Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

Chapter 161 Not Worthless

A lot of words, even though he said so, but if he turned around, Shen Ning didn't know what else he needed to do.

Hearing Shen Ning's words, Ji Yun felt inexplicably sad, he never knew that Shen Ning was thinking so many things in his heart.

He always looks very peaceful.

Don't talk too much with people, and don't communicate with people.

When he was a child in class, he only talked to himself, and the rest of the time, he was in a daze.

Ji Yun thought about the reason, and later felt that it might be because of such an accident in his family, and he couldn't accept it for a while, so he would have such a behavior, which is not surprising at all, but he grew up later , Ji Yun felt that he should also let go, and he was still like this. When he said a lot, no one knew what was going on, just like him. You think he has done a lot, but in reality On, he did nothing.

After waiting for a long time, I waited for someone. At that time, it didn't matter whether I was right or wrong.

He just wanted to know more about Shen Ning and know what he wanted to do. Only in this way could he be able to help him, but he didn't expect that it would take so long.

For decades, he had spent all of his time doing this.

Ji Yun knew that it was a bit late for him to understand, and he was even thinking about what he would do if he was given another chance.

But it is useless to say these things now. Many people have already lost when they think about this matter.

At the end, if they can understand, it is not too late.

"I really don't know. If I knew, I would definitely not let you bear all this alone."

Ji Yun is not a person who has no responsibility, especially after the two of them are together, many things have changed. Living is not for doing something.

When two people are together, there is a lot of unhappiness.

Now it can be counted as waiting for the result. Many things he thought were over before he could say them out.

He has thought about the future, and wants to go on with Shen Ning.

But now, he didn't think about what he could do to change everything in front of him.

Shen Ning thought it was good, but Ji Yun never thought so.

He didn't understand what Shen Ning was afraid of.

Every time I see him, I always feel that in his eyes, thousands of stars are all peaceful.

His eyes were dull, unable to see what was on his mind.

Occasionally, when he felt such emotions, it would be better for him to do nothing.

He felt that no matter how much he did, it was not the same thing with Shen Ning.

After much deliberation, this is not a simple matter.

Even if he has some ideas, he still has to consider a lot of things when he actually wants to do it.

"I've said it all, it's all in the past, isn't it good between me and you now?"

"The two of us, don't talk about the past. There is something wrong with me. When I think about things, I have never discussed with you. I also know that you don't know what I think, but it doesn't matter at all. It's strange, I don't like to talk very much, you don't know what I think, and I haven't blamed you for anything."

"I won't say it. Naturally, I have my own thoughts. I've thought about it so much, but I still don't know what my decision will become."

Shen Ning was afraid that he would not be able to wait for the past, and he was also afraid that he would not be able to wait for the past.

The scenery he saw in his eyes will end at any time, no matter who or what, anyway, when he looks back, everything will be over.

For such a long time, what he saw was still the same result.

After waiting and waiting, no one knew what he was waiting for.

When everything has not been said, I am afraid that I will not be able to understand.

Now, he can see that his future is not without hope.

Shen Ning spent 20 years waiting for Ji Yun, this is not considered a loss.

At least, he's with this guy.

No matter how much scenery there is between the two of them, as long as he sees it, it will be fine.

A lot of things, before they have been said much, I am afraid that they will be over.

What is his choice, what everyone thinks, not so much to decide.

He didn't know what he would ask for in the future. After thinking about it, he still felt that it was right to do his own thing.

Otherwise, for the rest of the time, he never thought about what else he could wait for.

It is almost impossible for two people to be together without any barriers.

"You really don't have to do anything deliberately for me. I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it. I'm a person who has a lot of thoughts. Occasionally, I can't control myself when I think about it. When I came back, all I thought about was you, I was afraid that I couldn’t wait for you, and I was afraid that all the waiting would be nothingness in the end.”

"Now that I have waited for you, I don't have any regrets. People who don't know may not understand my current thoughts, but I know that you didn't want to do this."

"There has never been so much right and wrong between me and you. I waited and waited for a result. Now I finally know what I want. I have never spent so much time. Go wait for someone, and you're the only one."

Shen Ning also said a lot to him today because of Ji Yun, so he simply expressed all the thoughts in his heart.

He was afraid that if he didn't say it, Ji Yun would also think about a lot of things. The two of them haven't reached that level yet.

I don't want to have any misunderstanding because of this matter, and I don't want to lose him because of it.

There is no past between the two of them.

Whether it is the ten years that have passed, or the five years that have been separated.

There was a moment when he found many excuses for himself to break up.

If, never met, there would not be so much helplessness.

He doesn't know what the future that he can't wait for is.

Seeing that the two have been together for such a long time, if they still can't see the relationship between each other, then it really disappoints the friendship between the two of them.

The look of love, although not like the two of them.

However, Shen Ning and Ji Yun have always been people from two worlds. It is not surprising that they can come together. Many words are different before they are spoken.

Now it seems that there are not many things.

"Now, I finally know what you think, and finally I haven't missed you. Sometimes, I feel that although I haven't solved many problems, I feel that there are things in you that I don't have."

"I didn't know my feelings before, so I didn't dare to say that it was right. Later, I realized that I was very sad without you."

"Now I finally found you, and I don't want to lose you again."

Ji Yun's words are very true. Too much time has been wasted between him and Shen Ning, and he doesn't want the same thing to happen again, and he doesn't want to see him in front of him with a dejected look.

This is the person he likes, especially the two of them, who want to spend the rest of their lives together.

So it's not like he doesn't know everything he should know.

Thinking about it, the present years are the best, otherwise, what I said would be meaningless.

"If you don't tell me, I will never know what you want in your heart, so I can't help you. There is no doubt that I like you. Although I never know what you want, But I will still try to get to know you."

"When we were living together, I always watched you like to be alone in a daze. I didn't know that you had a lot of wishes in your heart. I just thought that you are more reserved, shy, and unwilling to talk to anyone, but Every time I ask you to do something, you never refuse me, at that time, I finally know that I am special."

It's really not easy for Ji Yun to remember clearly what happened when he was a child.

Most people would not notice these details, but he is different because he is Ji Yun.

His brain was already better than others, and it had something to do with himself, so he simply remembered it.

When I was young, Shen Ning was the only playmate, if he wasn't at home, I wouldn't be interested.

It seems that the two of them spend more time with each other.

It took me a long time to realize what that feeling was.

He has no regrets, and he never feels that he has done anything wrong.

Probably something went wrong with the time, so it made him a little confused about what he wanted.

At that time, if there were no accidents, he would not have come these five years.

The result of Ji Yun's longing for five years is that he has seen his feelings clearly.

Speaking of which, it's not bad.

Knowing what he really wants deep in his heart is the most important thing.

Otherwise, the two of them still exist in a misunderstanding and have not resolved it.

It is not enough to explain all the words clearly, but to make everything very serious.

His world has always been clean, not so spotless.

He clearly knows that when he thinks of these things, u will feel pain in his heart, and he also knows that if these words were put in someone else's words, Ji Yun would not be able to say them at all.

It is only because that person is him that he can be so unscrupulous. When thinking about the past, he will understand that there are many memories between them.

Even if he didn't say it, the result was already in front of him.

So he doesn't say anything, and they can understand each other. In this way, no matter who they change, they may have the same idea in their hearts.

You know, it's never easy for Shen Ning to like Ji Yun.

He has loved and hated before he knows what he wants.

He thought a lot about all the scenery in the past, but he never thought about staying for anyone. Now that he finally understands the meaning of his existence, it is naturally impossible to just give up like this.

Catch Ji Yun, don't want to let go, what's more, everything related to him is so good.

So he understood that some feelings don't need any description.

What is said is right, it is right, what is said is not right, then let’s start over, after what you want, you don’t have to say it so clearly.

How long to wait to know what they want, they never know.

In many cases, he thought for a long time, but there was no result.

If that's the case, then he really doesn't have to do anything.

As long as he thinks about things here every day, he can already waste a long time. He doesn't know what else he can do later.

But what he understands is that no matter at the beginning or now, the relationship will not change in any way.

I said I liked it, but I didn't intend to let it go.

Even if we can't be together, I just want to look at him from a distance, and feel that this is the attitude I should have.

I don't want to disturb his life, let alone break into his life.

Many words between each other, before they are spoken, they may know what they are going to do in the remaining time.

No matter how many stories there are, no one knows what their future will look like before they are done.

No matter how long they wait, the result is still the same. Only when they think clearly can they understand that they can achieve the same goal on this issue.

So this is what he wanted to do, from the beginning, it was for him to come back, and it was for him after waiting for so long.

Even if there is nothing at the end, it is still for him.

When you like someone, you feel that the whole world is the most beautiful.

I also want to present him a perfect self, this is what Shen Ning has been thinking about for a long time.

He never understood why he gave up since he had already done so much at that time.

Aren't all problems solved?

Why did he look like this when he came here? He once questioned himself like this, and then he gave up. Many people don't understand why he has so many thoughts, let alone what he did later. , What kind of ending can there be? It looks like this, and there is no need to say anything, but after waiting for a long time, when Ji Yun didn't speak, Shen Ning would also be afraid.

I feel that all my feelings are worthless in front of him.

So he knew what he would become after he failed.

Even if you think of the worst outcome, you still can't accept it when you face it yourself.

Fortunately, none of this happened. Shen Ning is now lying here with a bottle hanging on his head. His head may be a little confused due to a fever, and he is thinking about a bunch of things in a mess.

I don't know if it is useful or not, anyway, he is just thinking, and he doesn't care what the result will be after he finishes thinking.

For him, there are many things that people don't understand when they don't do them.

Either don't do it, or wait for everything to get done together.