Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 1658

06720 - Consent

Right now my focus is on chatting with Dad.

In other words, I asked my father to help me with psychological counseling - I was still a little worried about the potential impact of what Elder Peng Qinru said on me.The chat with Elder Hua only played an interrupting role, so that the possible impact would not appear immediately, but it might suddenly erupt in the future.

Dad was supposed to be retreating, but when I was about to enter the Elder Hua's secret realm, he offered me: "Since the communication may be cut off after entering the secret realm, if you need to tell me, you can say it now."

I take this as a hint that there might be something really wrong with me.

I sent him the full content of my conversation with Elder Peng, and then waited—my concerns have already been stated in the conversation transcript, so I can not repeat the nonsense.

Dad: "Almost every sect requires low-cultivation disciples to do tasks on a regular basis, and has formulated detailed scoring and remuneration standards. The task department has become one of the must-have institutions for almost all sects, just like the Discipline Department, Library Pavilion, and Admissions Office. , how many reasons can you think of for this setting now?"

Me: "In addition to maintaining the operation of the sect and expanding the influence of the sect, what is most relevant to the current topic is to make the disciples' life rhythm regular, so that the disciples can find something to do at any time, so that they will not be bored? And when the disciples are in If the habit of "finding things to do" is cultivated at the low cultivation level, then when they reach a high cultivation level, they will also habitually assign tasks to themselves to avoid inner emptiness?"

Dad: "When you proposed to do the distribution map task of Smash Bros., I agreed. Although it is time-consuming and labor-intensive to do this task for a long time, it is not less difficult than other tasks in theory, but it is the same task after all. , After a long time, the proficiency has increased, so you don’t have to think too much, even if you keep doing it, you will feel bored, and you won’t have the rhythm of regularly receiving, completing, and accepting new tasks like routine tasks. In fact, It is not conducive to developing the habit of 'finding trouble for yourself'."

Dad: "But I still agree. The long-term attention to the information of the Great Smash Fight, including the long-term attention to the information of the Shazhuan later, is actually very similar to the long-term attention to information from all over the world during the Huashen Mahayana period. The Huashen Mahayana period is in the long-term You have intermittent emptiness after concentrating, and you also have this intermittent mentality.”

Dad: "Having this kind of mentality early may lead to falling into the thought of 'it doesn't matter if you die' early. It's very dangerous. But I agreed at the beginning."

Dad: "Of course, I agreed at that time because I thought that the job would feel boring after a long time, and then you might resign, and then return to the normal process of receiving tasks during the fund-building period; but I did consider that you have been working In the end, according to the rules, there is no need to take other tasks, and the amount of this task is enough to maintain the probability that you will enter the Nascent Soul Stage."

06721 - Appropriate Negativity

Dad: "The probability is five to five. Your leapfrog spiritual consciousness, which is mainly accumulated by reading materials, is determined. The distribution map task of the Great Smash Fight, which is also an information and material work, will further improve your spiritual consciousness, and it will also be affected by you." Throw in the daily activities that don’t count as a burden, put in the little things that don’t count as tasks, even most of the uninteresting but occasionally interesting chores that don’t count as tasks, and then you don’t have tasks.”

Dad: "If you treat the distribution map task as a daily routine similar to basic training, when you do it more and more easily, you will forget that you still have the option to quit, or even if you remember it, you will think it is unnecessary resign, because it doesn’t take much trouble to continue.”

Dad: "Even if you pick up other tasks and complete them on time and with high quality because the distribution map work is too easy and your life is too leisurely, but because there is no task pressure, the mood when doing it is like playing."

Dad: "It's not that it's not good to play, but it's easier to feel bored if you only play and have nothing to do. For example, if no one cares about you and you keep playing games, then soon, it may only take a week, and you will be able to feel bored. However, if you hide from teachers and parents and play games during school breaks, the pleasant feeling can last much longer, for example, for a semester, until the winter and summer vacations come and you have more time to indulge in games Boredom, or if there is too much homework during the holidays, the pleasure can carry over to the next semester."

Dad: "When the distribution map work offsets all the tasks you need to do during the fund-building period, and this work is made inertia by you and doesn't attract much of your attention, your main focus is on playing Go on. It doesn't matter in 20 years, but what about 200 years?"

Dad: "It's not a problem for you to intermittently feel that life is boring at this stage, it's just a normal mood swing, and it won't cause any harm if you don't care. But if this kind of fluctuation continues to expand, when you are in the Nascent Soul Stage, it may Become your deadly heart demon tribulation."

Dad: "The bad thing is, even though we're sure that these kinds of mood swings can cause big problems if they expand, all we can say is that the level of volatility you're experiencing at this stage is just normal mood swings that you can't even manage. Some people may be able to be positive all the time without being negative, if you really live without haze every day, then that is the problem that you may lose the ability to bear negative emotions.”

Dad: "Appropriate negativity helps to balance the mind, so your current occasional burnout is a good thing, and you should maintain or even intentionally cultivate this kind of emotion. But after the negativity has expanded to a certain extent, it must be removed. This is a matter of degree. It’s not that this matter is bad, but that it’s bad to a certain extent.”

Dad: "Don't be afraid of negativity, but you have to develop your own method of dealing with negativity. You can indulge in negativity occasionally, but you need to know how to get out of negativity faster."

06722 - Take control of your life

Dad: "Due to the small number of people in the Mahayana period, each one is a special case. Therefore, the situation of Elder Peng Qinru cannot be analogized to other monks. According to statistics, most of the monks who lived to be over [-] years old are still alive. Live very loving life, enjoy every little improvement in cultivation, and also enjoy seeing every foolish mistake or amazing aura of the juniors."

Dad: "After all, the world is so big, and there are new people every year. Even if there are similarities and repetitions, there will always be something new. It is enough to see [-] things a day, and it is enough to catch one new one. A long life is not about living, but about enjoying life. If life really makes you feel bored everywhere, it is also a novelty to experience death that you can only experience once in your life.”

Dad: "No matter how long you've lived, because you haven't died yet, at least you still have a 'death' as ​​your bottom line fresh event. When you can't find any other fresh events, use this fresh event that has always existed, and it's over. I have had enough of my life.”

Dad: "We practice hard not to not die, but to die when we want to. Low cultivation bases passively accept the arrival of death, while high cultivation bases control the moment and form of death. Take life and death into your choice. The range, don’t have to, be forced, but choose actively.”

Dad: "Control your own life. Death is not terrible. It can be just something you can do if you want to do it, or you don't want to do it if you don't want to do it."

Me: "Have Elder Peng Qinru heard of this kind of statement?"

Dad: "Of course he has heard it, but it doesn't matter whether he has heard it or not, the important thing is whether he agrees or not. If he agrees, then even if he doesn't hear it from outsiders, he will think about it sooner or later; if he doesn't agree, then he heard it It's just one of many theories that have been shelved."

Dad: "I agree with this theory, how about you?"

Me: "I'm not sure what 'approval' is, but I'm glad I heard it and want to try it out. Hopefully, before I play all the things that are playable and will be playable in the world, I will I can live; I hope that when I die, I don't have any regrets and regrets, and I don't make any creatures I like feel bad."

Dad: "That's fine."

Dad: "Okay, I will continue to retreat, you can go play."

Then before I could respond, the communication was cut off.

Hey, dear father, after all my psychological hidden dangers have been wiped clean, do you want to make a conclusion before cutting off the communication? Anyway, your retreat has been interrupted, so don't you hurry up?

06723 - conquered

Pei Kong: "Who will give you a 'conclusive conclusion' during the transformation stage? I really dare to think. You'd better play obediently, that will suit your brain capacity."

But there is a huge loophole in my father's theory: he said that death is the ultimate new thing that must happen in a lifetime, but I remember my previous life, and I have already died in my previous life, so death is not new to me.

Pei Jianzhuo: "But you didn't die completely in your last life. Do you think you will travel through again after death in this life? If so, what kind of world will you travel to? If not, what would a complete death look like?"

It's really fresh to think about it this way.

Uh, still not right.What if I look forward to the novelty of death so much that I can't wait to try it, even at the expense of everything else in the world?

Pei Jianzhuo: "Death is always there. You can still die after you have done all the other things, but you can't do other things after you die. If you enter death when you have other things to do, then embrace death You're bound to have some regrets at that moment, and you die inattentively; whereas if you die after you've done everything you can, you can enjoy death with all your heart."

Pei Jianzhuo: "An inevitable freshness, the longer you wait, the sweeter it will be when you finally get it. Waiting itself is a constant addition of seasoning."

Pei Jianzhuo: "You may have or lose other things, but death is always waiting at the end of your life, and you will never give up. As long as you want, you can have it at any time. Does this sound particularly infatuated? And this Infatuation will definitely be rewarded."

Pei Bing: "When you go to die contentedly, you are in love with death; when you are forced to die in fear and rejection, you are forcibly taken away by death."

Pei Kong: "But after being raped, you will still die."

Pei Bing: "Death will really conquer lovers. If you like it, you will definitely get it, and if you get it, you will definitely be able to conquer it."

Xiao Sui frowned: "Master, don't be afraid, I will die together with Master, so when the time comes, if death is strong on Master, I will always be with Master, stand in front of Master, and prevent Death from bullying Master."

Maoqiu: "Did you get too deep into the drama? The torture before death may be very long, but death itself is an instant thing. How can you have time to stand in front of the master? You will only be conquered by death in an instant with the master."