Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 1150



Chapter 1150

04692 - real thoughts

Gao Xinyan: "You are not teaching me, you are just expressing your point of view, venting your desire to talk, it doesn't matter who is listening."

Me: "This judgment is correct. However, the person who listens still has a certain influence. For example, if I were alone with Senior Brother Li, I would not say these words, because he has nothing to do with this topic and cannot start. I can’t let go. Your appearance gave me an introduction to the topic. After the topic stabilizes, you are no longer important. I didn’t see you, and I had a few more conversations with the disciples of Zhong Sumen. I forgot for a while. There are still some things in the world Man has no mind of his own."

Me: "Do you think your resentment towards those who oppress you is your own idea? Please recall carefully, when and under what circumstances did you first have this resentment? You didn’t, so you’re jealous? That’s normal. But, you’d better double check, did anyone whisper something to you at that time.”

Me: "I'm not saying that the people who oppress you are malicious to those who instilled in you resentful thoughts, I just want to say that what you come up with is different from what others tell you, it's not a matter of right or wrong, it's the source The difference. You have to find your own source, which is your foundation and the foundation of your future development."

Me: "If the source is not in yourself, you have to sort out your own real thoughts. There are many ways and thoughts of resentment. 'Why don't you give me that thing' 'Why do you hurt me' 'I want Kill you'''I'll stay away from you'''You'll have retribution'''You'll have to die'... These ideas are different, and some may sound similar, but the person involved must understand the difference between them."

Me: "Which one is what you really think, do you know?"

Gao Xinyan: "..."

I looked at Li Zizi: "I think this conversation can really end?"

Li Zizi: "Are you sure? Although she is lackluster, since she can bring you some thoughts, it's not in vain to come here. Did the second son enjoy his thinking?"

Me: "It's almost there. If I continue, my bad side will be exposed too much. Bullying the weak will do more harm than good. It's better to be more restrained. Every time I get along with people who are much weaker than me, it will trigger my cynicism. This is not good. I It’s better to have more contact with people who are stronger than me.”

Li Zizi: "Is this how cynicism is used?"

Me: "'There are so many idiots in the world?' 'How many such idiots are there?' 'How bad is the world with so many idiots?'...Aren't these thoughts cynical?"

Li Zizi: "Maybe it's just secondary school?"

04693 - Contradictory mental state

Me: "Almost. In short, you can't get along too much with idiots, or you will become more and more idiots. But if you keep pestering people with a higher level than you for contact, will they think I'm idiots too?" , Don’t you want to contact me?”

Li Zizi: "So generally the same level has the most contact."

Me: "But learning will be more efficient when you are in contact with high-level seniors. Unfortunately, this kind of cross-level contact is good for me but not good for seniors. Seniors either won't tolerate me, or I can't bear to let the other party tolerate me. well."

Li Zizi: "Second son, you really look down on those of us who are at the same level as you when you say that. Even if we alone make you look down on us, but there are so many of us, we can't let you together. Did you learn anything interesting?"

Me: "It's still possible, but the key is to get together. It's as embarrassing to let many people surround me to complain about it, and it's as embarrassing as being obsessed with Da Neng."

Li Zizi: "Exchanging your face is actually very fair, so don't be embarrassed."

Me: "Sometimes I feel like I'm at a loss."

Li Zizi: "No one else can help you with a contradictory mental state. I only represent myself, and I welcome your interruption at any time. Well, I will take this child away. Gao Xinyan, after you go back, you can do it yourself."

Gao Xinyan: "Mr. Li!"

Li Zizi: "You really don't have the self-consciousness of a monk, and if you can't become a monk, then whether you are a demon, a disciple of a low-level sect, or a mortal, you have a weak connection with me. Although if you become a demon, I will panic. , I wanted to hack you to death, but if I hacked it myself, I got along with it for a while, and there was a bit of a psychological barrier, so I might not be able to do it, so I had to let it go, that is, you still have nothing to do with me."

Li Zizi: "That's it."

Gao Xinyan: "Isn't it part of the world of comprehension if you don't enter the sect?"

Li Zizi: "What's the point of asking, and you don't see it as an uninfluential sect. It's similar to the Qi training period, and it's a transitional state, located at the junction of the cultivation world and the mortal world. You can say that they belong to the cultivation world. , but the serious things in the cultivation world basically have nothing to do with them."

Gao Xinyan: "Will it be easy for me to enter the mainstream school?"

Li Zizi: "There is definitely no obstacle in terms of cultivation, but it is also about eye contact. Some sects may think that your style does not match their sects, so they don't want you, but it doesn't matter, there are many sects that are not popular, you can find a few more You can always find someone who is willing to accept you. Spread your resume widely, there will always be someone who is not so selective."

04694-Intelligent creatures

Gao Xinyan: "I might not even be wanted by a low-level sect? So it is completely impossible for me to cultivate to the Golden Core stage? Maybe not at all?"

Li Zizi: "Actually, these are two things. Even if you can cultivate to the golden core stage, some low-level sects will not want you, because the sect will definitely require the disciple to be compatible with its own sect's aura, not because of good aptitude If you have a high level of cultivation, you will definitely accept it. Although there are schools that are not picky and do not reject anyone who comes, that kind of school does not have a good environment for the cultivation of disciples, and it may delay you after joining."

Li Zizi: "The golden elixir period of the five spirit roots... There are examples, and there are examples in the contemporary era. Whether you can do it depends on yourself. In the final analysis, cultivation is your own business."

Gao Xinyan was taken away by Li Zizi in despair.

I wandered to the mortal world to find Feng Qiang.

Feng Qiang was surprised when he saw me.

Me: "It's okay, I just want to meet intelligent creatures with as low cultivation as possible that don't make me feel stupid."

Then he emphasized to Zhuo Tao: "You are not included."

Feng Qiang smiled and said, "Can I call you Cat Beauty?"

Me: "Of course, I can accept most of Shazhuan's names."

Zhuo Tao: "Is it acceptable to be stupid and fast?"

Me: "Accept. In addition, I take back what I just said, which can actually include you. Although you are stupid, the direction of your stupidity does not make me upset. You are a kind of stupidity that only kills itself and cannot affect me. "

Feng Qiang: "Has the cat beauty encountered any problems? If there is anything I can help, please feel free to tell me."

Me: "I'm thinking about my own thinking, you are one of the materials, your existence itself is a help."

Zhuo Tao: "Qiang Qiang is that powerful."

Me: "It is also a kind of ability to be infatuated with an idol for decades."

Feng Qiang: "After I die, this ability should be used in more valuable places, such as raising his cultivation base by a level?"

Me: "Hey, Zhuo Tao, are you mentally prepared that Feng Qiang will die before you? Die a lot first. Feng Qiang, can you accept your death if I say so?"

Feng Qiang: "It doesn't matter. There was a period of time, you may know which period of time, I was thinking about life and death every day, and now I am a little bearish."

Zhuo Tao: "Don't be pessimistic. If life is happy, isn't it better to live as long as possible?"

04695 - Mental age adjustment period

Feng Qiang explained to me: "Zhuotao is committed to convincing me to share my life with him."

Me: "In theory, it can be done. The main reason why monks live longer than ordinary people is because of the conditioning of the body with spiritual power. If Zhuotao continuously uses his spiritual power to condition your body, it is equivalent to a share of his spiritual power." The power to bear two lives will double his consumption, but it can extend your lifespan."

Me: "However, that is external spiritual power after all, so your body cannot be completely modified for you, so there is an upper limit to the increased lifespan."

Feng Qiang: "I know."

Me: "I think you know that too."

Feng Qiang: "I will deal with Zhuo Tao's problem slowly with him. Whether it is to let him accept my first death, or I accept his sacrifice, there will always be a conclusion. No matter which one you choose, being a cat When the beauties see the conclusion, they can all accept it, right?"

Me: "I don't care whether I accept it or not. After all, it's not very relevant to me. But when you die, I may feel a little sad. The people I knew when I was young began to pass away in batches."

Feng Qiang: "I see. Is it a period of psychological age adjustment? The actual age is almost 50 years old."

Me: "You really know monks well."

Feng Qiang: "It doesn't count, I just know a lot of cases."

Me: "But you guessed wrong. Although I am indeed in the age adjustment period in my heart, I came to see you not because of this, but because I want to know the reason for my harshness towards some mortals and low-level monks. What."

Zhuo Tao: "Because you are a bitter and mean person."

Me: "Your characterization is not a big problem, but when I face seniors, I won't show this acrimony."

Zhuo Tao: "Because you are still bullying."

Me: "It makes sense. But besides this fundamental reason, is there anything else?"

Feng Qiang: "What do you think?"

Me: "I don't think I'm very mean when I talk to you; although I'm mean to Zhuo Tao, I don't feel irritable because of him. Although I despise Zhuo Tao's behavior, it seems that he didn't affect me , did not try to influence me, so I was able to watch."

Feng Qiang: "It seems that you have found the answer."

Me: "Actually, I have always known that as long as others don't judge me, any bad words and deeds from them will not make me upset. I may be angry because of the incident itself, but that anger is well-founded, not inexplicable anger rise."

Me: "If someone interferes with my life, or tries to interfere with my life, my sense of defense will immediately work strongly. No matter what the other party says is right or not, as long as they intend to interfere with my private affairs, I will be disgusted, hostile, and want to Suppress the other party, tell them to shut up and get away."

Me: "So people who live their own lives independently, such as you, even if I can kill you with a wave of my hand, I am willing to talk to you; and people who always want to depend on others, even monks, I feel like talking to them It’s uncomfortable, it’s uncomfortable to say anything, and I want to curse when I open my mouth.”


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