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Chapter 42 Dependency

Ji Shuyan didn't even remember how he got back to the room.

As soon as he got back to the basement and was still in the car, Duan Zhi rushed over to kiss him, put his hands on his waist, licked and sucked his tongue, biting him intimately like a beast.

Ji Shuyan's hand was on Duan Zhi's back, holding onto Duan Zhi's shirt, his slender fingers gripped the bit of fabric, tightened it, and twisted it.

The temperature in the car was too high, he felt like he was sweating, his body was so hot that it seemed to melt, like a puddle of water, spreading in Duan Zhi's palm, and Duan Zhi kneaded him into any shape at will.

It's crazy.

Ji Shuyan thought, if someone had told him before that he longed for someone so much, he would have coldly thought that person was a liar.

But the world is so wonderful. At the age of 33 when his heart was like a dead tree, he met the lover who ignited him.

"Don't, don't be here," Ji Shuyan pleaded with Duan Zhi in a low voice, exhausting his last bit of rationality, "Go up and talk about it..."

Duan Zhi was panting heavily, a little red blood stained his lips, and he didn't know who it was. He stared at Ji Shuyan for a while, and then said in a low voice, "Okay."

Duan Zhi didn't put Ji Shuyan down at all, and carried him all the way up to the second floor.

This two-story small villa is quiet, only the two of them, Ji Yuan's little light bulb is attending a party at school today.

Duan Zhi kicked open the door of Ji Shuyan's room and put them on the bed. They had almost taken off all their clothes, except for the last thin layer of shirts.

He grabbed Ji Shuyan's hand and put it on his collar, and ordered, "Take it off for me."

Ji Shuyan blushed violently, his eyes were moist, and he untied Duan Zhi's clothes with trembling hands. Duan Zhi's body was very hot, and when his cool fingertips touched it, it felt like it was burning.

He was a little afraid of such a paragraph, but he liked it very much.

For the first time, he knew that he was used to being controlled by others on the bed. He could completely give himself over to another person without thinking about anything or worrying about anything.

Because Duan Zhi will never hurt him.

There was no light in the room, and it was pitch black, with only sporadic moonlight falling on the ground like romantic flowers and snowy moons.

Low gasps, soft sobs, and one or two lingering names, all mixed together.

Ji Shuyan grabbed Duan Zhi's shoulder, blushing almost to burst.

He felt like a peach blossom on a branch in spring, petal by petal forced to unfold.

Obviously the degree of shame has been pulled to the full point, but he still remembered what he had prepared, and whispered to Duan Zhi, "My bedside, yes, yes..."

He was embarrassed to say, and accidentally pinched Duan Zhi.

Duan Zhi hugged him without asking, but held Ji Shuyan with one hand and opened the bedside table with the other.

When they saw the contents of the cabinet, they were all stunned. Ji Shuyan in his arms was soft and warm, leaning into his arms weakly and bonelessly.

Hearing the sound of the cabinet being opened, Ji Shuyan lowered his head a little lower.

Duan Zhi took out the contents, but he didn't expect that Ji Shuyan would buy condoms and lotion by himself. He touched Ji Shuyan's ear with his lips, and asked knowingly, "Ji Shuyan, did you buy these because you wanted me to use them on you? ?”

He and Ji Shuyan never made it to the last step.

Although he longed for Ji Shuyan, the satisfaction of having Ji Shuyan was enough to suppress the ambition in his heart.

Ji Shuyan is not used to being too close to him, so he can bear it all the time.

But he didn't expect that Ji Shuyan would take the initiative to invite him.

Ji Shuyan still pressed his head on his shoulder. He was forced to question by Duan Zhi, and his body trembled slightly, but after a while, he really said "hmm".

He raised his head to look at Duan Zhi, his eyes were shining, his lips were very red, so pretty and lively.

"Well," he lowered his eyelashes uncomfortably, his voice was very soft, "use it."

He's not really that delicate.

They are all men, who don't understand who's deep-seated desire.

What's more, he has long been used to being intimate with Duan Zhi after spending the past two months together, and he can't bear to keep playing with Duan Zhi.

Duan Zhi's eyes darkened.

"Uncle Ji," he called again, "If you really want me to touch you, I won't stop."

Ji Shuyan still lowered his eyes, remained silent for a few seconds, and then said calmly, "Then don't stop."

Since he speaks, he will not regret it.

Duan Zhi stared at Ji Shuyan for a while, then suddenly gave a low laugh, "Okay."

He kissed Ji Shuyan again.

It's cold and windy outside, but inside it's warm as spring, with clouds and rain at dusk.

more than an hour later.

Ji Shuyan lay on the pillow, too tired to move.

Although Duan Zhi carried him to clean it up, the hickey marks and bite marks on the snow-white back were still clearly visible. Anyone who saw it would know what kind of decadent tenderness just happened.

He rested his pillow on his arm, restrained the warm and soft color just now, stared at Duan Zhi with cold eyes, and said two words, "Beast."

Duan Zhi was sitting next to him, wrapped in a black bathrobe, with water dripping from his hair, smiling kindly.

A well-fed beast is always very talkative. Now he doesn't look like he was aggressive just now, but he has turned into a gentle big dog again. Except for the bite marks on his lips and the scratches on his shoulders, he is simply harmless .

He stroked Ji Shuyan's short hair and asked, "Would you like to have a supper? You didn't eat much for dinner. You should be hungry now."

He asked Ji Shuyan if he wanted to come back for dinner while he was still on the way.

But Ji Shuyan probably held the mentality that stretching his head was a knife, and shrinking his head was a knife at that time, and he made up his mind to use the things in the bedside table, so he categorically said no.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing again.

It's so cute, he leaned over and kissed Ji Shuyan on the back of the neck again.

Ji Shuyan had lost his good temper just now, and turned his face away.

He is probably really a bit like a cat, it is very easy to turn his face and deny people when he gets out of bed. The bed was so gentle and watery just now, but now it is so noble and glamorous.

But after thinking about it for a while, he decided not to make trouble with his stomach, "There are small wontons made by the housekeeper in the refrigerator, do you want to eat them?"

Duan Zhi is of course irrelevant.

He picked Ji Shuyan up from the bed, "Okay, let's eat some wontons."

Ji Shuyan struggled subconsciously, but he didn't break free, so he let him go.

The wontons were cooked quickly, and Duan Zhi made two bowls in a short time, both of which were fresh meat, with a little asparagus added in, and some aunt's secret seasoning in the soup, which was very fresh.

Duan Zhi's had chili peppers in it, while Ji Shuyan's was much lighter, with a little sesame oil added.

Both of them were a little hungry, and they finished eating quickly, and the dishes were put in the dishwasher.

It's almost twelve o'clock now, but no one wants to sleep, so they just hug each other and sit on the sofa to watch the football game.

But looking at it, the two kissed together again.

"You taste like pepper in your mouth." Ji Shuyan muttered.

Duan Zhi laughed and rubbed his forehead against him, "Your mouth smells like sesame oil."

Both of them laughed again.

No one cared about the progress of the football game on TV. Ji Shuyan leaned on Duan Zhi's shoulder and listened to Duan Zhi talk about school affairs, club games, major assignments that had just been completed, recent projects in the studio, etc. There is exam week coming up.

He played with Duan Zhi's fingers, Duan Zhi's hands are beautiful, broad but slender, very powerful, but slender fingers, naturally suitable for playing on musical instruments.

While listening to Duan Zhi's words, he was thinking about another thing.

He was thinking, if Duan Zhi lived in his house, would they be able to meet more time.

There is nothing wrong with going out on a date. Whether he is rushing to meet Duan Zhi or waiting in the hotel, he is sweet and happy. Standing on the street where the weather is getting colder and colder, looking at the products in the window, thinking of Duan Zhi Will appear in front of you, even the air is a bit lighter.

But in his heart, no matter how luxurious and exquisite the hotel is, it cannot compare with this small gray villa.

Because only here is home.

is his home.

Sitting in Duan Zhi's arms like now, eating supper together, and chatting casually makes him feel happier than sitting in a high-end hotel.

He is naturally dependent on his family, even when he is outside he always looks cold and independent, but deep down in his heart, he likes family life, he likes Duan Zhi to stay in his house, he can see him when he comes home, he likes Duan Zhi's gentleness And company, let him feel that he is loved.

He heard Duan Zhi say, "By the way, I was still on the phone with Ji Yuan today. He went hiking with Senior Zhuang and his dormitory, and he probably won't be back this week. So don't worry about running into him."

Ji Shuyan grabbed the belt on Duan Zhi's waist, and the soft silk fabric wrapped around his fingertips in several turns.

"Actually, it doesn't matter if he bumps into it." He said suddenly.