1novels Chapter 938 Pursue What You Want
Chapter 938 Pursue What You Want
I believe that Chen Jiaming sometimes wants to be an ordinary person, so that she can pursue everything she wants, the life he wants, maybe that kind of life is better than his current rich and luxurious life It's going to look very ordinary, but I think real life should be ordinary. In fact, it is ordinary but occasionally there are vigorous moments. Life is very exciting, but the final result is often not very good.
Just like me, my dream is to become a master of martial arts, but I can freely choose what I want, but Chen Jiaming can't, this is the arrangement of God, he is destined to shoulder the heavy responsibility of the family.
But he must be involuntary, if he can decide his own destiny, he will definitely choose to become an ordinary person, instead of being unable to decide his own destiny at all like now, he can only let the waves of fate beat him mercilessly turn.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help looking at Chen Jiaming, and I saw that Chen Jiaming's expression was also a little melancholy at this time. I think he probably went as I thought, but it didn't take long, and then, he seemed to remember Like some other funny thing, he couldn't help but said to me a little funny, "Tell me about you, what have you been doing these days? Don't keep talking about me. Besides, I should be depressed, and my mood is a little dull. Thinking about it, you should be having a good time these days, right? Otherwise, how could you look so good?"
He looked at me, with a hint of sadness in his eyes, and even a bit of bitterness in his smile. I don't know how much suffering and pain he has endured in his heart. At this time, I, as his friend, really I would like to share a little for him.
After hearing what he said, I shook my head and said with a smile: "Is there any? Why do I feel that I have lost my soul these days, and I don't know what to do. I haven't met him at school these days. I feel like I'm empty. Although I want to meet him, I don't want to bow my head. I want him to calm down again and know what the real problem is between us? Then come to me actively, so that we can have a chance Reconcile, and I feel that I am in school now, with you, and I have more contact with you. I am afraid that he will also have some lumps in his heart. If I provoke him now, he will definitely feel uncomfortable, and maybe he will be angry with me. , then I’m just asking for trouble.”
When I say this, I want Xie Yan to think about it at home, and I want to give Chen Jiaming a hint. I just want him to understand from my words that it is impossible for me and Xie Yan to have no real relationship with Xie Yan. Breaking up, I just want both parties to think about each other calmly and reflect on their own problems.
Hearing this, Chen Jiaming said thoughtfully, "But it's not good for you to be like this now, do you want to continue like this? You are in school, you don't become your mage, and you don't get in touch with your boyfriend. Is it meaningful for you to live like this? Life is too short to be with your boyfriend when you are young, and it is serious to do what you want to do. What can you do in school now? Are these studies in school? Do you care? If you really care about your studies in school, why would you choose to be a mage? Although you are very capable, I think if you do two things at the same time, you may not be able to do both Well, why not concentrate on doing one thing to be the mage you want to be, and at the same time you can be with your boyfriend, don't think about causing misunderstandings between you because of me, this is also very good for your relationship, Is not it?"
But I really don't want Xie Yan to be with me. If we were together, with Xie Yan's personality, it would definitely cause disputes with Chen Jiaming. This is not what I want to see.
Hearing what he said, I shook my head, and said a little unhappy, of course not, I feel that although I have feelings with him, but this does not affect my making friends with others, why do people have boyfriends and girlfriends? I can’t communicate with other people normally anymore. It doesn’t make sense. If you want me to say it, he is too narrow-minded. You said that if he can tolerate my friends and let me communicate with other people normally, maybe I I won’t leave him, and there won’t be a cold war like now, and there won’t be a calm down between the two of us. If you want me to say that between the two of us, the main reason now is him. If he doesn’t So stingy, maybe I can continue to be with him, if he is still like that, I have to think about whether there is something wrong between us?I think she should change for me. "
Chen Jiaming nodded and said with a smile, "Since you have thought about it so clearly, it is useless for me to tell you what to say. I still wish the relationship between you two to last forever, but that is just superficial. I am still a little selfish in my heart. If the relationship between you is not stable, then I have the opportunity to insert a stick between you. I hope that there will be some cracks between you, so that I can take advantage of it. It’s just that, looking at the way you are now, even if there is a rift between you, you won’t allow others to intervene, will you?”
Unexpectedly, Chen Jiaming still didn't give up, I couldn't help being surprised, what was the reason for him to be so persistent to me, looking at his flickering eyes, I felt a little panicked in my heart.
Hearing that he directly expressed his covetous heart for me, my heart was shocked by him, but my face was still full of waves, wait a moment After I calmed down, I smiled and nodded at him, but then shook my head and said, although the relationship between us is very good, but there is a limit, I will not give up because of the relationship between me and him. I have a good relationship with her, so I tolerate his mistakes again and again. If he doesn't choose to correct, I will point it out to her face to face. If he doesn't correct, I'm afraid there will be a rift between me and him. , but I still won't choose to separate from him in a short time, because the past days are too unforgettable, too many things have happened between me and him, it is impossible to separate from him so easily, but It is too difficult to go back to the past, it is very difficult to be separated and easy to be together, it is as difficult as heaven, unless he can correct it, but people in love are always selfish, always want to Want to let the other party change for themselves but never want to correct their own faults, so this has fallen into an endless loop, no one is willing to make changes for the other party, and no one chooses to face up to their own shortcomings. As a result, the two sides have conflicts, It is possible that it will become more and more intensified and finally reach the point where it cannot be handed over. "
Chen Jiaming nodded and said thoughtfully, "Then have you ever thought that you may have problems yourself? If you have problems but you don't want to change them, then the two of you are equally incompatible. Problem solving, have you ever thought about correcting your own shortcomings? Have you ever found out that you have any shortcomings that can be corrected? If you can find the cause from yourself and correct it, then solve it Problems can be easier and more effective."
I nodded and said with a smile, "Of course I thought about correcting myself first, but I know that the main problem in this matter is not on me. He is really too stingy. If there are no other boys between us It can be said that the relationship is very good, it can be said to be unbelievably good, it is simply enviable, but because of his stingy and jealous faults, I often get angry with him, I think, if I am not allowed to make friends with others If it is, it is simply, heaven and earth are not allowed, why can he make friends, but I can't? Making friends is not a wrong thing?"
Chen Jiaming shook his head with a smile and said: "Since you say that, I would like to ask, why do you insist on making friends? Don't you think making friends will make her jealous? If he is a generous person, it is not easy A jealous person, maybe you can communicate with others normally, but you know that he will be jealous and he will care about your relationship with others, why do you still stimulate him? You must know that he is the person you may be with for a lifetime , how can you disregard her feelings in order to associate with others? No matter how many friends there are, they can’t keep up with one person who will be with you for the rest of your life. Aren’t you putting the cart before the horse? Choosing to be with those who don’t care much about yourself, isn’t it a waste of time? Or, the person you want to associate with has an intricate relationship with you, and you feel that you have feelings for him, so you Are you going to be vacillating like this?"
I shook my head and said firmly: "Of course not. I just don't want him to interfere with my freedom. Why can't I make friends with other people when I'm with him? Isn't this interfering with my privacy? Being with others Making friends is completely my personal freedom. I don’t want to confuse these two things. As for having feelings for others, I think it is completely impossible. For me, love is love and friendship is friendship. The two are completely different things. , it is impossible for me not to know the difference and connection between the two."
Chen Jiaming nodded and said with a smile, "Of course I know that you must be able to distinguish the relationship between the two, or the difference, but why can't you give in for the love between the two of you? The love between you is The most important thing, and the friendship with other people is secondary, you can completely, don't care about the friendship with others, if you want to save this love, if you think this relationship is not important, the relationship between you and others Friendship is completely incomparable, then you can completely stick to your own principles, ignore the relationship between you and him, and don’t need to pay attention to his jealousy, but this is not the case now, you should pay attention to the relationship between you and her Love and friendship with others can be completely put aside."