1novels Chapter 477: Heart as ashes
Chapter 477: Heart as ashes
After Song Ruyi heard the truth that Song Xuecheng said, her heart was ashamed.
She thought to herself: It turned out that her father was the leader of the evil organization, and the father she admired and cherished in the past is now a big villain.
On the one hand, Song Ruyi is very happy that the father she misses is still alive, but on the other hand, her father is a bad person, which makes Song Ruyi unacceptable.
Song Ruyi felt very uncomfortable. She knew that Song Xuecheng was manipulating everything behind her back, and all these bad things happened because of Song Xuecheng's selfishness.
Song Ruyi understood this, and felt that the lighthouse in her heart suddenly collapsed, making her feel confused for a moment.
Fei Yinan was shocked after hearing the whole truth.It never occurred to him that a person could abandon his own child for so-called research.
Although Fei Yinan felt that Song Xuecheng's original intention was not noble, but just looking at Song Xuecheng's decisive approach and impeccable plan, it was enough to see Song Xuecheng's ability.
Fei Yinan admired this aspect, but it was a pity that Song Xuecheng used his own wisdom to do bad things.It's like a genius using his mind to commit crimes instead of using his intelligence in the right way.
Although Song Xuecheng unexpectedly met his daughter, but so many years have passed, Song Xuecheng has no so-called family affection for Song Ruyi, only a little bit of guilt.
After Song Ruyi got over the confusion in her heart, she realized that her father left her and her sister behind for research, and didn't think about how she and her sister should live after he left.
Song Ruyi was hit by this fact, and finally couldn't bear it and fell to the ground, as if she didn't want to believe that Song Xuecheng was such a cruel person.
But Song Ruyi also knew that this was the truth, because Song Xuecheng had indeed left her and her sister behind, which made Song Ruyi hold back tears.
The suppressed cry was amplified infinitely in this quiet environment. The cry was mixed with many emotions such as the joy of meeting his father, the sadness after being cheated, and the grievances in his previous life.
Fei Yinan heard Song Ruyi's cry, and his admiration for Song Xuecheng just now disappeared without a trace.Fei Yinan looked at Song Xuecheng coldly, with a look of contempt on his face without hiding it.
Seeing the look on Fei Yinan's face, Song Xuecheng clenched the mask in his hand, but still did not reveal his emotions.
He disdained to entangle this matter with Fei Yinan. In Song Xuecheng's eyes, Fei Yinan, like Song Ruyi, was an irrelevant person who could not stop his research.
Seeing Song Xuecheng's small movements, Fei Yinan knew that he was forbearing, and his understanding of Song Xuecheng went a step further, knowing that he was a hero.
After Song Ruyi cried enough, she yelled at Song Xuecheng in a hoarse voice: "It turns out that you have deceived everyone for so many years. We are still sad about your departure, you big liar."
Veins popped up on Song Ruyi's face, and she looked extremely ferocious, like an evil ghost entwined with black energy.
Song Xuecheng heard Song Ruyi's words of accusation, and from Song Ruyi's words, Song Xuecheng got an important message, that is, there are still people who remember him.This made Song Xuecheng feel a little warmth in his heart.
"I had no choice at the time. If I didn't do that, the research on superbugs would be stopped. I can't watch my hard work disappear like this." Song Xuecheng explained with a troubled face, expressing the helplessness of what he did at the time lift.
Fei Yinan admired Song Xuecheng's art of speaking, and put himself in a difficult situation with just a few words.
If a person is not rational, then it is very likely to follow Song Xuecheng's thinking.
But Song Ruyi knew that Song Xuecheng's words could not be trusted completely, how could it be so easy to be led by the nose by Song Xuecheng?Song Ruyi ignored Song Xuecheng's explanation and asked an irrelevant question.
"If you didn't meet me this time, would you never see me? And you wouldn't let me know that my father is still alive in this world? Every time someone asks about my father, I always look sad and say Seeing that her father is dead. Thinking about it is really ironic!" Song Ruyi pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying, and looked at Song Xuecheng.
Song Xuecheng stared at Song Ruyi's face, looking down from the top, he could see the deep pain in Song Ruyi's eyes.
Song Xuecheng looked at Song Ruyi like this, and panickedly denied: "How could it be? As long as I successfully develop the super bacteria, I don't have to hide my name like this. At that time, I can see you and cute."
"Does that mean that you won't come to see me as long as the super bacteria is not successfully developed for one day? What if you have not successfully developed the super bacteria when you die? Then I will never know that my father has never been Die?" Song Ruyi's words carried strong sorrow.
Song Xuecheng was so choked by Song Ruyi's words that he couldn't speak. After a while, Song Xuecheng's voice sounded, although it was soft but firm. "I believe that I can successfully develop super bacteria."
Song Ruyi felt even more sad when she heard Song Xuecheng's firm tone.So what Song Ruyi said was full of irony. "Yes, you believe that you can succeed, so you don't care about me and my sister at all. You see, the sacrifice you made is really great! Not only did you abandon your child, but you also gave up everything you have in this world."
"Why do you talk like this, kid? Of course I was wrong about this, but couldn't you understand my situation at that time?" Song Xuecheng reprimanded Song Ruyi with a worried face.
Song Ruyi was about to speak when Fei Yinan stopped her.
Fei Yinan looked at Song Xuecheng, feeling really upset, so he scolded Song Xuecheng: "How did Ruyi talk? Isn't what she said the truth? What qualifications do you have to ask her to understand you? Then why don't you stand in her position and think about her?" Why do you think of you like this?"
Song Xuecheng wanted to say something, but Fei Yinan waved his hand to stop Song Xuecheng from speaking, and said, "Let me finish first, and then you can find an excuse to explain. To be honest, I think Ruyi and Cute can grow up safely. It's a very lucky thing. You always express the meaning that you can give up everything for research, but in their eyes, there is no research, only their father is dead, and only the two of them are left in this world. So don't ask for Ruyi Understand, because you have not understood her."
Fei Yinan's words hit Song Ruyi's heart, and Song Ruyi couldn't help crying again.
Fei Yinan didn't look at Song Xuecheng's reaction, and directly knelt down to comfort the crying Song Ruyi.
Song Xuecheng was stunned for a moment, but was shocked by Fei Yinan's words.Song Xuecheng calmed down the turmoil in his heart, and stood aside watching Song Ruyi who was crying uncontrollably.
After Song Ruyi calmed down a bit, Song Xuecheng looked at Song Ruyi and said, "Since you are so sad, then pretend you haven't seen me. You also shouldn't know that I'm still alive."
Song Ruyi was shocked when she heard Song Xuecheng's words.
Song Ruyi wiped the tears from her face, stood up from the ground, watched Song Xuecheng not speak, and carefully looked at the face she wanted to see in her dreams, tears slid down her cheeks again.
Song Xuecheng was not used to being stared at by Song Ruyi's focused eyes, a crack appeared in the unchanging expression on his face.
Song Xuecheng asked with an unnatural expression: "Why are you looking at me? There should be nothing on my face, right?"
"I just want to take a good look at what my father has become." Song Ruyi answered Song Xuecheng softly, as if she wasn't the one who cried hysterically before.
When Song Xuecheng heard Song Ruyi's voice full of nostalgia, he was moved and his eyes felt hot.
But how could Song Xuecheng let Song Ruyi and Fei Yinan see his strangeness, but it may have been too long since no one had looked at Song Xuecheng so seriously, and he became stiff and unnatural.
Not long after, Song Ruyi's soft voice sounded. "There are many wrinkles on your face, your skin is loose, your head has white hair, and your body has become rickety."
Hearing Song Ruyi's gentle tone as usual, Fei Yinan was not happy about it, but was full of worry in his heart.Fei Yinan thought it was the calm before the storm, which made people worry. Fei Yinan was worried that Song Ruyi would not be able to accept the truth, and thus had a nervous breakdown.
Hearing Song Ruyi's words, Song Xuecheng caressed his face involuntarily, feeling the changes in himself.Song Xuecheng had been focusing on the research of super bacteria before, and he didn't realize that he was getting old at all.
This time, after being told by Song Ruyi, she realized that she was no longer young.
Song Ruyi watched Song Xuecheng's movements, and then continued: "Time flies so fast! My sister and I have grown up, and you are getting old. I thought I would never have the chance to see you again. I want to see you again." It can only be in a dream, I didn't expect that I would see you here, and meet you in this way. You said, right?"
"Yeah, I didn't expect that I would meet you in this way. I remember when I left, you were still a little kid, but now you are so big." Song Xuecheng rarely showed a trace of warmth on his face, as if He was the father in Song Ruyi's impression again.
"Since you know that I was a little kid when you left, then you should also know how my sister and I, two children, can survive without our family? Do you know how difficult it is for me and my sister? "Song Ruyi suddenly changed the subject and questioned Song Xuecheng.
Although Song Ruyi knew that all of this was done by her father, in her heart, her father's behavior of abandoning her and her sister was the most sad hurdle.
If Song Xuecheng had her and her sister in his heart and didn't know about their future difficulties, then Song Ruyi would feel better.
From this we can see how much Song Xuecheng's departure hurt Song Ruyi, and how deep Song Ruyi's affection for Song Xuecheng was.