Chapter 304: distressed
Chapter 304: distressed
Li Hao and Zuo Yunshang walked side by side on the campus.
Huacheng is located in the south, with a mild climate all year round, and the green plants planted are generally evergreen trees, so even if it has entered winter, it is still green without yellow leaves.
However, it is already early winter. These evergreen branches and leaves are no longer luxuriant in spring and summer. The cold wind blows through, the leaves rustle, and the dead leaves rotate and fall occasionally, and you can still feel the depression of winter.
When school is over in the afternoon, there are students acquainted with each other on all roads of the campus. When many students and Li Hao passed by, they all subconsciously cast their eyes on Zuo Yunshang, who is slender and slender, as if she was she. It is a walking magnet.
"A lot of people are watching you." Li Hao smiled.
Zuo Yunshang had also noticed the gaze constantly projected from the people around him. When Li Hao reminded him of this, he subconsciously squeezed his hand, his expression a little nervous.
Li Hao gently rubbed her delicate fingers, and continued to tease:
"Our Changshang deserves to be a world-famous star. Even though we have changed her image in a low-key manner and covered her face with a mask, she is still charming and eye-catching."
Zuo Yunshang was a little embarrassed by Li Hao's praise, lowered his head and whispered:
"They may look at me because they think I am like Zuo Yunshang."
Li Hao smiled and shook his head:
"I don't think it is necessarily. My roommate will immediately think of Zuo Yunshang when he sees you, because he is a fan of you, and he will subconsciously make comparisons and associations when he sees the appearance and characteristics similar to the idol.
"But with so many students, it is impossible to all be your fans. Many of them are just passers-by. The reason they look at you is not because of who you look like, but because of your body and temperament.
"You are standing among a group of unremarkable college students now. It's like standing out from the crowd, full of charm. It doesn't matter who you look at?"
"This, is this?" Zuo Yunshang was even more embarrassed by Li Hao's praise, his head hanging down, the corner of his eye quietly observing his surroundings.
"Of course, it seems that you don't have a comprehensive understanding of your own charm. Do you think people like you just because your face is good?" Li Hao lowered his head and whispered in her ear:
"In the eyes of other boys, I am probably a very obtrusive existence. Without me, they would have come up to you for WeChat. I was thinking, if I kiss you in public now, how would they react?"
Zuo Yunchang blushed, moved two steps away from Li Hao, and said:
"A lot of people... don't do this..."
Li Hao didn't speak, but with a low smile, he stretched out his hand to wrap Zuo Yunshang's waist and pressed his body against him.
Zuo Yunshang was frightened by Li Hao's sudden attack and whispered "Yeah", his body tightened instantly, standing still at a loss, staring blankly at Li Hao's face getting closer and closer to him.
Of course Li Hao would not really kiss her in public. Zuo Yunchang’s face was too thin. This slightly outrageous behavior might scare her and arouse her resentment. He just couldn’t help but want to tease her.
Li Hao wiped his face against Zuo Yunchang's face, attached it to her ear, and gently blew into her ear. Zuo Yunchang's body shook slightly invisibly.
"But I'm more pitiful. I'm afraid that someone will be assassinated after kissing you, so I still don't kiss you." Li Hao whispered in Zuo Yunchang's ear.
In fact, Li Hao still has a worry that he is afraid of being seen by people he knows. He is actually a small celebrity in the school. There are many people here, and it will be difficult to explain if it is passed to Chen Xilu. .
So after molesting Zuo Yunshang, Li Hao immediately let go, and did not continue to hold her hand, keeping a safe and ambiguous distance from Zuo Yunshang.
Zuo Yunchang breathed a sigh of relief quietly, but after seeing Li Hao's deliberate alienation, he felt a little bit of resentment and grievance, and couldn't help biting his lower lip.
She can understand the profound meaning of Li Hao's move. After all, she and him are only a temporary relationship, which is still an underground relationship. Naturally, it is no better than the upright relationship between boy and girl friends. You can't be too close to outsiders, otherwise there is a risk of exposure.
However, understanding is to understand, Zuo Yunchang still feels a little frustrated in his heart, and followed Li Hao with his head dull, and did not take the initiative to speak.
Li Hao was able to observe her words and expressions. He probably knew what she was thinking at the moment, and did not continue to tease her. Instead, he took the initiative to chat with her. The two walked slowly along the school road and came to the school’s workers. By the lake.
In the early winter, the lawn on the shore of the lake has already withered and yellow, the willow trees are hanging bare branches dancing in the cold wind, the water on the lake is sparkling, the wind blows on the face, and there are only a few couples in the distance. Walking on the lakeshore, looking at it at a glance, gives people a sense of winter emptiness and depression.
"You didn't come at the right time. If it was May and June, the lawn on the shore is now full of lovers. We can take advantage of the opportunity to get involved in it, unlike people who are still sneaking in while holding hands."
Li Hao held Zuo Yunchang's hand again and smiled.
Zuo Yunshang looked at the other side of the lake with beautiful eyes, as if he saw the lively and charming scene Li Hao said. The cold wind wilted the broken hair on her forehead, and a look of longing appeared in the misty eyes.
"But you don't have to be disappointed. It will be the same again next year." Li Hao added with a smile.
Zuo Yunshang slowly retracted his gaze, and whispered: "Li Hao..."
"Huh?" Li Hao turned to look at her.
Zuo Yunchang bit his lip and asked in a low voice, "How do you spend your time with your girlfriend...?"
Li Hao was taken aback for a while, watching Zuo Yunchang's shy dodge eyes, the corners of his mouth were raised, and he smiled slightly:
"Don't you already know a little bit?"
"?" Zuo Yunchang opened his good-looking eyes, staring at him blankly, his little face bewildered.
Li Hao raised her head and gently sorted the messy hair on her forehead, and said softly:
"Like we are now, walk along the campus together holding hands, then have a meal together, sit on the benches under the tree, hug and chat, talk about life, talk about ideals, and kiss each other. Kissed on the forehead, and when the time was almost up, I sent her back to the dormitory, and finally came down to the dormitory to say goodbye to her with a long hug. Well, that's probably the case.
"It's just...Is that so?" Zuo Yunshang was a little surprised.
"Well... I will go to classes together when I have time. In fact, college life is like this. It's plain, there are no ups and downs, otherwise, do you think something terrible will happen?" Li Hao smiled. .
"..." Zuo Yunchang lowered his eyes and fell silent.
Li Hao kicked the weeds on the side of the road with his foot, and continued in a low voice: "But occasionally, I feel a little boring and boring."
Zuo Yunchang tilted his head to watch his movements, and did not speak quietly.
He kicked a few kicks indiscriminately, volleyed, and lifted up a few weeds. Li Hao looked up at the sky, sighed softly, and slowly said:
"Sometimes I think, if I were the protagonist of a novel, maybe life would be a lot more interesting, um, at least some things don't need to be so troubled and tangled."
Zuo Yunshang didn’t know what the troubles were in Li Hao’s mouth. He thought it was alluding to the ambiguous relationship between him and him. He couldn’t help feeling a little guilt and anxiety in his heart, and moved his arm gently, trying to follow Li. Hao drew his hand back.
Li Haozhu noticed her movement, turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"
Zuo Yunchang stopped his movements, lowered his head, and asked in a weak voice:
"Li Hao, did I... make you feel distressed?"
Li Hao was a little puzzled, looking at her secretly nervous and uneasy eyes, then he thought about it, he probably knew what she meant, and grinned:
"Yes, you make me very distressed."
Zuo Yunshang gently withdrew his hand and said in a low voice:
"Then... Let's not do this anymore, it's better for us to be ordinary friends..."
Li Hao did not respond to her words, but instead asked:
"Don't you ask me what is upset?"
Zuo Yunchang looked up at him, hesitated, and replied:
"You worry about my relationship with you... My unauthorized appearance has affected the lives of you and your girlfriend... You could have ignored me, even if it was the promise, you could not keep it at all. I actually... It doesn't matter..."
Li Hao picked up her delicate chin with his fingertips, looked straight into her eyes, and asked with a smile:
"Does it really matter?"
Zuo Yunshang's gaze was a little evasive, his head tilted slightly, and he lightly tapped his chin.
Li Hao continued to stare at her for a while, then retracted his hand and nodded: "Well, as you wish."
Hearing Li Hao's words, Zuo Yunchang stood there blankly, his heart felt as if he had been emptied for an instant, empty, as if losing strength all over his body, he suddenly staggered and almost fell to the ground.
Li Hao swiftly held her body fast, looked at her sad eyes pretending to be strong, and said distressedly:
"Are you a fool?"
Zuo Yunchang didn't speak, and shook his head slightly. After standing firm, he supported Li Hao's chest with his hand, trying to push him away.
Of course Li Hao wouldn't let her go, and took her by the shoulders and hugged him directly into his arms.
Zuo Yunchang froze for a moment, twisting and struggling lightly.
"Don't move, listen to me to finish." Li Hao said in her ear.
Zuo Yunchang was startled, stopped struggling, let Li Hao hug him tightly, and leaned his head on his shoulder.
"Do you know why I promised you just now?" Li Hao asked.
"It should be... I make you feel distressed," Zuo Yunshang murmured.
"No." Li Hao smiled:
"My worries are gone."
Zuo Yunchang was taken aback for a moment, then turned his head to look at Li Hao in confusion.
"My original distress was that after three days, the temporary relationship ended, what should we do." Li Hao smiled softly and said:
"Then you just agreed to end our current relationship ahead of schedule, which gave me an opportunity to solve my distress."
"Why... why?" Zuo Yunshang was a little confused.
"Because we can re-establish the relationship, I think, three days seems to be insufficient..."
"..."
"So you say, does this just solve my troubles?"
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