1novels Chapter 1693 Flashing
Chapter 1693 Flashing
When my tears are flashing in my eyes, when all my true feelings for you have been frozen, I don’t know how to describe this feeling. No one has ever understood my pain, so why should I be indifferent
"Since your words have reached the point where I have nothing to keep, you have already decided to leave, so what use is there for me? Your heart is no longer with me now, and your heart has already left me. Since So, why should I force you to stay by my side, that will only make your life more painful, in fact, I am not that kind of selfish person, I just hope that the people I love can feel happy because of my existence, I feel happy, but now I understand that if I am with you, you will not be happy. I will not let the woman I love the most be unhappy because of me. That would be too selfish for me, so just go away happily. When you leave, you will find that the person who loves you the most is me. I will let you understand that it turns out that having me in this life is your greatest luck. I don’t want much in this life. You stay together, stay together, and love each other for a lifetime, but now it seems that this simplest wish can no longer be fulfilled, maybe one day you will understand that I am still the one who loves you the most."
Xia Jing didn't say anything, he didn't give Zhang Zhen a chance to speak, he turned around and left here, he continued to go to Zhang's house, he wanted to say goodbye to his father, his son and daughter-in-law and his grandson.That's right, he was leaving here, he felt that it was meaningless to continue living here, and he wanted to find another place to live.
When Mr. Zhang saw his daughter-in-law coming to the house, he felt a little baffled. Didn’t he leave just now? Why did he suddenly come again? Did he really want to understand that he wanted to come back home, but even if he did, he shouldn’t be in a hurry At this moment, he could put all his things away and come to live with him at home, but why did he choose this moment?
"Xia Jing, do you have something to do to me? Why did you just leave and now come again?" Mr. Zhang said to Xia Jing.
"Father, I actually go back and forth. I have something I want to do to you. I have made a decision now. I want to leave here and live in the next city. I think there are too many people and things here for me. In fact, you should also understand what kind of feeling I am feeling now. That feeling really makes me feel a little bit painful. Sometimes it hurts even to breathe. Do you know how uncomfortable that feeling is? After seeing everything here now, I found that the path I want to take is not this path. I should walk a path of my own life. I should no longer give up my original goal for anyone. Overseas, during this time, I want to thank you, thank you, for raising my son for me, and thank you for finding such a good wife for my son, now my son and my daughter-in-law I also have my own children, I believe they will treat their children well, they are a responsible couple, parents, unlike me, gave up their children for their own selfishness"
"I know that no one can change any decision you make, but Dad hopes that you can stay, stay by our side, and accompany us well, okay? In fact, I have always regarded you as my I look at it like my own daughter, I never thought that I would get into this situation with you, I know what happened between you and Zhen, but you shouldn't, let's coordinate well, you live together For more than ten years, at least you know everything you should know about each other, right? In this case, why do you bother to do this? You will only make each other feel miserable."
"Father, I have to admit that the ten years I have been with him have been the happiest time in my life. Even though we have gone through so many ups and downs, we have all made it together hand in hand, but now he But he abandoned me alone, what kind of information do you think I should give him? Should I give him another chance to let him abandon me again? I am not a saint, I can't make my husband over and over Abandoned me once, and I was still there indifferent. I am not such a person. His abandonment of me really hurt my heart. I never thought that he would treat me like this. All I hope is It is enough for her to be by my side and live an ordinary life, but he put all the responsibilities and mistakes he made on my head and let me be his scapegoat Lamb, I took so many scapegoats for him, but he never thanked me. In fact, I know that it is justifiable for him to do that. The most perfect side of himself, but he didn't know that in order to show his perfect side in front of his father and son, he showed his ugliest side in front of his wife, that's why I can see clearly His face, he is not the person I want, I have been with him for these years, I have gradually realized that no matter how sincerely I treat her, she has never treated me like that. Feeling. If a relationship fails, it is a failure. If you fail to talk about a relationship, you can never go back. My relationship with him has reached this point. Then there is no possibility for me and him. Instead of letting me and him Two people have such a painful life together, we might as well go our own way, don't we maybe my leaving now is the best blessing for him, as long as I leave his heart, you will be happy I am happily living the life that belongs to her, and he has no one to disturb the tranquility of his original life. It was me who accidentally broke her original life arrangement and law of life, and let him follow I have done so many wrong things, now I should stop, give each other a way out, let him stop making mistakes again and again, we are really not suitable, after she cruelly abandoned me, at that moment I Then I found out that there is no way for me to live with him no matter what in this life. All he gave me was pain, but I was also very happy during the time he gave me, so I hope Dad, you can live together when I leave. During this time, take good care of my son, my grandson, and my good daughter-in-law."
"Hey, well, since you have already made a decision, then do as you do. Remember to call me after you leave and report that you are safe. Don't forget, your son and I will always worry about it. with it"
I just want this feeling to be in my heart forever without being overwhelmed by anything, that's all