1novels Chapter 21 Wish
Chapter 21 Wish
do you want to leave me
Xie Yan no longer had any memory of how Jing Ge cleaned himself, he was so tired that he fell asleep shortly after entering the bathroom.
When he woke up the next day, he had already returned to his bedroom with a note by his bed.
"I'm going to class first, and I'll be back at night. Have a good rest."
Xie Yan was inexplicably relieved, although Jing Ge said that it is normal for boys to help each other, but Xie Yan still felt vaguely uncomfortable.Now that he doesn't have to face Jing Ge, it gives him some room to react.
He lifted the quilt, his hands were no longer sore, but there was still some numbness between his legs, and the skin rubbed by Jing Ge was still a little redder than the surrounding area.
The sticky feeling is gone, and the body is very refreshing.
Xie Yan got out of bed, and Broken Soul had stopped trembling, indicating that the anomaly yesterday was indeed related to what Jing Ge was doing at that time.
However, what Jing Ge was thinking at that time, how could there be such a strong soul fluctuation, even he could feel it.
Xie Yan felt that it was time to replenish his knowledge base.
He nestled in the study for a day, read all the relevant content, and his face gradually became serious.
When Jing Ge came back at night, he saw Xie Yan sitting at the dining table, poking at the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks, and went upstairs after a few mouthfuls.
"Uh..." Jing Ge could almost guess that Xie Yan was still awkward about what happened last night, and he was more or less ashamed.
Xie Yan is obviously a blank slate in this regard, and his cognition stops at this description.
But he is different, he is immersed in this world and has seen almost everything.Even if he hadn't had similar behavior with anyone before, he knew enough about the meaning.
Relying on Xie Yan's preference for him, he tricked him into doing this kind of thing when the sperm was in his head. I'm afraid Xie Yan is still kept in the dark, thinking that this is a normal thing for men to help each other.
However, what makes Jing Ge feel even more uncomfortable is that once that boundary is crossed, his desire becomes more and more uncontrollable.Now, whenever he sees Xie Yan, he can't help but want to hug him, kiss him, and do all the most intimate things, things that go further than last night.
Jing Ge stood at the door of Xie Yan, hesitating for a long time, but he didn't have the courage to open the door and go in.
The door suddenly opened from the inside.
Standing there, Xie Yan's face has returned to normal, and there is no difference.
He was not surprised when he saw Jing Ge, and said lightly, "I want to go to school with you tomorrow."
Jing Ge suppressed his thoughts and frowned slightly: "However, I have more classes tomorrow."
"I know. It's okay, I'll just accompany you in class."
Hearing his casual and natural tone, Jing Ge relaxed a lot for some reason, with a smile on his face, "Okay."
Xie Yan glanced at him, walked back to the bedroom, and did not close the door, "How long have you been standing at my door just now, why didn't you come in."
Jing Ge followed in, and closed the door casually: "Not long ago, I was just about to knock on the door."
"Knock on the door." Xie Yan repeated, "Have you ever come in and knocked on the door before?"
The two have formed a habit long ago, they have always entered and exited each other's bedrooms at will, otherwise he would not have bumped into Jing Ge so easily yesterday.
This guy really felt uncomfortable.How dare you lie to him and say that it is normal to help each other. He has already checked the information, and it is not normal at all.
Jing Ge was sure he knew it too, otherwise what would be awkward now.
However, Xie Yan didn't feel angry either. According to the information he read, men tend to lose their minds when they have sexual impulses, and their minds are controlled by their sexual desires. They are almost equivalent to wild beasts in nature, and they are prone to do things that go beyond the norm.
But this is also a sign of male immaturity and weak self-control.
Jing Ge blushed slightly, "No."
Xie Yan snorted, not as knowledgeable as him.
"Is the... on your leg gone?" When Jing Ge carried him back to the room in the morning, he checked it again. Xie Yan's skin still had red scratches.
Xie Yan let out an "oh" and swept away the hem of his pajamas.He likes to wear loose pajamas, this one is similar to a bathrobe, with such a flip, the whole lower body is exposed.
After a day, Xie Yan could no longer feel the faint numbness, but there was still a trace.
Jing Ge's breathing almost stopped, he thought that after last night, Xie Yan would be vaguely conscious and would not be naked in front of him as before.
But this behavior clearly told him that Xie Yan still didn't have this kind of awareness.
He looked at the marks he had made, hugged Xie Yan from behind nervously, and coaxed him to speak slowly: "Xie Yan, can you promise me that in the future, you will not take off your clothes in front of others except me."
He has long discovered that as long as he speaks to Xie Yan in this tone, Xie Yan will never reject him.
So, time and time again, he intensified his demands for more, until yesterday, it was the same.Jing Ge even felt that this matter would happen sooner or later.
Xie Yan shrugged his shoulders, trying to get his head off, but Jing Ge was holding himself tightly, thinking that he would continue to rely on him if he refused.
Xie Yan also gave up and let him rely on himself, "Didn't I promise it a long time ago?"
"That's good."
But Xie Yan thought of something, he pretended to ask casually, "Jing Ge, do you have any unfulfilled wish?"
"Would you like to tell me too, and I'll see if I can help you realize it."
Wish... Jing Ge doesn't know why Xie Yan suddenly asked this. If he wants to say his wish, he only has one wish left now. He wants to get Xie Yan and be with him forever.
For this reason, he has even given up a lot of beliefs he held on to before, and he doesn't want to deal with Jing Yu anymore.
Because he had discovered a long time ago that Xie Yan didn't have to protect Jing Yu, but he had to protect Jing Yu.
If it hurts Jing Yu, Xie Yan himself will suffer backlash.
Cut off from his other selves, he wallowed in this life, wondering how those selves would feel if they knew what he was thinking.
He couldn't tell Xie Yan about this wish, because Xie Yan didn't understand at all.
He changed the subject: "wish... Xie Yan, why don't you tell me what your wish is."
After thanking Yan for a meal, he really thought about it, and he seemed to be struggling a little, so he frowned slightly.
Jing Ge smiled slightly, propped himself on his shoulder and slowly closed his eyes.
Xie Yan finally thought of it, and his tone was serious: "I hope that the rest of your life will be safe and smooth, and you can spend your life in the way you want most."
In this way, he can safely go to the next world.
Xie Yan has been a little irritable recently.Apart from being extremely painful and weakening the power of the gods, the broken soul will not cause substantial damage, and it will be fine to return to the body to nourish for a period of time.
But if it is separated from the body for a long time, or is destroyed, it will cause some fundamental damage to the gods.
Xie Yan is not really worried about putting his broken soul here with Jing Ge.
But the chaos and the fallen are different. The longer they are left outside, the higher the danger.
Moreover, although he has traced back the time of this world, it is only within this world, and the time of places outside this world still flows at a normal speed.
This is only a B-grade world, and he has been in it for nearly ten years.I don't know what he will encounter next, and whether he can find the broken souls of the two of them smoothly.
Therefore, he can't stay in this world for too long, at most, he can only stay until the time when the world was on the verge of collapse, and after confirming that there is still no problem, he will leave.
And once he leaves, unless this reincarnation ends, he cannot return to this world.
This also means that his time to stay with Jing Ge is running out.Therefore, when he found that something was wrong with Jing Ge, he would be so concerned.He hoped that in the days when he was here, he could try his best to satisfy Jing Ge's wishes.
Jing Ge seemed to read his thoughts, opened his eyes, and slightly lowered his voice: "Do you think that, in this way, you can leave me?"
He hugged Xie Yan tightly: "Xie Yan, do you want to leave me?"
Xie Yan was a little surprised, he didn't understand why Jing Ge thought of this, he probably didn't reveal his feelings before.He didn't want to lie to Jing Ge, but he couldn't tell the truth, so he could only speak vaguely: "I... will leave sooner or later."
"Jing Ge, after you become an adult, aren't you slowly becoming independent?" You are no longer clingy, and you have your own little secrets.
Jing Ge's breathing became heavy, but there was no sound for a moment, and the hot breath he exhaled on Xie Yan's neck made him feel a little chilly.
After a long time, Jing Ge said, "Don't you want to know my wish?"
"Ah."
"Then let me tell you, I want to be like a god, immortal." His lips were almost attached to Xie Yan's skin, and he continued, "Xie Yan, can you help me realize this wish?"
Xie Yan never thought that he would say such a thing. The lifespan of human beings in this world is only about [-] years old, and some human beings have pursued a longer lifespan, but they discovered that human beings are doomed to age. die.
Up to now, if a human being says that he wants to live forever, everyone will generally regard it as a kind of emotion about life.
Jing Ge said so.
Xie Yan hesitated and asked: "Why, there is such a wish."
Jing Ge lowered his eyes, he wanted to have Xie Yan forever, he was very selfish, he didn't want to see that Xie Yan would belong to someone else in the endless years to come.
And he will disappear between heaven and earth, and disappear in Xie Yan's memory.
But he couldn't say that, Jing Ge thought for a while, "Because, I'm afraid of death."
It's not that Jing Ge has never been close to death, and in the confrontation with the gods and the protagonist, he has an absolute advantage every time.
Especially at the beginning, he had too little information, and he was driven to a desperate situation many times, and he was on the verge of death many times.
He has tasted the fear and pain before death, but after experiencing a lot, he is no longer afraid, but transformed into a kind of unwillingness. He is unwilling to become a defeated player, unwilling to be trampled under his feet after resisting .
This belief has supported him until now, until he met Xie Yan.
He started to fear death again, and he worried that once he died, all the traces left by Xie Yan would slowly disappear over the years.
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