Chapter 12
Chapter 12
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"Yes." Shen Yi replied decisively, and then asked, "Are you his friend?"
The girl replied: "That's right."
Li Jiaoyang asked: "Then where is he now?"
The girl shook her head.Li Jiaoyang said in shock: "He won't die, will he?"
"What are you thinking about?" The girl's expression changed more exaggeratedly than Li Jiaoyang, but she seemed to tease Li Jiaoyang, and the expression on her face instantly changed back to the indifference before, "Now let me ask the question, who are you? What are you looking for Mu Mu for?"
Mu Mu should be Zhang Muqing, this girl's name is so intimate, the relationship between the two should be good.Shen Yi sized up the girl and said, "Is there a cafe in your school or something, find a place to talk?"
"There are in the school, but it doesn't seem very convenient. There is a McDonald's outside the school, go there." The girls were much bolder than they imagined, and dared to leave the school with two strange men.
In McDonald's, Li Jiaoyang bought three large french fries and three cups of Coke and put them on the table. Shen Yi and the girl looked at him, and he ran back to the front desk, and returned later with a chicken box. "I'm hungry." He smiled, "you can eat too." The added sentence later showed Li Jiaoyang's generosity as much as possible, but the two of them didn't appreciate it.
"Let's talk about who you are first." The girl asked.
Shen Yi said: "We are the person in charge of Moequan. Moequan is a painting community app. Mu—that is, Zhang Muqing, the Mu Mu in your mouth, is one of our users. He used to communicate with other users in Moequan. There were some disputes, which caused him to not be online for a long time, and we learned from some feedback that he may have encountered some troubles in the three-dimensional, so we wanted to investigate." After he finished speaking, he tilted his head slightly, trying to make the atmosphere relaxed Some, "You know, if there was anything, it would be a nuisance for us."
This girl is not so easy to fool, she gave a "puchi" laugh, and then became a little disdainful, saying: "Now that you start a business, you still conduct interviews and surveys? Is it so bitter?"
"Yeah, yeah!" Li Jiaoyang gnawed on the chicken leg and continued, "We are very miserable. We are working for the investor's father in wind and rain. Hey, it's hard."
Shen Yi said with a fake smile: "Eat yours."
"My CN is Huazhiwan. You can just call me Wanzi." The girl suddenly said this without any end, which made Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yiju startled. "Mu Mu and I met in the animation club, and I have heard a little about your app."
Li Jiaoyang asked: "What is CN?"
"It's the stage name you mentioned." Shen Yi asked Huazhimaru, "And then?"
"Frankly speaking, I think that APP is too stupid." Huazhimaru said with a deadpan expression, which was in stark contrast to her lovely face.Li Jiaoyang was drinking Coke at the time, and almost spit out after hearing such a sentence.A little girl who reached to his chest said coldly that he was a product that he took care of like a child and was mentally disabled. How could a father swallow this breath?
"Indeed." Shen Yi added, "brainless, and an amateur."
Another critical blow hit Li Jiaoyang's heart, he turned his head stiffly and looked at Shen Yi in disbelief, Shen Yi said, "It was."
His attitude seemed to be approved by Huazhimaru, and Huazhimaru said: "But Mumu likes it very much, and he plays it during club activities. In fact, most of the animation clubs are cosplayers. People who can really draw are not There are many, Mu Mu is one. He is a very good person, but his personality is very introverted, even with two-dimensional friends, he is slow to get along, so there are not many friends."
"Is social fear so serious?" Shen Yi asked.
"It's hard to say." Huazhiwan shook her head.
Li Jiaoyang was listening to their chat, and asked if he didn't understand, "What is social terror?"
Shen Yi ruthlessly explained: "It is a terminal illness that you will never get in your life."
Social fear, the full name of social phobia, common symptoms include being unable to communicate with others normally, unable to place oneself in a public environment, etc. Shen Yi is right, Li Jiaoyang will never get this disease in his life, he is heartless, He is also very familiar, dealing with people is his favorite thing, and Li Jiaoyang cannot empathize with the pain of a socially phobic patient.This kind of disease is more common among young people who have been attached to online social networking all the year round, such as the Mu mentioned by Huazhimaru.
Some social media have no barriers to communication on the Internet platform, and can even speak eloquently, but when they come to reality, they often resist the communication and dialogue with real people and feel uncomfortable.Shen Yi has seen this kind of person a lot, who knows if the person who talks to you online is a dead house sitting in a corner without saying a word at an offline party?
Communicating with people is so difficult.
There is also a special kind of social fear. Maybe they don't really have any fear of real life, but most of them have a spiritual world of their own, which contains things they like.It's like a room full of things they think is precious. Maybe they once opened this room with full expectation to share with others, but the result they got disappointed them.It's just because he doesn't like elegant art or dazzling stars, and he can't gain a sense of identity in the public world.As a result, the door was closed, and they thought it would be better to live alone in this room. The door was closed tightly, and the outside world was full of wind and rain. Such a small room was like a safe haven, repaired with gentle light. The trauma and pain they have suffered in real life.Maybe this is just a little bit of spiritual comfort, but at certain moments, it can support a person through the darkest days.
So it doesn't matter if the door is completely closed, so that the things that are doubly cherished will not be spurned and despised by others.
Even if this is a world that is not understood.
"Mumu was criticized by the whole school." Hua Zhimaru said, "Written inspection, suspension of classes for review."
"What?!" Shen Yi and Li Jiaoyang were shocked.Before Li Jiaoyang could react, Shen Yi said, "Can you tell me what happened in detail?"
Hua Zhimaru said: "Someone reported Mu Mu. They said it was a report, but in fact it was more like spreading rumors at first. Someone posted a post on a forum that our school students often go to. It was a picture of Mu Mu wearing women's clothing. Very It's blurry, like a candid shot, and it doesn't look good. That's not the point. The point is that in that post, Mu Mu was described as a transvestite pervert, a disgusting homosexual, and the words were extremely mocking. We were very angry at first, but I also feel that everyone will not believe such inferior rumors, but..."
"But the reality is more complicated than you imagined, and it's also more difficult to control." Shen Yi said, "Isn't it?"
Huazhiwan nodded: "It turns out that there are really people who are willing to believe such endless things. The school is so big, and that person broke out Mu Mu's real information, so it was easy to locate him. Mu Mu was in class He rarely interacted with his classmates, but he had a good relationship with the boys in the dormitory. At first, boys from other departments teased Mumu, and his classmates fought for him, and others said they had an improper relationship. His classmates can't stand up for him, and they dare not eat together after class. The matter is getting bigger and bigger, just in time for our school's [-]th anniversary celebration, the leaders of the Municipal Party Committee of the Ministry of Education will come, and we will pay attention to the school spirit. School discipline, Mu Mu's matter was on the cusp of the storm, and she was caught as a model, and it became... like it is now."
"Fuck! Is this okay?" Li Jiaoyang cursed, "That little bitch Xi Jiujiu must have done it, no, I'm going..."
Shen Yi pressed the excited Li Jiaoyang: "What can you do? No matter what, Xi Jiujiu is still a girl, can you still fight with someone? And everything is our guess, you have evidence to prove that it is Xi Jiujiu What did you do?"
Li Jiaoyang said "I, I, I" for a long time, but he couldn't say a word, he sat down again holding back his anger, and stuffed a chicken leg into his mouth to vent his anger.
"Then..." Shen Yi asked Huazhimaru, "How is Mu now? Can you contact him?"
Huazhiwan replied: "I only know that he was called by his parents to write a self-criticism, and went home to reflect. I don't know the rest. We can't contact him, and we are very worried."
Shen Yi asked, "Where is he from?"
Huazhimaru said: "Beijing." At the end, she lowered her head and muttered: "What's wrong with wearing women's clothes? I don't know what's hindering them. I haven't seen the world." This incident seemed to have brought her a lot of trouble. Shock, everyone didn't think that a big guy in women's clothing is a novelty, everyone can accept the appearance normally, how come Zhang Muqing's place is not right?She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure it out at all.
Or, why is Zhang Muqing's luck so bad?
A laugh came from the front of the head, it was Shen Yi.The remaining warmth of that faint smile still lingered on his lips, a little helpless and a little mocking.He knew in his heart that the problem wasn't actually Mu's liking to wear women's clothing, or rather, it was just an introduction, someone packaged it as a perverted behavior, and then packaged Mu as a sexual orientation distortion metamorphosis.Plus Mu doesn't have many friends, and no one really knows him.For people and things they don't understand, most people's thinking will be led astray by public opinion, and they will follow what others say.
Zhang Chunqiang and Li Jiaoyang didn't understand, Huazhiwan didn't understand, but Shen Yi really understood this feeling.
"I have one last question." Shen Yi asked seriously, "Miss Wanzi, do you know Mu's true sexual orientation?"
Huazhimaru thought for a while, and then said with certainty: "He must be a straight man."
This time Li Jiaoyang really complained: "Why does a straight man wear women's clothes? I'm afraid he has a mental illness?"
Hua Zhiwan frowned, as if she wanted to confront Li Jiaoyang, Shen Yi took Li Jiaoyang aside and said, "Why not? Are people's hobbies directly linked to their sexual orientation? Are you out of your mind? !" He scolded Li Jiaoyang, and calmed down Huazhiwan's anger appropriately.Most of the time, Li Jiaoyang did not dare to scold Shen Yi, so he could only say aggrievedly: "Then he is looking for things for himself! You can't like a game like a sports car, why should you like to wear clothes?" skirt."
"But liking this kind of thing is really uncontrollable." Huazhimaru's anger seemed to dissipate just now, and she looked a little bit embarrassed, "Isn't it good to like things in reality? Why do you like pieces of paper in anime games? People? Why do I have to go hungry and save money to make COS clothes when other girls are talking about buying cosmetics and clothes? Obviously there is no way to wear them on the street...Why do you like these? I can't figure it out. "
"Because only this kind of me is the one I really love, not the one in other people's eyes." Shen Yi stood up, bent over slightly, patted Huazhimaru's shoulder with his hand, and then smiled For a moment, like encouragement. "Do you have Mu's contact information? If it's convenient, can you give me one?" He said, "It seems that things in the circle have been pulled into the three-dimensional world. I think we should do something."
"Why?" Huazhimaru said in a daze, "It obviously has nothing to do with you."
Shen Yi thought for a moment and replied, "This is more loving."
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