16 years

Chapter 157 Broken

He Feng's ward was next to Fu Yan's. He Tang's ears were sharp, and he rushed over in just a few seconds, handing the injection to Liu Ruosong in a hurry.

In just a short while, Fu Yan was already covered in cold sweat. His eyes were blank and out of focus, and his pupils were wet. It was not known whether it was tears or sweat that had soaked into his eyes.

Liu Ruosong instinctively didn't want to believe the former, and hurriedly injected Fu Yan with diazepam.

Fu Yan was forced to stabilize by the potion, he took a few hard breaths, then slowly loosened his strength, and fell back into a coma.

The heavy weight fell on Liu Ruosong's arms, and seemed to fall on his heart.

"Brother Xiaoliu, are you injured?" He Tang suddenly exclaimed in a low voice.

Liu Ruosong himself was sweating all over. Just now when he held Fu Yanshi in his arms, a lot of blood was rubbed on his shoulders.His training jacket was washed yesterday, and today he is wearing a white coat temporarily borrowed from the infirmary, the blood stains on it are very obvious.

Liu Ruosong was stunned for a moment, looked sideways at the bloodstain on his collarbone, and quickly shook his head.

"It's okay, I rubbed it on Brother Fu." He Tang said.

"Captain... what's wrong?" He Tang breathed a sigh of relief when he heard the words, leaned over to the bedside to look at Fu Yan, and asked worriedly, "Do you want to see a doctor?"

"No, the vital signs are all stable." Liu Ruosong's voice was a little hoarse, he shook his head weakly, and said, "Let's talk about it tomorrow morning."

Seeing that he also looked tired, He Tang nodded without saying anything, and helped Liu Ruosong put Fu Yan'an back on the hospital bed.

"Then why don't I watch for you in the middle of the night?" He Tang said, "Brother Xiaoliu, go and have a rest."

"No need." Liu Ruosong shook his head, and forced a smile at He Tang: "You still have to watch over your brother, I'll stay there for half the night, it really won't work, let Shao Qiu replace me at dawn."

"That's fine." He Tang was still a little uneasy: "If you need anything, just call me, I'm right next door."

"Understood." Liu Ruosong said: "Go back quickly, it's cold at night, add a coat."

He Tang nodded, and walked away step by step.

In the next ward, He Feng was also woken up by the movement. When He Tang returned, he had already turned on the bedside lamp and sat up by himself.

He was kicked by the petri dish and cracked three ribs, his chest was tied with a fixed belt, and the hospital gown was only randomly buttoned twice, and a large white bandage was exposed at the front of the shirt.

"What happened to the captain?" He Feng asked.

He Tang sat back beside the hospital bed, stretched out his hand to gather his clothes, and told He Feng about the incident in the next ward.

In the end, He Tang bit his lip and whispered, "Brother, I don't know why, but I always feel a little weird."

"Ok?"

"I don't know, I can't say it." He Tang curled his lips and said, "It's just a feeling...? I always feel that there seems to be a special secret atmosphere between Xiao Liu and the captain. It's not about the relationship between husband and wife. The intimacy between them, but I always feel that the two of them seem to know a lot about many things, and they have an unreasonable self-confidence."

"For example?" He Feng asked.

He Tang thought for a while, then shook his head.

"There is no example, and I can't say what it is." He Tang said: "If you insist on asking me, I can only say it is the atmosphere, or the feeling."

"Forget it, Brother Xiaoliu, I don't know him well. But the captain is a man who is cautious and thinks a lot, and never acts recklessly." He Tang said: "He also makes me feel this way, it's very strange...Brother , am I a little suspicious?"

He Feng looked at her quietly for a while, neither saying yes nor no.

He Tang has a keen intuition, and this intuition can sometimes be transformed into a sense of crisis, which is too mysterious.He Feng didn't arbitrarily deny her conjecture, but asked, "Do you think it's a bad thing?"

"That's not true." He Tang lazily leaned forward, lying on He Feng's lap, raised his face and looked at him: "I just said it casually."

"Then don't worry too much about it." He Feng couldn't help but patted her head, and said, "Little girl, even if the sky falls, you won't be able to hit you. Why do you think so much all day long?"

He Tang patted the back of his hand angrily, puffed up his face, and said "threatening" through grinding his teeth: "I'm not a child anymore, Lieutenant Colonel Peregrine Falcon, I've already served as a veteran."

He Feng flicked her head and collapsed.

"Even if you are promoted to major general, it's useless." He Feng said, "It's public or private. As long as I'm still in this team, you'll always be a little girl."

He Tang curled his lips, covered his forehead, and hummed softly: "That can't be all carried by you and the captain, there is a rotation system in playing games, you all push up, what if it wears out after a long time?" .”

"At that time, let's talk about retirement." He Feng looked at the snow-white wall, and said quietly: "When that time really comes, you can stand up again."

In the next ward, Liu Ruosong locked the door of the ward, took out the medicine box from the emergency cabinet, and sat back on the bed.

He re-bandaged the open wound on Fu Yan's shoulder, then raised the quilt, sat quietly by the bed and looked at him.

Fu Yan was not very stable in his sleep, his brows were tightly furrowed, his face was pale, and his body would convulse sickly from time to time, which was quickly controlled by sedative drugs.

Liu Ruosong looked at him for a while, then slowly stretched out his hand to hold Fu Yan's trembling hand under the quilt, arched his back and handed his forehead up.

In front of He Tang, he didn't dare to reveal anything, now that the night was quiet and he was the only one left awake, those emotions came back belatedly, cutting his heart every inch of it like Ling Chi.

Liu Ruosong was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he took a breath intermittently, arched his body vigorously, and subconsciously squeezed Fu Yan's hand tightly.

The scene of Fu Yan waking up just now was vivid in his mind, Liu Ruosong didn't dare to think about it, but couldn't help replaying the scene just now in his mind over and over again.

It was hard for him to describe his mood, if he had to say it, he just felt that Fu Yan was broken by something.

Since childhood, since Liu Ruosong met Fu Yan, he never took the initiative to complain to Liu Ruosong once.

He is tenacious and rational, as if the sky would fall and his spine would not be crushed. No matter what happens, he has always been the one who is the backbone for everyone.

Liu Ruosong once joked that he admired his "nerves of steel".This remark was half ridiculed, and half sincere admiration, because he had never seen Fu Yan collapse, and he seemed to have always been the one with ease and stability.

No matter how bad the situation is, he can always be a backup for everyone.

But just now, like a piece of plain jadeite, he was mercilessly shattered by fate.

Liu Ruosong instinctively didn't want to use "broken" to describe Fu Yan, but he, who has always been good at creation and empathy, couldn't think of other words in his mind.

Liu Ruosong once watched a movie about a young mother who lost her child and searched for it for 20 years. Finally, she found that she was living in a tube building 100 meters away from the lost place.

In the past 20 years, they have not met once in close proximity.

Fate seems to be such a thing. People will appear very small under fate. No matter how hard you struggle, if it wants to hurt you, it will be a breeze.

Even it does not need to deliberately arrange anything, as long as a few "coincidences" lightly, it can leave deep scars on people.

Liu Ruosong squeezed Fu Yan's hand tightly, and held it deeply in his palm.

He was uncomfortable and heartbroken, but he didn't have the urge to cry—he didn't want to cry anymore.

Tears are useless, if Fu Yan is really "broken", then he can only face Fu Yan with a stronger attitude, so as to give him a reliable support.

Liu Ruosong leaned against Fu Yan's hand for a while, then let go of his hand, stood up unsteadily, took out a nutritional needle from the medicine box, rolled up his sleeve and shot it down.

From now on, no matter what happens to Fu Yan, I can't fall down, Liu Ruosong thought.

He threw the empty needle tube into the medical device recycling bin, and then raised the quilt for Fu Yan.

But gradually, Liu Ruosong found that Fu Yanyue's sleep became more and more unsteady, fine sweat oozes from his forehead, as if he instinctively wanted to break free from the quilt.

Liu Ruosong frowned, and pulled down the quilt tentatively, and saw that his brows relaxed a little, as if he felt more comfortable, but he still didn't feel very comfortable.

Liu Ruosong didn't know how to help him, so he spun twice like a spinning top in anxiety, then suddenly remembered something, walked quickly to the bed, and tentatively opened the window slit a little.

City D is located in the northeast, and the temperature in the middle of the night is close to zero, and the cold wind suddenly blows in through the window cracks. Liu Ruosong shivered from the cold, and subconsciously turned his head to look in the direction of the hospital bed.

Fu Yan was obviously much more relaxed than before, he relaxed his brows slightly, and fell asleep again.

Liu Ruosong held the handle of the window, feeling as if someone had been slashed in his heart out of thin air.

He is afraid of heat, Liu Ruosong thought.

The ending of his previous life left a brand in his subconscious mind, so even if he did it all over again, he wouldn't bear any scars, but he still remembered the pain in his memory.

Liu Ruosong didn't know how to solve this matter, he didn't even know how to bring up his previous life with Fu Yan again.Before Fu Yan restarted, he wanted the complete "he" countless times, but at this moment, seeing Fu Yan like this, Liu Ruosong wished that he was not so "complete".

If the price of letting him go is that Fu Yan has to bear such pain, then Liu Ruosong would rather not.

The night wind in the north was too strong, and Fu Yan's injury was still not healed, so Liu Ruosong didn't dare to keep the window open, so he waited a while and pushed the window again, leaving only a narrow gap.

He sat back on the side of the hospital bed, remembering Fu Yan's eyes looking around the ward when he woke up, he realized something belatedly, and hurriedly found a three-finger wide and two-meter-long cloth belt in the closet, and put it on Fu Yan's eyes. He circled around, blocking his view.

Every time Fu Yan restarts, there is always a period of chaos.Liu Ruosong thinks about it now, maybe he didn't distinguish between reality and his previous life just now, thinking that he was back in the laboratory building again.

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In fact, Brother Fu restarts without injury!It was the neuralgia caused by the mental state problem [Distressed.jpg] and it was also the psychological reaction caused by the superimposed buff because Brother Fu had just woken up and was confused.