Lingering to the Bone: The President's Way of Chasing His Wife

Chapter 1269 If Not

I have thought many times, if it wasn't for that mirror, if it wasn't for hiding secrets like you, I wouldn't believe it, how cruel everything I experienced, my smile would be more beautiful without you , On that day, I heard your apologetic concern on the phone, you know, I found that all this is more thorough than what you said to break up.

I know that the clothes at that time were washed and dried in the sun, but no matter how obvious the hurt heart was, no matter how obvious the forced smile was, it could no longer conceal the pain in the heart.

"Father, I have made it very clear that I don't have any other requirements when I return to this family. I just hope that I can be happy and live happily. Why are you unwilling to satisfy me even with this requirement? I don't have any other requirements at all now." I mean, as long as I can live happily and happily, that's enough, why can't you try to think for me and consider from my perspective how sad and how sad I am to live? What I want is a stable life. Since you have agreed to let me go back to this family, why are you saying these things to me? where

Deep down in your heart you know sadness and pain, so I don’t know? Go up and think about how I have lived outside these years. I know that you have been silently watching my every move, but you have never taken the initiative to ask me to go home, because you are afraid, afraid that I will do it again after I come back. Hurt you but now that I come back to this family, I still hurt you in the end, so deep down in your heart you feel that I shouldn't come back and you put all the faults on me.

Is it true that the way you are in this family is because of my return? If it is because of my return, then I can leave this family, I don’t believe that I have left this family, everything in this family It will become as good as before, I will never believe it, this is the result of my reasons, I hope you don't push all the responsibilities on me, that is simply not a solution to the problem, When you put all the responsibility on me again and again, do I really feel indifferent deep in my heart and feel nothing at all? I really can't do it, because I am not a saint, what I want is very simple and very It’s simple, as long as everyone can live happily and happily, I don’t need anything, but why are you unwilling to stand on my side and think about how difficult it is for me to live?”

Mr. Zhang was so annoyed by his son that he had nothing to say. What did he mean that he didn't consider his feelings from his point of view? What did he mean that he didn't consider the hardships of his life? Could it be that he had lived a good life all these years? Is it easy? I miss myself again and again, she sends someone to secretly protect her time and time again, and I go to explore his footprints again and again, but what he gave himself in return over the years is only one injury, nothing else. Taking these few times back, I have already brought myself a lot of harm and pain. I have never asked for anything else. Is it true that my requirements are too strict?

"Do you think you think too much? Did I say anything to you when you came home for so many days? Did I trouble you? Ask yourself how much you brought home these days, anyway, how many people in the family feel Sad and disappointed, but do any of us blame you? We still believe you and accept you again and again, because we know that everyone is not easy. As long as we live in this world, we need to bear the pressure. We understand a lot, you understand you. But why can’t you understand our painstaking efforts? Now your daughter-in-law has become like this, you have never cared about her, and you are still arguing with me here , still arguing about who is right and who is wrong, are these right and wrong really that important, and the health of your family is really not important? In your eyes, what is the big thing?

Sometimes I really want to ask myself, if I die here immediately, will you not even shed a tear, I am really afraid, if I die here, I will not even have a tear to nourish you For so many years, why is it that the person I have worked so hard to raise is actually a white-eyed wolf? How do you let me accept that my heart is not reconciled and unfair.

You should also know how much I have paid over the years, and I also understand how much you have paid. Everyone has given, and everyone has received the same return. As for the return, it is simply not something that anyone can measure. Each of us takes a different path, and the final result is also different. You know better than anyone what kind of principle this is, but why do you treat me like this now? coming.What good is it, why can't you stand on my side and consider how painful and sad my heart really is?"

"My biological father, are you really my biological father? Over the years, I never thought that one day you would say such heartless words to me, and you imposed all the unbearable things on me. In your eyes, my life is your embarrassment, your shame and have you ever thought about it? Who turned me away cruelly? You only think about my faults but you don’t think about what kind of pain you yourself have brought to me? It really doesn't matter at all?

You are my father, I know, this fact has always been in my heart, and I never thought about trying to change her, because you are my father, it makes me feel very proud, but just make me proud , does not mean that I can accept all the pain without a bottom line in my heart, and I have never cared about my son's inner feelings. How do you know that I didn't go to see my daughter-in-law? I also hope that she can be healthy, but there are some things that I really can't intervene in. I'm not a doctor and I can't help.To save Fusang, I can only pray to God again and again to let her be safe, isn't that enough? Do you have depression?

I know that if I say these words to you today, you may feel unhappy and unfair, but now you have pushed me to this point, and I have nowhere to go, I can only fight to the death, I don't believe that the law of heaven is really gone, I don't believe that all the faults have nothing to do with me, but they want to impose all the responsibilities on me."

Maybe this city is really crowded, we really met each other like this, but we may still not be able to embrace each other, and we are destined to separate after hugging each other for a while.