Chapter 1235
Chapter 1235
I dare not get too close to you. I always remember that I am afraid that you will find me annoying. There is only one person who is silently lonely.
Chen Gang saw his beloved girl smiling so happily in front of his eyes, he knew that he had finally made the right decision this time, seeing his beloved so happy, so happy, so his own What is there in my heart to destroy her happiness? Nothing is more important than the happiness of the girl I love. What I did before is simply too sad and chilling.
But now I finally understand all this, maybe God is waiting for the day when I wake up, now I have a thorough understanding of everything, maybe it will be different, I hope I can do it in the future See you again, I hope that when we meet again in the future, I will still smile as brightly as I do now, and never cry because of any bad things.
"Zhihan, do you know, but now that I saw your bright smile, I realized that what I always wanted was not your love for me, what I wanted was to be able to look at you from afar, A happy life is enough. I have never figured out what kind of life I want until I saw your bright smile. I am sorry. I hurt you before, and I turned you into Became that sad, it was I who broke your heart, it was I who made the relationship between you and your husband discord.
I don’t know that people in this world are not perfect, and I also understand that many things can’t be obtained by force, but I hope that one day we can still be together as happily as we are now, no matter what you will think of me in the future , and no matter what you think of me in the future, but I ask you to remember that there was once a boy who paid deeply for you, at all costs for you, but in the end you still passed by, this kind of feeling, I hope you can I understand this kind of fate, and I hope you can remember it thoroughly.”
"Chen Gang, I really thank you from the bottom of my heart. If you hadn't figured it out and decided to let me go, then I wouldn't be as happy as I am now. You made me what I am now, you made me Understand what true love is, do you know how happy I am to be with you, to be best friends with you, I am happy to live with you all those years, you have always been a brilliant person at that time Sunny boy, I don't want you to change your original intention because of anything, you are a kind person, don't let your heart become dark because of other bad things, don't make you pay So many years of painstaking efforts in vain
Believe me, although the road of life is rough and bumpy, there are always many sunshines waiting for you. Don’t spoil your happiness in this life because of my appearance. I hope that one day you can be with your true destiny. How happy I will be in a couple, at that time, although I can't say anything, but you know that my heart is not bad, I just hope that the people I care about can live happily. It’s enough for me, maybe you still don’t understand why I have such thoughts in my heart, but one day you will always know that being with you is not to have”
Chen Gang nodded and said, "You're right, now I have thoroughly understood all the various points of view, you know that when I found out that the girl I love the most, I couldn't have it in my life, my How desperate or regretful I was, I hated myself for being so useless, why I couldn’t even keep my beloved girl by her side, at that moment I felt like I was really a failure, the deep sense of frustration came from myself The depths of his heart invaded himself.
Maybe you don't understand that kind of desperate life, but do you know? With you, my life has become more colorful, and I am no longer as desperate as before. This is what you gave me, and it is you who made me understand , life is not perfect, no one in the world can be perfect, even if he is really good at everything, but he will always have weaknesses and flaws
My life is given by my parents, and my path is chosen by myself. No one can control which path I should take in the end. I can only rely on my own heart to guide myself and walk on the right path. If my psychology is really distorted, then Even if you have a lot of wealth in your life, what's the use of it, you can't escape in the end, and the sanctions of the law will always fall into the law.
Everyone knows that the French Open is non-negotiable, no one can know what they will become, and the only way I can do it is to decide what kind of person I should be. My ideal in this life is not There are too many, but my big ideal is that I don't seek to bring the greatest happiness to others in my life, but only ask myself not to hurt the person I love the most.
After all, we have lived together for so many years, and there is no good way for us to continue to live, but we are friends after all, no matter when and where, please remember that you will always have me as a friend. Behind you silently support you, silently applaud you, see your wonderful life, I will laugh for you, see your happy life, I will be happy for you, but if I see you sad Tears, I still feel pain for you in my heart. You have to understand that your happiness is my happiness, and your sadness is my sadness. Letting you understand all this may let you know how bad my heart is. Abandon"
"Chen Gang, I'm sorry. After all, I still failed your kindness to me, and I still failed your deep affection for me. I don't know how to describe all of this to you. I can only feel deeply. I'm sorry to you, maybe we really don't have a chance in this life, it's really fate, but I
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I really hope that if there is an afterlife, you can take the initiative to confess to me earlier, maybe I will make a different choice at that time, isn’t it? Every path is chosen by myself, and every path I choose is doomed The final ending, so you should know that we will eventually come to this point over the years. In fact, it has nothing to do with anyone, and you don’t blame anyone. After all, it is just the result of the path you chose at the beginning. , and who can we resent?"
After thinking about it, Chen Gang felt that this was indeed the truth. After waiting so hard for so many years, he finally lost it.
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