[Japanese] These days of finding Sudou

Chapter 1 New Restaurant

His name is Lin Zhou.

He has been living with a man for seven years, and that man's name is Qi Jiang.

Lin Zhou leaned on his bicycle and stood on the busy street. Opposite him was a newly opened restaurant.

When Qi Jiang took him out for a walk before, he pointed to this restaurant and said that next time my husband will bring you here for a meal.

Next time, next time... Lin Zhou held his bicycle expressionlessly, staring at the restaurant.

Qi Jiang was sitting near the window, wearing a casual suit and a camel sweater, which Lin Zhou bought for him last year.Qi Jiang put both hands on the table, and took a few tissues in one hand.Opposite him was a girl who looked young, black and straight, and was crying.

The two of them didn't order food when they entered other restaurants, occupying a table for nothing, which was really shameful, Lin Zhou thought.

There are a few bright red characters printed on the huge window - the taste is amazing, but it can't hide Qi Jiang.Lin Zhou saw Qi Jiang handing a tissue to the girl with a worried face, he didn't know what he was talking about, and reached out to pat her shoulder from time to time to comfort her.As a result, the girl cried endlessly, Qi Jiang simply stood up and took the girl into his arms.

Lin Zhou pursed his lips tightly, looked down at the vegetables he bought in the bicycle basket, then looked up at Qi Jiang who was stroking the girl's back in the restaurant, and took out his mobile phone to send a text message to Qi Jiang—I'm home, why aren't you here? ?

After waiting for a while without replying to the text message, Lin Zhou stepped on the pedal and rode away.

When they lived together, it was stipulated that each of them would cook for one day. Qi Jiang liked to eat meat, but Lin Zhou bought vegetables every time he cooked.When Lin Zhou brought out the dishes plate by plate, Qi Jiang began to pretend to be melancholy and bitter, as if he would die without meat.

Today is better, Lin Zhou thought, he will never have to see Qi Jiang's bitter face of his dead parents again.

Lin Zhou parked the car and slowly walked up the stairs with the vegetables.

Lin Zhou and Qi Jiang have known each other since they were young. They went to elementary school and junior high school together.After all, we've known each other for so long, and occasionally making small noises when we're together can be regarded as fun.

After graduating from high school, Qi Jiang and Lin Zhou decided to show their cards to their families.

Lin Zhou's situation is not bad. Lin Zhou's parents died in a car accident when Lin Zhou was in elementary school. After that, Lin Zhou stayed at his aunt's house.After listening to Lin Zhou's words, Aunt Lin's attitude was very straightforward, and she let Lin Zhou pack up and leave. Even if it was a waste of raising in the past few years, she would treat her as if she didn't know her in the future, which would be embarrassing.

Lin Zhou had nothing to say, so he took his things and left.

However, Qi Jiang's family was in a state of turmoil. Both Qi Jiang's parents were teachers at the university, and Qi Jiang was the eldest son of the family. If the news of his liking for men spread, he would lose face and listen to gossip.

Qi Jiang's father made a decisive decision and locked Qi Jiang at home.

But in the middle of the night, Qi Jiang pried the window and escaped, and took several hundred yuan before leaving.

When the two met at the agreed place, there was a sense of reunion after a broken mirror.

At that time, the two discussed and decided to hide in the house that Qi Jiang's parents bought for him when he was still studying, and leave here to go to college after the summer vacation.

Qi Jiang didn't dare to move at all, for fear of being caught by his parents again, Lin Zhou was still free and took on the task of going shopping.

But Qi Jiang's parents will not give up so easily. After being a teacher for so long, they will still swear.When they couldn't see Qi Jiang, they went to block Lin Zhou, intimidated and lured them both hard and soft. After learning where Lin Zhou and Qi Jiang lived, they called every day and knocked on the door every now and then.He also pulled Lin Zhou's aunt together to stop this young love.

In the end, Lin Zhou didn't go out anymore, and the two stayed in the house, looking at each other every day.I'm afraid that someone will be dragged back to do ideological work, and this relationship will be broken like this.I don't know why I was so persistent at that time, as if I couldn't do without anyone.The phone line was unplugged, life was the same, and the two of them became more and more silent.The external pressure is already so great, and the two of them will be over if they can't bear it and start a civil war.

After not speaking for a month, Qi Jiang smashed the phone.

Lin Zhou still remembers what Qi Jiang said at that time. He said, the person I like belongs to me, and the others are talking about me, so I can't live without it. Let's go.

Then they left, picking a city at random.Qi Jiang only told his cousin that they were leaving, and that cousin came to see them off in the middle of the night and gave them some money.

According to Qi Jiang, the only cousin in the family who did not object to them, because the cousin is a lesbian.

Lala and Comrade probably developed a feeling of sympathy for each other.

When I arrived in a strange city, I was not familiar with the place of life. At the beginning, I did rough work, and the place I lived in was so poor that I couldn't describe it.The two of them endured like this, and they got their heads out.

There are more things to do, more people to know, and more good people.Helping out when it is important, introducing and introducing work, Lin Zhou saves money, and gradually has money.

Qi Jiang was 22 and Lin Zhou was 21 when he left home, Qi Jiang was 26 and Lin Zhou was 25 when he rented an apartment, and Qi Jiang was [-] and Lin Zhou was [-] seven years later. Off work, Sunday off.

It is said that the days are getting more and more dull. The cautiousness after living in the apartment at the beginning is now used to it. So much time has passed in a flash, and they have reached such a turning point. The seven-year itch, the loss of passion, and the sense of boredom.

Lin Zhou didn't think they would last so long at first. When they first came out, both of them were students who couldn't carry their shoulders or hands, but Qi Jiang still protected him. Sometimes one person did the work of two people. When I opened my hand at night, all I could see were blood bubbles that had been ground out.At that time, Lin Zhou thought, life is really hard, and Qi Jiang will get tired of it in another year, so they will go back.

Lin Zhou likes Qi Jiang, and Qi Jiang also likes Lin Zhou, but the most worthless thing these days is love.How much money can love be exchanged for? Can it feed them and drink it?Lin Zhou doesn't believe in love very much by nature, sometimes he also feels that he is very cold-blooded, he feels that there are many things in this world that he can't believe.Qi Jiang used to say that he was too cold, and he didn't even make a sound of laughter when he told more than a dozen jokes.

Lin Zhou thinks about it too, Qi Jiang is right, he is indeed such a person.So now he can carry the vegetables up the stairs so calmly, swallowing the scene he just saw in his stomach.

But it would be wrong to say that Lin Zhou never believed. When he was a child, he felt that the only people he could trust in the world were his parents. After he came out, he felt that the only person he could trust was Qi Jiang.Yes, Qi Jiang, the Qi Jiang who always smiled at him and always let him protect him, the Qi Jiang who stayed with him for seven years.Lin Zhou almost believed that they could grow old together, but he forgot that both of them are men.

They have the same body structure, but their hands are hard to the touch, and they cannot bear children yet.The old people say that marriage is because of love at the beginning, and when the love is over, the attention of both parties will be transferred to the children, and the children are the bond that connects the family.

It would be great if they had a child, Lin Zhou thought, and found it ridiculous.

After all, it's better to be a woman, with black and shiny hair, soft body and delicate skin, and when she cries, she is charming.Besides, the relationship between them and Qi Jiang's parents has become better in the past two years, and Qi Jiang's parents have secretly persuaded Qi Jiang to find a woman to marry.

Qi Jiang is a man and wants to have offspring of his own.Lin Zhou thought about it carefully, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with Qi Jiang's doing so.He himself is a person whose parents are dead and no one cares about him, so he can't drag Qi Jiang to be like him.Is Qi Jiang cheating? They are of the same sex and cannot get a marriage certificate. They are just living together.

Seven years is long enough, and it can be considered a miracle.

Lin Zhou was consoling himself after thinking about it. Before he came to the apartment, he took out the key and opened the door.The apartment was deserted, and the sky was a little dark at six o'clock. The gray light shone through the windows on the sofa, coffee table, dining table and other furniture in the apartment, leaving a large and large shadow that could not be dispelled.

Lin Zhou stood at the door, and for the first time, it was difficult for him to move his feet.He felt a wind blowing in front of him. The wind was so cold that it made his whole body stiff.

Is this still his home, Lin Zhou wondered.Every day when he came home, he would see the incandescent lamp turned on in the living room, and the yellow light filled the living room with warmth. Where is that lamp now?

Lin Zhou felt empty in his heart. He felt that the oncoming wind carried dust, and the fine dust entered his respiratory tract, where it piled up more and more, suffocating him.

He was miserable.

Lin Zhou murmured: "I feel bad."

The author has something to say:

The thinking here is a bit confusing, because Xiao Shou is a duplicity guy ^__^

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