Chapter 51
Chapter 51
51
"I..." Shen Yi only uttered one word, and then fell into silence.
He never thought that Li Jiaoyang would ask him these questions.For a start-up company, the kindness of the boss is to share a share of the options, and the rest are either one or the other.Although Li Jiaoyang kept saying that he would give him this and that, judging from the current situation, Shen Yi didn't count on it at all.
On such a night, Li Jiaoyang said these words without warning, which really caught Shen Yi by surprise.He didn't even dare to move, for fear that there would be a trace of nervousness revealed in his movements.
"Hello." Li Jiaoyang called out, "Are you asleep?"
"No." Shen Yi took a deep breath, and said in a tone full of disgust, "You think well, but I still think it's troublesome to bear your responsibility."
"..." Li Jiaoyang whispered in disappointment, "Then you don't really want to have sex with me?"
This "doing" is very essential. Li Jiaoyang meant doing things, which sounded awkward to Shen Yi, so he said perfunctorily, "Let me think about it."
"Okay." Li Jiaoyang said, "It's really impossible to decide in a short while, so you should think about it."
After a while, Shen Yi asked, "When will your house be fixed?"
"Soon...well." Li Jiaoyang said vaguely, "Next week, next week, I will move out."
"... Mmm." Shen Yi didn't hear much meaning from this sound.The two fell asleep in their respective minds, and it was a new day in a blink of an eye.
It was Li Chenxing who brought Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi into the ecological conference to find a good place, otherwise they probably wouldn't even be able to touch the door.Li Jiaoyang came back to clean up in the morning and felt strange for a long time, so he simply changed back to his original clothes. He felt that he was just like this anyway, and there was really no need for him to act like a coward and make himself look different.
Shen Yi was dressed neatly and formally, and bought it with Li Jiaoyang's card that day.He walked beside Li Jiaoyang, and the two formed a sharp contrast.
On such occasions, there is usually nothing special in the morning, and the main event is in the afternoon, so Li Chenxing didn't let them come too early.In the evening, Li Jiaoyang was already drowsy from listening, what Internet integrated marketing, what pan-entertainment, what new cultural and creative ecology, what consumption patterns... are all big names in the industry to share their bragging, all of them It sounds very unclear, and the rest of the people listened to it, and they would have some bragging material when they went back.
For Li Jiaoyang and the others, what is more important is the subsequent social interaction.
Li Chenxing knows a lot of people and is very skilled in dealing with them. He brought Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi to the past. The boss and the person in charge of this company added a circle of WeChat one by one, looking at the profile pictures of those special businessmen, Li Jiaoyang said to Li Chenxing: "Brother, I suddenly sympathize with you."
"Why do you sympathize with me?" Li Chenxing asked with a smile.
"It's too difficult to mix in society!" Li Jiaoyang complained, "I don't even know how to talk to these big brothers later."
Li Chenxing said: "That's pretty good. How many groups have you joined? Have you played Texas Hold'em or snooker every day? Or is it from this club or that club?"
Li Jiaoyang recalled the memories carefully, and said: "It really is! Hey, it's better to be Two-dimensional. It's so interesting to make an appointment to play games and go to the comic exhibition together! No, no, I'm going to start committing social terror!"
Shen Yi shook his head: "You are really living in a dream."
The three of them were standing and chatting, when a voice suddenly came from the crowd in the distance, very familiar.
"Scorching Sun!" The voice was a little closer, "Shen Yi, you are here too."
The three of them watched it together, and it was Tan Minghui who came. None of them thought that they would meet this person on such an occasion.Shen Yi turned his head aside indifferently. Li Jiaoyang had complicated feelings towards Tan Minghui. He put on a smile and greeted him politely, "Brother Hui, what a coincidence."
"Yeah, I didn't know you were coming too, so why didn't you tell me earlier? A few friends were chatting over there just now, and they all left. I knew I would introduce you to each other." Tan Minghui was also very acquainted. Before it came out, what negative impact did the Internet users' microblogging blast have on him.
"Next time." Li Jiaoyang laughed, "There is always a chance."
Tan Minghui glanced at Li Chenxing who was on the side, and finally asked, "This is..."
"My brother." Li Jiaoyang introduced briefly.
"Oh! Hello, hello!" Tan Minghui is a person with a very accurate vision, so he can naturally see that Li Chenxing's status is extraordinary, so he handed over a business card.Seeing this, Li Chenxing also smiled and took out his business card to exchange with Tan Minghui, saying "It's a pleasure to meet you".
The next topic was that Tan Minghui and Li Chenxing were chatting, the content was rather professional and boring, Li Jiaoyang occasionally chimed in, Shen Yi didn't even want to listen.
Li Chenxing's time is precious, he has achieved his goal of bringing Li Jiaoyang out to hang out today, and he has other things to do in the evening, so it is not convenient to stay for a long time, so he excused himself to bid farewell to everyone.Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi hadn't said anything yet, but Tan Minghui spoke first, saying something like "see you next time", as if the relationship had suddenly formed.Li Chenxing has heard too many words like this, and he must have gone back to the past. As for whether there will be a next time, no one knows.
"Jiaoyang, do you have time tonight?" Tan Minghui turned to Li Jiaoyang and said, "Do you want to go to the night show?"
"It's too sudden." Li Jiaoyang said, "I didn't prepare for anything."
"It's okay, I have it in the car." Tan Minghui said, "Don't want to play, why don't you go out for a meal and a drink?"
Li Jiaoyang was hesitating, Shen Yi said to Li Jiaoyang in a cold voice: "I'm thirsty, go and buy me a glass of water."
"Ah?" Li Jiaoyang didn't react.
"Hurry up." Shen Yi opened his mouth in a vaguely angry tone, Li Jiaoyang didn't dare to speak, so he had to run away in despair.When he walked away, Shen Yi said to Tan Minghui with a half smile: "You really can't change your shit."
Tan Minghui was stunned, knowing that Shen Yi's words were harsh, but it was the first time he said it so bluntly.However, Tan Minghui didn't have much expression on his face, and said, "Why, what's wrong with you again?"
"I feel disgusted when I see you." Shen Yi looked directly at Tan Minghui, "And I sincerely hope that you will die as soon as possible."
Tan Minghui smiled and said, "You don't have to be so vicious, do you? Did I do something outrageous?"
"It's true that you didn't murder, set fire, rape, or plunder, but scum can't be defined by these." Shen Yi said, "Can't you learn a little lesson after being scolded so badly? You can still flirt in front of others ?”
Tan Minghui paused for a moment, and then asked in a strange way: "Shen Yi, I don't understand what you said. The kind of life I live is my own choice, and I have always been in contact with people based on your love and my wish. How did you get there? Is it mine in the end? Are all of you saints? The moral level is so high?"
Of course, Tan Minghui knew what Shen Yi was talking about in his heart, but it was just a bad debt with Yue Shangchu who didn't settle it clearly and came to provoke Li Jiaoyang.But is that provocation?Even if it's a very common thing to make an appointment with a friend for a ball game, isn't it the turn for Shen Yi to come out and point fingers?Tan Minghui is a very realistic person. A post on the Internet involved his private life, causing him to have a big fight with Yue Shangchu, complaining about each other and shirking responsibility.But soon, Tan Minghui realized that this didn't impress him at all.His circle is like this, everyone is glamorous on the surface, and they all know each other's rotten roots.Find a place to vent at night, who doesn't put on clothes and be a good person before dawn?
Life is full of pressure, Tan Minghui felt that he was just looking for a way of life that suits him, and he couldn't think of anything wrong with him.
"It's you who sucks." Shen Yi said, "It's true that everyone has the right to choose the life they want to live, but it's not based on hurting others. You know that it's not okay to provoke a straight man." Why do you still do it if there is a good result? Enjoy different stimulation? Or feel proud to break them? You will seriously affect or even destroy other people’s life because of your selfish choice. Isn’t this bad?”
Hearing Shen Yi's righteous words, Tan Minghui was a little dumbfounded, he laughed twice, and said seriously: "You should know that men are animals that succumb to the flesh, and they sleep with me only for the pursuit of different pleasures. .Can I influence other people's lives? You may not think too much of my energy. I just want to live as happily as possible in my limited life, people like you and me." He pointed to himself, Pointing to Shen Yi again, the meaning is self-evident, "It's too difficult to live in the sun aboveboard, can you bear other people's pointing and pointing? Shen Yi, do you think that if you don't use some tricks, you will lose your life forever?" Can the attempt on Li Jiaoyang be realized? Or in another five or ten years, you have to get married, can you bear the pain of being hard on a woman? I think we should all be similar, the pain I will face you You will face the same problem, why bother to be so tit-for-tat and eager to draw a clear line? Are you confused by the Internet circle? There is a set of sayings on the Internet that support gays and anti-discrimination, as if all living beings are equal. Let me ask you, Do you dare to come out in front of Li Jiaoyang?"
"I'm not confused. I know how cruel it is to live in this world. But who doesn't live in such pain and can't give up? At least I'm better than you." Shen Yi said very firmly, "I've always been Living in the sun, my choice to come out or not is my personal wish, and has nothing to do with other people's eyes. I admit that some women, gays, children, transvestites Fetishists, lunatics, fools, and disabled people are all relatively vulnerable and marginal groups in this society, and they need some humanistic care and help. But before that, everyone is a human being first and a part of society. This kind of identity cannot be overridden by any label. If you are gay, can you not work or pay taxes, and do whatever you want unscrupulously? You are a disadvantaged group, can you take strong words as justified? Any identity, no matter how oppressive No matter how painful it is, it is not a gold medal for avoiding death, who gave you the courage?"
Tan Minghui laughed, waved his hand and said, "Look at you, who is on the line, what's the difference between you and the keyboard man? Shall I send you a pennant of civilized youth to show off?"
"No need." Shen Yi said, "I'm a little different from Keyboard Man." As he spoke, his fingers intertwined and loosened, and suddenly his right hand clenched into a fist and greeted Tan Minghui's face.The movement was too fast, and Tan Minghui was knocked down by a punch before he could react in time. Everyone was stunned and embarrassed.
"This punch is for everyone you have played with." Shen Yi said.
The astonishment of the crowd reminded Li Jiaoyang, and he quickly ran back with the water.Sure enough, something happened, and it was a big deal. It was fine just now, why did the fight start within 5 minutes after we left?When he arrived at the scene, Tan Minghui had just got up from the ground, and it seemed that he was on the verge of getting angry. He was afraid that the scene would be out of control, so he quickly shouted: "Everyone, hurry up, don't fight, don't fight, talk if you have something to say!"
All the people present were respectable people. When they heard someone was mobilizing, they all rushed forward and pulled each other to one side. Before the two sides even had a chance to meet, they were pulled away by the two groups of people based on the principle of "harmony makes money".
Li Jiaoyang pulled Shen Yi and ran out, and he was relieved when he ran to the parking lot and stuffed him into the car.He locked the car door very cautiously, patted his chest to adjust his breathing, and then asked Shen Yi: "What happened? How did you do it?" When he was talking, he touched Shen Yi carefully again, worried Ask: "Did he hit you?"
"No." Shen Yi swung Li Jiaoyang away, and rubbed the joint of his right hand.He doesn't look like a strong macho, even the slender one, but his hands are really strong.Tan Minghui's face was swollen from the punch just now, and the corners of his mouth seemed to be cracked.Shen Yi didn't feel anything at the time, but now that he was out of combat, he felt pain in his hands.
"Hey, let's go." Li Jiaoyang also noticed this, "Go home and apply it on you. Young man, what can't you say properly? Do you have to do it? What if something gets serious and you enter the police station? ? You still have a record of being an elevator hooligan..."
"Don't be poor here with me." Shen Yi yelled at Li Jiaoyang.But soon, he himself laughed out loud, as if there was something particularly happy about it.The contrast before and after this made Li Jiaoyang feel very strange. He even touched Shen Yi's forehead and asked, "Are you okay? You haven't been worn by Hun'er, have you? Look into my eyes and tell me who I am." ?”
"Li Jiaoyang." Shen Yi spit out these three words clearly.Before Li Jiaoyang could speak, Shen Yi continued, "I'm gay, gay."
"I know." Li Jiaoyang said, "Brother Qiang is still an alpha."
Shen Yi said: "I'm serious. I'm really gay. Like Tan Minghui, I like men."
"..." Li Jiaoyang looked at Shen Yi suspiciously, Shen Yi's expression was very serious, which made Li Jiaoyang very shaken.He did have doubts about Shen Yi's problems before, but he made it a joke afterward, and he didn't think about it anymore, and he didn't bother to make sure.Now that Shen Yi mentioned it again, what should Li Jiaoyang do?
"You...didn't lie to me?" Li Jiaoyang asked.
"Why should I lie to you?" Shen Yi said, "What good will it do me to lie to you?"
Li Jiaoyang thought for a while and said, "Well, it's really not good. Are you really gay?"
Shen Yi let out a "tsk", leaned forward a little, and was about to speak, Li Jiaoyang hurriedly said: "That's right! I believe it, I believe it, you don't need to prove it to me! From now on, we will change from being brothers to being gay. No!"
"It's not Shen Ziwei and Li Yanzi?" Shen Yi asked with raised eyebrows.
"It's up to you, it's up to you!" Li Jiaoyang started the car, kicked the accelerator and left the place of right and wrong.
Shen Yi leaned to the side, feeling extremely peaceful in his heart - it seemed that it would not matter if he said it, the earth hadn't exploded and the world hadn't been destroyed, Li Jiaoyang was still that nervous Li Jiaoyang, he would never doubt whether a guy who was interested in men Will covet his own body.Perhaps it was because Li Jiaoyang felt that Shen Yi was his good friend and brother, a person who shared weal and woe.It doesn't matter if such a person likes men or women?He just needs to raise his hands and feet to support him anytime, anywhere.
There is still a pure friendship between men and women, why can't he and a gay coexist peacefully?
In addition, he felt that Shen Yi was gay before, but now he just confirmed it, so there is nothing to make a fuss about.At least the fact that Shen Yi is gay is far less shocking than the fact that he is a bigwig in women's clothing.
Li Jiaoyang drove the car humming a little song, while Shen Yi looked at the scenery outside the window, nothing was different.
A new week, work as usual, but two things happened.
One is that Li Jiaoyang moved out of Shen Yi's house. The timing was very delicate. He had been sloppy before, but he retreated quickly after Shen Yi came out.Li Jiaoyang repeatedly explained that this was decided a long time ago. He really didn't want to hide from Shen Yi. He really has no prejudice against homosexuality. Otherwise, Shen Yi would let him stay for another two months... They went out together, pinching Lan Hua and tossing their hair, and said to Li Jiaoyang in Wanwan pussy, "You're going to die" and then slammed the door, the world was quiet.
One is that Zhang Chunqiang suddenly asked for a week's leave, saying that he would go out and hand over all the work to Tong Yu. Tong Yu was miserable, but Zhang Chunqiang comforted him and said, son, it's time for you to grow up.Then go away.
Li Jiaoyang looked at the back of Zhang Chunqiang going away, and suddenly felt a little tragic feeling in his heart that "the strong man will never return".
Zhang Chunqiang didn't go to the Mausoleum of the First Qin Emperor in Shaanxi. It's the best way to go to the south of the Yangtze River for the fireworks in March.
She didn't travel alone, there was someone beside her.
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