1novels Chapter 42 "The child is also the first time to be a child."
Chapter 42 "The child is also the first time to be a child."
When he returned to Zhong's house, Qi Yousui was already sleeping soundly on Qi Qingyun's back, like a soft soft-boiled egg, and like a cub with no sense of security, he carefully put the Her face was stuck to Qi Qingyun's back, she was motionless, her breathing was even and proper, her brows and eyes were soft and moist.
Zhong Xue carefully helped her son off Qi Qingyun's back, and the two of them worked together to hug the drunk Qi Yousui to the bed.
"It doesn't look strong, why is it so heavy when you carry it on your back?"
Qi Qingyun jokingly squeezed Qi Yousui's arm, in exchange for a whimper from the other party, knowing that it hurts, but still rubbing against her father Qi Qingyun's warm arms inch by inch, and finding someone she likes. posture, fell asleep again.
"...Don't pinch him, he is most afraid of blood and pain."
Zhong Xuejin fetched a basin of water, dipped a clean and soft towel into the warm water, picked it up and wrung it dry after it was soaked, bent down to wipe Qi Yousui's face, his movements were gentle and slow, his face pretended to be disgusted, but there was a hint of disgust in his tone. With a smile:
"After playing for a day, my whole body is covered with sweat, and it stinks even if I don't take a shower."
Qi Qingyun stroked her sweaty forehead hair with her fingertips, revealing a pair of star-like eyes, a handsome and young face with a gentle smile that didn't match his age:
"The child is still young, it is normal to love to play."
Qi Yousui didn't know if he vaguely heard Zhong Xuejin's words, curled his lips, his eyelashes fluttered slightly as if he was about to wake up, but his eyelids were heavy, he muttered "Mom" for a while and then kicked the quilt , Changed a position and went to sleep, no longer moving.
Seeing this, the husband and wife looked at each other tacitly and did not speak again.
The two of them stretched out their hands, and without waking their son, they took off Qi Yousui's clothes together, and then scrubbed them clean. After finishing their work, they were even more tired than running for three kilometers by themselves, and they all sat back to back. On the ground, each other wiped the sweat off each other's faces with tissues, and they were so tired that they didn't want to say a word.
After resting for a while, Qi Qingyun reluctantly stood up from the ground, hugged his tired wife who didn't want to move a finger, and walked into the bathroom.
It wasn't until the delicate skin was completely submerged in warm water that Qi Qingyun couldn't help but let out a long sigh, holding Zhong Xuejin in her arms, and didn't want to move anymore.
Zhong Xuejin in his arms was still a teenager, picked up the small one, leaned his soft face on Qi Qingyun's chest, closed his eyes and let Qi Qingyun wet the shower gel, rub out bubbles, He takes a shower.
He was drowsy at first, but he didn't know what he thought of in the blink of an eye, he suddenly opened his half-awake and half-drowned eyes, poked Qi Qingyun's face with his fingertips, and asked curiously road:
"Ajun, what secret did my son secretly tell you today?"
Because when Qi Yousui and Qi Qingyun told the secret, they said it close to Qi Qingyun's ear, and the other party drank again, and the words were slurred, so Zhong Xuejin, who was walking by, didn't listen at all. What did Qing Qi Yousui say.
"..." Qi Qingyun lowered her head, thinking of what Qi Yousui told him not to tell Zhong Xuejin the secret, she paused, still not sure whether to tell Zhong Xuejin or not.
But what he didn't expect was that the flash of hesitation on his face at this moment was completely revealed by Zhong Xue, and the drowsiness on the other party's face immediately dissipated like light smoke blown away by the wind. Standing up from the water, he glared at Qi Qingjun:
"How can you have a little secret with others behind my back?!"
When he said this, the corners of his eyes were lowered, with a little red, he looked like a puppy who couldn't bite his master's trousers, he was so wronged.
From this angle, Qi Qingyun, who has seen everything that should be seen and should not be seen: "..."
He had no choice but to hold his hand, push Zhong Xuejin back into the water, and stroked his hair dumbfounded, "Why do you even eat your son's jealousy?"
"...I'm not jealous." Zhong Xuejin firmly refused to admit this, but she shook her head to shake the water on Qi Qingyun's face, as if she was venting Dissatisfied and annoyed:
"I won't be angry with you because of this!"
"...Okay, okay, my face is wrinkled into a steamed stuffed bun, and my mouth is still stiff."
Qi Qingyun pinched the opponent's cheeks that felt so good in the hand, and put her palm on the back of the opponent's head. With a little force, she pulled the opponent back into her arms, and touched the opponent's small and white earlobes with her fingertips, bowed her head and kissed Kissing Zhong Xuejin's forehead, thinking about it, and decided to tell Zhong Xuejin:
"...The son said that he was never angry with you."
"He got angry with you on purpose that day, because he wanted you to pay more attention to him and love him more."
"..." Zhong Xuejin opened her mouth in disbelief when she heard the words, and unconsciously let out an "ah" sound in her voice, and then she was stunned.
Everything around became quiet in an instant, as if the dust had settled, and it seemed that there was an invisible vacuum cover to isolate the surroundings from the outside world. It was so quiet that you couldn't even hear each other's breathing, only the heartbeat became more and more unrestrained, almost To break through the chest cavity.
The crystal drops of water on the neck silently fell into the bathtub, with a deafening tick, ruthlessly smashing the phantom on the water surface, dimly illuminating Zhong Xuejin's increasingly blurred expression, making everything in front of him seem chaotic for no reason, After a long time, Zhong Xuejin suddenly heard his own voice resounding in the quiet and somewhat excessive bathroom, trembling uncontrollably:
"...Did he really say that?"
".......Um."
Qi Qingyun held Zhong Xue down and nervously wanted to move her fingertips, her voice was very low, cold and hoarse:
"I thought, I did something wrong."
"I always tell You Sui that it's the first time for an adult to be an adult. Adults also make mistakes and should be forgiven."
"But I forgot one thing, and that's—"
Qi Qingyun paused, and faced Zhong Xuejin's bewildered eyes, paused, and said word by word:
"I forgot, a child is also the first time to be a child."
"Adults do something wrong and selfishly want to be forgiven; but kids do everything wrong and they just want some love."
"I was wrong."
Qi Qingyun lowered her head, combed Zhong Xuejin's wet hair with her fingertips, and repeated slowly:
"A child is also a child for the first time."
"They also want to be loved and understood by their parents."
Zhong Xuejin took Qi Qingyun's hand on top of her head, slowly placed it on her chest, and said with a sob:
"It's because we think too much of our son's fragility and too much of ourselves."
"...Well." Up to now, Qi Qingyun has to admit that she has made some mistakes in educating her children, but I hope it's not too late to wake up, and the moonlight melts , illuminating the guilt in his eyes:
"...Yinyin, let's treat our son better in the future."
"Our family, let's talk about everything in the future, don't miss so much time like before."
"......Um!"
With tears in her eyes, Zhong Xue nodded vigorously, flung out her powerful hair, her voice was intermittent, as if she held some hot stone in her mouth, she said, stopped, choked up and said:
"I'm sorry son."
"...Don't always say that."
Qi Qingyun felt sorry for her son as well as her wife, sighed, and hugged him in her arms, as if coaxing a child, deliberately put down a soft tone, patted Zhong Xuejin's back with her palm, slowly Slowly said:
"Hopefully everything works out in time."
"In time," Zhong Xue wiped away her tears and said firmly:
"It's still too late to treat my son well."
.......
The winter vacation time passed quickly, and the family of three hadn't had time to feel the time of reunion, and it was the first semester of senior high school in a blink of an eye.
It hasn't been long since the first semester of high school, and everyone who just finished the Spring Festival can't get up to study. It wasn't until Liu Chengbi brought the news that the spring sports meeting was about to open. The atmosphere in the class was like activated elemental cells, and people were excited. They were chatting with each other, rubbing against each other to produce hot stars, and the atmosphere was like boiling water like a pan of oil, and it revived with a sting.
"Sui, do you want to sign up for any project?"
After Chu Queze went abroad, Li Cen took over the position of class monitor. After receiving Liu Chengbi's hard task that everyone in the class must sign up, he was the first to come to Qi Yousui.
After all, in the matter of signing up, one person always needs to start, and then others will participate one after another.
And the person Li Cen knew best in this class was Qi Yousui, so of course he was the first one he thought of.
"me?"
Qi Yousui was still working on the question when he was asked. Hearing the words, he stopped the pen in his hand, propped his head and raised his eyebrows. His face suddenly became vivid like a fairy in a painting. He apologized:
"I'm not very good at sports."
He admitted his shortcomings openly like this, which made Li Cen embarrassed, and scratched his head with his pen in a bit of bewilderment.
Because in Li Cen's heart, even if Qi Yousui was not good at something in the past, because of face, he would definitely agree. How can he say half-truths and half-false things with an innocent face like now? If she showed weakness, she would be embarrassed to speak more.
She almost didn't dare to look at Qi Yousui's smiling, polite and gentle face, and the tip of the pen kept drawing messy black lines on the blank registration form, just like her tangled heart, stuttering road:
"But... there are a lot of interesting events, er, such as shot put... javelin..."
"These are too professional, I'm not good at it."
Qi Yousui only wanted to study in his heart, and didn't really want to go out to show his face, so he subconsciously refused.
"What about long jump and high jump?" Li Cen still didn't give up. He always felt that it would be a waste of social resources for someone as tall and leggy as Qi Yousui not to participate in something. "Running, you know how to run?"
"...I can't run fast."
At this time, it would be unrealistic to say that I can't run. Qi Yousui choked, looking at Li Cen's half-anticipated and half-nervous eyes, he couldn't bear it, and for a long time he could only say:
"But if everyone must sign up for one, then I'll choose the men's 400-meter relay."
As long as you run 100 meters, you can be lazy.
Qi Yousui thought to himself.
"...Okay!" Seeing that Qi Yousui finally let go, Li Cen, who had been soaking softly and hard for a long time, was full of joy. Zhang Xin filled out the registration form for Qi Yousui in person:
"Then it's done, you must participate!"
".......Um."
Qi Yousui responded, lowered his head and continued to do his homework seriously.
Seeing that Qi Yousui no longer focused his attention on himself, Li Cen reluctantly swallowed what he wanted to say, and stood there for a while, hesitating for a while. Tear it off, and before leaving, he glanced at Qi Yousui who was doing his homework with his head propped up. After struggling for a moment, he still planned to spend more time with Qi Yousui. Filled with Qi Yousui's information.
Qi Yousui always knew that Li Cen was looking at him, but since he didn't like the other party, he shouldn't have anything beyond the standard of friendship between classmates, and let the other party have any hope.
As he thought so in his heart, the mobile phone placed on the table suddenly vibrated and made a crisp sound that was not light or heavy.
Qi Yousui paused involuntarily when he wrote, and his coherent thoughts had been seldom for a moment because of the vibration. His body was ahead of his consciousness, and his eyes moved down, and his eyes fell on the dialog box in the center of the lit screen. superior:
[Sui Sui Ping An]: You Sui, I'm back in the dormitory, what are you doing?
It was a message from Chu Queze.
Since Chu Queze went to study abroad, because of the jet lag, he often staggered his work and rest time with Qi Yousui. Qi Yousui had just started class here before he returned to the dormitory, ready to wash up and rest.
Knowing that his son was bankrupt, Chu Li secretly left behind a bank card that only Chu Queze knew the password in order to prevent the other party from continuing to support Chu Queze in his studies. tuition and living expenses, and then asked his old friend to send Chu Queze abroad in advance.
Whether Chu Queze wanted to go abroad on his own initiative, or left him because he felt guilty and dared not face it, Qi Yousui didn't know, and he didn't care.
He looked at Chu Queze coldly, like clocking in every day, saying good morning and evening to himself, rain or shine, talking about things he encountered abroad, but he didn't reply a word.
Qi Yousui once thought about deleting Chu Queze, but the other party knew all his social accounts well, so if he deleted this, Chu Queze would change his account to add him tomorrow, Qi Yousui was very annoyed by him Annoying, I simply kept it.
"......"
To this day, Qi Yousui still doesn't want to pay attention to Chu Queze, puts his phone back on the table, and continues to study, but Chu Queze didn't know why he went crazy today, and suddenly sent him a lot of messages, which shocked his whole body. The table was numb, Qi Yousui was made a little impatient by him, he took out his mobile phone with restraint, and was about to blackmail the other party, when his peripheral vision fell on the new message from Chu Queze, but his movements were involuntary Stagnated, the whole person was stunned:
[Sui Sui Ping An]: Year old, my dad jumped off the building.
[Sui Sui Ping An]: I gave him my tuition and living expenses. He even sold my mother's natal house for money, but he still didn't make a profit. He jumped off the building after divorcing my mother.
Qi Yousui's expression gradually became serious, his hands paused, and he moved away from the line of red words. He tapped the screen quickly with his fingertips, but for some reason, the speed slowed down again for a long time, with a hesitant expression on his face. After typing and typing for a while, after a while, I sent five words briefly:
[More than every year]: Is the money still enough?
This is the first reply that Chu Queze and Qi Yousui have received since they sent the message.
Chu Queze seems to have been waiting for Qi Yousui's reply, and within half a second of the message being sent, Chu Queze's message came back immediately:
"No, I can go out to work to earn money myself."
Chu Queze was alone in a foreign country, unfamiliar with the place of life, and his family members passed away suddenly, and he had to take care of his studies and financial pressure, so life must not be easy.
Qi Yousui thought for a while, took a look at the money in his card, then typed half of it to Chu Queze, and then typed only one word:
"receive."
He didn't comfort Chu Queze, but just a few words were enough to comfort Chu Queze.
Chu Queze didn't accept his money, as if he had a lot to say, but after typing for a long time, he only sent a few words carefully:
"Can I see you?"
After finishing speaking, he seemed to be afraid that Qi Yousui would bother him, so he hurriedly said:
".....It doesn't matter if you don't have a video, I just want, just want..."
I just kind of miss you.
Chu Queze leaned his back against the cold wall, piles of books scattered around him, he could hardly see his slender body clearly, looked through the gap, just in time to see his eyes were red from crying, and he used his forehead in frustration Hitting the screen of the mobile phone, it seemed that he was a little annoyed at his slip of the tongue.
The weather in the northern country is very cold, Chu Queze has no money to buy a thick quilt, and his fair feet are cracked and purple from the cold air. His roommate sincerely wants to lend him a blanket, but he smiles and speaks in proficient northern Mandarin Refused.
Chu Queze finished rejecting his roommate with a smile, and the moment he lowered his head, his expression became flat again. He sniffed, knowing that he had made Qi Yousui difficult, and was about to withdraw the message dejectedly, when the news about Qi Yousui suddenly Sent over:
【More than every year】: [picture]
Chu Queze's dim pupils gradually lit up, as if they were lit up for a moment, and he couldn't wait to open the picture.
Qi Yousui didn't post a selfie of himself, but just took a photo of his left hand. The knuckles of the boy with well-defined knuckles are like jade, slender and neat, beautiful without a trace of blemish, his wrist is like frost and snow, and his wrist is like frost and snow. Facing the warm sunlight, it seems to have a kind of filter.
Chu Queze immediately saved this photo and happily made it into a screensaver. Just when he felt that his mood was not so sad, suddenly, his eyes narrowed, and he noticed that there was a part of Qi Yousui's right hand holding a pen. wrist.
That wrist is small and delicate, it is obviously not a boy's, and there is a small mole on the wrist bone...
moles, moles...
Chu Queze's pupils became dark in an instant, and he covered his head and thought for a while with a headache. The ability of his photographic memory allowed him to search for the person who had a mole on his right wrist among the acquaintances he had seen in an instant. Countless human faces flew into his mind like snowflakes, neatly arranged like a computer screen running with high precision, allowing him to lock and confirm the identity of the owner of that wrist in less than a second——
It's Qi Yousui's ex-girlfriend, Li Cen!
Chu Queze suddenly stood up from the bed, and his head bumped headfirst into the upper bunk in fright, so startled that the northerner on his upper bunk thought there was an earthquake, and woke up suddenly, the habits engraved in DNA made him He rolled up the quilt in an instant, jumped out of bed, and ran out the door like a whirlwind.
Chu Queze rubbed the top of his painful head:
"........"
He slid down the cold wall as if exhausted, and wanted to ask Qi Yousui if he and Li Cen got back together, but hesitated for a moment, and finally didn't ask. The sharp horns cut off the vocal cords, and he couldn't speak a word, and his body was as stiff as a clay sculpture.
His roommate seemed to have gotten used to his gloomy appearance, but out of concern, he subconsciously asked in the northern Mandarin:
"Are you ok?"
"Thank you for your concern, I'm fine."
Chu Queze didn't want everyone except Qi to know what was on his mind, so he replied subconsciously.
"Are you chatting with someone you like?" His roommates are nice, and he has a good impression of Chinese people, so he leaned over to chat with Chu Queze, and said with a smile:
"The eyes are bright, it should be the person you like?"
"...Mmm." Chu Queze picked up the thin quilt, and bowed his head in embarrassment:
"Yes."
"Does he not like you? You don't look very good."
The roommate cocked her feet, put her hand on the handle of the chair, turned the pen, and scratched her hair with the tip of the pen, looking a little confused.
"Well, I've done bad things to him before."
Chu Queze smiled, and did not shy away from what he had done, and directly told his roommate exactly what had happened.
"God..."
After listening to Chu Queze's description, the roommate looked at Chu Queze with a very complicated expression, but at the same time he was a little confused. After hesitating for a long time, he opened his mouth and said:
"Chu, I know you, you don't seem to be this kind of person."
"You are very smart, you can see through everyone's mind at a glance, how can you not know that once things are exposed, the people you like will hate you?"
The roommate was a little puzzled that Chu Queze would do such a harmless thing without any benefit, and felt that this was really not the way Chu Queze could choose.
Because stupid.
The person who can do this is really stupid, stupid and bad, it's really not like Chu Queze's behavior style.
"..." Chu Queze raised his head, revealing a clean and beautiful face, but his pupils couldn't see a gleam of light, like a bottomless pool of water, hiding all his thoughts Into the deepest part, so that no one can see through the real thoughts in his heart, only deliberately avoiding the roommate's questions, and slowly said:
"Who said... I can't stand up and be this kind of villain?"
Because Chu Queze was so involved in chatting with his roommate about Qi Yousui, that Qi Yousui didn't get a reply from Chu Quesui for a long time, so he couldn't help being a little irritable, clicked his tongue lightly, and threw the phone back on the table with a snap.
Li Cen was filling out the form beside him, he jumped when he heard the movement, looked up and saw Qi Yousui sitting on the chair with a dark face, looking very unhappy, thinking that he was too close to him to provoke him I was in a bad mood, and I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed on my face. I paused, randomly wrote a few strokes on the registration form, and returned to my seat with a pile of registration forms. I lowered my head, revealing a slightly curved The neck, like a withered rose, was limp and lifeless.
Qi Yousui didn't notice Li Cen's departure at all, and after being unhappy for a while, he coaxed himself to be well again, and quickly forgot about Chu Queze's matter, and finished the afternoon class seriously , when the school bell rang, she packed up the desks, and walked to the cafeteria with Qi Qingyun and Zhong Xuejin.
Today Qi Yousui wanted to eat the stewed chicken and rice from Osmanthus Garden, so Qi Qingyun and Zhong Xuejin accompanied him to Osmanthus Garden.
Osmanthus Garden is on the other side of the teaching building, and there is a large playground in the middle.
The three of them were walking along the playground that was neatly drawn with white lines in preparation for the sports meeting. On an abandoned iron shelf, looking this way.
"I don't understand you. You also have two eyes and one nose. What's so good about Qi Yousui that you can never forget him."
The man in sportswear is the seed player of the school's sports team. He is tall and strong. His smooth skin is evenly tanned by the sun. He throws the basketball in his left hand to the right while talking. His handsome face can't hide his jealousy. The sleeves wiped the sweat from the sideburns, deliberately revealing the strong six-pack abs:
"Is he as tall as me? Is he as handsome as me?"
"You?" Li Cen's black hair wrapped around the shawl at his fingertips impatiently kicked him lightly, with a trace of undisguised contempt flashing across his face:
"Except for a body of useless muscles, what can you compare to him?"
"......" Shen Lian suddenly lowered his eyes when he heard the words, the light in his eyes flickered, as sharp as some kind of large beast:
"You really think I'm inferior to him?"
"..." Li Cen thought to himself that this is not obvious, what to do with so much nonsense, but before she opened her mouth, she took a look at Shen Lianyi's ugly and ashen expression, dangerously, she wanted to say Swallowing the words into his throat, he said casually:
"If you think you are better than him, prove it to me."
"..." Shen Lianyi, as a 16-year-old boy, couldn't bear the aggressive tactics the most. He raised his head, locked his eyes on Qi Yousui's back, squinted his eyes, and suddenly pointed the basketball at Qi Yousui. The year-old threw it, and when the basketball hit the ground, it hit the ground with a bang, every word and every word, with a bit of gnashing of teeth, but the eyes were meaningful:
"In the men's relay race in the spring sports meeting, I will make him look good."
Qi Yousui was ignorant of the conversation between the two of them. As he was walking, he suddenly felt an inexplicable coolness coming from his back. Fog out.
"What's the matter, are you going to catch a cold again?"
Zhong Xuejin immediately turned his head, untied the scarf around his neck and wrapped it around Qi Yousui, rubbed his warm palms against Qi Yousui's face, and said worriedly:
"You have had a fever twice since the beginning of this year. If you continue to burn, will your head burn out?"
"..." Qi Yousui glanced at his foolish mother speechlessly, wanting to refute, but also felt that the frequency of his fever in the past few months was a bit too high, so he kept his head silent, In the eyes of others, it seems that he is very unwilling to talk to Zhong Xuejin.
"Maybe it's because of the recent season change, and I'm not quite used to it yet."
Qi Qingyun touched the heads of Qi Yousui and Zhong Xuejin reassuringly, and said after deliberation:
"It's really not possible. I will take Sui to the hospital after the sports meeting."
Qi Qingjun paused, and said with a slightly uncertain tone:
"The problem... shouldn't be too big."