Chapter 158 In Your Heart
Chapter 158 In Your Heart
Although Shen Ning said so, he didn't make any unreasonable trouble after all.
He has his own ideas, and he also knows that it is not easy for Ji Yun to get to where he is now.
He won't think about ruining everything about Ji Yun, let alone cause him any trouble.
Especially after he has experienced so many things, he has already seen it very openly. In many cases, he wants to see Ji Yun grow up more than others.
Even in a place where he doesn't know, I still wish him well.
His feelings are so serious.
Except for Ji Yun's matter, Shen Ning can discuss all matters.
But only when Shen Ning involved Ji Yun, he had to think through all the results before he would act according to his own ideas.
He didn't want to let go of any bit of it.
Not everyone can do this, because no one will understand what he sees in his eyes when he is thinking about these things.
Shen Ning is smart enough, he is so smart that he can easily see what Ji Yun wants.
So when he was thinking about these things, he still had some partiality in it.
In this world, only Ji Yun is his.
The rest of the people have nothing to do with him.
It is estimated that Nan Xiao will be sad after hearing this sentence.
However, Shen Ning and him had already agreed that all things should be based on Yun. Whether it was in the past or now, his results have not changed.
Nan Xiao said that he understood very well.
He used to say that Ji Yun valued sex over friends, but Ji Yun didn't even have a woman by his side.
There is really no basis for this statement.
After Nan Xiao said it a few times, she didn't dare to say it anymore.
After all, even he himself didn't know what the result would be after he finished speaking.
If he followed his previous thinking, he might still be somewhat suspicious, but right now, he can just feel it.
From the time Shen Ning hid one in his heart, he was doomed to this and everything else, he was doomed to have no chance.
If a person can be remembered by Shen Ning for 20 years and never forgotten, it can only show that he really loves this person.
Otherwise, no matter how many causes and effects there are, there may be no way to describe what is going on.
When he saw Ji Yun, he understood.
He is indeed a dragon and phoenix among people, he is a very good person, no wonder Shen Ning will never forget him.
But this result was not what Nan Xiao thought.
He once felt that the reason why Shen Ning couldn't forget that person was because he never got it.
But later he found out that was not the case.
Shen Ning loves deeply, loving that person is more important than herself.
For such a long time abroad, every time he got drunk, he would keep chanting that name in his mouth.
Nan Xiao already knew what an opportunity is.
If I had met this person earlier, there might still be a chance.
Right now, there is nothing left. When a person is most unconscious, the person who can be called out must be the closest.
Other than that, there is no better explanation.
He doesn't believe in cause and effect in this world, let alone that everything in it has nothing to do with what he thinks.
Nan Xiao and Shen Ning have been together for such a long time, so naturally they don't understand this.
No matter how you think about it, that's all his business. If it's someone else, they may not necessarily be able to understand what the result they want after being exposed to so many things.
Fortunately, he had already let go.
I can still love, but I can't play the same jokes with him as I did at the beginning.
After meeting Ji Yun, Nan Xiao knew what to do and what not to do.
The two of them are probably inseparable.
At that time, I remembered that there were a lot of people and even did a lot of things, but I never felt that what I had to say later could change everything in front of me.
How much to wait is their business, in other words, Nan Xiao can't decide.
After Shen Ning and Ji Yun quarreled for a while, they stopped.
It's really because I was a little tired from making trouble.
It's not that I'm physically weak, but that my physical condition doesn't allow it.
After coming back this time, I didn't take care of it very well, but something went wrong.
After tossing around on my body once, I always feel a little powerless.
He doesn't really want to tell Ji Yun, anyway, Ji Yun will always fly outside in two days, and it shouldn't matter if he finds an excuse to go for a physical examination.
Therefore, he just perfunctory Ji Yun.
Ji Yun didn't care much about Shen Ning, so he let him go.
Let Shen Ning sit on the recliner, lazily not wanting to move.
She helped him cover the blanket tighter, and went to the refrigerator in the living room to get Shen Ning a glass of juice.
The service is simply attentive.
Shen Ning was really too lazy to move, he would never sit if he could lie down, and he would never stand up if he could sit.
This is his way of life, even after experiencing so much, it is still the same.
He didn't even think about the result.
Even as he understood it before, he still feels that the past that belongs to him is still clear.
He still couldn't wait for the final result, or he didn't think about it at all. After waiting, so many futures, even if there is something, it's still the same. When he didn't say it, he would bury it in his heart.
Whether it is right or wrong, there is no need to care about it.
After all, none of them knew what happened in the past.
Shen Ning seemed to enjoy all that Ji Yun did for him. Sometimes, it was because he couldn't tell whether it was reality or what he thought in his heart, so he didn't know what he did at that time.
There are always many pasts that he has never been able to understand.
I thought I had waited for the result, but at the end, I realized that from the beginning to the end, I was the only one who remembered all this.
He is most afraid of this kind of situation happening, even in the past, or now, in his opinion, there is no difference.
If you don't think about it in your heart, you will definitely do it.
You must know that in the long time ago, Shen Ning walked a lot of roads alone, so he didn't think so much about the future.
Even if you encounter difficulties, you only think about how you should solve them, instead of watching others appear in front of you, but there is no way.
He knew what he was doing, and he knew that when he came into contact with these things, the feelings in his heart would not change in any way.
So from that time on, he understood better than others that all the results, for him, this kind of life is what he wants.
It doesn't need to be so colorful, as long as someone can remember him, that's enough.
As for the many remaining things, he has never thought about it, let alone remember, at the end, whether everything he did was for Ji Yun or for whom.
He once gave himself a chance, that is, if he hadn't left when he came back, then no matter what he did, he would do it according to his own ideas.
I don't care what other people think, let alone feel that they will affect me.
Love is always the most meaningful when two people are in love with each other.
Unrequited love has never had any results, it just makes yourself more painful.
Shen Ning felt that that was not what she wanted.
And what he waited for so long for, he knew very well.
Ji Yun feels that the current life is very warm, and he really doesn't need to think about anything.
He is wherever the eyes can see, and when he opens his eyes every day, the first person he sees is also him.
It was probably because of this that he understood that even if something happened, he would still not leave him.
Whether this is the only way to be satisfied, he doesn't know.
But before that, he didn't want to lose Shen Ning, but it was his most genuine thought at the moment.
Ji Yun talked with Shen Ning for a while, watched him fall asleep again, and simply continued to sit beside him and read a book.
Not everything needs to be handled by him.
More often, looking at all this in front of my eyes will make people understand what that kind of thinking is for.
And from the beginning, he really didn't intend to think of all this.
If Shen Ning hadn't opened his mouth, how could he know what kind of scenery he had missed in the past few years.
I didn't think of this at all, and I couldn't tell others what I had done.
Thinking about it carefully, in the past five years, he was really just looking for it.
But if these words were spoken to Shen Ning, he would probably be sad.
Ji Yun still didn't dare to tell him all those facts, even if he knew in his heart that it didn't matter.
But seeing him sad was really unbearable.
How can the person who is holding it in the palm of his hand and hurting him have the heart to let him suffer any grievances.
They are obviously two people who love each other very much, but they still have to torture each other.
Ji Yun didn't want things to turn out like that, so he could only bear with it.
I have been wronged, and I don't want to make Shen Ning unhappy, this is probably the only thought in Ji Yun's mind right now.
I always feel that besides eating, Shen Ning is sleeping now.
Apart from dealing with company affairs, Ji Yun just watched him sleep.
This life is somewhat boring.
But that's fine, it's already a wish.
Why bother to think about any earth-shattering events? He didn't think about doing anything to change everything now.
Just take it one step at a time, because plans can never keep up with changes.
Even at this moment, he has made all the preparations, but still can't change the result.
It's not that Ji Yun doesn't know how to make preparations in advance, he just doesn't want to make everything a certainty.
At this time, whether he can see it or not, it is not that important, and it will not become a knot in his heart.
Although it takes time to untie it, it is not unsolvable, right?
When Ji Yun thought of this, he felt that he couldn't read the densely packed text in the book.
His eyes were full of Shen Ning's appearance, he didn't know if he was stimulated or bewitched by something.
I always feel that it seems that only he can get into my eyes, especially after experiencing so many things, maybe I can feel that many things in the future don't need to be done, no matter how much I can pay back, Neither can get the original idea.
More and more things were written all over his face.
Although this feeling is not very good, and it is easy to expose his current situation, it is obviously impossible for him to pretend that he has not seen anything.
As a weakness, he needs to restrain his emotions well in front of others.
It's okay to talk about other things, but he doesn't want others to hurt Shen Ning's mind.
This world is too chaotic, and the most fearful thing is the conspiracy.
No one can control it, and I don't want him to be hurt by others.
So when thinking about these, he thought of all possible situations.
But the only thing I don't know is how many forces are hidden in the darkness.
Only relying on him alone, can he be fully protected and Shen Ning can escape completely.
All the results can only be known after they have been experienced.
And this process, Ji Yun couldn't control it.
From the moment Shen Ning appeared, they seemed to be caught in a huge conspiracy.Ji Yun has always been afraid, and by the time he found out, it was already too late.
No matter how much time is given to him, it cannot be recovered.
Since not everyone can achieve this level, it is necessary to see from it what is the final result, otherwise, the loser will become him when the time comes.
Ji Yun is a person who is smarter than others from the very beginning, and he almost figured out the things inside it very quickly.
If you choose to let Shen Ning come back, you have to deal with not only yourself.
It doesn't make sense to play such a big game of chess, and the person behind it hasn't come out yet.
So Ji Yun naturally wouldn't just let it go, no matter what they thought at the beginning.
But now, that idea is irrelevant.
No matter how much you say, it is better to prepare more.
He didn't expect that at the end, only he could see the result.
At this moment, he is indeed waiting, Ji Yun may not have any plans.
It's just that he never told Shen Ning that this is not something he should worry about, no matter what happens, he has his own.
I don't want him to get in touch with so many people, naturally, because the things inside are definitely not something that can be ended just by him saying it.
It was not easy enough for him to think of this.
He didn't want to wait until things happened before he could see that he still had many shortcomings.
For Shen Ning, Ji Yun will become stronger.
Especially when thinking about these things, he will understand what the story inside has become.
He can ignore the past at all.
Occasionally, when I think of it, I can still describe the picture of that time.
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