Xiu Erdai's daily essays

Chapter 1892

07652- guilty conscience

She: "Wrong. I need you to cooperate with the experiment, but you also need me to provide you with a puppet to continue your life for you, and by the way, give you a chance to start a new life in another world. So we are a fair deal."

Is starting a new life a matter of course?

She: "For someone like you who doesn't have a strong desire to survive, it seems to be? If you become a monk in your next life, if you cultivate to a qualified level, you should find the motivation to live. It is no longer a casual Live as long as you can, but greet every day you live with joy.”

In fact, even now that my desire to survive is not strong, I still have a little more preference for life than death.

She: "Is it a preference, or have you not found a reason to break the status quo?"

If I lived in an extremely harsh environment, such as a war zone, or a poverty-stricken area, maybe I would cherish life more.It is always easy for people not to cherish the things that are easy to get.My life is too smooth, too far away from being rich and powerful, so I don’t have the motivation to fight for it, and too far away from not having enough food and clothing, so I can’t feel a sense of urgency.

Can't go up or down, so live in a muddle.

She: "When there are too many rules, too dense, and too systematic, the way to climb up is too regular. You have to go up one step after another, and you can't jump. It is difficult for one person to cross the class barrier. It takes a multi-generational relay to change one's status."

She: "But in the realm of comprehension, one generation, one person, has the opportunity to change the world. It's not a bloody change like a revolution, but a person who quietly becomes a fairy by himself. It doesn't affect others, only oneself becomes a fairy. Once he becomes a fairy, he will stand at the top of the cultivation world. Even if he has no background and is lonely, but as long as he becomes a fairy, he will be the king of the world."

From your tone, I read a guilty conscience.

She: "Oh, although it has been tens of thousands of years since there have been no Ascension Immortals in the spiritual star cultivation world, although the class solidification in this cultivation world is a bit serious, and the high cultivation base and power are almost monopolized by the top ten, if there is no good sect Background, if a casual cultivator wants to cultivate to a high level, it is not just a matter of risking his life. However, there is still a chance of success alone."

In this passage of yours, there are so many foreshadowings in front of it, which makes the final foothold extremely vain.

She: "It's not true. Casual cultivators already have great abilities. They have always had it. It's just that the cultivation process is more difficult."

How difficult is it?

She: "Only casual cultivators know. I'm not a casual cultivator."

07653-will forget, will remember

You are indeed not a casual cultivator, but you know it.Although you have not personally experienced the life of casual practice, you have had a very similar experience... before you started practicing.

She: "Have you perceived so much about me?"

It seems that the perception is getting clearer and clearer.

She: "Then maybe our conversation is coming to an end."

You are only allowed to perceive me in detail in one direction, but I am not allowed to perceive you in reverse?Is this eccentric or stingy?

She: "Neither. It's just that the communication between the two of us across time and space is based on the premise that neither of us is awake. It feels like a dream. Once the consciousness is awake, the dream must be awakened."

I am unconscious because I am about to die, and you are unconscious because you are about to be killed by your fragments?

She laughed for a while, and replied: "Almost. As the Nascent Soul Stage, I don't need to sleep for a long time, but after reading the fragments, I fell asleep, or fell into a coma, and then dreamed, and then found in the dream You. I have a crush on you, so I can read a lot of thoughts in your heart from the beginning, as long as you can think of what you want me to know and what you don’t want me to know, I can know it .”

She: "In contrast, you can only know what I want you to know."

She: "But now, you start to break through the communication rules I established and compete with me for dominance, then the balance of the communication channel I established will be broken, and you will not be able to establish a new balance and balance in time in the random collision." channel, then of course our communication can only end."

Is it my fault?But I don't think I want to grab anything subjectively.I am a person who is counting down from death by seconds, what is the point of taking the initiative?

She: "Maybe this represents your resilience in the matter of survival? When you must die, you can accept death calmly, but if there is a chance of life, you will try to grasp that hope. Not afraid of death, but yearning for life .”

Seems like a compliment?Thanks.

She: "You're welcome, son, we will meet again. Although both of us will probably temporarily forget our exchange when we meet again, this exchange exists objectively. Before I die, after your cultivation base When we approach the present me, we will respectively recall this passage.”

Does the communication that only exists in your memory really exist objectively?If it exists, why must it be forgotten?And why do you have to remember?Also, if we are about to cut off communication, if the only intersection between you and my world is in me, then how can you leave a puppet in my world after my death that can act in my place for decades?Will the puppet wear clothes when he enters the hospital for a physical examination?

She: "The prerequisite for keeping the puppet is that you agree to trade with me. Do you agree, son?"

07654 - can die in peace

The transaction fee I need to pay is just to cooperate with you in the experiment, right?It doesn't have to be your son, right?

She: "The key to the experiment is that you have to be reincarnated in the cultivation world where I am. That is to say, you must have a new pair of parents. If you don't recognize me as your mother, you have to recognize someone else. You can't just rely on the soul Cultivation. Although there are ghost cultivators in our cultivation world, this fragmentary test of mine is aimed at living people."

Oh……

She: "Have you agreed to call me mother?"

... I'll think about it again, but I can't say it yet.

She: "Aren't it very common among your classmates and netizens to call the one who is the most powerful as the father, sister, and ancestor?"

Sorry, I haven't felt your power yet.

She: "Okay, then I will give you ten months to feel it. After ten months, I hope you will be convinced to call me mom and godfather."

...Wait a minute, it seems like your male god hasn't even given you a straight look right now, has he?Can I be born in ten months?

She: "If you can't do it in ten months, you can wait a little longer. There is no danger in floating around after the soul factor is dispersed. You can float near me or my male god. They are all high-quality and peaceful aura environments. Wait for me to catch up with you." After the male god, you will reincarnate again."

... Forget it, I don't even count on the next life, I just need to fix the puppet in this life.I agree to cooperate with you in the experiment, so the puppet can be fixed immediately, right?No suspense?No need to wait, right?

She: "Don't worry, when the people in charge of rescue at the bottom of the mountain find that something is wrong and come up the mountain, they will pick up the 'you' who is in danger and save their lives, and send 'you' to the hospital for a checkup, yo, nothing but being scared, it's like a miracle .”

She: "As for whether it is possible to detect that the puppet is not a human being... it cannot be detected without spiritual means. In your world, cultivation has become a deceptive story, so it is impossible for ordinary hospitals to have spiritual equipment. So your puppet will be safe."

Who said that?Why didn't I hear that word?Is that a secret as important as your ultimate goal of experimenting with me?

She: "No, what I'm talking about is just a sect name. There is no secret in a sect name. Everyone is doing open business. Alright, I have put the puppet that looks like you in the right place, and your backpack is too. Moved near it, you can die in peace."

……Oh, thank you.Will I have a chance to see what that puppet actually looks like living in my place?See how it accomplishes my tasks at work, with my family and friends?

07655-Death is not scary

She: "It's not for me to decide. Anyway, when your soul stays in your body, you definitely can't see it; when your body dies and your soul is floating around, if you really want to see those things, you really want to see them." , almost obsessed, there is probably a chance to see it."

She: "But you'd better not be too obsessed with this matter. Because you will soon become a soul state, that is, become a ghost. When you first become a ghost, your energy state is extremely unstable, and you no longer have a body as an auxiliary support. Relying on soul energy to maintain cohesion, once you have a strong desire in your heart at this time, that desire may become a ghost core, and then all the energy in your ghost form will serve this core, making this core the sole purpose of your existence."

She: "Maybe that dying wish was just a small idea to you. In a normal living state, you can put aside small problems after chanting a few words for half a day, but when you become a ghost with this small idea, With the addition of that inappropriate timing, small ideas may expand infinitely and become a big obstacle. If this big obstacle is not resolved, there will be only one thing left in your ghost career, and you can't do anything else; and if you solve it There is a high probability that you will usher in dissipation."

She: "Small things become big things, and what I don't value becomes important. I lose my rich thinking, and only some or even one obsession is left. This is a ghost. It's a very bad state. If I die, I will definitely not choose to be Ghosts. Even after ghosts cultivate and become ghost cultivators, their thinking can become complex and broad again, but that is only a repair after being broken. In any case, it will never return to the beginning, and it is impossible to determine the complex and broadened thinking. Is it the same as myself before becoming a ghost?"

She: "I can't be sure whether I am still myself."

She: "Instead of this, I might as well die completely and turn into the soul factor of the world, or in other words, turn into aura, and then spend hundreds of thousands of years unconsciously waiting for the chance to become life again. Or It doesn't matter even if you can't come back to life again, you can become a ghost, become air, exist in any form, until the day you can't continue to exist."

She: "Death is not scary. Distorting yourself in the fear of death is the point of no return."

Got it, I try not to be obsessed.

She: "When you have a sound mind, it doesn't matter if you are obsessed with it. It's just a care of the devil, and it can be solved; just don't be obsessed when you are turning into a ghost, it will become a desperate situation."

I think your explanations are very in-depth, why can I hear them clearly?You state again what you want to achieve with the fragment test.

she:"……"

Hey, did you really say that?If so, why can't I hear a word?At least it should be an intermittent effect, right?For example, I should be able to hear conjunctions like 'because so although but', right?