The Utopia of the Wastewood Prince

Chapter 80

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If Tong Yu knew that he could still meet these two people in the middle of the night, he would definitely not choose to come here to have a look.He stared at Li Jiaoyang, but he didn't know how to answer Li Jiaoyang's question.

"Speak!" Seeing Tong Yu's complexion, Li Jiaoyang was a little anxious, "What happened?"

"It's nothing." Tong Yu said in a low voice.

Li Jiaoyang asked: "Aren't you going to go for a while? Why did you run out in just a week? You are still in the dark... Don't say you are out for an outing, I don't believe it."

"Tell me." Shen Yi patted Tong Yu, "There are no outsiders here."

"I..." Tong Yu lowered his head and said very frustrated, "I failed the trial training and was returned."

"Huh?" Neither Li Jiaoyang nor Shen Yi expected this result.

Tong Yu went to the club full of ambitions. Everyone played well online before, and the club showed considerable interest in Tong Yu. Tong Yu also thought that the second spring of his career might be coming soon.With the previous failure experience, Tong Yu certainly didn't think that he would be able to get a position if he went there, and he also thought about many possibilities.The only thing he didn't expect was that in just one week, he was returned.

The reason is very simple, he is not suitable for this team.

There is no denying his ability, no denying his technology, and no denying him as a person.But the result of this answer is even more fatal. There is nothing wrong with him, but it is not suitable.This answer also made him unable to ask why, so he could only choose to leave silently after a brief blank mind.

Before leaving, the coach of the team came out with him. He sent Tong Yu to the station. It was not a long or short distance. The coach just asked Tong Yu if he thought professional players were really good for him. Is there a way out?

Tong Yu was at a loss.

At the finish line, the coach hugged him and told him with a smile, young man, there is still a long way to go.

Tong Yu can only care about sadness and self-doubt, and there is no way to see the future.

The location of the club was far away from where he lived, and it was already this time when he came back after tossing all the way. Instead of going home, he walked to the small villa with simple luggage on his back.

He didn't return home in high spirits, but came back on a night without heresy, and he suddenly didn't know how to face everyone here.When he left, he patted everyone's shoulders, as if he was about to fly up a branch and become a phoenix.The facts tell him that a sparrow will always be a sparrow.

Tong Yu wanted to escape, just like when he escaped from Shanghai before, making Li Jiaoyang and the others mistakenly think that he was developing well in the professional circle... After he had this idea, he thought that this glance might be the last time he saw it. Look at this place that makes him feel happy and happy.

She didn't expect to meet Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi.

"Have you eaten yet?" Li Jiaoyang looked at the time and said to himself, "Even if you eat this, you should be hungry. Let's go, let's get something to eat in the room first." He grabbed Tong Yu's hand Folding his arms back into the office, Tong Yu resisted a little, Li Jiaoyang said, "I'm hungry, let's have a meal with mom." After speaking, Tong Yu dragged her away.

Tong Yu is a small otaku who sits in front of the computer and plays games all day long. In the game, he is sharp and tongue-tied when flirting with others. In reality, he is no match for a man who sweats on the basketball court like Li Jiaoyang.

Shen Yi followed behind them, instinctively thinking that tonight would not be easy.

Eating supper and kebabs is basically a regular time after summer. Li Jiaoyang ordered a bunch of them and ordered some beer. It's not the peak time for dining at this moment, and the takeaway brother quickly delivered the food.

There is a roof on the top floor of the small villa, and there are tables and chairs for everyone to relax and entertain. It's just that in summer they think it's hot and there are too many mosquitoes, so almost no one comes up.

"We should put a grill here later." Li Jiaoyang pointed to a corner of the rooftop, "We can also have a bonfire party at night."

"Are you dreaming?" Shen Yi said, "It's still a bonfire party, a little open flame is raised, don't you think the property owner will carry a fire extinguisher and put it out for you?"

"Isn't that what I said? Come, come, eat some meat." Li Jiaoyang gave some meat sticks to Shen Yi and some to Tong Yu.Since entering this room, Tong Yu didn't say much, and her heart was not high.Of course Li Jiaoyang could understand Tong Yu, he just wanted to liven up the atmosphere with his performance, tell Tong Yu not to be so sad, and then find a suitable starting point to ask Tong Yu about the cause.

Unexpectedly, Shen Yi was more straightforward than him at this moment, so he asked head-on: "Tong Yu, what's going on, tell me?"

"There's nothing else to say." Tong Yu said, "Skills are inferior to people."

"Then what about you in the future?" Shen Yi opened a beer can for him, "Do you want to keep trying?"

Tong Yu took it over, the bubbles were still sizzling, his eyes drooped, and he shook his head: "I don't know."

"I think if you like it, then try again." Li Jiaoyang comforted him and said, "If this one doesn't work, the next one will. There will always be someone who appreciates your talent."

Tong Yu looked up at him: "Maybe I really don't have the talent to play games."

"How could it be?" Li Jiaoyang said, "You are so powerful, you have four legs in one mind!"

"There are a lot of great people." Tong Yu said, "It's not that I haven't seen the professional circle. Hey, I should have thought that there would be no good results this time. Where is the story of a salted fish turning around? Really I was blinded by lard for a while, and let you see a joke, am I stupid?"

"If you have a chance, you have to try. How can you be stupid?" Li Jiaoyang said, "You like to play games, and you have worked hard to become a professional gamer, but the result is beyond your control. How can this be?" Could it be a joke?"

Tong Yu laughed at himself and said, "A man without legs wants to be a sprint champion. It's no wonder that he doesn't get ridiculed. Okay, okay, I know you guys want to comfort me, and I appreciate your kindness. I'm fine, and I recognize it clearly." In reality, I won’t be stupid again in the future.”

He somewhat refused to communicate, as if the topic was about to end here, Li Jiaoyang glanced at Shen Yi helplessly.Shen Yi didn't say anything, just touched Tong Yu with the beer in his hand, and said, "I've ordered so many things, I'll leave after eating. And..." He looked at Li Jiaoyang, "Can I order the street next time?" The one across the street? His skewers are bigger."

Li Jiaoyang thought to himself, what's the matter with you?What a sad moment this is! Are you still wondering whose skewers are bigger?It's really hard-hearted.

It was no problem for the three men to eat, Tong Yu didn't eat much all day, no matter how depressed his mood was, his stomach would growl when he was hungry.There was a gust of wind, grilled pork skewers and cold beer were a perfect match. Shen Yi and Li Jiaoyang chatted with each other for a while, and the beer cans on the floor were half empty.Before he knew it, Tong Yu's eyes became a little distracted.

He doesn't drink often, and his face turns red when he drinks a little.

"By the way, besides playing games, what else do you like to do?" Shen Yi changed the subject, and the center of the topic was thrown to Tong Yu again.

"Huh?" Tong Yu was a bit over the top, and her brain was not spinning so fast. Before the protective barrier could be erected in time, her mouth bald first, "It's nothing, just... just like playing games."

Shen Yi continued to ask: "Then have you ever seriously thought about what you can do if you can't become a professional player?"

Tong Yu replied: "I don't know, I haven't thought about it. Let's eat and die... Just find a job, just make do with it."

Shen Yi smiled and said, "I think you seem to be very clear about your goals, but you actually don't know what you're doing at all."

Tong Yu didn't understand what Shen Yi meant, and looked at him in a daze.

"What are you talking about?" Obviously Li Jiaoyang didn't understand either.

"Your game level is more than enough to abuse passers-by players like us, and even ordinary masters have no chance of winning against you. You are considered to be a good gamer among ordinary people, so it is a very natural idea to want to become a professional player." Shen Yi smiled and said, "However, you have no real talent for games and lack of spirituality. In the professional circle, people like you are not even qualified to watch the water dispenser. In fact, your first encounter should have been called "the first time I met you." You understand this, the second time, in my opinion, is purely a waste of time. As far as I know, competitive sports don’t believe in the nonsense of working hard or not working hard, no matter how hard people with mediocre talents try, they still can’t do it.”

"Yes! You are right!" Tong Yu said, "I just can't do it!"

"Yeah." Shen Yixiao's eyes narrowed, "You really can't, you can't become a professional player, don't try, no matter how many times you try, the result will be the same."

The tone of his words is frivolous, but it is very stimulating, especially for a young man who has just returned from a feather, how merciless this is.

Tong Yu clenched his hands into fists, as if trying to endure.It's one thing to deny yourself, it's another to be denied by others.Self-denial usually has a little bit of reserve, as if saving the last sliver of face for yourself, and you have driven yourself into the dust, so it is not easy for others to say something that is too exaggerated.But being denied by others is a naked humiliation, as if the proven truth is thrown in front of oneself, tearing self-esteem to pieces.

"That's not what you said." Li Jiaoyang sensed the subtlety of the atmosphere, and wanted to smooth things over, but Shen Yi rushed ahead of him and asked: "Then what should I say? No matter how beautiful the packaging is, waste snacks are always waste Snack."

"Little bird..."

"What else do you want to say?" Tong Yuteng stood up suddenly, not only his cheeks were red, but even his eye sockets were red, and he yelled at Shen Yi very loudly, "I can't, I'm not talented, I'm a waste, I'm a waste Just daydreaming! Are you satisfied!"

Li Jiaoyang also stood up. He pulled Tong Yu to signal him not to get too excited. Shen Yi looked up at Tong Yu very calmly: "What's wrong with me being dissatisfied? You are not my son, and you won't earn money in the future The money gave me pension, I was just stating a fact."

"..." Tong Yu trembled angrily.

Shen Yi continued: "Do you really understand the circle you like? Is it in your concept that only becoming a professional player can be regarded as entering the e-sports circle?"

"Otherwise?" Tong Yu asked angrily.

"Then you are really superficial." Shen Yi said, "I am a layman, and even a layman like me knows the formation and healthy development of a circle. It takes a lot of division of labor roles to be able to maintain it. Coaches, commentators, team managers, operations, commercial promotion, writers, video production... which one is not a necessary role in the circle? You only see professional players One item?"

Tong Yu said loudly: "But becoming a professional player is my lifelong dream!"

"But you can't!" Shen Yi also answered him loudly.

Tong Yu burst into tears with a "wow".

"Hey, don't cry, don't cry." Li Jiaoyang hurriedly wiped Tong Yu's tears with his hands, "A man won't flick his tears easily, so don't cry! Little Bird didn't mean to do anything to you..."

"Woooooo... I just don't have talent, I can't play games well..." Tong Yu cried and talked, tears and snot all over his face, "I'll go home and farm..."

Shen Yi said calmly: "In your cognition, there is no other option to enter the professional circle other than becoming a professional player. So do you like the aura of professional players? Or do you really like games? You always say that you I like games, but I never settle for it. People have their own strengths and weaknesses. Just because you can’t become a professional player doesn’t mean you can’t engage in other game-related professions. If you can’t make it through, you start to feel sorry for yourself and give up. Can’t you go in another direction? I think the real love is to participate no matter what, even if you are standing in the corner, not to find out that you can’t stand on the stage. Refund and leave."

Tong Yu's mind was buzzing, and every word Shen Yi said seemed to pierce his nerves.He has never seriously thought about these issues. There is really only one way to play a career in his mind, and he has never thought about other possibilities.

If everyone is like him and only wants to be a player, then who will do other work?Who will guide the players' tactical arrangements?Who will pack the stars for the players?Who edits excellent videos one after another to impart game experience to those beginners?Presumably there would be none, without the existence of these people, the radiant top players might not know where to play games, and this circle would not flourish, and the words "love games" would eventually Just four pale words.

"I..." Tong Yu opened his upper and lower lips, tears were still flowing, he didn't know what to say, maybe he shouldn't say anything at this moment.

Li Jiaoyang put his arms around Tong Yu's shoulders, and gently brushed his thumbs under his eyelids, which were wet and crystal clear under the moonlight.He said softly: "What Xiaoniao said is also a choice. Everyone hopes that dreams will come true, but very few people come true. The careers of players are very short and will always come to an end. So in that It is also worth thinking about what to choose afterward. In many traditional sports, players will also engage in sports-related content after retirement. Jordan has a basketball shoe named after himself and is also active in the NBA as a team owner. Kobe has his own basketball training camp, which allows children to receive basketball training for free. Li Ning, Li Ning, you always know, from the prince of gymnastics to becoming a brand sponsor of the national team. Career is just a small part of this "hobby" Part of it, you may like a certain career, just devote yourself to it and fight for it for the rest of your life. Well, don’t just let me wipe your tears, give you a piece of paper and wipe it yourself, or the wind will blow in a while, Your face should be wrinkled."

"It's not winter!" Facing Li's standard nonsensical jokes, Tong Yu still couldn't help but want to refute him.

"Almost the same meaning. After eating, go home and sleep. After you wake up, nothing will happen. Let's go, mom will drive you home." Li Jiaoyang looked at the sky, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse tonight, he He exhaled and said, "It seems that tomorrow will be a good weather."

81

Tong Yu didn't come to work soon, Li Jiaoyang and Shen Yi tacitly understood this, after all, it takes some time for young people to clean up their mood.They didn't deliberately mention what happened last night.

Li Jiaoyang dictated all Jing Yun's interview scripts and gave them to Zhang Chunqiang, who then re-edited them. The scripts were vivid and interesting, and the typesetting was still very clear.

"It's amazing, it really is Brother Qiang's handwriting." Li Jiaoyang praised, "Would you like to send it to Jing Yun for a look?"

Zhang Chunqiang said: "Of course it is necessary. The content must be confirmed by the other party. Otherwise, who will be responsible for something?"

"Okay, I'll go find her." Li Jiaoyang went straight to the basement with his mobile phone, knocked on the door and went in, only to find that Jing Yun was not there.Yang Shuo thought that Li Jiaoyang was here to collect the money, so he didn't look very friendly in his eyes.

"Where's Jing Yun?" Li Jiaoyang asked.

"Not here." Yang Shuo replied simply.

"Ah?" Li Jiaoyang continued to ask, "Why did you go? Do you know?"

"How do I know?" Yang Shuo was inexplicable, "I'm so busy, why do I care where she is going?"

Wang Yiran turned around and said to Li Jiaoyang: "She's gone home, and she didn't come back until a few days ago, what can I do with her?"

"It's nothing serious." Li Jiaoyang smiled, "I just did an interview with her. When the manuscript came out, I asked her to read it. Now that she's home, I'll find her online." He was about to leave, but Yang Shuo suddenly asked Said: "Wait, what interview? What does she do?"

"Interviews in our community, users like it so they do it." Li Jiaoyang said.

Yang Shuo showed a bit of contempt and disdain: "She is not very capable, so she likes to do these tricks. If you don't have time to draw your own updates, how many readers can interviews bring to her? The current authors Hey, if you don’t work hard, just jump around all day long, can there be any good works? There are reasons for not being popular.”

Li Jiaoyang couldn't understand Yang Shuo's logic at all, and looked at Yang Shuo like an alien.But today he was in a good mood, he didn't want to waste time on Yang Shuo, he ignored all the bullshit he said, turned his head and left with an "oh".Yang Shuo felt a little upset after eating cold farts. In order to ease his embarrassment, he turned around after Li Jiaoyang left and said to Wang Yiran and Becca, "You guys think so?"

Wang Yiran said: "What do you care about her?" Obviously she was wearing the same pair of pants as Yang Shuo.

Becca has no works of her own in this team, and her level is relatively low. She has always been a professional assistant and has few opportunities to speak.Usually at this time she chooses to close the microphone.

Yang Shuo couldn't straighten out his tone, and went to talk in his small dark room again.He knew that Jing Yun was also in this group, so he didn't mention by name, and told a fabricated story very coolly. Other authors also jumped out and lamented that people's hearts are not old, there is no good creative environment, and everyone is keen to engage in business Going there, people pay attention only when they are popular and famous. For those who create silently like them, how can the word "bitter" be called "bitter"?

In fact, Yang Shuo made it clear that it wouldn't matter, Jing Yun would not open this group because she didn't have time.

When she received a call from her father that day, her tone was very anxious. Jing Yun was a little flustered, but she seriously asked her father to speak calmly.Her father said that something happened to her mother on the way, and she was going to have an operation now, so she was told to go back quickly.

Jing Yun was stunned at the time, and after asking if her life was in danger, she hurriedly booked a ticket for the nearest bus and ran back.

It would be extremely trivial to start from the beginning.

Jing Yun's parents have always lived in their hometown. His father's work unit built a batch of welfare houses every year, but due to various reasons, it took a long time to build them.In the past two years, housing prices in second- and third-tier cities have also risen, and the prices back then could not even be bought at half of what they are now. The old couple worked hard all their lives and saved their daughter's dowry, so they had to borrow money to buy this new set.Fortunately, the amount of the loan is not as scary as that of Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou. It is a 30-year debt, and the mortgage in a small city is usually paid off within a few years.

After her parents moved into the new house, the original old house was going to be demolished. It was a relatively good place in the city. The demolition would be a lot of trouble, and there would be endless bargaining.Her parents wanted to move, and it was useless to talk about it. They signed the letter of intent early and confirmed that the house type would be changed according to the square meter in the future.Later, when she looked at the contract, her mother found that the word "free" was not written on the front of the parking space.She called the other party first, and the other party was quite kind, and agreed to make a note, but she needed to sign on the spot, so Jing Yun's mother rode a bicycle all the way in summer for the 5000 yuan.

Before I thought about it, something happened on the road, and I fell down.When I fell, I put my hands on the ground, and both wrists were broken.

It was already the next day when Jing Yun rushed home, her mother's operation had already been completed, and she was lying quietly on the bed, unable to even move.When she entered the ward, she saw her father sitting in front of the hospital bed, with his back turned to her, feeding water to her mother with his back bent, and her tears fell suddenly.

There are many complex emotions at a time, none of which can be expressed in words.

Jing's mother stayed in the hospital for a week before being discharged. There was no other way to fix the fracture, and the steel nails were put in. The rest is to rest and let the bones heal slowly.It's just that Jing's mother is getting old, and the injury is not as fast as the young man's recovery.

When the family of three returned home, Jing's mother's hands were basically useless, and she needed someone to take care of her daily life, so Jing Yun stayed and helped her father share some labor.

It was also at this time that Jing Yun realized that she actually knew nothing.

She doesn't know how to cook very much. When she is alone, she always wants to save money and convenience, and she can handle it with just some instant noodles.But she can't cook instant noodles for her mother, the Chinese can make up for whatever they eat, and Jing's mother has a broken bone, so she must eat something like bone broth.Jing Yun looked at the recipe for a long time but couldn't figure it out, and in the end it was his father's cooking.

She can only do housework, help her mother take a bath or do some cleaning.Jing's mother always said that she was fine, but her hands were inconvenient, and she was not bedridden. If Jing Yun had a job, she should hurry back to Beijing without delay. She has her father here, who can take care of her.Father Jing also meant the same thing. Old couples have been here for so many years, don't they all come here like this?

Jing Yun said it's okay, the work in hand has come to an end, and she can spend some time with her parents at home.

Too bad she was lying.

When her comic works were on the verge of life and death, she didn't even say hello to the editor when she returned home. She only told the editor later, and the editor expressed his helplessness. Apart from humanitarian concerns, she What I am most concerned about is whether Jingyun can be updated.Jing Yun also told the editor after several 10 minutes of silence that she might not be able to, and I'm sorry.

The result of doing so was also very clearly placed in front of the two of them.After the editor responded briefly, he stopped contacting Jing Yun.

Jing Yun left Beijing for two weeks, no one knew what she was doing, and when she came back, her world had changed.

"Friday" is tentatively serialized by the editor on the comic platform, and the return date is undecided.This is just a matter of face, and everyone knows it inside, it is cut in half.The platform doesn't seem to intend to have any more cooperation with Jing Yun, and everything ends here.As for Jing Yun, the three-dimensional experience made her mentally exhausted, and the blow at work was also fatal. These are two groups of terrifying forces, wishing to tear her into pieces.

Sitting in her seat, she felt free for the first time. Everyone was busy with their own affairs, but she had nothing to do.Excessive pain has made her numb, blanking her mind and instinctively escaping from reality.

"Don't be too sad." Wang Yiran stood on her back and patted her. Jing Yun turned her head, feeling that she couldn't see Wang Yiran's face clearly, so she could only listen to her saying, "Take a good rest for a while, and then start again." .”

"Yes." Yang Shuo said, "Why don't you help me post outlets during this time, how about it?"

Jing Yun shook her head blankly.

Yang Shuo said: "Oh, you are really precious."

Becca shook her head towards Jing Yun, signaling her to ignore Yang Shuo.

The air in the basement suddenly became cloudy, and Jing Yun felt out of breath, so she wanted to go out for activities.She didn't want any human contact now, so she took a can of cat food from the drawer and went outside.

There are cats she has fed in the community. There was a litter of kittens before, and they have grown up a lot after seeing each other for a few days. She made some food and put it in a fixed place. She squatted far away and waited for the cats to come to find food. of.She can also take advantage of this moment to relax.

Sure enough, several cats came, big and small, Jing Yun counted, and one was missing.She didn't pay much attention to it, she was still watching from a distance, a cat came over and meowed at Jing Yun after eating, bit Jing Yun's clothes, and ran forward after biting, Jing Yun didn't understand She looked at the cat, and the cat also looked at her, and then ran away after meowing twice.

Only then did Jing Yun stand up and look for the cat.

Walking all the way, he returned to the small villa in the cute circle.The cat was standing near the cover of a sewer and barking wildly, Jing Yun was dumbfounded when she went over to see it.

Looking through the neat gaps in the sewer, there was a kitten inside, curled up in a ball, she didn't even have time to think about how the cat got in, but the cat's fur was dirty and messy, it must have been a while.

Jing Yun stretched out her hand to pull the cover of the sewer, how could she pull this thing up?After trying several times to stay still, she hurried to the house to call for someone.

Li Jiaoyang and the others were chatting on the first floor, when they saw Jing Yun coming up to ask for help profusely, "Excuse me...can you do me a favor?"

"What's wrong?" Li Jiaoyang said, "What's the matter? Please speak slowly."

Jing Yun recounted what she experienced at the door, and everyone on the first floor moved.Li Jiaoyang also tried it with his hands, and Shen Yi said: "This will definitely not work. I'll go to the third floor and find some tools to try." After getting enough to remove the cover, Li Jiaoyang lifted the cat up by touching his waist, looked at it carefully, and asked, "Is it still alive?"

"Live, live!" Zhang Chunqiang yelled, "Hurry to the hospital!"

Fortunately, there was a pet hospital at the gate of their community. Li Jiaoyang followed Jing Yun and rushed over with the kitten, and handed the cat to the doctor for rescue. The two of them sat outside in a daze.

"I've always liked cats, and I hope I can raise one by myself when I'm able." Maybe it was too quiet, Jing Yun started talking, "There are a lot of cats in this yard, most of them are very kind, give them food drink so that they can survive."

Li Jiaoyang nodded: "Yes, the people in this community are pretty good."

"I've seen it, and there's no entrance to that row of sewers." Jing Yun said, "Unless it's artificial, the kitten won't fall down. The gaps are too narrow."

"...Damn it!" Li Jiaoyang hadn't thought of this at all, "Who is so mad that he can't get along with a cat!"

Jing Yun said: "There are too many people who like to play pranks... Hey, I hope the little cat can survive."

"Its ears are still moving in my hand, so it must be fine." Li Jiaoyang said, "Its fur is too dirty. If it can be cleaned, it might be healthy."

"I hope." Jing Yun fell into silence.

Time passed by every minute and every second. When the doctor came out, the two looked at each other. The doctor said helplessly that the delivery time was too late, and the cat was too young, so it was already dead.

No one knows how long the kitten stayed in the sewer without food or drink, and it didn't make it to the end after all.

Loneliness, despair, and helplessness are human beings' feelings. Would that cat feel like this before dying?Jing Yun stood where she was, tears streaming down her cheeks, but she didn't cry much.Such a small blow was nothing, she tried her best, and it wasn't her fault that she couldn't save a little life.However, she had experienced so much before, and many things were added at this moment, causing her emotions to completely collapse.

Jing Yun feels that she is very useless, she can't accomplish anything, she can't take care of her family, she can't settle herself down, she can't even save a cat, what else will she do?

Li Jiaoyang's palm hung above her shoulder, not knowing whether to drop it or not, Jing Yun wiped her tears with the back of her hand and said, "I'm fine, just a little sad." She looked at the doctor, "Thank you, doctor."

The doctor also expressed regret and helped them contact the pet cremation.The two still had hope when they left, but only a small urn was left in their hands when they returned.

"I feel that your condition is very bad." Li Jiaoyang walked side by side with Jing Yun on the road in the community, "Did something happen during the time you were away?"

"Yes." Jing Yun nodded, "But I don't know how to say it."

Li Jiaoyang said: "If you want to say something, you can tell me anytime."

"Thank you." Jing Yun replied.

There is a small garden in the community, which is the favorite place for cats to play in summer. Jing Yun vaguely remembers that kitten also appeared there.She wants to scatter the kitten's ashes there. There are flowers and plants it likes here, as well as friends to play with. It shouldn't be too lonely.

Such a small cat, as soon as the ashes are scattered, it is gone, and it can’t even be distinguished when it falls in the soil. Jing Yun suddenly shouted to the sky: "In the next life, be a cat raised by a kind person at home! Don’t do anything. Be human! Do you hear me! Do nothing to be human!"

Because being a human is too hard.

She shouted so hard that even Li Jiaoyang was taken aback. Looking at the back of this thin girl, he felt a great sadness from the bottom of his heart.It was as if he had been infected, and felt extremely sad.He could only infer that Jing Yun had encountered something unsatisfactory, but how much setback was it that could make a person sincerely lament "Don't be a human being"?

Li Jiaoyang told Shen Yi about this incident when he was sending him home at night. It seemed that this incident had a profound impact on him, and his tone was a little listless when he spoke.Shen Yi pondered for a while, and said: "I may not have experienced what she went through, but I did have such thoughts for a while. When everything goes wrong, I always feel that it is difficult to be a human being, as if all hope has been extinguished. .The death of that kitten was like the last straw that broke the camel's back. She must have lost faith in herself."

"Then will she be overwhelmed?" Li Jiaoyang asked.

"I don't know." Shen Yi said, "But it's always good to pay more attention to her."

Li Jiaoyang sighed: "It's an eventful autumn."