1novels Chapter 177 The Edge of Despair
Chapter 177 The Edge of Despair
Chapter 177 The Edge of Despair
"Let's talk in another place." In order not to irritate Qin Shanshan, Tang Jianfeng hurriedly stepped forward to block Shangguan Yu's way.
Shangguan Yu raised the corners of his lips slightly, looked Tang Jianfeng up and down, and said with a sneer, "Why, are you afraid that I will eat her?"
"That's not what I meant." Tang Jianfeng frowned, and blamed himself: "All the faults are on me, and it has nothing to do with Shanshan."
"Tang Jianfeng, you are not only wrong, but also unforgivable." Shangguan Yu clenched his hands tightly, crunching his bones.
If she hadn't interrogated Xiaochen, she might still be kept in the dark.It's in vain that she loves him so desperately, but he only treats her as a pawn.
"I'm sorry, I used you. I want to make up for the harm I caused you during this time. No matter what you want me to do, as long as it makes you feel better, I will promise you." Although he doesn't like Shangguan Yu, But Shangguan Yu is a good woman, he shouldn't cheat her feelings.
"No matter what I say, you will agree?" Shangguan Yu raised his eyes, and the emotions of loneliness and despair gradually permeated in her eyes.
She always thought that Tang Jianfeng just didn't love her enough, but unexpectedly, he never loved her.She was singing a one-man show from beginning to end, and invisibly became someone else's third party.
"As long as I can do it, I promise you everything." Tang Jianfeng lowered his head, not daring to look into Shangguan Yu's eyes.
Shangguan Yu bit her lips lightly, and said seemingly unintentionally, "What if I want you to leave her?"
To the point, Tang Jianfeng was powerless to answer.
He owed Qin Shanshan too much, and it was impossible for him to leave her again in this life.
Tang Jianfeng's silence made Shangguan Yu completely see her position in Tang Jianfeng's heart.
She smiled wryly and said, "Even if you leave her now, I don't want you anymore. A man like you doesn't deserve me. Remember, it wasn't you who dumped me, but me, Shangguan Yu, who saw through it with my heart. A scum."
"You're right, I'm indeed a scumbag." Tang Jianfeng smiled self-deprecatingly, wishing he could punch himself a few more times.
Shangguan Yu's heart was like a knife, but she still tried to pretend to be calm on the surface.
She came here today not to keep Tang Jianfeng, but to let him go.Qin Shanshan won, and she was completely defeated.
"Can I go in and see her now?" Shangguan Yu changed the topic suddenly.
Tang Jianfeng didn't react for a while, and after two seconds of stunned, he made way for Shangguan Yu, "Go."
Shangguan Yu nodded and walked towards the ward.
She pushed open the door, and Qin Shanshan was crying under the quilt.
Shangguan Yu walked over and gently lifted a corner of the quilt.Qin Shanshan was startled by the sudden arrival, and hastily wiped her tears with her hands.
"It's you." Qin Shanshan sat up straight, not knowing how to face Shangguan Yu.
Compared to Qin Shanshan's bewilderment, Shangguan Yu seemed very generous.
She sat down beside the hospital bed, her eyes resting on Qin Shanshan's bandaged wrist, "Does it hurt?"
"It's all right." Qin Shanshan smiled slightly and put her hands under the quilt.
Perhaps because of a woman's nature, she was somewhat wary of Shangguan Yu.
Shangguan Yu didn't take Qin Shanshan's estrangement to heart, and then said: "What kind of mentality do you have when you see me with him? Don't you feel jealous or wronged?"
"At first I just thought he was playing with you, but after a long time, I really felt jealous and wronged. But I have been enduring it, and I don't want to embarrass him." Every night when Tang Jianfeng hid on the balcony to answer Shangguan Yu's phone call, she would Hide aside and eavesdrop.Listen to listen, will silently shed tears.
When love is unforgettable, the so-called self-esteem and pride are not important.She dared not complain, or even show negative emotions.Because she was afraid of an accident, Tang Jianfeng left her and left.
Until Shangguan Yu proposed marriage, she saw Tang Jianfeng's wavering, and she chose to tear his face at that moment because she just wanted to fulfill him.
"Have you ever thought about what you plan to do if I really marry him?" Shangguan Yu's mouth twitched, and he looked up at Qin Shanshan.
Qin Shanshan lowered her eyes and bit her lips tightly.After a while, she took a deep breath and said: "When I left, I had already decided to give up on him. I thought you could be together if I disappeared. But I didn't expect that something happened, and I didn't die. .”
"You didn't die, but you chose the most extreme way. In this way, it will be even more impossible for me and him. In the face of death, everything will become insignificant."
"I'm sorry." Qin Shanshan's eyes were full of tears, "I can't live without him, that's why I thought of dying."
Shangguan Yu smiled meaningfully, not knowing whether to say that Qin Shanshan was infatuated, or that she didn't love her deeply enough.
"Since you have nothing to do, stay with him well. He doesn't have me in his heart. Even if you are generous, we can't have any results." Shangguan Yu took the initiative to help Qin Shanshan arrange the pillows so that she would be more comfortable to lean on.
She doesn't hate Qin Shanshan, but she loves this girl from the bottom of her heart.Think about it differently, if she was in Qin Shanshan's position, how uncomfortable she would be.
"Then what should you do? I can see that you really love him, and your love is no less than mine." Qin Shanshan looked up at Shangguan Yu, her hands intertwined unnaturally.
Shangguan Yu smiled slightly and said: "Don't pity me, I don't need your charity. No matter how I look at it, I am better than you, Tang Jianfeng will let you, I need better, he is not worthy of me."
Qin Shanshan nodded sincerely, and looked at Shangguan Yu gratefully, "You are indeed excellent, much better than me."
What's the use of being excellent, in the end, he still can't win his heart, and he can't keep his people.
Shangguan Yu breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and patted Qin Shanshan's shoulder, "Okay, I've finished what I need to say, you rest, I'm leaving first."
She can afford to love and lose, since Qin Shanshan and Tang Jianfeng are in love, she, an outsider, should get out of the way as soon as possible.
Qin Shanshan breathed a sigh of relief, and watched Shangguan Yu leave the ward.But the matter between her and Tang Jianfeng hadn't been resolved yet. Although there was no Shangguan Yu in the middle, they had their own problems.
"I'm leaving, you take good care of her." Leaving the ward, Shangguan Yu instructed.
Tang Jianfeng wanted to say something else, but Shangguan Yu didn't want to listen anymore, she turned around and left, quickly disappearing from sight.
Tang Xiaochen was waiting in the car when she saw Shangguan Yu running over like crazy.
All the pretense, all the strength, faded away at this moment.
Shangguan Yu lay on her lap and wept bitterly, like a lonely and desperate child.The tears were like tiny needles, which made her very uncomfortable.But she can't help Shangguan Yu, the pain left by love can only be overcome by herself.
(End of this chapter)