1novels Chapter 105 Why Doesn't He Die
Chapter 105 Why Doesn't He Die
This day, Xie Yan was with Ming Ge. At night, Xie Yan returned to his home.
Tomorrow morning. He is going to work at the company. Ming Ge's vacation is not over yet. So Xie Yan didn't want to disturb his rest, so he didn't stay at Ming Ge's house overnight.
The next morning, after Xie Yan ate breakfast, he drove to the company. Xie Yan came to the company very early. Even Anxi and the others hadn't gone there yet. He walked to the door of his office and pushed the door casually. It turned on.
Xie Yan looked over with some surprise, and suddenly found Shen Jiaqing who was arranging flowers for the vase. Today, Shen Jiaqing brought a bouquet of flowers as pure as blue, without fragrance, but with unique meaning.
Seeing Xie Yan walk in, Shen Jiaqing raised her head and glanced at Xie Yan lightly, then lowered her head quietly and continued to fiddle with the bouquet in her hand.
Can see Xie Yan. Shen Jiaqing is very happy in her heart. But she also has resentment. It's just that the situation is special now. She doesn't dare to quarrel too much with Xie Yan, and she doesn't dare to have a long cold war.
After all, there is such a threatening person as Ji Mingge by Xie Yan's side. How can Shen Jiaqing feel at ease. Now, if she and Xie Yan get into a stiff fight, she will undoubtedly push Xie Yan to Ming Ge. Rational as Shen Jiaqing, how could it be Do that kind of thing?
Shen Jiaqing knows very well that if you want to keep a man, all you have to do is capture his heart, or his body, play with your temper, lose your temper, and feel that there is no benefit to the relationship between the two.
"Xie Yan. Do you know what the flower language of blue forget-me-nots is?" Shen Jiaqing never thought of having a cold war with Xie Yan. It's just that Xie Yan didn't give her a step down at all, which made her a little embarrassed and couldn't bear it in terms of self-esteem.
However, Shen Jiaqing will not waste time in vain. She will not let the relationship between her and Xie Yan gradually fade away. You must strike while the iron is hot. Shen Jiaqing knows this truth very well.
So. Today, when Xie Yan is sure to come to work, Shen Jiaqing specially prepared a bunch of novel and special forget-me-nots for Xie Yan.
"Is this a forget-me-not? This is the first time I've seen this kind of flower. I don't know what its flower language means." Seeing that Shen Jiaqing took the initiative to talk to him, Xie Yan put the document bag in her hand on the desk Then, she walked towards Shen Jiaqing.
"The flower language of the blue forget-me-not is 'devotion. Eternal love'. Xie Yan, I have this kind of emotion for you. Do you know that?" Shen Jiaqing smiled slightly and inserted the last branch in her hand Hua looked up at Xie Yan.
Shen Jiaqing's exquisite bright eyes had a touch of sadness. There was a faint smile on her pear-like white face. It looked very poignant.
Obviously he did something wrong. Obviously Shen Jiaqing quarreled with him angrily. But he hasn't apologized to Shen Jiaqing yet. Shen Jiaqing lowered her posture and brought a bouquet of flowers representing her sincerity. She came to ask him for peace up.
Xie Yan could understand Shen Jiaqing's thoughts. His heart was slightly moved, and he felt even more ashamed. But. I don't know why. Apart from these two feelings, he had no other emotions in his heart.
No joy. No impulse. No heartbeat.
"Jiaqing. Thank you for bringing me this bouquet of flowers. About what happened the night before yesterday. I want to say sorry to you again."
When Xie Yan said that, Shen Jiaqing was overjoyed. She thought that Xie Yan finally understood her painstaking efforts. She regretted what she said to her that night.
"Xie Yan. Actually, what happened that night. I can..."
Shen Jiaqing was in a hurry to express her opinion. But Xie Yan didn't let her finish her sentence. "Jiaqing, I know this time. I let you down. I'm sorry. I know you don't want to hear it anymore. I don't want meaningless Talk more. But. This time I made up my mind. I want to figure out what Ming Ge means in my heart. If I don’t figure this out, it may be difficult for me to treat you wholeheartedly.”
"Xie Yan. You can say these words..." The smile on Shen Jiaqing's face had long since dissipated. She had a sad face, with tears in her eyes. She pulled the corners of her mouth forcefully, and said such a sentence in an infinitely desolate manner.
"..." As soon as Shen Jiaqing said these words, Xie Yan felt ashamed and bowed her head speechlessly.
However, even if he did go too far once, he did not regret it. During this period of time, or just a few days, Ming Ge was more and more deeply imprinted on his heart. His heartbeat is getting weaker and weaker.
When she was engaged to Shen Jiaqing, Xie Yan really had no other intentions. He liked Shen Jiaqing. But the little love at that time was definitely not to the extent that Xie Yan wanted to be engaged to Shen Jiaqing and spend the rest of her life with her.
So for the matter of engagement, Xie Yan was somewhat resistant. He just couldn't help the persuasion of the family members of both parties, and comforted himself for a while. Then he agreed.
After getting engaged, everything is naturally settled. Xie Yan also decided to get along well with Shen Jiaqing to form a happy married family.
But at this time, something like Ming Ge happened again. Xie Yan finally calmed down, and became impetuous again.
In fact, to put it bluntly, Xie Yan himself can be sure. His feelings for Shen Jiaqing are not deep enough. Especially after these two days of contact with Ming Ge, Xie Yan's feeling in his heart is becoming clearer and clearer.
Although he still doesn't dare to say love to Ming Ge, but in comparison, Ming Ge's position in his heart is much higher than that of Shen Jiaqing.
"Jiaqing. I know I'm sorry for you. I thought a lot last night. I realized that what I'm doing is extremely unfair to you. You are my fiancée. I have no right to make you wait for me between you and Choose between Mingge. So Jiaqing. You don't have to compromise. You have the right to say 'no' to me."
Xie Yan would say something like this. It is because he feels too much guilt in his heart. He thought about it carefully last night, only to realize how excessive his current behavior is. What's the difference. Especially. In the end, he is bound to disappoint one party. So he is not qualified to let others be hurt because of his selfishness.
"Xie Yan. What do you mean by that?" Xie Yan's words made Shen Jiaqing raise her head suddenly. Her eyes were extremely sad. She stared at Xie Yan with wide eyes in disbelief.
"What do you mean now. Do you want to break up with me? You think it's inappropriate to hover between me and Ji Mingge. So you have to give up on me. Do you want to find out how you feel about Ji Mingge? Xie Yan. Since you are so sorry and have so much guilt towards me, why isn't the person you abandoned Ji Mingge?" Shen Jiaqing yelled at Xie Yan crazily and full of hatred.
Seeing Shen Jiaqing like this, Xie Yan couldn't help frowning. He never thought that Shen Jiaqing would have such hatred for him or Ming Ge.
For a long time, he thought that Ming Ge deliberately troubled Shen Jiaqing. It was Ming Ge's waywardness that caused Shen Jiaqing to suffer a lot. But now it seems that Shen Jiaqing is not really tolerant towards Ming Ge. Instead, she has accumulated resentment in her heart for a long time. up.
When Xie Yan was thinking this way, Shen Jiaqing was still venting her anger. What Xie Yan said today really irritated her too much. "What is Ji Mingge? He is just an arrogant, shameless, hypocritical and disgusting pervert That's all. Is it worth you doing this for him? Time and time again. It's him who blocks my happiness. I hate him. Why doesn't he die. "
"Shen Jiaqing. Shut up." At this time, Xie Yan couldn't hold it anymore. He stared at Shen Jiaqing with wide eyes full of fierceness, and shouted angrily in a cold voice.
"This is because I'm sorry for you. I admit my mistake. You can say anything about me. But... I will never allow you to slander Ming Ge like this." Xie Yan looked at Shen Jiaqing coldly and seriously, and said word by word.
Ming Ge has been treasured in his heart for more than [-] years. He has been with him for a long time. He has already integrated into his life and even his life. In his eyes, Ming Ge is the best and the most proud. He will not allow anyone To describe him and curse him with that nasty word.
Not even Shen Jiaqing.
"How is Ming Ge? You don't need to judge." Xie Yan said to Shen Jiaqing in a serious tone. Looking at Shen Jiaqing's eyes full of sarcasm and sadness, Xie Yan finally sighed helplessly and eased his voice: "Jiaqing, you now I'm a little excited. Let's talk here first."
"However. There is one thing I want to tell you. I hope you understand it clearly. I also hope you think about it. Mingge is an indispensable part of my life. Even if there is no such thing, even if I and you go smoothly Together. Ming Ge is equally important to me. He is my younger brother, my relative. If you cannot accept him, then there will inevitably be differences and quarrels between us."
This point. Xie Yan had to tell Shen Jiaqing clearly. He always thought that Shen Jiaqing knew. Judging by Shen Jiaqing's friendly attitude towards Ming Ge, Xie Yan has always been grateful.
He was grateful to Shen Jiaqing for not caring about Ming Ge's waywardness, repaying grievances with kindness, and being tolerant and kind to Ming Ge. But now it seems that things may not be the same.
If Shen Jiaqing hadn't been dissatisfied with Ming Ge all along, how could she have such a big resentment now? If she was really a kind and pure girl, how could she say such vicious words.
"Xie Yan. Is it because I don't accept Ming Ge? Obviously he doesn't want to accept me." Shen Jiaqing gripped her chest sadly and shouted at Xie Yan sadly and sternly.
"But you also said that you should do your best. Let Ming Ge slowly accept you." Xie Yan looked at Shen Jiaqing and said these words in a deep voice.
"Accept me. Ji Mingge, how could he accept me. I like you. He wished he could snatch you away from me earlier. How could he accept me like this." Shen Jiaqing had a gloomy and cold look, and said, clenching her teeth.
"So. So you gave up your efforts. You have been suppressing your dissatisfaction with Ming Ge in your heart. Also, since you knew that Ming Ge liked me, why didn't you tell me. If you told me earlier, I might I will understand Ming Ge better. I will also understand your pain better. Why don't you say it."
"Dare I say it?" Shen Jiaqing smiled wryly. "I haven't caught you yet. After saying this, who knows if you will go straight to Ming Ge."
After all, they are all selfish. Who is not selfish?