Chapter 71
Chapter 71
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Kongliu stared blankly at the person in front of him, then at Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi, Li Jiaoyang shrugged and said, "God's will in the dark, don't look at me."
Shen Yi turned his face slightly to cover his disgusted and speechless expression.What kind of words are these? Is there a contextual logical relationship?Sure enough, it is impossible to speculate on Li Jiaoyang with the brain circuit of a normal person.
Zhang Qi asked: "Can I sit down?" She pointed to the seat next to Kongliu.Sora moved in consciously, his movements were cautious, and he could see that he was very disturbed.Li Jiaoyang exposed Kongliu mercilessly, and said, "Why are you nervous? Teacher Zhang Qi won't eat you up."
"Shut up!" Kongliu glared at Li Jiaoyang angrily.
"Okay, okay, I'll shut up, you guys talk." Li Jiaoyang decided to give up the C position.Zhang Qi asked Kongliu straight to the point: "I heard that you are running away from home now?"
Kongliu became more nervous. Being asked by an adult to run away from home is as embarrassing as being asked by the neighbor next door how many points he scored in the final parent meeting.She didn't regard Li Jiaoyang as an adult, chatting and communicating between two people is a model of gay friends who have a good relationship, and gay friends are not classified by age, but by preferences.Zhang Qi is different. In Kongliu's eyes, she is a senior and a teacher. When she asks such a question about caring for the mentally retarded, how should she answer it?
Answer "yes", very secondary, very childish and self-willed, it will create a bad impression.The answer is "no", so what is this doing now?Pretentious on the spot?
"Speaking of which, I also ran away from home when I was a child." Zhang Qi told the story without waiting for an answer, "Maybe when I was in the fifth grade of elementary school? One weekend, I was lazy and wanted to stay at home. Sleeping late, but my dad insisted that I accompany my mom to the supermarket. I refused, so I quarreled with my dad. My dad has a hot temper, and immediately threw me out of the house with me. I was stunned. The reaction After I came here, I ran out in my pajamas and stayed at my classmate’s house all afternoon. At that time, there were no mobile phones, and there were very few home calls. Unlike now, you only need to send a location to find someone. At night, my classmate’s parents asked me to finish eating After dinner, I just remembered that I was going home. But when I got home, there was no one at home, and I squatted in the corridor until it was dark before my parents came back. When my mother saw me, she hugged me and cried, asking me where I was going. Then I hit my dad again, and for quite a long time, my parents didn’t allow me to leave their sight for more than 5 minutes. That was the first time I had any reaction to the words 'run away from home' some concrete concepts.”
Her voice is nice, and she has a good tone of voice when telling stories, which can attract people to continue listening.Li Jiaoyang was fascinated when he listened, like an audience listening to a book, he asked naturally: "Then what then?"
"Then there is no more." Zhang Qi said, "Isn't this just some insignificant things that everyone will encounter when they grow up? Haven't you run away from home?"
Li Jiaoyang shook his head and said: "No, I'm a good young man with all kinds of things, and I never trouble my parents." He looked at Shen Yi, and then said for him: "I don't think our little bird has ever had one. You idiot, if you really run away from home, you must have lost your home a long time ago."
Shen Yi didn't speak.However, he did not run away from home. The reason was not that he was a road idiot, but that he didn't have much courage and courage. Although he was in the second grade at the time, he was still in the second grade.He didn't even do anything radical when his father tore up all his comic books, and kept silent... He was not divorced from his parents' ability when he was a student, but the squeeze of life was like a spring, which kept pressing down until he When you have the ability, you will rebound violently and fly away.
He didn't tell Li Jiaoyang about his post-university experience in detail, because this period was relatively gloomy, he didn't want to talk about his parents, he didn't want to go back to China to live with them, even when he didn't have a boyfriend or a stable relationship partner. His parents came out of the closet... He was eager to get rid of the confinement of his family, and personally dropped the relationship between himself and his parents to a freezing point.He didn't have much thought about this, he just felt a lot more relaxed.
It's not that parents and children must love each other, and most of them are destined to have nothing to do with each other.
"Then let's talk about you." Zhang Qi brought the topic back to Kongliu, "What is the reason for running away from home? Let me guess, a girl your age...wouldn't be puppy love Right?" She said, looking at Li Jiaoyang.
"No!" Li Jiaoyang quickly set himself apart, thinking that Zhang Qi was just some terrible gossip ability, did Yue Shangchu tell her anything?If Yue Shangchu had told her something, it could only be Shen Yi who said it.
Li Jiaoyang looked at Shen Yi, and Shen Yi said: "You make such a fuss about it, everyone would think it has something to do with you, right? It's been said that high school girls are poisonous."
"When did you say that?"
"Now."
Kongliu, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "It's not about feelings, it's just that my parents have had enough."
"Ah, I think so too." Zhang Qi echoed, "I've had enough of them."
Kongliu looked at Zhang Qi inexplicably, and asked, "Why?"
Zhang Qi said: "I'm in my 30s, and I'm an older, unmarried young woman living in Beijing. When I go home during the holidays, they always talk about marriage in my ears. I'm so busy, how can I have time for this? Whenever I go to When they explain it, they start complaining about my job."
"Work?" Kongliu said, "Why are you complaining? Isn't your job very good? You are so famous, everyone in the circle knows you, even many people outside the circle know, this is already a great achievement, what else do they have? Unsatisfactory?"
Zhang Qi looked at Kongliu as if looking at a cutie, and said with a smile: "Of course I'm not satisfied! In the eyes of my parents, serious work is only a few fixed options such as teachers, doctors, civil servants, etc. Even if I am a small achievement now , but in their eyes, I’m still a loser who doesn’t want a man, can’t afford a house, and doesn’t have a fixed place to live. They always say, oh, you’re too old, why don’t you go back to your hometown to take an exam as a civil servant, get married and have children. Anwen. Look, these are the parents..."
Kongliu still can't believe that such a senior is still going through what she just went through. She is also a girl, and she is also facing family pressure. The difference may be just her status.
What Zhang Qi described is an ecology that is no longer common in this circle.They are different from the entertainment industry. They hide behind the glamorous appearance of the stars and speak silently.Before the concept of seiyuu idols was introduced from Japan to China, they were shadows in one film and another film and television series.Toil and work, no one knows.
With the development of domestic Two-dimensional culture, the road of voice actor idols has been gradually explored. Some people have indeed gained more attention because of this, but compared with the entire industry, it can only be said that the future is bright. is tortuous.
It looks glamorous, but in fact it still faces these old problems.
Especially for women like Zhang Qi, the pressure is double, work life, ideal reality, these cannot be settled by dreaming, hysteria or running away from home.
These need to be "faced".
Kongliu looked at Zhang Qi in a daze, and then said disappointedly: "But you have succeeded, and you have the confidence to compete with them. I have nothing, and there is not much I can do."
"Why do you have to confront them?" Zhang Qi said in surprise, "Do you have to confront your parents to achieve what you want to do? I don't understand the inevitable logic in this."
Kongliu opened her mouth slightly, as people always open their mouths a little when they are serious about something, she was thinking seriously about Zhang Qi's words.
"Hey, you're stupid! You're wasting your time, do you know that?" Zhang Qi said, "How long do you think you can last? To what extent is it a victory? Not to take the college entrance examination? Then what are you going to do?" Continue to study dubbing? So do you have money? You definitely can’t ask your parents for it, so you have to go out to work. If you don’t have knowledge and culture, you can’t do much. How can you bear the high cost of studying art majors? ? Oh, you can become an Internet celebrity, like the CVs of many Internet distribution companies now—I’m not saying that the CVs of Internet distribution companies are not good. Being an Internet celebrity must have its advantages. But even if you take such a path Lu, I still have doubts about whether you can go on. Running an online account is no easier than running a life, and you won’t make much money in the early stage.” She paused, and continued to speak slowly, “In the end, dreams still have to be Living on reality, this road is not as simple as you think."
Kongliu said: "I didn't think about it very simply, I was prepared to endure hardship."
"Really?" Zhang Qi said relaxedly, "Then do you know how many advertisements I've done for painless abortions?"
"This..." Kong Liu's face was filled with shock.This is the goddess in the eyes of many people, how could it be possible to match the vulgar advertisement of painless abortion?
Zhang Qi was not surprised by her performance at all: "It's just that I have a choice now that I have some fame. When I first started this industry, I really didn't have any right to choose. As a voice actor, there is no salary guarantee. How much work do you do? How much money can I get for my son? The rent in Beijing is so high and the cost of living is so high. How can I survive without some extra money? Painless abortions, contraceptives, health care products... I can’t even count how many I’ve been given.”
Not to mention leaving it blank, the expressions of Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi, who are completely ignorant, are also pretty. Li Jiaoyang stammered and said, "Mr. Zhang...Mr. Zhang Qi, you..."
"It's nothing, these are all jobs." Zhang Qi showed great generosity, and didn't avoid Yunyan in the past.
"You are amazing." Shen Yi said.
Zhang Qi laughed: "What's so great about this, who doesn't come here like this? Don't exaggerate too much. I want to ask this little sister, are you really ready to meet these things?" Is it?"
Sora shook his head uncertainly.
It opened her eyes to Zhang Qi's unheard of things, which seemed to be different from what she imagined.She has done a lot of homework and has a full understanding of the status of voice actors, but no one in those manuscripts would say that she has done any weird things for her life.And the various dubbing groups and competitions that Japan’s seiyuu route has spawned in China made her feel that once she stepped into the dubbing circle, she would receive formal training. Stepping into the main role... In the plan she made up for herself, the option of dubbing a painless abortion advertisement did not exist at all.
Simply unheard of!
"It seems that it's not easy for everyone." Li Jiaoyang didn't know where he came from with emotion, "When I first started my business, I was really in charge of customer service, testing, and business. I didn't understand anything and I had to do everything by myself. At that time, in order to order some app store resource location, I really followed other people’s business brothers and sisters to accompany their smiling faces and pretend to be grandchildren, and those who posted cold buttocks for a long time, they didn’t take you at all. Starting a business is difficult! Do it at the beginning What's wrong? Why start a business?"
Zhang Qi said: "It's all difficult, but it will get better after the initial difficult stage." She listened for a while, and seemed to be concluding: "I believe that all efforts will be rewarded."
"Thank you for your kind words." Li Jiaoyang said with a smile.
"Let's get down to business." Zhang Qi said to Kongliu, "My studio has a place for summer internship dubbing. If you think you can, you can try it."
"I think?" Kongliu said, "Don't you think so?"
"Don't you have any judgment on yourself?" Zhang Qi said, "But I only recruit college students."
"Why?" Kongliu called.
"This is the rule." Zhang Qi suddenly became a little indifferent, unlike the previous appearance of a caring big sister, "Why, do you think you are good enough to let others make an exception? Don't be naive, unless you go to Serving dishes in restaurants, washing dishes and sweeping the floor, otherwise, why do jobs not require a degree? Not to mention that there are so many broadcasting and hosting majors graduating, how can you compare yourself to others as a high school student? Are you particularly beautiful, or are you a professional? Sufficient ability? It seems that none of them. I really appreciate you and think you are a good seedling, but you are not the only option. When I walk out of this restaurant today, I have many other options. What about you? How many options do you have? "
Almost zero.
This is not to say that the college entrance examination is the only way out in life. There are many ways out, and the end point is not Rome.It's just that the college entrance examination will save a lot of time and waste. This is indeed the first major opportunity for many ordinary people to change their lives.
"That's all I want to say." Zhang Qi said, "As for how you choose, it's all up to you."
"Ah?" Li Jiaoyang said, "Teacher, don't you stop pouring some chicken soup? Why are you talking so many realistic things to the second-year girl?"
Zhang Qi said: "Drinking too much chicken soup will cause poisoning. I just need to say one thing now, come and report to me with your university student ID, or goodbye, and you can figure it out."
"You are in a difficult situation!" Kongliu said.
"Look, you are still stubborn." Zhang Qi said, "If you are like this, I don't think you will do well in the career path of dubbing. You always think about the bright side, but in fact it is essentially It’s more painful than going to school for exams, I advise you to wash up and sleep, and now ask the boss here if there is any shortage of working girls.”
"Yes." Shen Yi rested his chin on one hand, "I think this job is quite suitable for you. Dubbing is considered a performing art in my opinion. As long as you... have no culture and self-cultivation, why don't you give up early and get a part-time job?" Make some money."
"What you said makes sense." Li Jiaoyang said, "It really doesn't matter whether you take the university entrance exam or not. Anyway, isn't it all to support your family? If you don't take the university entrance examination, you can now work part-time. Anyway, you are an adult."
"..." Kong stayed speechless.
The moment the three adults talk to each other, they become social people bragging against each other. They output to Kong Leaving a meal. There were bursts of red, and it was obvious that he had suffered a lot of damage.
It shouldn't be, shouldn't this occasion be the same as the college entrance examination mobilization meeting?Is it crazy inspirational and crazy to drive up emotions?How did you start hurting people?
The more Kongliu listened, the more unpleasant she became, and the more she listened, the more resistant she became. In the eyes of these three people, she became useless, and she almost called the boss over to ask if there was a need for a handyman girl.
After the meal was over, the four of them bid farewell at the door. Zhang Qi and them went in the opposite direction and did not go together.Kongliu followed behind Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi, Li Jiaoyang turned his head and asked, "Hey, why don't you talk? Are you thinking about life?"
"Yeah." Kongliu raised his head and said, "I'm going home soon."
"Which home?" Li Jiaoyang asked, "Your home or your friend's home?"
"My own home." Kongliu said, "Take the admission ticket and go to the exam tomorrow. Why do you humiliate me like this? I don't believe I can't pass the college entrance examination!" Her tone was a bit fierce, obviously angry.
Shen Yi tilted his head and looked at her: "Don't tease me, you didn't pass the exam last year, but you can pass this year? Don't tell me that you can still grind your guns in the last few hours."
Kongliu clenched his fists and said, "I just want to prove it to all of you! I can go to university! I can also become a professional voice actor! It's nothing difficult!"
"Oh." Shen Yi shrugged, "You can do whatever you want, what happens to you in the future has nothing to do with me."
The weather in Beijing in the past few years has been very strange. When it comes to June, it will suddenly become hot, and there is nothing to love about the roasted life.But on June [-]th, a big day for the people of the whole country, it will suddenly rain and become much cooler, creating a relatively comfortable test environment for candidates.
On this day, the circle of friends on Weibo is full of blessings to the college entrance examination candidates, and some people start to miss the years since the college entrance examination, and some people will post a message at ** o'clock in the morning, saying that they got up late and missed the exam .
Kongliu went to the examination room by herself, and she didn't communicate with her parents too much after she got home last night, and she didn't care about her parents crying.She shut herself in the room, took her examination admission ticket and looked at it for a long time, like other college entrance examination candidates, confirmed the stationery she would bring the next day, and then went to bed early.
She is not sure about the exam, is it just a breath?she does not know.Maybe Zhang Qi's words had more or less influence on her. When I thought about it in the dead of night, I was very confused and didn't know which idea to follow.
Before going to bed, Li Jiaoyang sent her a message asking her where the examination room was.
Li Jiaoyang was squatting at the entrance of the examination room wearing a baseball cap. Shen Yi yawned and said, "You are really bored, and you still come to send for the examination. Look at the group of parents at the entrance, don't you think it's annoying?"
"This is also a reminder of the past." Li Jiaoyang raised the brim of his hat, "I was so nervous during the college entrance examination that I wanted to fart."
Shen Yi smiled and said, "You still get nervous? I thought all idiots didn't have this nerve."
"Hey!" Li Jiaoyang was about to get angry, but he teased, "You, who have never taken the college entrance examination, can't understand our feelings at all, and your youth is not complete at all."
"Do you think our French's college entrance examination is easy?" He deliberately pronounced "Fa" in four tones, just like Asia's Asians have to pronounce in three tones.
"Hey! Here we come!" Li Jiaoyang stood up and greeted in the distance, "This way!"
Kongliu walked over with his schoolbag on his back and asked, "You two are really here."
"Of course." Li Jiaoyang said, "How are you preparing? Are you nervous?"
Kongliu shook his head: "It's okay."
"Your parents didn't come to see you off?"
"No, what are you here for? Show off? It's not that I have no hands or feet." Kongliu said, "Anyway, I'll leave them after I finish the exam."
Shen Yi asked a very realistic question: "Are you capable of leaving them?"
"Yes." Kongliu said.
"Yes, you have ambition!" Li Jiaoyang clapped his hands, "The exam room is open, you can go in quickly. If you encounter a question you don't know, choose three long and one short to be the shortest, three short and one long to choose the longest, and if you really can't, choose c. Although I forced you for a long time yesterday, as someone who has been here, I still want to tell you that it’s just an exam, it’s nothing. So what if you do well in the exam? Why don’t you just become a business dog after you come out? Look, Shen Yi and I can still do it Are you pretending to be aggressive with your college entrance examination results from a few years ago?"
"Don't curse me." Kongliu paused, "Okay, I understand. I'll go in, thank you." She walked into the examination room, and when she entered, she turned her head and waved to them.
Li Jiaoyang also waved at her, and shouted loudly: "Come on! You will definitely be able to do it! Wait for your good news! Come on!" He yelled loudly to stir up the atmosphere, and there were also some parents around him who were about to step into the examination room. The children shouted "come on".
The battlefield of youth is full of passionate scenes.
"Ah..." Li Jiaoyang said with a sense of loss, "I suddenly thought of many plots in the hot-blooded comics. Did the last summer end like this? When they come out of this examination room, they will officially follow the past." It’s really sad to think about saying goodbye to myself.”
"Really?" Shen Yi said, "I think this is a new beginning."
In this hot summer, there are laughter and parting. Some people bid farewell to their youth and step into a new life. Some people struggle forward and wait for the opportunity to come... Maybe many years later, when recalling this life-changing summer, there will be a warm smile on the face Bar.
This summer is too bitter, but no matter what, the struggle is worthwhile.
"Let's go, go back." Shen Yi said to Li Jiaoyang, "Your summer has just begun, today is a working day, and Yunfang will deduct our wages."
"Ah—" Li Jiaoyang wailed, "It's hard to start a business!"
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