? Now it looks like it's really completely different.
Ji Yun thought that sleeping on the sofa would be uncomfortable, so he wanted to carry him into the bedroom.
But when I really picked it up, I suddenly found that I was much thinner than last time.
He can confirm that during this period of time, Shen Ning has been eating well, and the nutrition is in proportion.
It doesn't make sense that he would still be so skinny.
Ji Yun thought to himself, when he is free, he should take him for a checkup.
Xu Shi felt the warmth coming from his body, Shen Ning muttered and drilled a little more, with a satisfied expression on his face.
Ji Yun was amused by him, and he was really facing him, not daring to worry about something, it doesn't matter.
All he wanted was this peace.
Since he likes it, just give it to him.
Why bother with so many things, he doesn't want to, and he doesn't want to.
Ji Yun had already planned it out a long time ago, so many things, if it were someone else, it might be impossible to do it, but for him, it was very simple.
He always felt that he was too busy and didn't have much extra time to talk about love.
Now it seems that it's just because I didn't meet the right person.
Now, when facing Shen Ning, he only regrets that there is not enough time.
I can't be with him all the time, as long as he is there, the sky won't fall.
Thinking of this, Ji Yun suddenly felt that he had begun to degenerate again.
In the past few days, for Shen Ning, he postponed many meetings.
This was simply impossible before, but now, he has done it all.
He doesn't care what others say about him.
As long as he feels happy, he never needs others to give him directions and tell him what to do.
Ji Yun is not someone else's puppet, he has his own ideas.
Even Ji's father can't control him now.
Having experienced so many things, what I see is naturally different from others.
His thoughts may be more understandable than others.
The past in his heart has always been hidden, and the coldness between his brows will only be slightly resolved when he sees Shen Ning.
Those who are familiar with him will know that Ji Yun's behavior has not changed for several years.
If it weren't for Shen Ning's appearance, maybe everyone would not feel a tender and tender Boss Ji.
For his evaluation, it seems that everyone is not stingy with their vocabulary.
But in short, when he is mentioned, it is always related to the acquisition.
Although Ji Yun's movements have not been that big recently, but I don't deny that his movements were not small in the past.
The Ji family has money and power.
It is a very simple matter to acquire any company.
This caused everyone to start to feel insecure, for fear that they would be the next to suffer.
So Ji Yun, they dare not offend easily.