1novels Chapter 1208 That moment
Chapter 1208 That moment
The new year has passed without a sound.Zhang Yichen felt that no matter whether his wife could return to this home or not, he would always have a good life for his family. No matter whether he could return to his side in the end, he should take good care of the people around him, and should not Let the people around me suffer heavy injuries and blows again because of them. Maybe every decision I made was wrong, but as long as I can be happy and happy, what is there to be afraid of?
Zhang Nai saw his father walking down the stairs in high spirits. He couldn't believe that this was still his father. Why did his father change so much now? In the past, his father would never be here anyway. Under the circumstances, I was smiling with myself. Today, my father seems to be a different person. Has he figured it out now and is no longer as persistent as before looking for his wife?
Even if my father gave up, I would not give up. After all, he is my mother. She gave birth to herself, raised herself and gave her life.
Seeing my father so happy, I couldn't bear to say what I said to hit him. I knew that my mother might not have a chance to return to this family, and I knew that my mother might not still be alive in this world, but I In any case, there is no way to let my father bear the same blow.
"Nai'er, you're waking up. Dad is in a good mood today. Let's take you out to play. Tell Dad where you want to go. The world is so big, and Dad wants to spend some time with you on a good trip."
Zhang Nai listened to what his father said, and he was stunned. Is this what his father would say? He used to be so beautiful and popular, but now why did he suddenly change so much? It was the first time he kindly used Talking to himself in such a tone, he couldn't believe that this was his father.
Zhang Yichen seemed to understand his son's doubts. He felt that his life was a mess in the past. He had paid a lot for the interests of the market and to prove himself, but in the end he did prove it, but he finally got it What did you lose your loved ones, your wife, everything you cared about most, including your own family?
In fact, why did I ever think about such an ending? What I wanted was so simple, but in the end everything went against me, making me the most unforgivable person in the hearts of others. What kind of method and method should be used to get the understanding and peace of all these people.
"Son, don't look at me with such eyes. You know how miserable I was. Even if I became the overlord of the world, even if I could monopolize the entire world's economy, in my eyes, I think I still haven't got what I want, how ordinary what I want, why don't you know
But you look back and see what I have gained now. I lost my lover and a happy and warm family. Now I have searched all over the world but I can't find a trace of him.Have you ever thought that my heart is actually a kind of torture, I can’t heal the hurt in my heart, how I long for him to return to me, even if it’s just one day, it’s a kind of happiness for me, No? But did I get it in the end and no.
Maybe I caused him harm once, making him want to escape all his life, and I never want to come back to me. As long as I close my eyes, my mind will be full of scenes of him pleading with me, and I am so sorry for him. I understand what he did, and I also understand the harm I caused to him. I have given everything myself, and I can’t restore his broken heart. I really know that I was wrong, but my mistakes will never be forgotten. way to make up for it. "
Zhang Yichen returned to the day when he was cruel and unfeeling to his wife.
It turns out that until now, the man in front of me still thinks that he chooses to be with him because of money. Why in this world are people always unwilling to trust each other? If there is more trust between each other, how can the world? How could my marriage become so broken when it became what it is now? All of this is not because of the intervention of others, let alone the instigation of others, but because of the distrust between husband and wife.
At this moment, Ran Zhihan realized how exhausted he was living. No matter what he did or said, his husband would never give him a good attitude. What he wanted was really Not much is just being able to live the life you want in peace and stability, but in the end you get this result.Why does everything never go as I imagined?
"Yichen, this may be the last time I will call you this in my life. I know, maybe in your inner world, I don't deserve to call you by such an intimate name at all. I also understand that you have been to me all these years. Sincere love, but all your love for me has come to naught because of Chen Gang's appearance this time. I can't believe that the love and affection these years are all in the past. I can't believe that everything is just Mirage, no matter how I recover it, it will never be recovered, you no longer love my heart, maybe you think leaving me is the best punishment for me, but do you know that the real punishment is not breaking me All the money, but I lost my happiest marriage.
I have no money, I can rely on my own ability to earn money one by one, I can rely on my own hands to make myself live comfortably, but I can't live without my happy marriage, and today's step is completely It's because of the consequences I caused myself. I don't blame anyone, and I hope you don't blame others for intervening.
Everything between us should not be a mistake, maybe I shouldn't have come to you with a fluke mentality from the beginning, if I didn't come to you by force, if I didn't find you, then this Everything will not be as difficult as it is now, and you will not live in such pain, because I have lived a life of happiness and pain, I know that maybe I have never given you happiness in these years, maybe with me I always thought it was a kind of pain, but I am the happiest person, because you have been holding me and you have used your solid arms to shield me from the wind and rain. I thank you for all the sacrifices you have made to me over the years."
Zhang Yichen didn't say anything, Ran Zhihan turned and left.
Looking at the back of his wife leaving, Zhang Yichen couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was.I ended up on this path
Ran Zhihan returned to the bedroom, lay on the bed and cried for a long time.
After crying enough, I left a letter to Zhang Yichen: My dear husband, please don't be angry with me. I don't know if you are angry for a woman like me. Besides, I am not a good wife or a good mother. What you did broke your heart.
But do you know, my feelings for you have been sincere all these years, I never thought of betraying you, betraying this family, let alone betraying our vows to each other.
Man is not as good as God, and I never thought that Chen Gang would come back here one day and appear in my life, let alone that his appearance would bring such a big disturbance between us. I can't explain everything clearly, and I have no way to prove what is going on. I know you won't believe what I say now, but at least please believe me for the last time, every word I say to you It's all true. Many times I choose to hide, just for the sake of the relationship between us. I don't want to make our relationship so complicated. Broken heart, give up on me, I can't do it.
The most important thing in a woman's life is her family. After having a child, the most important thing for a woman is her son. He has been working hard all his life, you know? I don't regret it. I have been busy for you all these years. A carefree life for a while, these lives are not what I want, what I want, as long as you are by my side, even if it is a simple meal every day, it is enough for me, because the man I love the most is always by my side Beside me, I don't regret how many foolish things I have done in my life, and I don't regret how firm I was with you, because you gave me the best life, and we have such a lovely son for each other, I How could he be so ungrateful.
Please believe me, from the beginning when I was with you, what I value is not the money of your family, I don’t care about it at all, what money is is not important to me, maybe you think I am a woman who worships money, maybe In the eyes of the whole world, I think that I am a woman who chooses to be with you only for the money and status of your Zhang family, but I never thought about it.
I know, now that I’m here to tell you about the divorce, you will never agree to it anyway, so I can only choose to leave for the time being. When we both calm down and understand, let’s meet again. To be honest, all of your I don't care about all of this at all. All I want is a stable life, a stable married life, and the most basic trust between husband and wife, but I can't get all of these in the end, so I stay in What's the point here? It's not just adding to the sadness. Let the child be brought up by you for the time being. When I come back one day, I hope to see her grow up happily instead of living like this forever In the midst of hatred and pain, I did not continue the devil training. He is my own son. Watching him come home injured again and again because of training, I, as a mother, see how my heart can not hurt. Well, he is my son, a piece of flesh that fell from my body, please treat her well, and don't let the changes in our relationship affect your judgment of the child, let alone because of our relationship with each other. Changes in the relationship between husband and wife will affect the health of grandpa. Let us settle things between us after a while. We will always have to face it in the end. I know I can’t escape, so I can only choose temporarily avoid.
Zhang Yichen saw the pain in his heart
"Do you know? Even though my heart was very painful at that moment, I still chose to treat him with such a cruel and decisive attitude. I don't understand why he was willing to do such a thing for me back then. I don't understand why I want to hurt him in such a way. Everything I got is actually only a little bit, and I only want so much. I have never been greedy. I only hope that my family will be alive."
Zhang Na didn't speak, he was quietly waiting for his father to continue.
"Nai'er, do you know that all my cruelty was used on your mommy during that time."
Zhang Na couldn't help opening his eyes wide. He was waiting for the next sentence, and he was also afraid that his father would tell him some unacceptable facts.
Ran Zhihan decided to go to the hospital to see Mr. Zhang before he left. After all, Mr. Zhang has been taking care of him since she married into this family. He has never deliberately made things difficult for him. My grandfather is kind to me, so why do I hide from my grandfather like this, no matter what happened to me and my husband, I shouldn't blame my relatives, after all, they really love me.New Bayi Chinese website first launch....
When Mr. Zhang saw his granddaughter-in-law coming to see him in the hospital, he was very happy. He had been so excited for so long that he hadn't seen him come to see him, but this time it finally came, although he had always hoped that His grandson can have another child, but he also hopes that he can be accompanied by his grandson. No matter what kind of relationship they used to have, as long as they decide to be together, there are some things that must be faced.
"Zhihan, you are here, why did you think of visiting grandpa today? Grandpa is here but has been waiting for you to come to see me. Why didn't you bring my great-grandson here?"
I haven't seen him for a long time, and now I miss him very much in my heart, and I want him to come and see my great-grandfather.
Are you very busy recently or what happened at home? Why didn’t your teachers come to see me? I was left alone in the hospital. Grandpa thought you had forgotten me. If you didn’t come today Look at grandpa, you really think that you don't remember grandpa anymore, you want to leave grandpa alone in the hospital, you are happily living a loving life between husband and wife, but seeing you came to see grandpa today, grandpa's I am really happy in my heart, I haven’t seen you for so long, and I really miss you.”
Ran Zhihan's heart is so painful, why did such a thing happen to her? He only wants to live with his family now, but why is it so difficult? All these punishments are all because he betrayed his family He never thought that such a thing would happen, all she wanted was to be able to live a peaceful and happy life, but the culprit of all this was just because she did something wrong , does all this allow others to take the blame for what they have done?
No matter how incompetent I am, no matter how unbearable my past life was, and no matter what kind of pain and heart-piercing injuries I have experienced, then I will never be able to avoid these things. They will always face it, there is no past that anyone can escape from, so maybe only by facing all this calmly can we make it less embarrassing, no matter what angle they start from, they have no reason to come Conceal it for yourself again and again, only if you choose to face it calmly, maybe you will get a different journey.The mobile terminal with the fastest network update: https:.
"Grandpa, the main reason I came today is to tell you that I may have to go on a business trip recently, and I won't be back for a while. I will leave the family affairs to you. You also know what kind of food your grandson likes to eat every day. and I am not around, he can be quiet and quiet, I don't want to disturb his work because of anything, I want to go out to relax, and at the same time I also hope to go out and see how big the world is, I hope You can fulfill me."
As soon as Mr. Zhang heard this sentence, he knew that things were not as simple as he imagined. Could it be that there was some conflict between the young couple? Or was there some ulterior secret? Seeing his granddaughter-in-law look so sad, is there really something wrong between them?
"Zhihan, is there something wrong between you and Yichen? Why did you suddenly say these words to grandpa? Do you know that you also heard you say these words, and you feel really sad inside?" , Grandpa has always treated you as a child of the family. If you suddenly leave Grandpa's heart, how can you bear it? Grandpa is used to having you at home, but you left here suddenly and let Grandpa go back alone. How lonely it must be at home.”
"Grandpa's matter is not anyone's business. I did something wrong. Now I want to go out to relax and recall what wrong things I have done. I know you have always loved me, but I I also hope that you can understand that once some mistakes happen, you have to take responsibility. I just had a big fight with my husband, and I can’t live with him because I can’t understand what he has endured Why do you want his son to experience all the pain again? Shouldn’t parents hope that their children can grow up happily?
I don’t know how to comfort my son anymore. Seeing how hard it is for me as a mother to train me every day, no one can understand. I just hope that my son can grow up happily. , and no longer suffer any torture, no hatred in the eyes, let alone blinded by hatred.
Grandpa, can you understand the pain in my heart? I really don’t know what to do. Is it possible that only my leaving can bring these things to an end? I really don’t know what to say. I just want my son to be able to Have a happy childhood, everyone has only one childhood, and because those children did not have a happy childhood, they suffered a lot after they grew up, just to prove to the people they care about that they are amazing , I don’t want my son to live in such pain, he should have a happy childhood, he is just a child, why is there anything wrong, why should the adult’s things be involved in the child’s body”
Mr. Zhang sighed. He knew that such a thing was indeed reasonable, but it was not convenient for him to come forward. Everyone chose a different path, and his final result would be different. Since he chose If you walk this way, then what reason do you have to resent others? You can’t escape the path you choose, and you can’t hide from it, so you can only bite the bullet and go, right?
"Every child's path is chosen by himself. Since he has chosen this path, he will never be able to hide from the things he faces in the future. It is better to let her face it by herself. Maybe this He will grow up faster, won't he?"
At that time, your mommy had already decided to leave the house. It was my fault that I was sorry for him, that I caused such serious harm to her, and that it was my fault that she was afraid to live in this house.
"Dad, don't be sad, is there any time you didn't tell me, should you tell me all the things you said to my mother before?"
Zhang Yichen was stunned, he didn't expect his son to have such a state of mind and continue to know all the truth.
"Okay, let me tell you"
"Grandpa, I know that every word you say is very reasonable, and I also know that every word you say is for my own good, and I understand that everything you do is for the good of the people in this family , but that is my own son, how can I bear to watch him live so hard for training and to prove to his grandparents that he is a good boy, watching his daily training, I The heart of this mother is very uncomfortable. She falls again and again, and her whole body is injured, but she still has to hold back her tears, get up and continue training. This kind of thing does not happen once or twice. In a mother In my eyes, it seems to be a heart-wrenching pain. No one can understand that a mother's love for her children, father's love and mother's love are different. A father's love may be impartial, but a mother's love is selfish. Yes, I have to think about my son selfishly, I can't just watch my son jump into the fire pit again and again, I can't do it, as long as I see him hurt, my heart will It was extremely painful, I really wanted to rush up and interrupt her training, but I couldn't do that. The state owns the state law, and the family has family rules. This is the path he chose. He really should bear the consequences and a child. He made a mistake. "
"Maybe you still haven't understood my child. It's not a question of whether there is a mistake at all, but whether this matter should be done. Since he has chosen to take this path, then this path must be his own. After a person walks alone, no one can help him, and no one can bear it for him. All suffering people choose different paths, and naturally bear different results. Since he chooses such a path, then What reason do you have to regret
I know you love your son, he is also my family, how could I not feel sorry for him, just feel sorry for him, some things can not be violated, or can not be violated, what should be done must be done, you do not Understand
Although you see your child training so hard, your heart is very painful and uncomfortable, but have you ever thought that one day these trainings will be good for him, and he will no longer be as helpless as before? When he encounters difficulties, he knows what kind of help he should need, which is very beneficial to the growth of a child, and he cannot choose to deprive his son of the right to grow up because of the selfishness of maternal love.
If you think you are right, then you should think about what you should do to make these things end peacefully, and you don’t know what happened between you and your husband, what happened You should all think about it from the child's point of view, isn't it? The child is not young now, he already knows his own right and wrong, and knows how to tell right from wrong, but if you give up your child so easily, Wouldn't your heart be uncomfortable, painful, or guilty for the rest of your life?"
"Grandpa, let me tell you the truth. One of my junior high school classmates showed up, and my husband quarreled with me more than once because of this incident. Do you think it is necessary for me to continue living with him? I can't bear it, I I can't stand him doubting me again and again. You also know that the most important thing between a husband and wife is mutual trust. If there is no trust between each other, then what is the point of living together?
I also know that there are some things for him, as a man, he has his own dignity as a man, don't I have no self-esteem as a woman, don't my heart hurt when he doubts me again and again When he put me, he considered my inner feelings. I really don’t want much. For me, it’s enough for my family to live a happy and happy life together. For him, it seems that I am too extravagant for these things. He never thinks about what I want, and always presses his own thoughts blindly on me. Do you think this is fair to me? I can't even get a fair treatment, so why should I continue to be a cow in this family and live with him
I know it is also because I am a commoner. Many people think that I married him only for his money, but I ask myself, I have never coveted his money. For this point, no matter where I go I have a clear conscience, I never cared how much money he can give me, what I don't care is whether I can spend my whole life with a man I love, but I finally found that no matter how much I loved her at the beginning , but in the end we found that there was no way for us to go to the end
Grandpa, do you understand the feeling of not being able to survive but not dying? Do you understand the feeling of being insulted again and again by your relatives? You may not have endured it, but I really can’t bear such a blow, no matter how much I feel. I can't bear to love her so much, the man who insults my personality with words time and time again, as my husband, and I have to live with him for the rest of my life. "
Mr. Zhang didn't even know what his grandson said, why he made his granddaughter-in-law so angry, maybe this matter was not as simple as he imagined, but why did they have such a quarrel with each other , this matter can obviously be turned into a small matter, so what's the point of making a fuss all the time?
"As a mother, a child must at least have something that he can sacrifice everything for his son.
Isn't everyone in the world willing to abandon all their things for their children? If you can abandon all your self-esteem for your son, then how could your husband not care about you? He doubts you so much. But because he cares too much about you, he has no sense of security, and she is also afraid of losing you. The trust between husband and wife is mutual. You respect him, and he respects your son. Half of the things, there will definitely be conflicts between them, you should understand these reasons
Think about it carefully, if you think it is most appropriate for you to leave, then you will definitely not stop you from leaving grandpa, but grandpa also wants you to think clearly that you still have a five-year-old child waiting for you at home. Do you have the heart to leave?"
"Grandpa, in the face of everything you just said to me, I can answer you clearly without thinking, how could I have the heart to leave my children, I am their biological mother, they are my hard-working How could I not love them when I was born so hard?
But some things cannot be explained clearly in a few words, nor can they be resolved slowly with a few vows. Many times I don’t quite understand why I am so persistent. I have paid too much for this marriage, but I In the end, you can't get everything.
Maybe you have never experienced the kind of life that is determined by others, but you can only be a lamb at the slaughter, powerless, with no way to resist, who can understand that kind of despair, I will go step by step Today, what I look at is not your family's money. I can marry a man who has no money and no power, but I only hope that this man will be sincere to me, and will not doubt me at every turn, but will only trust me as a pillow. People on the side, treat me as a wife for the rest of my life
People are selfish, and I understand her reasons for doing this, and her original intention, but he can't deprive me of everything, let alone my rights to my own children. I don't understand why and how to treat it My grandfather, I have already thought about it, no matter where I go, I will put my son by my side, I can't let my own son stay here, and my mother left to live abroad alone"
Mr. Zhang listened for a long time, but he didn't hear a word clearly.
He doesn't know what his granddaughter-in-law means. Is there something else that he doesn't know? My grandson never said to himself, let me get an investor, and now I have been attacked by the whole society. Is the world abandoned?
"Zhihan, is there some misunderstanding between the two of you that has not been resolved? How could you say such heartless words?
That is your own child. As a mother, I have never stopped loving these children. Are you unwilling to even talk about this grievance for your children? isn't it
Obviously, many times you know better than me that some resistance is a meaningless struggle, so why would I do such a thing?
Wouldn't it be better to let these past events drift away with the wind? You must hurt yourself again and again, and the person you love the most must be tortured in your heart again and again, so that you are happy, are you happy?"
Ran Zhihan was silent and to be honest, she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart, which path she should choose, and what she should do to make every ending perfect without suffering any torture , he doesn't want his leaving to bring pain to his son, but he also knows that if he doesn't leave here quickly and find a place to calm down, then what they will face with each other will only be the final one. Break up, rather than continue to stay together for a long time.
"Grandpa, I really want to find a place to calm down now. Once some things happen, there is really no way to solve them suddenly, but I believe that through the passage of time, some things will slowly become the past Yunyan, I don't want quick success. For many things, maybe every decision I make is a bit too extreme. Maybe my leaving is not the final choice, but I really just want to take the final path, let this Lu Lai decides my future life, I just want to calm down, and at the same time give my husband some time to think carefully, whether this marriage should continue to think about myself, the love between each other is so serious, every time Everyone loves to death, but he finally got such an ending, who wouldn't feel heartbroken, who wouldn't feel a little bit sad and lost?
In fact, what is going on now is not about me as a mother. Whether I have the heart to abandon my child, I definitely can't bear it, but what can I do if I can't bear it?
Faced with all these difficulties, I can only choose one way to go. I can't stay here for the rest of my life. I can't let my son follow my mother again and again and suffer so much. Everything before No matter how many faults I have, I have been working as a cow and a horse for this family for so many years. Even if there is no credit, there is hard work, but it erases all my hard work and dedication in just a few words.
He treated me so cruelly, I'm not sure whether my future married life can still be happy memory, I'm not sure if my doing this will bring sad results to my future, I just hope that I can be happy in the end Be happy, even if I have suffered all the hardships in my life, don't let me abandon my own child, that would be too cruel for me as a mother, but no one can understand the loneliness and despair in my heart , I just feel that everything I do is right, so what about me, do I really deserve it? Do I deserve all the pain?"
"My child, if you have such an idea, then you are very wrong. Everyone has their own way to go. Since you chose to be with him at the beginning, then no matter what the result is now, you should not Come and judge for yourself how it all plays out.
Regardless of whether he will continue to live with you in the end, shouldn't he maintain a positive and optimistic attitude to welcome a better tomorrow? There will be no despair in the world.And the so-called despair is just an excuse for everyone to choose to escape because they are unwilling to face the reality. Is he really desperate? In fact, he is not.
No one's life will not be hopeless. What kind of path will you take in the end depends on that you have no other relationship with anyone. If you choose wrong, then if you regret it in the end of your life, will you Who should you go to tell about the things you have done that cannot be undone, and who should you go to to make up for the wrong choices you have made?
Since you haven't thought about it this way, then you can't define other people's lives so decisively. Think about what you should do. Before you think about it, don't come to me again, and you are not allowed to leave here. If you leave without permission If so, then you will never see your son again in this life, I am not threatening you, it is you who know that the Zhang family has this ability"
"At the moment when I heard the truth of everything, I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe that my wife would make such a sacrifice for me. I didn't expect that I would bring him Such a significant impact. I really regretted that time, I regretted everything I did to hurt him so much, but in the end I was powerless, I couldn’t apologize to him face to face, I couldn’t say that In other words, I couldn't let go of my so-called dignity and face, and I regretted it at that moment."