1novels Chapter 116 Let go...
Chapter 116 Let go...
Xie Yan's complex mood was hard to calm down for a long time, standing in the cold wind at night to calm down for a long time, Xie Yan's mind was much clearer.
At this time, combined with Dr. Zhang's words, Xie Yan suddenly realized a more important matter.
If Dr. Zhang thought he knew that Shen Jiaqing was pregnant with an ectopic pregnancy, then Shen Jiaqing must have known it herself.If this is the case, then could it be that Shen Jiaqing fell down the stairs on purpose, just to frame Ming Ge?
Xie Yan was stunned by his thought, in his opinion, Shen Jiaqing would never be such a scheming and vicious person.However, all the signs now point to that direction, which makes Xie Yan surprised and deeply saddened.
Standing in the wind for a long time, Xie Yan's cheeks were stiff from the cold, Xie Yan dragged his heavy and helpless steps back to the hospital.
When she came to the ward, Shen Jiaqing was still sitting on the bed leaning on the pillow, looking out the window in a daze.Seeing Xie Yan walk in, Shen Jiaqing's lips moved, she wanted to say something but she didn't say it in the end.
Xie Yan, on the other hand, walked to the side of the hospital bed and sat down, took the initiative to hold Shen Jiaqing's hand, and sighed distressedly, "Jiaqing, I know that you are suffering in your heart, and I also know that you have resentment in your heart. Actually, you should be honest about this matter. told me."
"What?" Shen Jiaqing was stunned for a moment, not knowing what Xie Yan was referring to.
"Just now, I met Dr. Zhang, and she told me something about your ectopic pregnancy!" When Xie Yan said this, Shen Jiaqing's face turned pale, and she dodged Xie Yan with a look of panic. gaze.
Seeing Shen Jiaqing's guilty and flustered look, Xie Yan also confirmed some things in his heart, but he had no reason to blame Shen Jiaqing, after all, he was sorry for Shen Jiaqing in the first place.
Therefore, Xie Yan looked at Shen Jiaqing with a distressed expression, reached out and took Shen Jiaqing's palm, and said firmly and sincerely: "Jiaqing, although your actions this time are really inappropriate, but I can understand your feelings. For The child can't want this matter, I know you are in pain, I only hate that I can't face it with you. Now, the matter is like this, I only hope that you can take care of your body and recover soon. "
"Xie Yan..." All of a sudden, Shen Jiaqing couldn't help crying, Xie Yan's words were so clear, Shen Jiaqing had nothing to hide, "I'm sorry, I didn't want to do that, but I really didn't There is a solution. I love you so much, I can't let you leave me, the child is the only bargaining chip in my hand that can tie you, but he is gone, I really don't know what to do!"
"Xie Yan, I know that my behavior this time is a bit too much, but I really can't accept it calmly. All my misfortunes are because of Ji Mingge. I really don't want to be reconciled, that's why I want to do this." Shen Jiaqing There was some remorse in her heart, she didn't want to make herself such a despicable and insidious villain, she just couldn't dispel the grief and anger in her heart for a while, which led to such wrong thoughts.
"Xie Yan, I beg you not to leave me. Now, the child is gone, I only have you! Do you know, I love you so much, from the very beginning when we met and fell in love, I have never had any feelings for you I have changed, and now it is so easy to get you, I am so happy and cherish it. Xie Yan, my world is complete with you, so don't leave me, okay?"
Shen Jiaqing was crying, holding Xie Yan's hand tightly, begging bitterly, "I know I did something wrong this time, I am willing to apologize to Ming Ge, as long as you don't leave me, okay?"
"Are you okay?" Shen Jiaqing was crying sadly, her throat was hoarse and she looked at Xie Yan mournfully, her eyes were shining with the last glimmer of hope before the death-like despair.
"Jiaqing..." Xie Yan couldn't bear it, but he really couldn't deceive Shen Jiaqing. Maybe his words would be cruel, but he still chose to tell the hurtful truth, "I'm sorry, Jiaqing, I think we might I really can't be together anymore. I don't want to deceive you, and I can't deceive you, I know that what you want is only my heart, but I really can't give you that heart!"
"Xie Yan, do you have to treat me like this?" Shen Jiaqing was trembling all over, looking at Xie Yan's complex and uncomfortable but firm gaze, Shen Jiaqing couldn't help covering her face and crying loudly.
After crying for a long time, until Shen Jiaqing was so out of breath and her throat was hoarse, Shen Jiaqing gradually stopped crying and her expression became numb.
Shen Jiaqing's death-like expression made Xie Yan feel a little uneasy. He knew that Shen Jiaqing's heart was broken this time, and she might also die for him.
Xie Yan was very unwilling to see such a situation, but there was nothing he could do, but Shen Jiaqing's body was still weak and injured, and her expression of ashes made Xie Yan worried, fearing that Shen Jiaqing would take it easy and ruin herself body of.
"Jiaqing..." Xie Yan called out worriedly, Shen Jiaqing seemed not to hear it, and remained motionless in silence.
After a long time, Xie Yan was so impatient that she couldn't sit still, Shen Jiaqing opened her mouth, her tone was calm and cold enough, "Xie Yan, let's break up! This time, you really let me down , hurt me too deeply. Now you are no longer worthy of my infatuation, continue to love again. After I am discharged from the hospital, I will formally propose to divorce you, and then we will all be free."
Xie Yan was very surprised that Shen Jiaqing would say that. Seeing Shen Jiaqing, his heart ached so badly, and at the same time, he was deeply grateful to Shen Jiaqing.
He knew that the reason why Shen Jiaqing said that was because she didn't want to force him, and she tortured herself to force herself.
"Jiaqing, thank you for letting go, I am very grateful!" Xie Yan said moved and ashamed, got up and took a towel and came over to help Shen Jiaqing wipe her face, helped her lie down on the bed, and said softly: "Have a good rest!"
Shen Jiaqing took a deep look at Xie Yan, listened to Xie Yan's words, and lay back on the bed silently.With her eyes closed, Shen Jiaqing's heart hurt like a knife, but no matter how uncomfortable she was, she would never tell Xie Yan again.
The next day, Yan Qiuyu came to visit Shen Jiaqing early. Seeing Shen Jiaqing's weak and fragile appearance, Yan Qiuyu was very distressed, and she couldn't help sighing over and over again when she saw Shen Jiaqing.
Afterwards, Yan Qiuyu, who had been thinking for a long time, finally plucked up the courage to ask Shen Jiaqing if she should tell her parents about it.
In the end, it was because their family didn't do well, Shen Jiaqing didn't receive good care here, and they were ashamed of Shen Jiaqing's parents.
Therefore, Yan Qiuyu was conflicted in her heart. She wanted to tell Shen Jiaqing's parents about this, but she was afraid that they would blame her, and the relationship between the two families would become stiff.
But, thinking of the end, Yan Qiuyu knew that they couldn't be so selfish, Shen Jiaqing was also her parents' beloved child, and they shouldn't hide this matter from them.
If Shen Jiaqing's parents must blame it, then it was their fault and they should bear it.
So, in the end, Yan Qiuyu asked Shen Jiaqing for her opinion, but she didn't expect Shen Jiaqing to be silent for a while and shook her head to refuse.
"No need, I'll be discharged from the hospital in a few days. It's nothing serious. Telling them will only make them worry and worry." Shen Jiaqing's sensible words made Yan Qiuyu feel distressed and ashamed for a while.
"Jiaqing, we are all to blame for this matter, Xie Yan is sorry for you!" Yan Qiuyu blamed herself very much, Shen Jiaqing's current situation always made her conscience feel bad.
"Auntie, no one is to blame for this!" Shen Jiaqing expressed her understanding, and then said with relief: "I misunderstood Ming Ge before and wronged him. I'm sorry."
"It's all trivial matters. The most important thing for you now is to take good care of your body." Yan Qiuyu patted Shen Jiaqing's shoulder affectionately, and said softly.
"Okay!" Shen Jiaqing showed a faint smile, but when others couldn't see it, there was indelible sadness and loneliness in her eyes.
A week later, Shen Jiaqing was discharged from the hospital. After resting at home for two days, Shen Jiaqing took the initiative to drive to Xie Yan's home and asked Xie Yan and Xie Yan's parents to divorce Xie Yan.
"What?" Yan Qiuyu was shocked, she thought that Xie Yan and Shen Jiaqing had reconciled these few days, and they could go on smoothly in the future, "Jiaqing, why? Is it Xie Yan..."
Yan Qiuyu was about to ask whether Xie Yan said something to her, or did something excessive, and was about to scold Xie Yan, but she saw Shen Jiaqing hurriedly shook her head at her and interrupted her.
"No, Xie Yan didn't do anything wrong. I asked for the divorce on my own initiative, because I had broken up with Xie Yan before, and I came here today to officially inform you. Auntie, Xie Yan and I have no fate in the end. In the end, I couldn't call you 'Mom', I'm sorry. However, I am very happy to spend this time with you, I am very happy."
"Jiaqing..." Yan Qiuyu held Shen Jiaqing's hand tightly, her eyes flushed with sadness, "It's Xie Yan who has no luck, and won't be able to marry a girl as good as you, but don't worry, as long as you want, From now on, I will still treat you as my daughter."
"Okay!" Shen Jiaqing nodded slightly moved, and smiled knowingly at Yan Qiuyu with moist eyes.
After explaining the situation to Xie Yan's parents, Shen Jiaqing called her mother and told them her decision.
Regarding Shen Jiaqing's words, Gu Qingyun was very surprised and puzzled, and eagerly wanted to come here to find out the facts, but was stopped by Shen Jiaqing.Shen Jiaqing said that she proposed everything on her own initiative, and she would explain the specific things to them in person after she went back, so Gu Qingyun had no choice but to agree.
After Shen Jiaqing's body had almost recovered, Shen Jiaqing went to the company to go through the resignation procedures. Since she and Xie Yan had broken up, it would be best if they stayed far away from now on and broke up completely.
Otherwise, knowing that she and Xie Yan are no longer possible, but still holding fantasies, it would be too sad and painful for her.
Since you can't get it, you might as well let go and let each other be free!
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