Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 1295

05268 - Feelings of egocentricity

Me: "The one who listened to the answer has a problem, not the one who said the answer has a problem? The 'problem' in this sentence refers to...the responsible person."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Of course."

Me: "It feels like a strong word."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "But you have to admit that what we said is at least partially logical, right?"

Me: "But there are so few logical parts, it seems that it has reached the point where there is no need to mention it?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "I don't think it's that low."

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "Even if it's really too little, as long as you use it when you need it, it's enough."

Me: "Is it not good to focus too much on yourself sometimes?"

From Elder Xuewei: "Sometimes, of course."

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "But most of the time it is enough."

From Elder Xuewei: "And it's easy to use."

Me: "Is it easy to use?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Of course, if you don't believe me, try it. You only think about yourself and don't think about others, and there are no 'others' around you that you need to think about. Sometimes it feels wonderful."

Me: "I always feel that you are not talking nonsense in general, but have a clear point. Point to cheat me."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Although we are not so typical, basically, we are still qualified elders of the Yunxia Sect, as evidenced by the physical examination."

Me: "Why are you so dynamic about your physical examination? So many elders are cooperating to give you a physical examination. Why do they seem to be doing nothing but just chatting with you here?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "What else? Put the two of us on the dissecting table, and then cut our bodies open with a knife? It's meaningless to look at the internal organs of the transformation stage. The main thing is to test things like spiritual power and consciousness. So as long as things like spiritual power and consciousness collide, it’s fine. In fact, it’s not necessary for them to stand on the same peak as the two of us just for the physical examination. It’s enough to check us here at their own peak. Now, they want to pursue a sense of ritual, it’s really boring, isn’t it?”

Me: "I don't think such a large group of elders will do an unnecessary thing together. Your statement is probably limited again."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Limited to what I need to use, it is enough for me."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "It's really good to feel self-centered."

05269 - try to mess

Me: "Saboan thinks I'm self-centered enough."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "The Shazhuan is too noisy, and it's easy to copy what others say."

Me: "When there are many people, there are many voices, and there is no convincing voice, isn't it easier for everyone to shout out their own voice?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "You are a way of understanding, and mine is also a way of understanding."

Me: "I think you two are confusing my thinking."

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "It doesn't matter, you can bear it. And considering that things are always reversed, we can try to brush your upper limit and see if you break through the ceiling after reaching the limit, or collapse, or go out another way."

Me: "Can this be tried casually where one of the possibilities is a crash?"

Elder Wang Linguo: "Someone will give you the bottom line. It's also great to have someone cover the bottom line, and you can be reckless, what do you think?"

Me: "Generally, before I go crazy, I still think about it, and try to only provoke incidents that can be easily resolved by those who help me, without making them too tired."

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "We also think so and do it."

Me: "Why do you have to put the small spiritual consciousness that is used to cover the bottom of the big formation? Why don't you stick to the surface of the big formation? Like when I borrowed Yunxiazong to defend the big formation, it is basically equivalent to being outside the big formation Adding a bunch of attachments will not affect the internal security of Yunxia Sect at all, and it will never violate the rules, but the people who manage the big formation will sometimes feel bad when they look at those unsightly things."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "But your borrowing method makes you only able to defend against Yuanying level at most, and it is easy to be isolated by the secret realm."

Me: "That's because I only have the golden core stage."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Not exactly. This method itself has an upper limit. If you don't believe me, you can leave a trace of spiritual consciousness in Yunxia Sect, and compare it with the feeling attached to the surface of the formation."

Me: "It's impossible for me to allocate a little bit of spiritual consciousness for a long time to experiment."

From Elder Xuewei: "As far as the strength of your spiritual consciousness is concerned, you can try it. Of course, you may not be able to handle it if it takes a long time, but you can put that trace of spiritual consciousness there, and when you can't bear it , Pei Ji will naturally protect you. And when you reach a critical point, maybe you will break through."

Speaking of Elder Xuewei: "Oh, by the way, it is very easy for Pei Ji to protect you in this matter, and it is not a burden at all."

Me: "I still don't like it."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Why? It is clearly in line with your theory."

Me: "Theory is secondary, what matters is feeling."

05270- seems to mean something

Elder Qi Xuewei: "The feeling should also be summarized as a theory."

Me: "I'm summarizing, but the theory I summed up can't keep up with the development speed of feeling."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Then, under what circumstances would you pay attention to your consciousness in Yunxia Sect?"

Me: "I don't know. Anyway, at this stage, I don't want to be treated like you. I still like everyone to talk to me in a friendly manner. Even if you sometimes dislike me, it's with a smile in your heart, not because you really don't want to see me. "

Elder Qi Xuewei: "It's tiring to please people on a large scale. If you try it, you may find that it's easy to be disliked by many people, and you don't have to wrong yourself to do things that meet those people's expectations."

Me: "I really feel that you, elder, have something to say."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Do you want to try?"

Me: "If there are no sequelae, yes."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "What if the sequelae are limited to a small area outside the Yunxia Sect?"

Me: "Okay... can I get out at any time in the middle of the incident, before the aftereffects appear?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "So I suggest you pay attention to your consciousness. Or, you can leave one of your soul connections in the sect, and they can also become your clones."

Me: "Generally, they are more willing to do activities with me. The little consciousness of the two elders has been separated from you for a long time. Does the little consciousness feel lonely? And will this loneliness be passed on to you, so that you can go outside Can't you go all out so hard?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Even if we feel lonely, it doesn't affect us to go all out."

Me: "That's right. Talking nonsense doesn't affect my perfect alchemy. But, can such perfection really be called going all out?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Appropriate, just right, is better than excessive. Sometimes appropriate distraction is helpful to avoid excessive force. Our strength is often unbalanced, and there are things we are good at and things we are not good at. When we are not good at things When we are at our best, there is often a lot of leeway in our strengths, and we need to let that vacancy do other things, in case that excess power messes up the overall balance."

Me: "Is the estimate bad?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "So you have to try slowly. Try for a long time and continue to try until you have clarity in your heart. For your own clarity, sometimes, or many times, you have no time to care about other people's eyes and attitudes."

05271 - self and others

Me: "Concentrate on your own Tao with all your strength, and don't care about other things?"

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "Yes. Qi Xuewei and I are not good at interpersonal relationships. Maintaining the current relationship is already our limit. Fortunately, the Yunxia Sect is tolerant enough, otherwise if we are kicked out of the Yunxia Sect, we will lose Without relying on it, we dare not enter many places, and finally we will lose the possibility of rising in timidity.”

Elder Qi Xuewei: "We have been afraid of being kicked out of Yunxiazong for a long time, from the Qi training stage to the Nascent Soul stage, that is to say, in the Transformation stage and after being recognized as an elder, our hearts are really settled. Come down. If you feel that the attitude of other elders and some disciples towards us is like ostracizing us, then I can tell you with certainty that we are already enjoying that kind of ostracism, because while ostracizing us, they undoubtedly admit that we are Yunxia A disciple of the sect is an elder of the Yunxia Sect, which is enough for us."

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "Although it may not be obvious, we actually accept this recognition with a grateful attitude. This is the basis for us to continue walking. It is our root."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "We are quite dependent. Fortunately, everyone is willing to tolerate us. It is also fortunate that we can meet each other, rely on each other, and cheer each other up. With the same virtue, no one will be annoyed by the other."

Me: "Why are you not Taoist companions?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Tao couples need to complement each other. The semicircle on the left complements the semicircle on the right. We are both on the left, and we can also be regarded as both on the right. Of course, we cannot become a Taoist couple."

Me: "Why are you not lovers?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "I am in love with myself? Actually, I don't like myself very much. Now I am making myself live the most comfortable way, but from the perspective of a bystander, I am a bit annoyed by my own temperament. I like the crisp and independent type, I'm too sticky myself."

Me: "I don't like it but I feel comfortable..."

Elder Qi Xuewei: "It can also be said that I like it and feel comfortable. Whether I like it or not is from a different standpoint. As 'I', I like me like this, because it makes me feel comfortable; and from the sidelines I don’t like my position, just like how other elders see me, they think I’m troublesome.”

Me: "So, how exactly do you distinguish between 'your position' and the 'spectator's position'? How do you ensure that what you think of as 'your position' is not influenced by other people's positions?"

Elder Qi Xuewei: "Actually, it will indeed be affected. The impact was more serious in the past, and it is better now, but it has not completely disappeared."

Elder Wang Lin Guo: "We recognize ourselves more clearly in the constant judgment of 'self' and 'others'. This is also a way of our cultivation. There is only one way for everyone, but when walking on this way However, there are many ways to cultivate. Some ways may be used and then no longer used, some ways may be added halfway, and some ways will change a shape after a period of time."