The Utopia of the Wastewood Prince

Chapter 63

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The car was quiet for two seconds, and then Shen Yi said, "Get out of the car!"

"Damn!" Li Jiaoyang yelled, "I'm driving, how do I get off? Shen Xiaoniao, are you dreaming?"

Shen Yi said: "I feel that as long as my affairs have anything to do with you, it will become particularly frustrating. I don't want to see you now."

Li Jiaoyang said: "That's a pity, you can only look at me now. No, I'm telling you seriously, what can you do with the matter you said to be empty? Shall I promise her or not?"

The air in Shen Yi's nasal cavity was thicker than before, and he said very harshly: "You just promise her? She can still remember you as a favor. Wouldn't it be convenient to take a step closer to the water in the future?"

"It's true." Li Jiaoyang subconsciously followed Shen Yi's words, but he quickly realized, "No, why am I so close? What can I do if I go further?"

"Why don't I see that you are so concerned about other people's affairs?" Shen Yi said, "Why is she so busy with her affairs and asked me if I want to help? Is it really not helping you?"

Li Jiaoyang stopped the car on the side of the road with a "stab". He turned around and looked at Shen Yi, and said very seriously: "If you really say you won't help, then I won't help."

Shen Yi was silent.

Li Jiaoyang went on to say: "I don't have any plans for her. Although she is an adult, she is only a little older. She is still a student. What can I do? Don't think so dirty of me, although I do think she is still young." Not bad right……"

"What do you mean?" Shen Yi asked suddenly.

"Ah? It's just... I really think she's a good girl." Li Jiaoyang said in a daze, "Although the figure and appearance are not my thing at all, but how should I put it... She is very chatty, I I feel very happy chatting with her, and most importantly, it is really rare for her to know what she wants at this age." Li Jiaoyang's views on Kongliu changed through contact again and again. At first, everyone is a visual animal, but the wonderful experience of getting along will add a filter to the naked eyes, making people who may not be so in line with their own aesthetics gradually become more beautiful.

How about saying that beauty is in the eye of the beholder?Although Kongliu was not Li Jiaoyang's lover, Li Jiaoyang did have such a feeling.He simply likes Kongliu this person, and also likes Kongliu's hard work and persistence.He couldn't tell what kind of emotion he was moved by, which made him reject Kong's request for help, but he would find various ways to open a back door for himself in his heart.

But these didn't sound like that at all to Shen Yi, Shen Yi could only think about it, Li Jiaoyang fell in love with someone else.Perhaps Li Jiaoyang hadn't figured it out yet, but in Shen Yi's eyes, this kind of youthful ambiguity could already be concluded.A huge sense of frustration and loss swept through Shen Yi's brain like a howling wind, causing him to ask Li Jiaoyang very self-destructively: "What if I say I don't like her?"

"Ah?" Li Jiaoyang asked back, "Why don't you like her?"

The mouth of a man is probably born to tell lies. The former side will swear to you that if a brother likes his girlfriend, he will definitely break up.But in the next second, when you say you really don't like that woman, he will pretend to be okay and ask you why you don't like it.

Man, where is it so easy to resolutely give up the right hand for the left hand?It's just that when most people say this sentence, it's just because they haven't experienced it.

"No reason." Shen Yi smiled. After the impulsive energy passed, he regained his composure and said to Li Jiaoyang, "You don't need to refer to my opinion on some things. If you really want to help her and think that you What you do is right, then do it well. After all, there are often only one opportunity in front of you, if you hesitate, it will not be yours." He said these words to Li Jiaoyang meaningfully, and also As if talking to myself.

He was able to say those brave words to Tan Minghui righteously, but he was not a brave person.He looked forward and backward, not only liked Li Jiaoyang, but also had a lot of fear because of this liking.He was afraid of disturbing the good relationship between the two of them, and also afraid of affecting Li Jiaoyang's normal life.He was like a person stuck in a quagmire, the harder he tried, the more he couldn't break free from the suffocating predicament.

Shen Yi really wanted to be hypocritical, whenever he had some emotions that he felt extremely painful, he would immediately tell himself secretly, go out of the house and see this realistic and cruel city.There are so many people who are toiling every day just to pay the next month's rent; there are so many people living in remote suburbs, and it takes an hour or two to go to work every day just to save living expenses ;There are so many people who live in no fixed place, have to go through a migration every year, and dare not buy big items, just because those are the burdens of the next move... So many people are overwhelmed by life, But even dare not die.

And him?He can afford to eat and live in a house, but he is only entangled because his love life is not going well.Every time he thought of this, Shen Yi felt that he was a coward who would only hide in a corner and feel sorry for himself.

Life is not only owed to him, why is he so desperate to live?

Shen Yi touched his scalp with five fingers and stroked his hair back. He rubbed his face and said, "You take me home, I'm sleepy."

"Oh good." Li Jiaoyang started the engine, and the car blended into the noisy night of Beijing.

While Li Jiaoyang was still struggling, Shen Yi had quietly withdrawn from his sight before he knew it.At first it was Li Jiaoyang who discovered that Shen Yi would be the first one to run away as soon as he got off work, and there was absolutely no one to be found on weekends.In the past, Zhang Chunqiang and Shen Yi would agree to whatever he said casually in the small group, but now only Zhang Chunqiang is alone.

He quietly asked Zhang Chunqiang: "Brother Qiang, do you know what happened to Xiaoniao recently?"

"What? What can I know?" Zhang Chunqiang was still puzzled, and said instead, "But I feel that his mind is really not on work recently."

"Damn it, is it possible that he is really in a relationship?" Li Jiaoyang's words were filled with firm surprise, and Zhang Chunqiang was even more surprised. When he asked Li Jiaoyang what was going on, Li Jiaoyang knew everything about him He told Zhang Chunqiang about it, and after he finished speaking, he asked Zhang Chunqiang: "Brother Qiang, is it reasonable for you to analyze and analyze?"

Zhang Chunqiang's heart was quite complicated, he didn't know how to evaluate this matter, so he could only vaguely say to Li Jiaoyang: "It's fine for him to be happy..."

"I think he's going to abandon me..." Li Jiaoyang said dejectedly, "Since ancient times, the newcomers smile but the old ones cry, hey, I..." He was about to perform, but Zhang Chunqiang stopped him immediately. "It's ok, you stop now, don't make fun of yourself." She said to herself, that is to say, if Shen Yi could endure Li Jiaoyang for so long, if it were her, she might have broken Li Jiaoyang long ago. There are thousands of corpses.

But who is to say that those who are favored have nothing to fear?Li Jiaoyang didn't even know that he was the favored one, he was just a habitual playboy, but every time he could poke at the pain point of the other party.

I really don't know whose misfortune it is.

On this side, Li Jiaoyang was still guessing secretly, while on the other side, Shen Yi had already had dinner with Cao Ran several times.

They didn't make it clear that they wanted to date when they first came up, and both sides were relatively conservative. Shen Yi suggested that they should try to be friends first. He didn't like the gay circle's style of going out at every turn.The same is true for Cao Ran, so he readily agreed.

Because Cao Ran is still studying, it is easier to allocate time, but Shen Yi can't do it. He can't tell Li Jiaoyang that I have a date and won't go to work today.So the two of them usually make an appointment to meet after Shen Yi gets off work, and the content of the meeting is nothing special, just ordinary eating and shopping.The things that boys can shop around are very limited, and Shen Yi doesn't particularly like pressing the road, so he finally finds a cafe to sit down and chat.It was getting late, Shen Yi took a taxi to take Cao Ran back to school, and then went home by himself.

He used to think that starting a brand new relationship was very complicated, but after he experienced it, he found that it was not difficult, it all depends on whether you are willing or not.

Maybe Shen Yi was lucky. He met someone like Cao Ran who was very cooperative with him. No matter what Shen Yi said, Cao Ran would always agree with him. I just want to diverge my thinking and ask you why.

Shen Yi always quarreled with Li Jiaoyang, but after getting used to the quarrel, facing Cao Ran, he was unprecedentedly calm.

After the two of them had dinner, since the agreed place was not far from Cao Ran's school, they walked slowly towards the school.The evening wind in May was very gentle, blowing away the nectar on the roadside, and there was a faint fragrance in the air.

"Are you tired today?" Cao Ran asked Shen Yi, "I see that you have been lacking energy."

Shen Yi shook his head: "No, summer is here, it's just easy to get sleepy. You can't always sleep when you go to work."

Cao Ran said: "Didn't you start a business with your friends? You can't be more casual when you are your own boss?"

"Of course not."

"That's really not free."

Shen Yi smiled and explained: "There is no freedom, it's just making up chicken soup to deceive children. Don't talk about me, how about you? How are you doing now? Are you busy with class?"

"It's not busy in class." Cao Ran said, "But the final exam is coming, so I have to spend time in the library."

Shen Yi said, "Come on, cherish your time at school."

"Yes." Cao Ran nodded.He looked at Shen Yi in the dim light and said, "Can I ask you a question?"

"what?"

"Why do you have long hair?" Cao Ran asked, "Is there any special symbol?"

"Is it okay to like to wear women's clothing?" Shen Yi said very calmly, "Do you think I'm a pervert?"

Cao Ran asked back: "Isn't homosexuality a pervert?" He made a harmless joke, and both of them laughed. Shen Yi mused, "Yes, there is no difference."

"I'm just curious, so I want to ask, there's no other meaning." Cao Ran added, "I don't have any strange views on you because of this. I think you are a good person, very self-cultivated, and I know you well. It is different from other people I have come into contact with, and...it is also different from what other people said I saw on the Internet. I would like to be friends with you very much, if possible..." He stopped suddenly, his eyes Looking directly at Shen Yi, he asked seriously: "If possible, can I be your boyfriend?"

Facing the sudden confession, Shen Yi seemed a little dazed, not knowing how to respond to Cao Ran's sincerity.However, Cao Ran was very generous. After seeing Shen Yi's expression, he scratched his hair and said with a smile, "It doesn't matter if you think it's not the time yet. Why don't we just do it? After a long time, maybe Do you also think that I am a good person?"

"You're fine too." Shen Yi said simply.

"Oh, do you think it's interesting for us to say that each other is very good?" Cao Ran looked at the road, and there happened to be an empty taxi coming from a distance. He stretched out his hand and the car slowly stopped in front of them. Next, he said to Shen Yi: "It's too late, you should hurry home, don't you have to go to work tomorrow?"

"Yeah." Shen Yi said, "Go back to school quickly, good night, goodbye."

"Goodbye." Cao Ran smiled at him and waved goodbye.He looks very cute when he smiles, because it happens to reveal a little bit of canine teeth that are not obvious, making him look much younger than his real age.

It looks very youthful and vigorous.

Shen Yi closed his eyes and leaned against the car window. He felt dazed and unreal. What made him even more puzzled was that he had already decided to start a new relationship?Cao Ran is a very suitable person for dating. He has a good personality, is considerate, has a good education, has a simple social circle, and has no bad habits... Unlike that Li Jiaoyang, it doesn't matter if he is stupid, but he is also very noisy. The focus of attention Often making mistakes, just three sentences can kill Shen Yi.

Under such a rational analysis, Shen Yi knew that he would never be able to find a second partner who was more suitable for a stable relationship than Cao Ran.In fact, he had a very good impression of Cao Ran, and this "goodness" was also based on the above theoretical analysis.So when Cao Ran tentatively put forward a further request, Shen Yi's emotional thinking made him unable to open his mouth and agree to it.

What do you lose by agreeing?Actually no.It's just that the rational fit can't beat the emotional liking.

Shen Yi thought a lot along the way, he sorted out his emotions, and comforted himself that his dull performance in front of Cao Ran was just because he was not ready.His relationship is very slow, maybe after a period of contact, he will be able to get out of the shadow brought by Li Jiaoyang, maybe he will be able to accept Cao Ran.

He hoped life would be calm while he recuperated.

Li Jiaoyang didn't give him a chance, the next day he dragged Zhang Chunqiang and Shen Yi into the small black room like thieves, and solemnly told them that he decided to save this favor for Kong.

Shen Yi looked out of the window without any surprise, and ignored Li Jiaoyang.Zhang Chunqiang said: "You really walk the tightrope for love, so how do you want to help her, do you have a plan?"

"It's not a tightrope walk for love, there's no sublimation." Li Jiaoyang tried to pull himself out of it, "I have a very pure revolutionary friendship with the Kongliu girl, don't be blind and obscene."

"Unless they are ugly, how can there be any pure friendship between a man and a woman?" Zhang Chunqiang said bluntly, "So are you saying that you, Goddess Kongliu, are ugly? Or are you ugly?"

"Superficial!" Li Jiaoyang yelled, quickly changed the subject, and talked about his plan, "Kongliu said that on the day of her competition, their class was in a self-study class, and there was a sub-subject teacher watching the self-study class, which is a bit lucky Right. But if she's not here, someone needs to help her occupy the hole in the classroom..."

Zhang Chunqiang said: "Hey, are you a fool as a teacher? Can't you see that your students have changed?"

"Kongliu checked the class schedule." Li Jiaoyang said, "The teacher was in another class that day, and he was not very familiar with the situation in their class. Kongliu had already greeted the students in the class, as long as a girl was there Just sit there for an afternoon. So..."

Shen Yi, who had been silent all this time, turned his head to look at Li Jiaoyang: "So why don't you go? What does this matter have to do with us?"

"Just... let's learn from Lei Feng and do good deeds together!" Li Jiaoyang said, "I wanted to go, but I am like this..." He pointed to his white hair, and then pointed to his body, " Even if you want to pretend, you really can’t pretend.”

"I hope you don't bring your personal affairs to work." Shen Yi said slowly, "I don't care what you like to do. But if you want to use the power of the company to satisfy your own desires, Then forgive me for not agreeing to you." He paused, looked at Li Jiaoyang without any disturbance, and said word by word: "Li Jiaoyang, I said I disagree."

"I know that I am very willful." Li Jiaoyang did not argue with Shen Yi for the first time, "I have thought about it for a long time. Indeed, you are all right. Nothing is more important than the college entrance examination when you are a student. , especially for a senior high school student, big things have to wait until the college entrance examination is over. But have you ever thought that you can repeat the exam if you fail the college entrance examination, and there will be a next time after the competition is over, but this year I have had a dream, no matter how stupid or stupid it is, there will be no chance to say 'come again' after passing it. Can you understand this feeling?"

Flowers will bloom again, and people will never be young again.Perhaps certain things must be done at a specific time to be meaningful. That day Li Jiaoyang typed a lot of words in the dialog box that was left blank. For a split second, he suddenly recalled his memories dimly.

During that hot summer vacation full of orange soda and popsicles, he always remembered to go to Shen Yi for dinner, to thank him for his help in the three years of high school, and to commemorate the good high school time by the way.But Li Jiaoyang always had other appointments, he was thinking about the next time, next time, and in the blink of an eye, it was the day when the university started, and Shen Yi had already left the country by then.

It passed so quickly that many stories ended without a problem, and there was no next time.

Li Jiaoyang thought of this episode for no reason at all, and there was no logical relationship between these two things.He hesitated, but he didn't press Enter.Soon, he retyped a line and sent it to Kongliu.

"I will help you, no matter what the result is, I hope you will have no regrets."